Wednesday, August 30, 2006

happy teachers' day

its the time of the year to honour teachers again!i din realise that its teachers' day this fri until my tutee passed me the teachers' day gift n a card..haha..jus noe that we r approaching september already!n wow!its really september!!we r into the last mth of the 3rd quarter!!i jus simply refuse to believe this!!urghh!!though its teachers' day this fri me will be hafing tuition as usual!this few sats have been super occupied with activities n events!last week was hall's DnD..this week's darius' farewell n JCRC gathering..n next week as well..:P
headache mans!!n my wrk are jus accumulating!esp. readings!doesnt seem to be catching up..pengs..no time to look back n catch up!hafta jus mv on n prepare for the next week's!!!wads this?im stressed!
tink everyone is stressed!with sch wrk, outside commitments etc.!when can i start breathing again?hating 306!this module jus suxs!consolidation of individual financial reports!wad the hell!so mani numbers to handle..i mus realli admit im not good w numbers!throw me some theories n principles..n me can gif u an essay..yah im more inclined twds the Arts subjects!!was really thinking bt my future..i cant imagine myself wrking in the office..yah..true that yrs down the rd i may become an asset..note!!the wrd is MAY!!!
i do find enjoyment in interacting with kids though they can becm a nuisance sometimes..however, dealing w kids may b easier to deal with the corporate world..i dunno..ive a feeling that ill go into teaching..i love being in sch..not tt there aint any politics but i guess its a friendlier environment..with my acctg degree guess me cn onli teach pri sch..i dun mind upper pri. since the kids r more sensible:) hopefully secondary sch?kh sent me a link n was reading the introduction of a new business subject for O levels..mb its a chance?as u read on..u can easily sense tt im uncertain of wad i haf for myself..true tt if mes gg to ride on the education wagon i can no longer join the corporate wrld..there r pros n cons of cox!i believe ill be a happy person if i were to teach..i believe so..the wrking hrs r usually frm 8 to 2 depending on the afternn/morning session..will gt to enjoy the sch hols w the kids..dat meakes it ard 2 and a half mth per year..sds nice ritex?yah sometimes hafta wrk late to mark books n stuff..but its betta i guess..im a tutor afterall..mb tt realli sparked my interest?if i can teach at my pri sch dat will be betta!!so near my hse!walk dere can alr!!best thing is me dun nida be in office wear!!wah..so nice!!haha..yah teaching is the way man!!then ill be called Ms. Joleen Heng!haha..so looking at hw things go..i guess me may be spending another yr in NIE..ill take up english and chinese..mb me shall update myself with information bt teaching..n the pay is dependent on ur honours..hopefully me cn gt a second upper!so tt means me gtta mug n slog to gt it!!!okie dat means me hafta conquer 306!!!yah gtta conquer!!
its so sad to hafta step down next week..yah i always complain bt the wrk n hall when im in it..looking at wad i had done..im quite satisfied..:) next yr me will be lyk the rest of the seniors whu cm bk during last weeks DnD to collect my shield..yah dat will be next yr..i dunno wad ill becm next yr..mb ill be in NIE?i dunno..haha..mb i aint any of those which ive mentioned..is it jus me or is everyone feeling as lost?hmm...
nv ktv for quite a well n im losing my vibe!hw hw? tmrs gonna be a long day..betta go read the F&N financial report to get a gist of wads happening..doing sth which i dun lyk suxs to e core!!
my tutees parents r so appreciative..thanks!gt a pay rise of 30 bucks for this mth!haha...gtta save up..yah my digicam!!my digicam!!!
oh yah!thanks darius for being so supportive!!if im successful ill definitely remember all of u!!!haha..but i haf millions doubts bt myself...yah..thanks anw!!

Monday, August 28, 2006

Nocha Magica!!

this weekend passed so fast!jus so fast dat me cant realli figure wad i had done!mb its cause it was a veri hectic and FUN weekend!!to be exact..cox of our hall's DnD-Nocha Magical!!
super duper zuper excited bt it!!n now its OVER!!good times passed jus so fast mans!!yah in the midst of collecting photos frm peeps!haha..so my costume?haha..can see frm my MSN pic ritex?haha..yah the black arabian costume!haha..suddenly im known as the black pearl?haha..thanks zhiyong!!yupps quite a nice costume ritex?though its black!!:)
din feel real good at the start when me n daph reached..thot gonna do some light shopping bfore DnD..in the end walked like super far n fast to gt the prizes for the dnd's lucky draw!yah nice vouchers frm adidas,nike taka...but again me din win!!!haha
reached the hotel..mb they were busy..but tink it aint an excuse to be busy n cun be bothered to sae 'Hi' or acknowledgement the presence ritex?hw bad cn the wrld gt?how impolite?jus a simple nod or saeing hello..will kill mehs?n somemore bothered to come early n help buy n carry stuff lehs!yah mb im tinking too much or xiao qi..but pls lorhs!so next time if ya were to see me better acknowledge my presence hors!if not..ill bitch abt u like now!!hahas
so me jus took it as if they were 'busy'..yah as if i buy that..so went to bathe n gt ready for the night..tinking tt me cld finish making up on time..me jus dilly-dallied!n best after 45mins!mes still not done!best lorhs n my precious necklace gt entangled lahs!!bestesT!urghh..so in the end me jus took my own sweet time n din care!hey me gtta look good k?haha..tell me who doesnt?
looking at the nature of the costume u wld haf known that we cun eat much dat night else all the bulges..haha..self conscious ritex?or issit me onli..yah im super conscious bt this!esp. twds the end..me noticed my fellow 'arabian princesses' hafing bulges!!wah..unsightly cfm!so mes wary when i tk photos afterdat!haha..paranoid..
yay!!jus now deniece said dat ive becm slimmer!haha..dats great!this shws that my diet is wrking..yah i mus admit dat my energy level is dropping..considering wad i eat..yah..but ive to carry on cox its not up to std yet..good good!its wrking!!tink ill jus collapse some day..but then..haha
mes going to save up to buy myself a digicam..hmm..as a xmas prezzie!
den me can jus snap here n there, this n that whereever i go!!haha..oso cox of oits absence me din tk mani peeps w mani pple ytd..haha..but nvm lahs
so we went to watch a midnight shw snakes on the plane at the new cathay cineplex..yah the 215am shw!so it lasted till 415am n thruout me n a freshie were practically screaming our hearts out when the snakes made their sudden appearnaces..jus felt so so exhausted after the whole thing!!!wah..but was fun watching a shw e so mani pple n at such an unearthly hr!!!after dat went to the 24 hrs kopitiam n dey had their 'supper cum breakfast'!dats early yah?den headed bk to the hotel room n tried slping..FAILED!!cox dey were so noisy!n felix n a few were determined to wake me up!!!urghh..best!went home w a freshie at 630 n slpt gv tuition n cm bk hall for jcrc mtg!wah..
next sat will be the same as well..sorri darius wun be staying too long at ur party gtta attend my 23rd JCRC gathering at marine parade so the latest will be ard 9pm..so sorry:(
i dunno if ive reconsidered correctly or not..but mb staying thu if my daddy's agrreable in helping me pay half of my hostels fees..aha..den i mb able to enjoy the best of both wrlds?some frans r jus so pretentious!dey jus wan glory for themselves..twds franship im always puttin in 100%..so much so tt me feel that ive been unappreciated..no tt i mus gt appreciated for everything but hey!i dun owe u a living!
comin to realise tt it aint possible..yah i agree w u bt e possibilty..well wad to do?jus mv on bahs:(
its cming!n its realli cming!so fast...wah my dream my aspiration, my life!

aim: digicam this xmas!
slimmed me
a revaMPED life!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

its all her her n more her!!urghh..

cant seem to register anything in my mind as im trying to read thru the stupid acctg text!seems so alien n chim to me..urghh..feel lyk jus gifing up my 3rd year in this disgusting course!urghh..but i noe i cnt n me wun haf the guts to so:(
wasnt feeling so bad till me received my mums call..im mving home soon...yah jus gtten the withdrawal form frm the hall office jus now..it feels sad n when the officer asked if im sure im mving out..i hesistated..i chose the ltr later date to mv out 15th sept instead 7th sept..yah
mummy gtting new study tables for us, new wardrobe for us..yah supposedly its one table each..but cox me rm is relatively too small to fit 2 tables..she said that me shldnt nid one cox im into my last yr..wad i mean is hey thoug h u haf 2 mre yrs..i still nid to study ritex?frankly i dun mind not hafing a table but mus u put it in this way..everything me mus sacrifice for u?hey dats my home as well k!!!n stp askin me to go bk to hall everytime we have a tiff horS!y not u go bk to ur raffles hall?come on!grow up can?
urghh..mood isnt good alr..n here u r trying to make me feel worse!go away mans!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

the feeling hasnt changed..

back in hall..seriously think me dun needa b bk tonight..however, since tonights one of the last nights i will be in hall n doing JCRC stuff..i dun mind cming back..n i din help much even cox wasnt familiar w the technical stuff n yah the inventory check took onli 45mins!so me was jus hanging ard the multipurpose rm..
this cming 24th JCRC may be headed by my CULT sec MR.HO JIANMING!haha..yah n at least ive a successor so me cn pass the stuff the files n soft copies of the docs to her!wah..dats a lot..den me cn leave in peace!haha
weekends always pass veri fast..tink its cox of tuitions, travelling etc..n me gtta wake up earli to squeeze in some wrk..dats hw me led my uni life for the past 2 years..
charmaine saes it will be wasteful to go for a makeover..since mes hafing a costume den no nid jus DIY will do..hmm..tink yah no mkover for me alr:P i can do a good job as well!hahaha..
shan jus sent me the pics which we took on fri at lido..haha..tink quite well taken jus that the toilet ones r blur cox we r tking e reflections!haha..i like my solo pic as well!haha
gonna stay in hall till tue den home to gif tuition..n bk on thurs..sians tink fri gt 206 lect in the morn:( if not me can simply go home on thurs:(
this feeling of me sitting alone at this large study table hasnt changed..dunno if i will miss this feeling or not..the pple?yah definitely the peeps..my hallmates..the memories shall be with me to keep..the choir, the caroling days, the GL days, the hectic n fun days of events..be in ups or downs..ive been a part of hall 3 n im proud to announce to everyone dat im a Hall 3ian n dis has contributed greatly to my uni life..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

click!

click n its all GONE!!haha

ytd was my free day n me went town with yanshan!!yah..as if its still hols..woke up earli to do some work..yah read a chapter of 304 text..so me happily wore my new top n went orchard!!ate subway for the first time in my life!haha..n thxs shan for telling me that its ard 300 calories..hmm..trying to limit my daily calories count to less than a 1000..hmm..beckhams wife posh's intake is 500 or less..so mines dble of hers!!haha..yah den had popcorn after dat while watching 'CLICK' at LIDO..its entertaining n a little touching twds the end:)
at least the ending was good in the sense that the male lead realised the importance of spending time w his family instead of wrking his life away..yah so...not 2 bad:P
frm lido we proceeded to zara at liat towers..yah n me happily bot a red long polo tee frm zara at 19.9!!so cheap!!n i lyk the colour!shans sae red looks lyk hongbao!haha..but me luf it!wanted to gt another piece at 16.5 but cant really figure out wad to wear inside..tube?sphagett?racer bk? haha..so in the end me had to part w it:( haha..but nvm bot another top frm iora!so sweet n pretty:) its yellow n grey strips!nice!so happy with my shopping!:) shans went home w a damn short demin frm far east n a pink polo frm WH..wow!
hey ger!we mus go try e jappie rest at raffles city k?so sad when u said that we cn onli meet in december:( dats lyk so far away:( i dun wan:( but me understd hw busy we r yeah?
still tinking of the makeover..will cfm if mes really gg k?next fri shld be gg blading w mel n kangjian..me mus protect myself frm injuries cox DND is next sat!!haha..every fri seems to be activity packed!me betta study:(:(:(
cnt wait to see vonnie on the 3rd of sept oso..during darius' farewell:P but hopefully we cn meet up bfore that?mb week 4 or sth?haha..cn do sm catching up n me cn shp again!!yah so u see hw 'no life' i m?haha..so long as im happy me wun care wad others sae!yah..mb subconsciously me do care:P

Thursday, August 17, 2006

getting a life!

my life's boring. n i agree!gtta thank 'dear' mr. felix for reminding me that me gtta get a life!toking to u is fun but u r always driving me to death!!haha..true that my life revolves ard doing tut, gifing tuition and ktv-in..yah dats all..sometimes its more colourful e.g shopping, blading, mtg up w frans..if all these can be contributed to a proper life?
ever since ive entered sch..i cun remember mani days when ive the luxury to play n haf fun..all alg its gg to sch cming home for nap n its homewrk time..no gg out etc..yah dats my schooling life..dat explained y i started familiarising myself w orchard when i gt my freedom when i entered VJ..dat wasnt a long time ago..onli 4 yrs..but thanks for the reminder
today attended 3 tutorials..though not consecutive ones..i was practically dead after the 2nd!wonder how peeps cn survive w 6 hrs at one shot!!alritex..shall help felix n kh gt fd if necessary yea?suddenly i feel lyk a maid!!best lorhs!!
shld i sae im fortunate or shld i consider myself to be lazy n incompetent?
nv done housewrk bfore, not even washing the clothes, dishes..sweeping n helping me mum mop the flr..dun nid to cook..nv learn to do it..the list can go on n on..basically me n my sis have nv done these..either cox we r nv required to or cox our mum nv wan us to interfere..haha
in a dazzy mode today..lack if slp i guess..tmrs watching click w shan..n will squeeze in a few hrs of shpping!!but bfore everything..shall wake up earlier to mug..yah muggertoad n this testifies felix's comment!haha..but its not wrg to mug n do tut wads..if im in uni n i aint mugging..hw will i be able to gt at least a B?so me shant be too bothered by being labelled as a nerd!morphing into a nerd will be worthwhile..but me dun look lyk one i guess..haha..at least not in black framed specs n dressed 'shabbily'!haha..
toking bt dress sense..hmm..thinking of revamping my wardrobe to include shorts!!so me shall go look out for shorts tmr!!wanna try gtting denim shorts!haha..well of cox bfore anything gtta make sure the frame is in good shape..tink next time me shant order the beehoon frm the vegetarian stall..i always ended up throwing em away..so much..its jus lyk a pile of mountain..too much for a serving..i always feel lyk a pig holding onto the plate n the guilt of not being able to finish is haunting me!okie..shall stick to the dishes den..
todays darrens bdae..yah a yr ago me went to twn w shan to gt him his prezzie frm new urban male!yah a green tee!nice!n me saw him wear at least twice i tink..tink he looks good in green n in the shirt..haha..oh well mus see whu chose it u see!!!haha..of cox cfm nice!!haha..so metro!sth times its fun shopping for guys stuff but usually it can gt rather boring since everything looks almost the same!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

eye candies!

was reading mel's blog..yah me agree to an extent that guys nowadays r finding excuses for themselves!haha..y to an extent?cox dere r still guys whu r a little diff?e.g. the incident when the army guy attempted to help, my frans helping me carry my super bulky bag n some holding the door for me..haha..so dere r exceptions too:)
ytd was the last formal event in hall!lasted till ard 1am this morn!!nearly died..cox we had 2 events in a night..franship as well as jcrc night followed by selection of block leaders..ytd was bad..i wanted to stay n sing for choir esp. when we had only 4 pple!no bass..n tenor went off key!wahs..me behaved im the coordinator sia!or its my nature to interact w pple..cant std the quietness in the room during the waiting period..so had to interact w the freshies whu cm for the walkabout..but had to man our cultural booth..as for geyao..jianming had to jaga too.the situation was quite bad..not enuf performers!urghh..at least me gtta sing a bit so ive gtta be satisfied w this!
today im at home..found a reason for myself to cm bk home..to gif tuition tmr since its my free day!yah..finding all ways n means to convince myself that its worth cming home!at least some of the days me haf companion!!haha..thanks zhiwei!!haha..my gg home khaki!its surprising to see tecko today!!haha..hey frm smu cm here to gt lappie!!best lorhs..haha..tecko my jc clasmate..after army..put on wt n he lyks better..haha..mb dats y gt gf le!!congrats..haha..nice to see u tecko!!:)
todays class ended at 1230 but cun leave sch till 5 cox went to media resource lib w mel felix n viknesh to watch enron movie den to nie to try to collect my books!!sick!!its my 3rd wasted trip there!!n im pissed!!me n felix went on 2 consecutive days n we went bk empty handed!!oh yah..gtta thank felix for carrying my super heavy n bulky bag frm the lib to nie n the bridge!!thanks alot!!haha..n tecko also!!
dunno y the topic on eye candy/candies seems to be the highlight of today..yah first was toking to mel bt it n suddenly felix was toking bt it oso!okay i confess that me do haf a number of eyecandies!haha..so everytime me go to a camp ill basically haf an eyecandy!aiyos eye candy onli wads..mr. felix wong pls dun mk a mt. out of a molehill!!ill gt paiseh-ed to death!!haha..believe u wun do anything!!buddy sia!!
so my current eyecandy is one frm hall...nbs also haf..but quite hard to spot...too many peeps alr!
now im toking to my zuzu-von on MSN!so lg nv meet up w her alr!!ger i miss u!!i miss weilin oso!!:( we hafta xiang yi wei ming when the guys r in a mths time:( luckily still haf u else im lyk alone..haha..dun noe if its a GN/BN that we r still single!its time to set up a bachelorette club dearie!u pres me vice-pres yah...haha..yupps we r jus one of a kind..passive gers..haha..nvm we still haf our club!
mb too used to singlehood..so cnt imagine gtting attached..cnt imagine hw its lyk to turn frm frans to couple....close frans?mb?
zhenming was saeing dat guys n gers tink differently..if the ger saes we cn try it out..to guys it means dey r tgt alr..but for us its aint cfm so when its applied to one of our frans..yah..'tragedy' occurred..poor thing!
guess me wun noe hw to handle such a thing..can sense an impending trauma cming soon..hmm..hopefully its a wrg instinct..being nice is one thing feelings is another..not gg to toy w ones feelings esp when mes aint sure of my stand..dun wanna hurt peeps..this time rd its a little different frm the past definite 'no'..sorrie again..sorrie:( to u i mus realli apolgise..dunno hw me cn help u to gt over this hopefully u cn knock sm sense into urselves soon..no pt waiting n waste ur time yeah? as for u..thanks for being my listener..wonderful helpful pal..my freshie..yah..most onx freshie!yah..let things remain things wae..not too fast not too furious..aint prepared for anything rite now..studies first n uve gtta mug hard too!rem e promise uve made..not for anione but for urself yeah?thanks for being w me all this while..:)
tmrs gg to be tut day!mugging at home n gifing tuition..sian tink will gt pangse by winnie n felix!last min dey have dnd stuff to do..urghh..
dnd?haha..lets see..morn: milk n biscuits noon: veggies frm vegetarian stall dinner: soyabean milk fruits..yah tink dats all...haha...shall jiayou!no wonder mes forever feeling exhausted but ive gt a long way to go!whu ask me not to be thin?ive gt no choice..yah..i can survive thru this!at least till dnd next sat!yah its possible!!way to go!!!

Monday, August 14, 2006

gonna be an ARABIAN princess!!

last yr i was a VICTORIAN princess!this yr? im gonna b an ARABIAN PRINCESS!!haha..im getting so so excited!!haha:):)

ytd's tuition was cancelled in the morn so me took a cab down to bugis to meet the JCRC..we had a difficult time agreeing on wad to wear for our hall's DND which will be held on the 26th AUG at rendevous hotel..somewhere near dhoby ghaut n cityhall..wanted a general theme lyk princes n princesses but it wld be hard for the rest of the peeps to think of theirs so in the end we decided to go for the arabian style..haha..we gals were super against this theme cox arabian=skimpy costumes=reveal bellies..yah dats arabian!!finally deniece went to try on one of the more conservative ones n well it turned out to be not bad!so this gt us all excited bt being arabian princesses!!haha..the auntie took out all those which r less revealing for us..haha..wads left r those bikini n real skimpy kind..so pretty lahs but no no..without a superb figure betta not bear!!haha..n its so paiseh to be wearing so so little with frans ard!..me helped to pass em to the rest of the gers n it shocked me for a while as me was left with nothing..till the auntie passed me a black one!hmm..tried it n its not too bad...unlike the rest, the top piece is sleevless, its middriff n covers a little slightly below the chest..so its lyk bearing a little more than the rest..hmm..no more for me to choose frm..so ive nochoice!so me gtta wrk hard n maintain my waistline!!no excess bulges!!else it will be horrendous!!haha..yah..nv wore this kinda costume before!!will cfm take loads of pics haha..no digicam but gonna ask felix n yj to lend me!!dun care!!since dey r in the commmittee dey will haf no time to tk mahs..so ill help em instead! dun care!!dey r my buddies!!haha..daph was saeing no pt gg for a makeover cox the head wear will destroy my hair if me were to go salon to style n my makeup will hafta match the costume oso..hmm..guess mes gg to jus save $ n do it on my own!!haha..arabian nitex!shall post the photos taken with the costume as a preview if me were to gt it frm siyi this few days!haha..

after dat went to my fav coffee bean at bugis..wanted to gt cheesecake but din cox cant finish n too fattening after considering the calories..sighhh in the end jus an apple n cinnamon muffin n a small mocha..was marking my tutees wrk..wanted to do a bit of my tut but was too tired so went shopping!haha..so me bot a top again!!nice n its orange!!shall wear it this thurs?haha..hopefully cn ktv with them as planned!haha..afterdat rushed to bedok to gif tuition

met up w yj at ard 7 at cityhall..suppose to meet at 730pm..but hes so nice to meet me earli cox me told him ill be early..n the station was super packed w pple lahs..obviously dey were there for dinner n den to the esplanade to watch the firewrks!nearly cun find a place at soup spoon..haha..finally had my clam chowder!..poor yj has to accompany me to eat that..realised it wasnt filling for him though he had a soup n a sandwich n a drink..so he had supper at mac after the firewrks!wah..piggish lehs!me was so full frm my liquid diet mans!!so aint tempted by the supper..so after eating at soup spoon, we made our way to esplanade wanted to squeeze onto the benjamin sheares bridge but there were a hell lot of peeps whu were alr dere..afraid that i wld go missing uncle dragged me along..as if me were a little girl..still remembered how my daddy wld hold my hand tightly afraid that me will go missing when i was younger..in the end, we gv up our quest to the bridge so headed to the esplanade instead..quite wasted not to catch the full view cox of the trees blocking us!but lyk wad he said..watch half imagine the other half!!haha..no choice oso ritex?yah..the display was pretty!haha..was complaining y dere aint any pink ones at first..:P

fifteen minutes passed so fast that me was surprised n thot dere wld more to it!!so waited for the crowd to clear as we stood beside the river..cool breeze..by the time we left at ard 10 dere were still quite a lot of peeps hanging ard..saw alvin n a grp of the shiva gers..of cox dey include jianning,ely, sophia n a few more..cant rem deir names oso..die alvin cfm go n tell others that i was with this guy blah blah blah..sian but dun care lahs..

hes veri nice..sent me home..wanted to tk bus but wasnt too convenient for him so took train bk to paya lebar so me cn shw him the bus stp which he can tk the bus home..accompanied him for supper at mac..n he walked me home..its lyk at least 2 busstops away..haha..hes quite entertaining n a great listener..guess i was falling aslp while toking to him on the way home..a helpful dude..he even volunteered to carry my bag frm cityhall to payalebar!haha..nice ritex?so me jus let him carry lorhs..hes my uncle so its okie bahs i guess..strangely, the walk home didnt seem so far..thanks yeah?thanks for sending me home all the way to my doorstep!so paiseh:P but really thanks anw!

seldom open the letterbox but me jus had to do so to check if ive gt the letter of offer from EY after mel msged me that she gt hers..yah me gt mine too..deadline to decide by: december something..phew!luckily still haf a few mths more to think bt it..having said so much, its really time to have to make a decision..this time rd its diff!gtta realli consider since its no longer a verbal offer..yah seeking employment these days aint easy..if all else fails by then..ill hafta accept it..so weird ritex?most peeps will be super duper elated when dey gt offers frm the big 4..when they r gonna gt employed before graduation or best still gt offered a place when yr 3 barely started!!!me? im lyk how lost how lost!haha..mb its bothering me cox it aint my best option..given my interests in the performing arts, in the tourism industry..no wonder mummy saes that i can think ponder n daydream..but when reality strikes me gtta be pragmatic..interests will no doubt be sacrificed..yah n im guess mes gg to experience that..ultimately mes not the lucky soul whus able to enjoy the best of both wrlds..

feeling a bit confused n hafing this weird feeling which ive nv had before..frans will be much betta i guess..those wrds kept ringing n flashing past.dunno wad to do w it..gtta focus!n focusing on MYSELF!!!

cant for for thurs!ktv!!
fri?meeting w shan!!watching my super ex gerfran!!!haha..cant wait!!n todays alr week 2 mon!!!
love is the last thing i wan to meddle with now

Friday, August 11, 2006

attached?detached?

at least today me completed one tutorial!haha..it felt weird hafing to do tut after lyk 3 months of slacking!hmm..nonetheless still quite proud of myaelf..haha
tmr morn gtta complete another bfore me watch the repaeat telecast n off to a day full of activities..wah..shiong mans..its gonna be tiring!
was late again..clementis so far:( yongxiang was even betta lorhs .latest came at 130pm when we were suppose to meet at 1230..haha..quite fun..go with guys can sing duet!!dats the good thing!so mes looking fwd to next weeks with yj n felix n gonna gt a few more to go!heard that JP has a newly opened KBOX!woohoo!!dats realli a plendid news for me!!haha..dey call me the K QUEEN!hmm..den me mus find a K KING ritex?haha..den whus gg to be my K KING?hmm..but me prefer to be K PRINCESS!!so me wan a K PRINCE!!haha
im so bored that im browsing thru yahoo auction..haha..looking at the beautiful dresses!haha..so pretty but me aint sure hw the paypal wrks..so im jus browsing!haha
mummys gonna pay for my contacts!!yippe!!so me gt extra cash!!so happy..haha n ive gt a 15% wallet shop voucher!!gt it frm kbox..hmm yx gave it to me!!!haha..great shall go seesee!!
tmr mtg yj at 730..hopefully gt enuf time to go soup spoon!ive gt craving for the soup dere!!delicious to the max..haha..wanna try clam chowder!!haha..but me wan creme of mushroom!!urghh..hungry sia!!haha..nvm ask my uncle to order den can share!!haha..uncles veri nice..he always listen to me complain etc etc..nv gt bored?or mb he does..one of my ktv khakis frm hall oso..
jus gtta noe that one of my og mates has been attached for a mth..haha..ger is frm nus n he gtta noe her thru his pa at maybank..finally hes attached!haha..23 alr old le!!on the other hand, our beloved darling CGL broke up with his ger..so sad:( he said she was veri depressed n kept crying..oh no..sighh..senior seems alritex..but me tink deres a sense of melancholy when he said so..yah so we jus hafta be sensitive when we speak..but its kind of difficult cox de songs we chose were all those depressing love sgs!!!n delvin whus the attached party was the one singing em!!we were suspecting if hes realli in love!yx was of cox complaining bt them..n edmund!!haha..old sg guru!!hmm..din even hear the sgs he sang before!!hey edmund we r frm diff era huh?haha..yah..wanted yx to sing tonghua..in the end din cox dun wan him to be sad n be reminded of it since it happened the most a week ago..so yah..haha..the duets were zai!!goodgood!luf the duet w yx, we sang bei feng chui guo de xia tian by jingsa n lin junjie!aiyos..of cox lahs..yxs a choir boy n hes lyk one of the few guys whu can sing well!good good..kit n delvin r not bad too!onli sm times off key..haha..me will too..oopps!
zhenhaos leaving on mon but me cnt go send him off cox will be in hall..hey zhenhao if ya r reading this entry..me wanna wish u all the best in ur studies in US!!n do rem to meet us when u r back ya?haha..when darius n clarence r gone..onli me n von will be left..den no more CT xmas gathering n NEW yr celebration:( so sad..when u all r bk in 4 yrs' time we will be diff alr..we will be wrking alr..n u guys will be scholars made teachers!suddenly ive lyk so mani frans gg into teaching!!haha..hey if u all happen to teach my child next time den it will be so odd..haha..but i believe u peeps will do a good job ritex?haha..no matter wad this is to clarence, zhenhao n darius!!!we will MISS U GUYS!!yah we realli will! n weilin!!waiting for u to b bk next jan n our gifts frm korea!!haha..
everyones asking me the same qns..day in day out..aiyos..i wun go far i believe..haha..yah wun go far:(
currently im madly in luf with my loreal mascara!!!:)
n my soup spoon!frans sae watching firewrks right before my eyes is an entirely diff experience..i shall vouch that tmr night..mummys forever concern..noeing me will definitely wear skirt shes worried ill wear the shorter ones..haha..no lahs..gtta gif tuitions oso..so mus be more decent looking!haha..yah 'decent-looking'. this doesnt mean im indecent heh!haha..
edmund asked y my nic will comprise of quotes relating to love n such..haha..yah those r the inspirational quotes which ive gt frm tv serials n cox me found them interesting so me jus use em yah..dey aint always related to me lah!!no more wild guesese ya?haha..no use digging into my private life cox mes tight lipped over it..anw me gt no private life oso..haha..so no use probing!!haha
quite sleepy alr..yawns..mus conquer another tut tmr morn..shall wake up at 730 tmr!!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

my cousin my cousin

its a long day for me today..woke up at 6+ den headed to sch..yah met up w kh n oopps yah forgt to tell ya ive had my breakfast alr..den went nie to get text but no stock!urghh..so had to order lorhs..sheesh.. 78 bucks poorer cox of 2 books..den to hall to gt books frm senior..dun haf the 206 books so stoned n jus copied answers during the tut..i seriously hate to go for lesson when im utterly not prepared!cant contribute anything..sianx
met up w zhiwei at somerset mrt platform to pass him the mktg notes which ive never flipped before!!waste my $ n papers!!haha..oh yah..thanks alot for the liang teh!haha..so sweet of u..usualli im the one whu buy for others..thanksthanks..a little too sweet though but appreciate the thot!haha..
ktv till me n me sis were so so tired!our favourite song!!yuan dian sung by yanzi n tanya..so nice!!haha..jus cnt stop repeating the song!!:):)
den it was family dinner with my aunt uncle cousins n my little nephew!!hes so small n adorable!!he noes how to call 'yi'!!so cute:) but a little naughty here n here..cant sit still n my cousins cnt concentrate on eating n enjoying the food..they haf to tk turns to feed him n entertain him..looking after children aint easy afterall..now its all the basics..in a few yrs time it will be educating him alr..sighh..hafta put in loads of wrk..so scary tink me cnt do this kinda of thing..no patience mans..but this little nephew is so so smart, so brilliant!!haha..n hes my favourite!!!my little xuanpeng!!haha
tmr gtta wake up earli to mug den off to clementi for ktv..sat will be so so busy again..tuition den go find costumes for my halls dnd at bugis den tuition again..den shld be gg to watch the firewrks with yj..so no time to mug..sun tuitions n mugging time!!
suddenly realise mes short of skirts!!went heerens n dere r a lot of nice tops, skirts n dresses!!so pretty!!i luf em but so ex..n a bit exaggerating to wear dress to sch lehs..so attract attention!haha
dun feel lyk gg bk hall next week..felix asked me to go for bash today but i din want to..he din believe ive gt sth on..say i lie..hey!i lie to u for wad?stop mentioning bt that idiot abel!sick!!yah ..will be dere for the actual dnd on the 26th aug..
gg for a makeover n oso to style my hair..hahaha..so fun so fun!!cant wait to see myself all dolled up n in the costume!haha..but im sure i wanna stand out frm the rest!!oopss..my AA nature again!haha..but last yr alr mahs so mus be pretty senior!!haha..den gtta tk lotsa photos..no digicam:( nvm use felix's!!he cfm will bring!!haha..den mus tk with the shuai shuai pple!!haha..den ive gt new pics for myself n msn!!!:) still remembered last yr me was in the victorian gown..heehee..so nice:)n the pics tken with darren n felix..haha..those were the days!!
this time rd gg to tk w my shuaishuai GL!!mr. zhenming!!n of cox the hillstreet pple!!n of cox mus tk with gers oso mahs!!haha..jus cnt wait for my makeover!!!:) woohoo
gg to concuss soon..mugging tmr morn!!!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

slacking in the east

siglap is such a wonderful place..quiet, few people, nice food n restaurants..this the place where me n my khakis love to hang ard when we were bk in Vj:)dere to mug for prelims, As..to slack..to eat..to stone..everything!its such a peaceful place:)
after tuition today went dere w shan n tings..so nice..the weather was fine..haha..n shan n i wore the same mango shorts!haha..its a coincidence mans..haha
yah wanted to go liquid kitchen but cun find at first..when we were heading to parkway, we passed by n it wasnt opened!haha hengs nv back track else...in the end settled in a german restaurant!the ambience is good..soft music in the backgrd etc..nice food at affordable prices n qty:) so not too full:)
if ive the $ next time i wanna live in siglap:P haha..
went parkway n shan was busy deciding what to gt for her colleagues n boss..haha..went pacific coffee to chill..its the first time dat we cld find a seat dere!!mus be super fortunate cox todays a public holiday..haha..so the 3 of us jus stoned n chatted..den stoned..haha..while doing so we were helping shan to decide wad to gt!haha..its so relaxing..tink tings mus b bored by us!haha..
went to meet my mum n sis after dey left..went swensens for desserts..haha..apple crumble n choc..4 of us shared..so dats my dinner..yah..unhealthy but once in awhile i guess
afraid to mv bk to hall..so sian..den me will be slping alone in my room again..i nv lyk to be alone..yah cox im used to sharing a room w my sis:( sad..ive to go bk next week..gtta drag myself back n convince myself to do so..sighh..
my mummy said sth which is quite hurtful..i cun bear to hear it..so mean..but mb shes right..we wun noe..n i agree to an extent..its fate i guess
fireworks festival?alot of peeps sae nice..missed the NDP's one today cox was bathing..haha..was super excited when me was yger tink the celebrations aint as fantastic as the past..pale in comparison!
jus cm to noe bt sth..quite surprised when i knew it..i mean y mus behave lidat?so weird..mb its jealousy?but y?hmm..tink its better to tk precaution n now the limits..yah

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

no change afterall:P

wanted to highlight my hair after class today..in the end jus trimmed..cox my hairdresser told me that my previous highlights can still be seen n its still in good form..so asked me jus to trim..haha..so nice ritex?help me save money..but with this 'sudden' cash available me jus feel lyk doing sth!but me dunno..feel yk spending it on sth..hmm..cannot lidat:(
after sch met him to pass him the book.was with zhiwei n mel..he wanted to drive us out to eat but mtg zhiwei so went can b instead..cun resist the vegetarian stall..hmm..tink frm now on mes jus gg to gt the dishes..since me cnt finish the beehoon anw..so might as well dun order..yah
hes so funnie..so funnie dat me jus cun stop laughing!so whacky..his ideas n stuff..hmm..hes crappy lahs..its typical of him i guess..dunno wads my feeling den..dun wanna tink bt it..dun wanna understd n force myself to admit things..avoiding mb?but its nice to see him well n happy:)
im silly..i bet i am!din go find out that me nid the 201 book n happily passed mine to him..sheesh now me mus go find another one for myself!but frm where?i dunno..me aint good w the debit n credit stuff..die lahs..freaky!n me haven gtta my textbook so cnt do tut for thurs seminar..urghh..out of stks u see!blame em?no lahs its me!everything is me!lazy to gt ytd when theres stock..
drove us to jurong east mrt..thanks hey..guess we cn onli tok bt studies related stuff..which is good at least theres a distance bet..dun wish to cross this line n gt myself into deep shit again..yeah..
ive nice frans with me..i wanna thank u all for that..n thanks all esp zhiwei for encouraging me to join n finding the link to the app. form..hmm..hey dude!!nida haf fan club one lehs..haha..n dun gt so excited!!haha..n if ya r interested to noe..me used ur newly created encouragement note as my desktop backgrd!haha..hey mus do betta sia!!else cannot pass!haha..
so its ktv after sch w sis on thurs n fri with og mates!yah..
yeah!mtg shan n ting but bfore dat gtta gif tuition at 10 tmr..yawns!!

slping soon:)
glad u r well..happy that u r urself again..its okie for the trouble..jus wan ya to be well..take care!

thank you dude

thanks for letting me noe dat u peeps will miss me..yah..thanks alot!
tears rolled down uncontrollably..its heartening..those were the memories..memories which will last..be it irritating or sweet ones..i wanna thank u guys! n i literally mean u guys!
hall experience wun be as fulfilling w/o peeps lyk u all!thanks!!its late n i aint slping..soon i guess
nice to noe that my pals do care..thanks!

shan n tings cnt wait to meet up w u!
realli cant wait..though me nv tell u everything n anything fearing u will gt bored..think u r aware of wads gg on:P at least frm these entries..u gers shall n will definitely be my more lasting frans whom i noe u gers wun desert me no matter wad:) 3 cheeres for our nearing 9 yrs of franships!!!bravo babes!!!

Monday, August 07, 2006

lasik blues

went to the optician n cfmed that my degree had increased again..lasik wun guarantee that me cn gt perfect eyesight for long as well:(
my mood now is down..so deep down dat its unimaginable..if onli its not so bad..feeling so sick of sick though today's the first day..starting to dislike 304..accounting suxs! i dunno lahs..im feeling so lost..so lost that me jus feel lyk hiding myself in one corner!always haf to put up a brave n confident front..its exhausting...no matter wad ive to survive thru..do i haf a choice?
i wanna do my hair..get a fresher look..get a lianish look?nah..i wanna look different!be different!feel different!think different!do sth different!
so this thurs mes gg for 3 hrs ktv w my sis!yah its vocal training i guess..but tink we r gg to haf fun!fri will be a more relaxed one w yongxiang, danny,alvin, liying,joey, kit n edmund?yah so mani peeps so it means not much air time..haha..n next week hopefully will haf one session on thurs with felix n yj winnie etc..
tink wads gg to keep me gg will b these ktv sessions..my life seems to be more interesting w these sessions..at least my soul seems to b glowing w em..
ive lotsa things to sae..but i dunno hw to sae..ive so mani things to do but me cn onli do that much..dunno wads gg on w me..if ya ask me i cant answer..wad cn mk me smile again?i dunno..i seriously dunno..these few yrs its misery mixed with a little fun a little excitment?i nida a shift in focus!to focus on sth..
thanks darius for ur concern..it aint him whom im troubled with..saw him today finally..heard his voice today, over the phone..so fake everythings so superficial..all i wanted to sae was 'bye'. thanks was wad u said..yah for u i dun mind..mb i actually mind?forget it lahs...forget it..shant channel my soul in it alr..
was telling zhiwei dat mes living for e present!wad future?i cnt see my future..its blurred..yah dunno hw to cook, clean the hse, hate doing hsehold chores etc. etc. seldom/nv done a single thing at home..all of us r lyk this..my mums a hsemaker..so everythings done..its becm a habit alr..so we see no nid to plan 4 the future..
my sis n i seriously considered the possibility of us being single, remaining unmarried..it wld be worthwhile if dat turned out to be our future!yah mb..we have plans to earn money n gt another bigger hse n live tgt..yes living w my parents n sis..even if were to gt married me wan to live close to my parents..too reliaint?mb..oh well..whu noes most likely the former will occur..
feel lyk gg to blade again..no one to accompany:(
feel lyk gg to the beach to scream my heart out!
feel lyk doing some extreme activities but me doing wad r dey
my abrasions still hurt..oouch!n deres gonna be a damn big scar:(
gtting late n me feel super shitty as im typing..esp when mels telling me deres class on thurs!!WTH!!!dere goes my plan!!!damn off!!!y mus sch start?can i jus drp out of sch?can i jus slack?sheesh!!!helps!!im collapsing alr..

lousy mood lousy day..lousy everything!!!!!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

'how r you?'

jus read my sis blog n din noe that she had gone thru so much..we used to be so close when we were in our tk n vj days..now?we r all busy with our own lives n work:( it hurts that ive to read her blog to realise how shes feeling etc. HEY MEI!!IM MOVING HOME!!IM MOVING HOME SOON!!!hopefully by doing so, we can go bk to those good old days!!looking forwrd to gg out w u ltr!!so sad tt my sch is starting tmr if not we cn do more catching up!!nvm!we shall go shpping n treasure the time while it last yeah?

went for zhenhao's farewell cum super earli 21st bdae party ytd..saw my sec sch mate, one of my nbs guy freshies, my CT Council pals..not veri close pals but im fine with it..haha..made a new fran shes yonghui..i mus admit that me was quite bored at times..but nvm lahs..von n lin not dere so me was dere to rep em?haha..
it was a surprise that zhixian,isacc n ivy were dere too..dey cm ltr..n wenyang ade n chengsi..lg time nv see em alr..everyone sort of changed in one way or another..mb its cox of the power of love that the gers put on some wt..hmm..this was wad me observed ytd..N CLARENCE AGREED AS WELL!!ooppss..scary..i musnt grow horizontally mans!!!(god bless!!)haha..

as usual had to ans qns lyk how r u, which sch r u in, which course...can gt bored by repeating my ans u noe..cant understd y i aint as patient as last time..sighh..esp when zhixian kept asking if ive gt a boyfran etc. etc. wah!!can gt a bit turned off u noe!!n worse still in front of the rest n a teacher?this is e same old you..u din change for e better yeah?haha..wasnt realli in a good mood cox was quite exhuasted after gifing tuition..so entertaining others cn be quite irritating:( hate it when u mention him..i mean dun nid to tell others that he has been waiting for me for 4-5 yrs ritex?urghh..i dunno if its my fault..dunno if its cox im heartless or wad..but i really din noe bt it lyk 2 yrs bk!n pls dun tell me that he chose to go nus instead of imperial college cox of me!i dun believe n i dun wanna it to be this way!!i dun wan to be the one whus gg to be responsible for all these! wad glimmer of hope?nah..even if hes in nus..in singapore wadever..theres no glimmer of hope!!u understd?im sding mean..but this is wad i feel..im confused!this issue doesnt bother me at all for a period of time but tink its becming a prob alr..bet his entire army unit noes bt it..urghh..hopefully he cn find a better ger in uni n forgts bt this..i noe its diff. dude but ive gt no better suggestion alr..

tHANKs clarence for walking me out to tk a cab:) n ive spent 20 bucks on cab fare for 2 trips frm pasor ris in 2 days..haha..so dere goes my $!no wonder im broke!yeah..u always ask how im doing..haha..sometimes really dunno hw to answer u yah..seriously speaking im not too sure hw im doing as well..im jus neither here nor dere..yah..

my sis jus told me that the superstar reg is this tue..n we made a pact to go tgt for the audition on the 9 sept...was veri enthus den..but now im starting to haf the jitters alr..oh no!does it mean that mes gtta go ktv nore often?weve gtta train n train n train hard!!sg selection is veri impt!i dunno even though im been on stage n performed..its gonna be diff!okie..so mus go KTV n polish up sgs!!haha..tink ill jus go with a 'haf fun' attitude:) its a once in a lifetime thing!!if i were to miss it this time rd i noe im gg to regret big time..whether we make it or not aint impt..its the process thats gg to be meaningful..thats gg to be memorable!haha..the thot of singing jus perks me up!!so whus ons to go ktv-in w me?haha..

hmm..gtta go prep to go gif tuition at 1030am ltr den its bk to make my contacts n sopping w sis n den home for tuition session 2!!!sian!tmrs first day of sch n thot ill end at 1230 instead its 430!!!urghh..still pondering if i shld go for the bash tink ill jus gif excuse bah..bad ritex but i realli dun lyk the idea of gg for bashes!!but its a chance for me to see bao he if i were to be dere!!haha..yah!!my talented eye candy--BAO HE!!!haha

Friday, August 04, 2006

a fun fun day!!

woke up early n went parkway ytd..reached bfore time so went to the bank n bought makeup cleansing milk frm guardian..met up w huishan n kangjian n went kbox tgt!:) quite fun but they din sing much oso..hmm..den went blading at east coast..tink dey enjoyed blading more bahs!haha..the auntie gv me another kind of blades..one dat can go faster than my usual speed!!!dat sent me flying mans!!!haha..fun fun!at least im blading!!attempted to go to the other side of the beach..however, on wae our dere..cox of the many steep slopes, me jus flew lyk mad n fell!haha..din actualli noe wad hapened..it jus occurred so fast..the next moment me was alr on the grd..this time no army bois!haha..hengs!but me ended up w scratches on my right elbow n a big patch of abrasion on my left thigh:( bled but its part n parcel..pain i mus admit..luckily still can wear short skirt if not den im dead!haha

next week shud haf 2 ktv-in sessions!!one on tue with hall mates n other on fri with NBS FOC pals..so fun so fun!!realli action packed mans!!hmm..so in order to fulfill my once per week ktv quota me shall ask my sis to jio her frans for ktv next next week!!haha..mus train up!!trying out a few new sgs n a few duets..hmmm..decided that shan hu hai is realli so hard to learn..urghh..dun care bt felix alr..its crazy lahs..so diff. hw to grasp?haha

hmm..tinking of mia-in the jt-hall bash on mon night!crazi lahs..bash on the first day of sch!n im nt a party animal!!hmm..shall go do my hair instead!sighh..shld i go trim n DIY or shud i go kimage instead?sighh...but me nid 1 for 1 lehs to enjoy 50% off!!my sis hafing shorter than shouulder length hair now!!wah..wad a change!!as for me..me aint so brave to haf this kinda hairstyle me wan my long hair!haha:):) or shud i go to the usual salon n highlight a lighter colour?aiyos im so vexed!!n im gg to skip the DND bash on thurs!!dun care bash again?no way ill rather go for family dinner with my aunt n cousins!:P

was toking to mel about the freshie..haha..n best lors yongxiang said me hua chi!whey!!dun lyk dis lehs..haha..hes so gd in his singing..n so humble, cute..guaiguai type..hw not to be impressed!yx sings well too!haha..hmm..but ritex dun tink he will wanna join us for ktv next week lehs..mb ask him to cm w his roomie?haha shall ask felix to ask!haha..tink we haf too mani peeps alr..shud be wise n split up into separate rooms!else hw to gt hold of the mike mans?not that me haven been to k recently but after paying mus gt the $ worth ritex?haha..

actualli me dun realli understd wads so attractive bt sentosa..first, its so inconvenient to gt in n travel within. second, whats dere to do? mb lyk wad kangjian saes its either gg dere to be seen or to see pple..haha..for me mes not interested to see n be dere to be seen!haha..so tink mes gonna b damn bored dere bahs..cant blade dere oso..dunno hw to bike?den mes so tanned alr..go dere tan?off lehs..hmm..mb ill change my impression of the island sometime in the future?i dunno..haha

tmr ggs to be another busy day!2 tuitions n off to aranda pasir ris to zhenhaos farewell party n best!me din noe vons not gg n im stuck w the guyS!urgghh dunno if me shud stay overnight not..cox dun tink mes close to his frans lehs..a bit off?n tink its gonna be mostly his army frans though clarence n darius r staying over. on the other hand feel that it is the safer alternative cox cming home will be another fear factor for me again:( sighh..

tmr mes gg to entertain myself wtith the superband finals..haha..gg to watch it at the chalet!

as im typing my bruises r so painful..ouchh:( its been so long since ive injured myself:( n obviously mummy isnt veri happy bt it!oopps!pain..

trying to learn new sgs now else mes always singing the same few sgs..haha..but gtta gt my lappie bk first n start downloading!

so excited bt mtg shan n tingx on wed!!though me always meet up with shans me always feel good at the thot of mtg her!shes my good fran n my bestest slacking pal!haha..n of cox tingx too!!wed is gonna be a slacking dae..makan..shop n walk!!!n gonna buy a new bag for sch!!!woohoo..so happie!!

1st agenda!!!gt my hair done!!!!!!haha

Thursday, August 03, 2006

game OVER!!

finally my hall camp has ended today!it wasnt as tiring as last yr when i was the GL..there were times of fun, boredom, anger n appreciation..

my grp was small..n for the last 1.5 days there was onli 1 ger freshie whu joined us for 2 events onli..so basically we were an all guys grp!haha..by tues..mes alr off!my freshie, the gl zhenming was alr. drained. tink he was quite sian tt e grp wasnt as enthu as the rest n they had their own cliques.on my side i felt that he shld haf tried to keep the spirit up instead of jus letting things be..but me cun n din wanna interfere much cox hes the GL afterall..din wanna mix w the freshies much oso..din noe wad to tok to em bt n dey look quite sian to tok to..aint comfy toking to guys whom im nt familiar w..esp after being violated on mon..realli tramatised!urghh..hes sick lahs..n hes cfmed CONDEMNED in the camp n HALL 3!!hes name is ABEL!he an asshole lahs!!spoilt my mood and me jus felt lyk gifing him two tight slaps!!bastard!!urghh!ill never play gmes again i swear!never ever play gmes w guys!dun care whether its accidental or deliberate..ive gtta protect myself!wad the hell..thot i shld jus help out since we din haf enuf female freshies..in the end it had to happen n my mood during the cmp was jus affected n i jus dun wish to b w the grp!!
mb im asking alot n i noe me cnt cox its alr god enuf to be attachd to one with winnie n deniece zhenming ard..at least i noe em..but it wld b much nicer if me cld be with daph dere all..grp led by my freshie jingda oso..haha..basically 4 out of the 6 OGs r led by my freshies!!if onli we aint split up we wld be super powerful yeah?n its cfm gg be so so fun!!hahas..too bad..jindas grp gt a freshie called bao he..was surprised that he rejected joining the hall pageant!realli tken aback!!hes so cute..tanned, not veri tall but talle than me!, acc. to daph hes the veri nice n guai kind..yah spoken to him bfore n tink hes quite alrights..n he CAN SING SO WELL!!wah!felix no. 2!!tink he cn be even better than our mr. felix!!haha..great cn gt him to join our ktv gang!!woohoo!
ytd night was unexpectedly memorable.it was the SP night..not tt me was excited to meet my sp..it was super bo liao i felt cox as a yr 3 me still had to entertain the freshies n play the couple gmes!urghh..fortunately it wasnt much n after hanging ard for a while me was required to go practise for a performance with one of my freshies.i had to do a duet with him cox me grp gt no female freshie to sing w him..it was a duet sung by kelly tan n xu zhi an-zhi zao lang man!a veri catchy song n ive sg this during ktv bfore!!!haha..the freshie TJ was super worried tt he will paiseh himself n we practised mani times!haha..n samuel my jamband guitarist played for us..so sorrie dude!me din noe u said hi to me..haha..yah n thanks for those compliments!!:):)
ive always wanted to perform for the peeps in hall but me nv gt into geyao despite 2 auditions..cun understd y oso..mus admit dat mes super depressed n 'bu fu' but whu cares now?haha..i was really a rare opportunity to sing in front of the freshies n the seniors..so unexpected tt even some seniors were lyk asking..joleen noes hw to sing mehs?haha..i treated it as a gift to em bfore i leave the place bfore i leave em:) it was fun!!my dream finalli came true!we were the last grp to perform...w the og peeps n seniors gathering behind us n waving their hands in the air as we sang the atmosphere was great!thanks everyone:) it was this time when me gt the chance to tok to bao he n his sging partner..haha..he cn realli sing so well!!im thoroughly impressed..a soft spoken boy..w/o ani airs though he has good looks!oops..hes so humble to sae that the rest of the pageant bois r more gd looking than him..i was lyk..huh?sure anot?no lorhs..some CMI!!!haha..yah tink i can babble non stop bt him!haha..its been some time since ive gone so so gaga..oh no!!mus control!!haha..even zhengguo was lyk saeing: hey u onli noe ur bao he onli lahs!haha..so funnie!!!
was so tired tt us the seniors slpt early ytd!concussed at 2am n wk up at 7 for the cmp's finale n we jus stood dere n watched..super hot morning n i was in my shades n cap!!nonetheless gt tanned again:(..dunno y me keep hearing praises these days:P hahas..mb its jus out of good will!
oh yah my president said i look slimmer!!haha..so happie!okie dat means my extreme diet is shwing some kind of effect!!i mus continue with this..i noe its unhealthy but i dun care so much so lg as it wrks..mummy has given up toking me out of my dieting routine..it has been 7yrs since i started my intensive regime..it has gtten worse over the yrs esp when i entered JC..i guess n im used to not hafing meat in my life..dey r jus not tempting to me..schs starting n me shall stick to my one meal/day n fruits at night.cant stock up anything in my room..mb jus packets of hi-calcium n lo fat milk bahs..my frans n sis commented that im missing out a lot of good food in life!haha..yah i noe but its been lyk half a decade since i haven tounched prata, chicken/duck rice, KFC, Mac(except breakfast, fried guo tiao,wanton mee etc. basically anyhing to do w fried n meaty stuff..haha..cnt resist beef though..n of cox during realli special occasion..haha..i can onli sae im used to it
oh yah bfore me forgt ive gtta go collect my lappie frm 8 flags sfter its being reformatted!urghh..skipped war gmes to send it for service!haha..din wanna go for war gmes intentionally cox me dun wanna gt dirtied!!so yucky!!urghh ill onli gt myself drenched by mud bombs n mud water!!yucks!!oh yah,thanks kh for accompanying me n sending me ard dat dae again, else gtta walk ard the sch..n its gtta kill me esp after hafing lyk 2 hrs of slp in the morn!:) bot an ext drive for 175!!urghh!my mummy so nice shes gg to sponsor half of it for me n oso paying half for my contacts!!yeah!!so im at least 100+ richer n cn spend on my hair n a new bag!!haha...im so happie!!:)
next week sch's starting but im still in a holidaying mood!!haha..gg for ktv tmr n blading in the afternn..sat tuition n gg for zhenhaos farewell at safra..sun shall gv tuition n go mk contacts n rest!n next tue ktv with yj felix dey all again!!wed mtg shans for lunch n shop!!!wah!!!family gathering on thurs!!haha..so pked that its as if im still hafing hols..haha..
my mood is up for several reasons:)

sleepy again..shall concuss soon n i noe ill sleep well tonight:):):)