upper?lower?..UPPER!

finally met up w weinee today!!n went to waraku!!my fav jappie restaurant!haha..yumyum!she still looks the same!hmm..feels great seeing u my dear fran!:) really glad to c u today n yah guess the next time we meet will b after exmas again:P so take care yeah?:)
best!n it was weinee whu told me tt the results r out!best right?din check site for the past 2 days n dey posted it!haha..i wan my second upper hons!but dunno whether its possible or not..mus be focused!!another B+ or the best will be an A-!!hopefully will b like yongxiang 2nd upper!lower?i wun be satisfied w a lower..a high achiever?yah?cfm wun wan a lower!pray n praying hard..but if realli a lower than sighh..no choice oso..at least ive gt a job!so still not too bad..nee reminded me tt the big 4 r located in the same area so cn meet for lunch!haha..yahyah..so its nt tt bad!:)still cn meet up!heehee..n if von is hafing pa at ey/kpmg it wld b nice!haha
tmr gonna haf tuition n recoup my spendings!mtg shan for lao beijing..i gtta go swim next week!!please dun rain again!!!urghh..so mani sales gg on..metro robinsons, john little, pull n bear n zara!!!wah!cool!!this hols haven been buying lotsa things cox of my facial liability!haha..but complexion has improved!great!happy!after me start wrking me shall sign up for slimming course!haha!
next week aint so pked which is quite good..shall go swim on the 1st day of the yr n prep myself for kruishinbos dinner next wed!so its gonna be another swimming session next wed morn!!cool!cnt wait for next fri to cm!KTV with my sops freshie n a tenor freshie!this guy is so zai!cn sing!!n quite gd looking!haha..but freshie..haha..ooopps!
met up w zhiyu the day before!wah thanks ger for the pretty necklace!so pretty!all e way frm shanghai!me shall wear sn!hmmm...hopefully u haf realli chosen the one u realli luf..n me gv u my blessings ger!!haha..hot babe u r ya!!but its true to haf to choose amgst 4!headache!haha..luf toking to u ger!!mus meetup in sch n u r always welcum to cm bunk w me!!haha
so happy to haf bought a unique dress/lg top!cool!!lufing it n dere r onli 10 pieces!!hm..dat shall b my chinese new yr clothes!haha..shall jus gt a nice long top n my levis jeans for new yr:P

me n weinee at coffee bean suntec:)

boxing day!

todays boxing day a day after xmas..
jus gt bk frm eye center w mum n sis after her repeat op..hopefully u will heal quickly ger!!yah like wad ya frans sae ya gtta be brave..lifes hard..difficult n nt everything will go smoothly so tink uve haf a more tedious life compared to others so gtta be brave jus face it n nt tink too much..after tt can haf fun n taiwan trip!!yah..gt well soon sis!

ytd me n shan went to charmx church..haha..tink we were in the wrg attire..peeps were in more formal clothings..at least jeans but sjans was in 3 quarts whilst me as usual in my skirt..din realise till shan mentioned..oh well our beloved charms nv warn us!!oopps..so we went dere to watch her perform..nt bad the dance was nt bad!!haha..as for the prayer n singing of sgs of praise we simply entertained ours by whispering n looking busy..din expect to see marissa dere!wah she has lg hair n shes more feminine now!!haha..n saw a few sch mates frm arts..dey r shans frans..robin n hmm..another guy..surprised tt robin noes tt mes frm vj n a councillor..haha..oh well he noes emma too..so mb dats y..haha..was telling shan tt me thot hes quite goodlooking during jc days..tink hes still till now..haha..hey ger dun go tell hor so paiseh but its a compliment sia!
so hungrily me n shan took 14 which was a long long journey to wheelocks cedele..me n nado nado which sds lyk gado gado..haha n shan had her sandwich quite nice n the banana crumble n blueberry cheesecake..haha..watch night at the musuem n it was quite nice!so xmas day whizzed past jus lidat!wah
gt today to rest n tmr mes mtg ZHIYU!!woohoo n thurs will be isetan sale!friday mtg WEINEE!!sat lAOBEIJING BUFFET n rest on sun!!cool!!mb mon meet shan for minoltis bf tues meet von for ktv n wed kruishin buffet dinner w charms n shans!wah!!mes gonna turn fat sia!!!okie a meal a day!!!haha
was telling ma dat mes gg to save up for a treadmill so tt me cn run 'at home'!she din object to this idea jus dat me mus find space to place it!yeah!!treadmill!!!so me cn cover 3km per day!!wah!!okie!!so mes gg to save up for my cameron highlands trip w hillst n ladyhill during term break..taiwan trip in june n a digicam n when mes wrking it will be treadmill!!
pls stop raining n flooding so tt me cn go swim!!!

hmm..turning into a photo freak!!

presenting.....my cute little nephew!!peng peng!!!






me n shanshan!!!






haha..selftaken pics!

a DIFFERENT merry xmas:)

this yr's xmas is different..furstly, spent it without my council khaki..me n von had our celeb ytd at pasta cafe taka n watch ed a touching n romantic jappie movie!quite nice..second, its the first yr which ive 2 gatherings in a day!!cool..went to our beloved grandpa zacks place at kembangan for steambt..the guys were the best..dey r definitely good housemen!!me n daoh volunteered to help w the shpping..in the end darren, zhenming zack n zhao went n did all the preparatory wrk..so impressive for guys to do those!!jus one wrd:IMPRESSED!n zhenming was the best!!he was busy slicing the chicken..wah..skilful n suave!!our tall tanned good looking eligible zhenming was jus so zai..okie..gg gaga alr..haha..so conclusion!!mus be a good eligible hseman!!haha..
den rushed off to cousins hse for family gathering at punggol after singing bdae sgs for winnie n my dearest mummy but missed the gift xchange..haha.oh well darren will help to safeguard mine!!haha..it was veri cosy..with my nephew entertaining me n stuff..its the first yr we r hafing this..n ill definitely hope we will continue tis tradition for mani yrs ahead!!the turkey the log cake the sushi the pizza..haha..so nice..ate enuff..n i can happily n safely drink up my wine..at least 3/4 cup? feeling a bit heavy-headed..haha oh well...it was at least 2 mths ago since i drank wine..n im lufing it!!cool!!!
quite glad we managed to chat like bfore..at least it felt like bfore..were there restraints..guess its on my side..yes gtta be lidat..but at least the franship is still dere..thanks alot dude!
tmrs gg to meet shan shan again!!!heehee..hopefully can watch another nice movie!!the holiday?night at the museum?spending alot this session!haha..oh well its isetan private sale w daph this thurs!!!cool!!i wan my dress!!haha..okie shall eat cheaper food for the next few days n back to my 1000 kcal diet frm tmr onwrds!!!

merry xmas everyone!!!!

merry merry mood!

happy xmas babies!!!haha..it was a yr ago since i last carolled..today this feelings back!!was caroling at GREAT WRLD CITY's residence lounge!cool..the expats were singing alg w us n the kids..dey were beaming..n oh well we jus enjoyed the 2 sessions tremendously!!cfmed!!im so happy!haha..with the compliments n such..so cool!i jus simpy luf to carol!n one of the residents took down our contact n praised the sopranos!!of cox!im one of the 3 sops as well!!haha..lalala:0
tmr dere will be another session at great wrld's shpping mall!!so nice n its gonna be the last for this yr..hopefully me will b able to join em again next yr!!:)
haf been tking quite a number of photos these days cox of my new samsung z400 phone!!!*winks*
cnt wait to go shpping!!!wah..cnt wait to go for isetan sale on thurs w daphne!haha..cool!!good dat schs starting on the 8th!cool!!ive another week to slack ard!:):)
tmrs tuition carol n meeting von for xmas dinner!so nice!!:)
so here r the photos galore!



me n vonnie at suntec 20122006





me n my soprano freshie- yuanling!!





me shan n ting at bugis after xmas dinner 20122006





lastly...solo pics of myself!!!!:)

welcome back!

so elated to receive zhiyus sms today!!!

wanna sae a big n warm welcum to u dear!!!haha..u r finalli back frm ur half yr stint in shanghai!great!!we cn meet up more often in sch also!!heehee..cnt wait to c u dear!!:)realli so glad to c ur msg!

wads more?!!receive clarences email today..n gtta noe tt zhenhao is bk for xmas!n linnnie is cming bk soon!!!wah!!welcum back my dearest frans!!

gt my new samsung z400 today!n ive gt a 60 bucks levis voucher..my sis oso has one!so we shall go levis n gt stuff!wah!!gd gd..
had my second session of facial today!!so comfy!worth the bucks i tink..hmm..spent alot today..abit guilty but..wad to do??go earn bk lorhs!!!
wanna dye my hair!!gd gd..gtting my pay this week but almost gone cos of facial!haha..
my days r packed so packed till me realli cnt believe it!!mes like a busy bee!haha..all the way to the end of the yr!!woohoo..dat means broke!!haha..wad to do??haha..so fun so fun..but so sick!its been raining for the past days..cnt go swim again!urghh!!
in 18 weeks time me will be graduating!wah..dats realli fast!!jus cnt believe it!

wah busy way to end the yr!!

19th dec: halls xmas party
20th dec: tuition n xmas dinner w shans n tings
21st: ktv w von
22nd: tuition n caroling
23rd: caroling n xmas steambt w rioja mates
24th: xmas lunch w hillst n ladyhill, xmas dinner w von! ( so eat as little for lunch!dere goes my max of 1000kcal!)
25th: xmas bf w shan
26th: acc. mei n mum to eye centre
27th: meetup w dearest zhiyu?
29th: mtg w weinee!!!
30th: mtg shan for lao beijings timsum buffet
2nd jan: dye hair?
3rd jan: mtg w charmn n shan for kuishin bo dinner!!ladies night!!

wah!!cnt believe so my plan stretches all the way to next yr!!2007!!oh my!!my graduation yr!!cool!!cnt wait to go taiwan w shan n mei!!gtta gif europe a miss..cox its europe in 2008!!!

accomplishments

thot ive accomplished quite a lot this year..at least im accountable for myself..its been tough making difficult decisions, putting myself thru various challenges, hafing fun making frans..getting to noe schmates betta..getting hurt etc. etc.
shld i sae its eventful? or was it shag? actually i cnt rem much..everything seems so distant..
jus veri satisfied tt ive accomplished wad ive set out to achieve..at least me dared to challenge myself..ill nv forgt those times me n mei sang on stage in the malls..nv forgt the lg queue at the superstar audition..nv forgt the times weve trained..thanks mei..yah still hafing jitters for todays..shall improve for the jans one:) weve gtta jiayou!
finally saw hws the lee wei songs sch look like..not veri fantastic..haha...but it was no doubt fun..opportunities after opportunities for us to bond?hmm..more like argue over whus singing wad n stuff but in the end its still okie..not far we cn go but since weve this shared dream we shall proceed n test our limits..dere may not haf an ending but its the process tt matters
this is my passion, this is our passion..a shared dream
i miss the stage..yes i wun forgt the stage fright n stuff..it was a aplendid feeling during those beauty wrld time..ill nv forgt hw hard we rehearsed, we danced, we memorised, we gt scolded..in the end the performances were great!i miss those times..the singing n dancing on stage..on stage..basking in the floodlights, enjoying the limelight.. the attention, the silence in the theatre the appluases..the best was tt my frans my relatives n family were watching!oh my im really missing those times..still remember how my dance partner encouraged me n the assurances tt she will hold me tight n nt allow me to fall esp when hes watching..so surprised to receive her bouquet of sunflower..so beautiful..thanks pals for the little gifts oso
uni life is finalli cming to an end..jus one more sem to go..its realli fast.still rem teck wee shaking his head n sae 'its veri fast' yah!its realli rapid..it seemed like ytd tt i went to the nbs nbs camp, hw i skipped hall camp, hw i gt sabo-ed during the SP night, the life as a JCRC-ian, the currently slacking yr 3..this yrs' halls foc was memorable..truly memorable..performed during the sp night n the praises frm my guitarist n freshie.loved n treasured every moment..thanks!
not forgtting the hurting moments..cun rem hw many weepy nights but after those its a strger me..looking fwd n nt turning back..life has to go on..hurt is part n parcel n when it keeps repeating the heart will eventually bcm numb..yah..NUMB is the goal:)
marriage seems so far..yt ive gt frans whu r alr planning theirs..thats really fast!mummy always sae dun walk into the 'graveyard' so quickly..haha..wah if u two read this u r gonna to kill me mans..haha..if its here it will come..seriously wishing u all the best..hey n dun forgt lemme b host/perform hors!haha..
met up w shan today n gt all my days packed!!dats cool!gtta go swimming next mon again!!yeah!

updated schedule for one whu has a short term memory--me!

16th: pengs bdae
17th: tuition n caroling
18th: swim n facial
19th: blading,tuition, halls xmas party
20th: xmas dinner with shans tings n charms at kruishin bo
21st: ktv w von
22nd: tuition n caroling
23rd: caroling n rioja xmas dinner
24th: meetup w von to celeb xmas n her bdae!
25th: xmas breakfast w shan at minolti
26th: acc. ma to eye center
29th/30th:lao beijings tim sum buffet w shan

wah..damn pack!!wanna haf a new look for next sem!!shall go dye my hair brown instead of red!haha
cnt wait to go for pengs bdae party tmr!!yawns!its bed time!!!!

idol mania

leading a very relaxed life these days!cool!
was quite disappinted when mei din cm over n accompany me last fri..so me decided to entertain myself by watching the taiwanese idol drama-smile pasta over youtube!!n ITS SO SWEET N ROMANTIC N FUNNY!haha..good good shw..n we like the theme songs!cool!very touching!wah..haha..listening to it now!din noe zhang dong liang can be so gd looking( frm certain angles)..haha..oopps!these r cameo tricks? finished watching ytd n its cfmed plus guaranteed an expected ending..but its the process and the story development..
wads the feeling of fallin in love with a star?an artiste?the problems the ups n downs..the feelings involved in a rship etc. etc. yah all these were covered in the shw..n the female lead is sweetie pie, wang xin lin..haha
some parts were so touching dat the emotional part of me was revealed again..haha..guess mei u too right?haha..
mel asked if ive a passion..yah i do haf a passion..my close frans will wads my passion..mei u noe too right?think we haf the same passion..but for pple like us passion can only be a hobby? in our case passion cant tk us far i think..nonetheless we shall try to have fun n jus try hard..dun worry though its a duet its not ur fault..im really nt blaming u ger!really:) look on the brighter side..lets jus haf fun ger!take it easy
hmm..looking fwd to more idol dramaS!haha..immersing in series after series of romantic dramas!haha..wad to do xmas is a season of love!haha

bickered w ma the day bfore again..said im calculative?alas!i felt so depressed..i wasnt lorhs..jus lyk in smile pasta..im always the bad guy..jus cox me nv mention explicitly wad i did etc..im automatically degenerated? sighh..luckily dads on my side..but its nt bt tking sides its bt gaining trust. mum has a hot temper i noe..so im trying to give in..speak less..moreover, considering dat shes hafing menopause..yah but me wld still gt it somehow..haiz..asking me to go bk hall..yah i noe..i will but hw lg cn i stay in hall..jus one more sem..mb watching in kpmg w the lg hours will help?mb this arranged again?haha..

wanna go europe with huishan kj iris joey but me gtta go wrk..hs seas shes gg to tk up mani tuition assignments..me feel lyk too but tinking lg term..hmm i fel that me cnt cope cox hafta juggle full time wrk n tuition..ill die n i tink nt veri nice to teach for 10 mths n den chuck them aside once ive started wrk..if im really gg to tk up 2 more..ill bring them thru the entire year..yah den ill haf 4 kids..haha..okok shld call catherine..

gonna receive kpmgs contract withing these 2 days..hmm..good good..okie better go watch my sleppyhead sis n prep for ktv at cine!!!n shopping at bugis!!!my fav sgs!!!:) here i cm n rock the hse down!!!woohoo!!!

cosy outing

we celebrated yanshans bdae ytd!!!haha...finally right??bot her a 50 bucks topshop voucher..n she told us she changed her mind n tinking of the mango jeans instead...oopps!haha..but tink u will still need the voucher since u r such an avid 'fan' of topshop!haha..had brunch at kuali..food wasnt realli fantastic though..haha..but guess we r all veri happy n enjoyed slacking tgt!haha..derived more satisfaction w the desserts haha..after which went to watch happy feet..hmmm..changed my view of an animated movie..was telling meis not to waste money watching it but in the end it turned out nt bad though i was practically freezing like mad in the theatre..haha..mes too stubborn to change out of my 'dressy' spaggetti top so in the end froze!haha..mei went off after the shw n as usual the three of us jus jalan to citylink n went home..

cant wait for the 20th night!!!our annual xmas dinner at krushin bo!!!woohoo...!!!ladies' night!wah...good good..so no more jap food for me..n gtta save up..:)

gt the lg-awaited call frm kpmgs risk!!finally..wondering wads taking them so long to call me!!urghhs..mb im on the reserve list?i dunno.. i dun wanna noe oso..haha..since im in!!!haha..okie its bt ego again..kj was saeing ey rejected him n it spoilt his plan of passing all intervvs..n joey told him to put his ego out of the eqn..haha..but in the end he gt all!yah so me gt all too!!haha..

pwc n dt r out cox me dun wan audit but at least me passed the pwcs!haha..thot me din gt kpmg so dug out the ey's contract n wanted to fill it up till i gt e call..mummy n sis r more for me gg to the corporated wrld..even the ey's gst director told me to go join em..haha..i thot of it but tink im more likely to join kpmg..im fickle n m feeling guilty dat i bragged so much bt being a teacher..yah..
a corporate lady..calculated if everything goes well ill be a manager in 7 yrs time n the pay will be at least a 5k!!dats a lot..i tink risk is more for me..i hope..getting a bit excited though:) kpmgs known to slog pple to death..haha..well im willing so lg as i lyk the job..i dun mind..10 yrs is all i gif myself..its gg to be a focused n ambitious joleen..a better living space for my family..eating well..looking good..i wan to gif my family a better live n im willing to sacrifice my 'spare' time to achieve all these...n of cox! i hope i will derive enjoyment in it while wrking hard..so its kpmg's risk!:)

believeing its god's will..i thank him for his blessings:)n ill wrk hard!!for pa ma siss n myself!!:)

gonna be an activities filled weekeend n next week as well...haha..fun fun!

8th(today): choir camp in sch n mei is cming over to my hall to acc. me!!
9th: ktv?
10th: tuition n shpping for dads pres w meis
11th: swim, tuition, dinner w dad
12th: ktv w mei
13th: blading w meis
14th: swim n tuition
15th: shpping w mel
16th: celeb pengs bdae
17th: tuition
18th: swim n facial
19th: xmas celeb--choir in hall
20th: xmas dinner w shan tings n charms
23rd: xmas dinner w og mates
28th: isetan private sales?

betta go gt ready to go to sch for choir..im gg to be late..haha..its gonna be a fun fun caroling practice session:) haha..fa la la la la la la la la :)

18th:

cool timetable!

phew..luckily we managed to gt the slot we wan for the module!!haha..so it went as planned..will be in the same 311 class as huishan, kj iris, joey!cool!!hopefully cn be in the same proj grp but shant be greedy yah?mels tking the mon slot so diff frm us..hmm..luckily still haf lect so cn still see one another?

ytd went kruishin bo w kj joey n iris..haha..not bad not bad..went shpping n went orchard..this yrs lightings not as pretty..i prefer hafing a white xmas!!!haha..

had a relaxed swim ytd morn!shall go w mei tmr again!!haha..cool damn earli so the suns not a prob!!mes gg to swim regularly now!!n its blading next wed cfm!!:)

gg to DT's cocktail reception tmr .iris kj r gg DT..hs most prob EY..me?waiting still..haha..no hope?mb..nvm if dun haf ive MOE..:) nt bad oso:)
me n shan gg for wallet shop intervv tmr..hopefully cn gt the parttime job n ill wrk my free days..yah we r gg to save up..hopefully cn save enuf for grad trip..if ive enuff shall join kj iris n joey on the europe trip..backpacking in europe!so me n shan r gg to wrk..for me dres another!!taiwan trip so ard 3.5k?so my aim??earn 3.5k!!!a bit hard but wad to do?slave drive myself!!!haha..

cool..todays gonna be a fun fun day!!mtg yanshan in 65 mins time!n im still at home haven prep yt!!oh no!!gonna be late..but im happy cox im 'prettily' clad?haha..second time at vivo!haha..shan cnt wait to c u!!haha:) cheers

nice weather..good mood..beautiful day!!enjoying my life as it is!!!onli hope dat mum wun nag so often..haha:)

mb it aint passion..else y wavered?

facing a delemma..guess everyone is..

sighh..all the temptations n such..hw not too

everything is finally over!exams n interviews..todays sat n i was up since 8+..wanna go bk to slp again..yawns

waiting for the reply frm kpmg..some of my frans alr gt the offer on the spot..if me nv imply wrgly me shld be accepted too..haha..oh well i applied for risk whilst deirs are assurance n tax so mb its different?

gt the offers frm Deloitte n TOuche as well as PWC..but those r for audit..aint taking them up though its so so tempting cox its PWC!!!if its a positive frm KP den im really wavered..risk management..fraud detecting..internal auditing? sds fun n exciting..but ive realli gtta find out more frm seniors or even the manager if im really accepted..suddenly i feel lyk im more for this..alas?y lidat?thot ive settled for MOE..

im proud of myself..a big ego i have..my aim for the interviews: to ace n shw wad ive gt n see hw far i can go..mb its a wrg choice..in the end gtta decide gt tempted..life's full of temptation..n its bad..mb if im nt so welll educated mb if mes limited to jus a few choices me will be betta?confident n felt good after the interviews..thot i jus crapped the sessions away..each lasting at least 40mins..i dunno..jus gt veri driven n excited when i narrate bt my life..my achievements..hope me din bore them to death..haha..the partner frm pwc even told me tt he went for a jog before my interview..told me tt his wife was teaching in tk n quitted in 1999..told me his daughter is in tk..his current n past residence etc etc..dats a cool lot!interviewer frm DT? ended up telling her hw frightened we were in lee kin wais lecture seminars n the tensed up moments dueing my class presentation..we had a gd laugh indeed..haha..KPMG's a little less casual but ti was comfortable enuf i guess..
so much so much for me to digest within this short period.one after another..
was telling my sis e importance of studying n gt involved in sch in activities dun care wad jus gt ur lazy bum up n DO STHG!!im jus an average student..mb cos of e additionals dat y ive gt wad ive gtten..thanking n owed this to my alma mateur..TKGS!my confidence my character etc etc..the fighting spirit n stuff..
dun tink im good..seriously i dun tink im..kj was telling me dat me cn portray my self well..the bosses like this kinda of employees..my sis told me im more suited to be in the corporate wrld cox of my personality..i aint sure full of doubts bt myself..im confused by my abilities..i dunno..self-doubting is destroying but overconfident kills n its hated..at least by myself
will be realli drawn to kp if i gt the offer..kp is highly perf based..bonus is dependent on perf n OT??haha..wad to do?intervv qns: wads ur view bt OT?haha..oh man wad cn i sae?of cox its alright lahs..haha..kp promises partnership in 8 to 12 yrs' time!!dats like hw cool..with my personality n if i really choose risk my goal: 10 yrs!!yes..ill gif myself ten yrs..at least the post of a risk director..well well it will be a bonus if im a partner..haha..its all tok n no action till now..but ive gtta realise it.
called my cousin whus a high flyer assistant director at PUB..a zai guy..his wife is as capable as him..at 33 he has alr achieved this much..me wan too!!tt means all the thought of hafing a more relaxed life n enjoyment which im seeking will be gone..again he told me dat i may be more suited to the corporate world..suggest dat
i shld try joining the rat race..he told me to condider 3 components: money(practicality), job nature(interests), environment( people)..yah..my focus is on the last 2..risks diff frm audit as least frm my pt of view..people?dey 'look' okie i guess..whu doesnt but i believe im adaptable to pple..shldnt be an obstacle for me..mes open n i dun mind all types of peeps will diff personalities..haha though may complain here n dere but whu doesnt complain?money?lg term its good..hoping me can gt onto the fast track prog call the HIPO..with all the promotions n stuff..money in the lg term looks good..
i wanna be over the rest..liking the feeling of power, acknowledgement n the ability to spend..yes being materialistic here..down the road veri soon ill be able to gt a bigger hse for my family..me n mei r always veri impressed by the condos n the penthses alg parkway..pretty..sighh..its all bt social status..i dunno i wanna be able to walk into posh shps..clad in elegant clothes n allow my parents to eat well and live well..its time alr..my dads 50 today in 10 yrs time hes alr 60..no no..mb 10 yrs is a little too lg..ive gtta tink far!!so it seems dat risk aint dat bad afterall..it all depends on the outcome of the interview..else im with MOE..
before it cmes me shant tink too much..gtta do up wad ive gtta do now:)n enjoy the free time while it lasts..cnt wait for the 13th to go blading w mei..cool n ktv..gonna protect my voice..so its 3 sessions of ktv for the next 2 weeks..wah..haha
had facial ytd..now my face is smooth!!!haha..gt rid of those black heads n dead skin..scrubbed off the dirt..my sis' comment: jie u gt no makeup on..eeks!!!haha..n bestest me saw my sec sch fran n mes so cui!!!aiyos..cnt believe feel lyk digging a hole n jump in!haha..its a lg term investment..the next session will be on the 18th n ill go again before sch reopens dats ard once per month:) gonna tk up an additional tutee so ill haf 3!!high maintenance?haha..wad to do?no lahs jus feel good to haf extra cash ard since next sem is more slack..guess its gods will..he has it all planned out for me..deres no the other half for me so me cn jus focus on wad i wan n wad im doing..thank you god for this..n i truly believe its for my own good
was reading meimei's blog..yah u r right..we shld make plans w/o the other half..its our life..whu noes wads gonna happen if hes gone..if hes to come into the pic hes dere to complement it to share the ups n downs..i agree..truly agree!
so broke liaos..haha..mus gif tuition..haha..next sem is gonna b a great sem i guess..but im forever overloading myself..with additional commitments..vons tking frence n i jus realised deres no korean..haha..told lin the wrg info alr n shans tinking of tking jap!!!haha...me dun mind but dun understd y the OPA's schedule is for this sem!!ellos we r reg for next sem ahs!!me gtta clear 4 aus..wanna mk it a 2 dats week but with the GEs mb hafta haf a 3 days..dun mind a mon to wed week!!haha..den will haf a damn long weekend for me to gif tuition n haf fun..
meanwhile..this the updated schedule for myself..

4th: swim n celeb vonnies bdae!!
5th: sch to reg for subj n meet yanshan to go vivocity
6th: swim n DT's reception dinner at hilton
7th: celeb yanshans bdae
8th: CHoir camp
9th: tentative ktv session w yj
10th: out w meimeis to gt dads prezzie
11th: celeb dads bdae
13th: blading n ktv w meimeis
16th: celeb pengpengs bdae
18th: facial
19th: hall caroling?
23rd: rioja's post exam n xmas celeb steamboat at our beloved cgl's hse

hmm..shld haf more dinners b stuff ard this period i guess..haha..wah its really time to recoup all dat ive spent this hols..n ive gtta be fast!!!

when too mani becms a chore

received my moe letter 2 weeks ago n im supposed to go for a briefing this cming tues for a briefing n to hand in the contract...

ytd was out studying w mei..gt too calls frm deloitte n kpmg for intervv n my fran told me tt ive gt shortlisted for pwcs as well!pengs..wads more?an ey's contract in my cupboard!

thot im settled for nie..gt a bit wavered ytd n i mean now..supposed to be aslp but decided to blog cox gt no one to grumble to!sians..mei mugging for tmrs exam..
hw not to b wavered when uve gt a potential job w pwc waitng for u!!not tt ill cfm geddit but if i realli wan it ill mk sure ill ace the intervv!!cfm!!sighh..
feels great getting shortlisted by all esp. pwc but wads the pt if ive chosen nie?

yah the pay the reputation the ego of a great company!!compared to teaching?
but i can cfm in the long run ill enjoy the latters life more!!

so its NIE NIE NIE!!!!!

shant be wavered but ill still go for the intervvs lahs..haha..as a challenge?see if im gd enuf to gt into pwc..another challenge for myself?

maybe..so i shall sae bye to the lg run high pay job!! welcum me to the life of a teacher!!jus realise im may be an elitist..dun realli wanna teach acctg cox usually special n express stream schs dun offer tt..shall go ask if i cn select schs basing on the eng subject..hopefully can:P but i tink chances r low!

following my heart following my instinct n dey choice is rather obvious..another year in ntu..dats it..yupps..dats all!

getting excited once again

yah after tmr's paper ive a paper left which is on wed! n im not done w revising dat yt..gosh!!!:( wadever im done with revising w tmr's done..phew.nt dat im armed w 100% knowledge n confidence of dealing w all qns..but ive tried my best alr..wadever cmes up tmr me will jus haf to try hard n apply..tink im still okie apart frm not noeing hw to reconcile stuff like the Minority interests shit..the rest lyk passing journal entries r alright..having done the past yrs' papers..possibility of reconciling is rather low..praying hard

hey mei read ur blog..wah pengs hw cm u tiinking of such things so weird..anw nothing wrg with keeping touch w a fran right..its okie wads..so lg as hes not a desporado or sm baddie den i guess its still ok..haha..hopefully not lyk the one whu always try to initiate a conver on msn..wah can gt a bit irritated esp when im busy..:P

hmm..was browsing thru the blogs n realise tt clarence's blog has the most number of pics!haha..photo galore!!cn compete w lin alr!haha..tinking wad phone me shld gt..either samsung z400 a slider phone or the sony erricsons pick phone tink its 610i..cant decide but lotsa peeps hafing the pink one alr!so tink me shld jus gt the slider one..gonna spend a bit on decal for protection else it will gt scratched again!yah..mus quickly settle right after exams!haha..so exciting

yahyah..getting so excited over my schedule after the stupid paper next wed..so here it goes:

1st dec: acc. sis to sch to gt TB, lunch at jack's pl. w mei n ma
2-3rd: tuition..gg out to shp? look out for dads pres?
4th: bdae celeb w von!!
5th: outing w shans to vivo!
6th: choir camp in hall
7th: celeb dearest shan's bdae with tingx n charms!!
11th: celeb daddys bdae!
13th: outing w mei!!blading ktv!
16th: celeb little nephews bdae!!
19th: TTS n hall's xmas party

hmm..so far its lyk dis..pending activities:
ktv/east coast park outing w yj n co.
meeting w weinee
vj class gahering
xmas dinner w shan, von hs n lh
new year meetups?

haha..so mani so mani!!great!
n ill top everything up w swims!!haha

hmmm..shan ahs meanwhile tink of ur prezzie k?tell us tell us!!haha

oh ya von!ive planned ur bdae outing as below..but im still tinking of wad we cn do in the morn..haha

2 to 5: ktv!
dinner at the balcony heerens/french restaurant at taka!!opp. mos!mongolian buffet at park mall(all sds quite ex hor) haha
afterdat either a movie or go admire the xmas lightings!
actually tinking if its too late u cn cm visit my hall..but its lyk a bit far hor?haha
morn we we cn go shp?or u haf betta suggestions?

it's coming n going fast!

suppose to be deep into my sleep!hmm..shld quickly complete this entry and concuss!

finally signed up or 2 upcoming contest..gg w sis..jus to enjoy n gif ourselves wadever opportunities dats available!haha..

went out to mug today..well had a super sinful drink at pac coffee parkway..haha..jus ordered mocha brownie w/o thinking cox me din realli haf time to consider wad to drink!haha..

nice!saw a lot of caucasian..n taitais i guess..at least its more conducive than yoshinoya..shld go mos one of these days since it looked as if its newly renovated..hmmm:)

nearly bot another pretty top jus now but was carrying lotsa stuff so had to gif dat up!sighh..nvm..shall go shp after exams..plenty of time!haha..hmm..hafta go find time to go facial!gt a 100 bucks mary chia voucher..n me jus bot meself a new wallet shp wallet!heh..gonna wash my GUESS wallet frm shan tingx n charmxx..so sad a bit dirty alr so mus wash..

hmm..thurs the start of my first paper..hope it cn jus cm n go den me cn start on my 206!!!if nt its cfm death for me!!sians

nvm its gg to be over soon!yupps all the way mans!

yawns..

mani tmrs

todays betta..

teary ytd..

thanks mei for the msg..changed my blog add n onli restricting to my closest frans..no letting the rest noe..cfm esp when most posts r sch/hall related..too personal..so onli my realli close pals n mei can read..yeah..

hmmm..was comtemplating if me shld join sfter thurs quiz to celeb kanjians bdae cox wanna mug den i thot cm bk oso too tired to mug..might as well enjoy for a while..treat it as a destress activity yah?den its my first paper next thurs..n shld start practising the papers n start revising for the consolidation on fri!:) gg suntec's chongqing quite ex..29.8 nety oh well thot gg krushinbo but in end end cancelled..mb when lins bk we cn go dere??go for the lunch?cheaper..since von n lin both lyk so we shld go!!heehee..

tmr shall go out n mug else ill be slpy in the afternn n nt be efficient again..haha..

i wanna gt a princessy dress..shld try getting frm isetan at wisma..went w von dat dae n dere were so mani:0!!!pretty pretty!!!

ive gtta treasure wadever i haf n wadever aint mine me wun force too..well..it will tk sm time again to gt out..silly to haf fallen in unknowingly..yah when realisation becmes too late

Treasuring

feeling sick n jus had my medicine..slpt late at 2 though me knew me shldnt be..gtta slp more to recover fast..gtta noe bt it there n den..at least im privileged to noe bfore the rest..yah..mb..thanking u for tt..realli

woke up at 6.30 this morn..mes tired but noe me wun be able to fall bk..told sis..she went quiet..she noes wad im tinking..i noe she noes..she din sae..she noes..i noe she noes..mei i noe u noe..thanks for keeping quiet at tt moment..din tk med after bf cox simply thot ill try nt to rely on panadol but gv in cox i can feel the heat rising in me..simply lazy to see doc..self medicating again?

finished 3 chaps of 304 at one go since me cnt go..cnt conc..read thru sentences after setences n still at tt sentence/phrase..alas..forcing myself to conc n focus so in the end managed..affected..y? i noe y..roughly noe..

treasuring the franship, treasuring the trust..thanks for the faith tt me wun sae..taken aback for a while..oh well..dats it..full stop..wishing u well
yah still gd frans:)

ma noes i told her hw i felt..it runs in the family i tink..same as mei she onli kept quiet..she noes hw i feel but jus din sae much at least ahe noes..n i jus wanna share w ma..

hafing a clearer vision of my life..meimei...i admire u!!we will wrk tgt k??our goal our life our dreams..cnt wait for exams to be over so we cn go out enjoy activities tgt!hafing plans here n dere alr:)which is good?at least my lifes occupied n my mind too..yeah its good

mus focus for the next 3 weeks..everything mus be off my mind..completely n nothing else..when it hurts jus slp on it..fortunately this isnt as bad as a yr n a half ago?
now its jus time for studies..anything else can wait!!!

lufing myself more n more..protecting myself to an extent tt its uncontrollable..it all lies in the wrd 'stupidity'

DOWN finally

finally ill..i knew ill fall ill someday..jus haf this veri bad feeling
:( n yah these 2 days hafen been good..mb its exams stress..cun slp well oso..always waking up at 5+ to mug..will always wake up in fright..sighh..this bad..no wonder lack of slp n my eyebags r gtting worse:(

no choice this is the period..its the same for everyone..

oh yah today is LINNIE's 21st!!n me can openly blog down wad we did for her!!hhaha..hey lin hope u realli lyk the gift frm us yeah??all the way frm mango taka to korea via freight!!haha..hmm..me n vonnie oso feel lyk gtting but too ex..haha..:) y not u gt us one frm korea..haha..joking ger!hmm..21 alr!finally babe!!welcum on board!hope u will enjoy urself today!i noe u will!!

was reading mei's blog..yah i agree w her on certain issues..shes strger than me..strger than i thot..gd!shes gtta clearer goals n vision than me..yah our penthse dream!!lets wrk twds it!!if nie aint my place ive to decide if its kpmg or ey..den i shall wrk twds the 2million..though me cnt possibly be a partner..hopefully deres a miracle tt sth is gg to happen

2 mores cming up..im gg w mei!intense practices n selections!but gtta sign up first..yeas!i mus recover fast so my voice w be bk..no heaty stuff again!but i dun mind sacrificing for my interests my dream n life!!

wanna concuss alr..but toking to him..its been a long time since he initiated..thanks for the concern n the reminder..sending him the sgs but its so slow!urghh..dun care he mus learn else hes gonna geddit frm me when w k the next time rd..haha..oops!jus told me he gt attached..yah
ya dun seem to care or choose nt too..so oblivious?den y do i always hafta care?

KTV ROCKS!

cool!!!im so so happy!!
had two sessions of KTV on 2 consecutive dayS!

finally our last presentation for the sem was over ytd!!haha..we r cfm the best team lahs!nv had so much fun wrking tgt bfore..haha..as in its jus quite amusing..e 5 of us gtta noe one another jus this sem to be exact 3 mths ago..n we behaved as if we havw known for years..dey r so approachable n i guess we r of the same frequency bahs..hhaa..most importantly tink kenneths the one whu gel-ed us tgt?haha..hes so funny..brotherly?or mb fatherly?haha..tink hes a veri funny n energetic fellow..

so us gers jus dashed into the toilet n gt changed out into our gg out clothes our pres was over..sians tink prof is bias against us..okie lorhs..but we dun care lahs..kenneths brought so mani things even his wireless keyboard!haha...his crumpler is super huge!!haha..immediately after class we dashed out of sch!!haha..we went crystal jade for lunch cos he wanna eat xiao long bao..so we went n the la mian was lyk so much n in the end guess other den kennie n yingying..de rest of us jus gv up!n he ate lyk 7 xiao long baos lahs!!!crazi sia..so filling!he wanted to treat us but in the end we jus declined the offer..hw nice!!haha..we r close but nt close to tt extent i guess..haha..n we were all given names lah..hes kennie..yiing yng's yingying,lijing's jingjing, debbie's deb deb n mine? jo jo or he will sometime call me joleen meimei..so funnie lahs..tink its this kinda of informality!
so went kbox at clementi!haha..n bestest!!we r all ktv freaks!!!tink all r regulars so r sang relatively well!!!haha:):) good good! thot hes zai but in the ebd he told us he goes ktv to jus listen!best lahs!!but we forced him to sing..in the ens as a SHE fan!all the sgs he sang were SHE's!!!haha..pengs..we were all lauging lyk crazi..bestest feat ytd!he sang one night in beijing w the falsetto n did a duet himself..the theme sg frm dunno hw long ago from shuang tian zhi zun!haha...deb video taped it!!so we shall post on youtube n bribe him!!!haha..sg for 4 hrs n we refilled 15 bowls of tidbits!!haha..mus gt our money worth!!
conclusion?????!!!! we had tremendous fun!!!n its realli FUN!!haha..

this morn woke up earli to finish 2 chaps of 304 bfore proceeding to kbox at parkway w mei!!heehee..cool!!exposed to so mani new new sgs these 2 days n mes gg to master them all!!!duets n solos!! veri veri nice duets mus learn n make sure im super zai so tt me can force felix to sing next time!!!haha:) bet he doesnt noe!!dun care den its my time to suan him le!!!
realli luf singing w mei cos we cn sing lyk crazi!!shes always the one introducing the lastest n hippest sgs to me!!!heh!!n we always gv each other comments on hw we sded n ways to improve!nice!!lufing singing yuan dian n ah mei's zhen shi w u ger!!heehee...we shall go more more often after ur exams yeah?looking fwd!!mmm..okie as for now im looking fwd to a session w vonie on the 4th dec!!heh!!cant wait!i wanna go hark's cafe!!live on stage ktv!!best!cool!!okie tt ive to wait for yx?haha..den ktv's w my hall's freshies..hmm..tink dec is a singing season for me!!all these sesions n caroling camps n caroling seasons..ive been looking fwd to dec since uni cox me gtta go carol w pals in shpping centers n hotels!so cool but of cox will gt sick of the carols by the end of the month!!haha..
hmmm..so hint hint!!me nid honey water!!!haha!!!

immersing ourselves in our dreams..preparing ourselves for them..e feelings r back!im glad to be gg thru these w u, mei!!!thanks!!!:):) jus haf fun yeah?

as for now..its exams first!!!

whee!

jus had a long morning of project!skipped 206 again n poor kenneth was dere alone..hes our super leader mans!!haha..of cos hes the MAN!!planned everything alr..goodgood!the rest of us r jus slackers..cant wait for thurs to be over n can jus conc on mugging,,tink wad kept us gg is the grp's crankiness n of cox how slack how slack!haha..we enjoyed one another's company i guess!n bestest!!tink after our pres on thurs we r gg KTV!!!haha..y? to celeb!!haha..so cool right?n we all lyk to K!!!woohoo..haha..n fri mes gg w sis in the morning!wah stress relievers bfore exams!cant wait cant wait!todays debbies' 22nd bdae..n kenneths so sweet to go help buy card n cake n went to gt an empty tut room to celeb for her..simple!jus sing song n crapped!hmm..guess tt's hw we bond tgt?haha..oh well we had fun though..kenneths so thotful!cant stand!!haha..mb hes mu ji no. 2?haha..*winks*

in the midst of the crowd when i was gg bk to hall!guess wat!!i saw charmaine!!!my PARTNER!!haha..so long nv see u alr!!!so glad to see u heh!!:):) so sad din gt to tok much..hmm..but u still look e same yeah?haha..thanks for telling me ive lost wt!haha..me nid the assurance!:)shall catch up soon yeah?

back in my little cosy room:)

jus realised when mes filling up the app forms dat daddy's approaching his 50th!dats lyk how fast!!oh mans!!the big 5!!urghh..me n mei is planning sth!shall bring pa to eat good food..chinese rest i guess den tinking of wad to buy..

was quite stunned ytd when i heard wad ma said while ranting at pei..shocked mans!she actually said tt eating at hawker centers is low class!!wah!!was practically shutting myself frm her naggings as well but when she said tt me jus woke up apparently!!wah best..since when she gt dis kinda mentality?hmmm..hawker=low class?wah..cant believe cant believe still..wah..mb too angry w my sis alr..dats y..

doctor doctor

stopped revision for 306..pengs..crossing my fingers for tmr's test..haven filled up any of the app forms..shall do it tmr after the sickenig test..hmm..great gg to my fav cafe to mug for 304 aft sch tmr!!!goodgood..so depressed tt me have lost my sense of smell n taste:( sighh..

was uplaoding pics onto friendster n happened to re- read the testimonials..
so here's one..

My dearest mei,
Never believed in the sister brother
thing.. thought it was very cheena.. but..
you are my first ever and most beloved
adopted sister.
Thanks for all the times you make
breakfast for me... the messages you
send me.. the herbal drinks you make
me swallow when i have sore throat =)
All the good luck messages, the
reminders and concern you have
showed me in uni. Eh guys, trust me,
this girl will make ur fairytale gf, but
she's extremelly picky so try hard =)

its slping time!off to sch tmr again:P sians

overdose..overdozed

overdose of 306..its 306 day in day out but dun realli seem to master em completely..als..bestest?closed book quiz..pengs:( jus checked results for 206..phew at least okie lahs..but can definitely do better!!:p gtta buck up:)
waiting for mon for veri long..den she told me she din noe its this mon!best lorhs..hating to tok to her..tell her stuff..she jus din pay attention..always hafta repeat myself like crazy!urghh..im not a tape recorder mans!keep repeating?exams cming..no more ktv..after 306's quiz shall study for 304's exam!!banking in all my time n energy into my studies..gtta buck up!
ktv's my life..gtta wait..yah no choice..
stressed up..not well..betta go see doc soon..sians..waiting money..1000cal per day..hmm..so afr so good..headache..its tking effect..panadol, sorethroat pills, flu tablets, vitamin pills..hmm..any more medication?lemme tk more?haha..
gonna slp n wake up earli for 306 again..sians..but no choice!
so mon shall go n mug at my fav cafe after test n den shp for a pair of low heels:) dis wad i call destressing via shopping..yah shpping
decided to continue keeping my room in hall..vons cming over so she cn stay w me for a few days when shes here!cool!den we cn go find lin in nus when we r free!!heehee..den we cn 'gather' again!so nice!another reason..afraid of the nagging..third..mving out is a chore..4th: fun?hmm..mb? 5th: underlying reason..so the 'hedging instrument' shall depend on this hedged item!yah hedged item:P
gg crazi cox of wrk..
sis managed a position of 9/110 in her express stream..8th in class..shes in the first class..best class in her sch..w all the stress which weve given her she g t this result..can foresee further pressure on her..its gonna increase nv decrease..we r setting her goals for her.issit correct?or r we doing it wrgly? vons right..weve nv in their sch..weve nv been so rebellious bfore..weve nv been in a neighbourhood sch before..weve always been at the top..we wun noe wads the feeling of being below..wun understd their feeling..we r afraid our kids,if ever we have, wun be able to make it to the top like us..wad if they lag behind?gosh?hw hw?we dunno..sighh..so much stress..no wonder its reported tt singaporeans r not happy peeps at all..hw to when we r faced w so many responsibilties?
kj was telling me n hs tt ministers earn much lesser than partners of EY..wah best lahs..senior partners can earn $2m per year whereas junior partners can earn 250k per year..dats alot alot of money but gtta slog lyk shit..ltr becm shit hw?haha..
its betta to do things which uve passion for..its a lg term thing..not jus for the $..$ can buy alot of material things..can help to destress..can mk pple happy..but $ cant buy love, precious time, interest
dats y dere r artists/artistes out dere whu r able to forsake $ for interests...

difficult choice..lost..life juncture..

short but nice

met up w zuzu for the 3rd time for e 3rd consecutive week!haha..but seems lyk we haven met up for a lg time..hahaha..today meetup was a short one..both of us were tired..haha..poor von had sch for the entire day n had to invigilate her juniors..aiyos..den had to lug her stuff:P
haha..cnt believe we r always so good!!haha..we r the best of pals mans!telepathic!n aiyas!we r jus so zai!!always manage to choose the right thing n at the right time..last week chances upon a taiwan snack shp near bugis n today went cineleisure n ate at a little eatery..jappie fd..wanna go for korean at the basement of le meridian but we were jus so exhausted..hmm me dunno y so tired oso..sians..muged the whole day..n since exams r cming!im prepared for my mugging days whereby ill jus mug n do nothing!!no life sia!!no choice!mugging days=mugging daze!!
cnt wait for mon to come dat means 306 quiz will be over n me cn happily go meet meimei for ktv!its been at least 7 wks seince we last k-ed tgt!haha..shall train up again!try out my new sgs!!haha..n one month's time me will be gg w von!!mb when lins bk!we will go again lin!well of cox during hols ill jus go lyk crazy!!i wana go harks cafe!!hmm..shall ask yx alg!haha
meanwhile gtta mug hard..so far most or less haf some plans for hols alr!
0) after xmas celeb!
1) celeb vons bdae
2)celeb shans bdae
3) celeb zhiyus bdae
4) celeb pengs bdae
5) jc class gathering
6) shans tings charms xmas celeb
7) xmas celeb w von
8) xmas w zhiyu
9)blading sessions w meimei, hs,kj?
10) ktv sessions
11) caroling camp
12) caroling sessions

relaxing at home?vexed

supposed to be at aunties place now..decided not too cox if i were to go..ill jud die for my quiz next mon!betta not..finished reading the chapters but gtta practised n gt organised n my 206 report..wah..supposed to start my 304..but 306 is bugging me!!
cant breathe..cant taste, cant smell..wadever i eat is tasteless..tink shld see a doc soon:( pengs..sorethroat n cough too..best!jus let me fall sick?but exams cming!
not as good as it seems..not as perfect as it mus be..a perfectionist?yah mb..n dere goes my nv ending quest to achieve the veri veri best..its tough..taken a toll on myself but no choice..ive no choice
slping cures..shld sleep more, mug more..less of it..dats the life ive

the 21st century independent women!!

YES!!me n vonnie agreed tt we r the 21st century INDEPENDENT woman!!yes!we r CFM!!

mugged a bit den went to meet von at cityhall!!best!!went for bodyshop sale at suntecs convention hall n guess wad we spent again..irresistable mans!!von bot makeup bershes purple mascara n a super unique lipgloss named prism!haha..pretty name ritex?as for me?haha..jus cnt resist the purple mascara as well n bot another set of SHIMMERY GLITTERY SHINY EYE COLOUR!!wahhahaa..cool mans!!okie great mes gg to put em on!!!dun care mus use!!!im so happy w my buy!n oh ya a bottle of cuticle oil as well..so after our satisfactory buy..we trotted to smu to von's locker to leave my comp n stuff den made our way to cathay cineplex to watch Departed the eng version of wu jian dao..not too bad cox me din watch the chinese trilogy.e shw was so lg dat we had no choice but to leave halfway to the toilet!haha..good good onli 6.6 for the tixs for a 2.5HRS SHW!im gg to start using my mini debit card frm NOW on!!hmm..i mean during my xmas spending n stuff!heehee..but mus mk sure gt money first!!haha
proud to sae tt we walked alot ytd!woohoo..gd exercise!after movie walked to bras basah wanted to intro von to ms clarity but den waited for 40mins still gt no seats so went to the stretch of shops at ICON n guess wad we fd a nice taiwan little shp!nice bubble tea n iced crushed mango..the fd isnt ex quite nice given tt mw cnt smell/taste well:( sighh..but we had our fill so headed to bugis which was supposed to be the highlight cox von nids to gt a pretty dress for her bdae party on the 10th nov!!heh..me wun be dere but nvm mines special..hey ger ahs!!quickly choose k?great planning my schedule after my exams alr!cool!!so 4th dec will be crossed out to celeb vonnies bdae!!yeah!!!:)
it was so funnie ytd..was toking bt guys whom we consider r ultimate BASTARDS esp when dey gt attached right after a breakup!yah!she was telling me bt her fran whu gt tgt w a ger cox she comforted him after he broke up w his ex!wah best!!can forgt so fast one mehs?yah we cm to a consensus tt they r BASTARDS cfm!!n yah we were toking bt gers doing likewise oso!but din bother to tink of a classification for this kinda of gers..but both will be condemned bahs..haha..so ger n guy the same!rd 1:on par..den we saeing gers in ntu nbs haf a higher depreciation rate cox of the shorter dep life compared to SMU babes!yah n im left w 16.5% to be depreciated!haha..den we jus simply burst out laughing mans!!so funnie lahs..n if im gg NIE den ive gtta agjust to reflect my fair value n uselife to 4yrs dat is a prospective adj!!haha..best rights?haha..but WE dun care if its 4 yrs 3 yrs or hw many % lahs..if it cmes it cmes..if notgt on w/o lahs!!21st century liaos..guys or no guys its the same lahs!no wonder me n von r so alike..so telepathic dat explains our closeness!haha..n if lin were w us!!cfm!!another of us!!m i right lin????help u ans ya?yah we r right!!haha
so we had our fun over dinner!:)
cn feel the stress alr but its inevitable..after this sem will be fine will be better alr..great!von applied for an exchange to ntu next sem!!cant wait to see u in ntu ger!!we shall tk the same ge n me shal shw u ard n most prob keeping my rm so u cn cm n stay over dearie!!:) we will haf fun n me shall intro u to my khakis in hall..e.g. my friendly neighbours dey will be glad to mahjong w ya!u can join us for our fun n activities..den the few hunks in hall!!hey lets go bio guys mans!!haha..n my og mates..shw u whus darren n felix..n if u dun mind mb jeremiah zhao//my grandfather guanjun, mother qianyi..haha..cool right?me bet u r all ready to dive over alr!!cant wait!but of cox mus quickly start mugging for my exams n urs too..

suddenly me jus realised my nephew will be turing 2 on the 15th dec!!woohoo!!cool!!so dat makes it 5 bdaes!!heh!

though its tough, its a challenge..not onli applicable to me..its exp. by everyone so gtta hang on!yes!hanging on hard..

GOD noes

din noe tt my belief in GOD has been so strg..hes the father of all mankind..hes plans for everyone..he guides us in our life..he has his plans for me n i noe

its hard to realli explain why im starting to believe this..ive forsaken him cox of conflicts in the family..my familys a taoist family..yah..feeling as if im a traitor now..so guilty. mb im attributing all my failings..my problems..troubles to fate..to destiny cox of my incapability in achieving/solving em..mb

was BIG 4 netwrking night ytd in sch..the auditors were so agreesive..y?cox dey nid us..dey r despo for pple..PWC portrayed a gd image but dey aint as approachable i feel..the largest n most pop!wad to do?wanted to miA asap after the pres..in the end no one did so n me hanged ard w kj hs joey so we mingled n managed to tok to a few peeps..one of deloittes' manager kpmg's joseph n partner frm risk management..pwc's tax n oh well was toking to my gst partner!!best he still remembered my name!so paiseh me forgt his lorhs..luckily gt nametag so big somemore!!haha..yah hes kaieng n the super duper elegant n pretty tax partner hhmmm..her name is...sheesh:(all were eagerly promoting their wrk their firms..its their passion?r dey realli realli enjoying??shant doubt their sincerity etc. me hope im lyk em..tok w pride bt wad dey r doing..its hard wrk i mus sae..everyone starts frm scratch when we grad..no ones superior to another..so dat explains the equal platform?
thot i was a little wavered over my nie decision after hearing n learning more bt big 4..as i 'limped' back to hall..me had the little time to think thru again..the ccompetitiveness, the hecticness the long nv-ending hrs..the agreesiveness jus seem so alien to me..well..ive been 'competing' for my past 14 yrs as a student..tink ill die jus to carry on..its not an easy wrld outside alot of backstabbing bad mouthing..etc..its jus complicated..tink ill go crazy dere..oh well if tt's the plan for me ive to accept it n tk up this challenge which ive to overcome..mb ill becm a betta person?
nv thot bt gg into risk or advisory services..bt after toking to joseph n the partner..its lyk hey!!!deres sth out there still!!so this n opening for me?a sign?i wun noe till ltr..but if its really this!den i mus sae im realli blessed cox dun nid to go thru the entire tedious process!gtta noe the partner so its more or less cfm direct into kpmg's!dats if im gg to kpmg..another choice?ey?
hmm..shant tink too much..gg to enjoy my dae w vonnie ltr!shpping movie n fun!!woohoo..betta finished my readings now!!haha..den its play time bfore i start my weekend mugging hard for my quizzes!!!aiyos!!
von!!!so excited!!

feeling at ease when i see the little flower..so sweet..mb its cox its pink n mb its cox its frm ya

jus for ZHIYU!!!

hey ger!!as promised this entry is for u!!me knew ya bdaes on the 29th NOV!!!heH!dun angry k?we will celeb WILDY when u r bk in mid DEC n we can also celeb XMAS tgt babe!!!aint u excited?as im typing ive sth in mind alr!!!:):):)mes gtting excited!!hoping tt u r doing fine in shanghai!all the travelling to mongolia ..u noe wad?im afraid me cnt relate to u when u share ur experiences w me ltr on:( so sad!but i wanna listen ger!!!listen to u describe while i imagine as usual!!t all ears..wish im lyk u travelled to US..china etc..seen so mani things..me felt so small..reclused on this little island:( so sad..wait for u to be bk ger!!n do tk care of ur health yeah?missing U!!!:)

btw gt this frm ur blog..tink it means alot to me as well..so dun mind mes gg to copy n paste it in mine too!!!haha..alot of things to tell u dear ..but when u r bk k?now u haf a lot to share w me oso!!so here it goes...

When there was me and you..

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

moodless

was in a rather good n relaxed mood minutes ago till my mum the 'nagging machine' started again!yes!yet again..ISt target: daddy 2nd target: me, reason relating to contributions me hafta gif when i grad again 3rd target: my sis, reason for trying to stand up for me. poor ger..thanks for trying to speak up for me but in the end ganna scolded as well:( poor thing!next time jus keep quiet lyk me n jus ren!!
mb ive made the right decision to keep my room in hall..at least me can haf some peace..yes some peace..contemplating to continue next sem given my situation mb even if i gt into NIE?i dunno..jus so tired of hearing everything again n again..repeatedly..everytime im home every weekend..thot supposed to be the opposite?supposed to show more concern? vexed..

exams cming..stressed so stressed..betta start..else cfm die!fortunately dere r tests cming up so at least can force me to study now!!yah!NOW!
its off to Mac with huishan n mug again!miss mugging w u!!haha

tmrs gonna wake up early to read 304 text..den back to sch den off to MOE den back to hall again..all the travelling..sighh..but nvm

looking fwd to fri cox gg out w von!hey babe!jus read ya latest entry!heehee..yah shpping w u is so fun ya?a bit ge xi if we cn haf lunch me can intro u to miss clarity near ur sch!!haha..gd place rec by yanshan:) nvm next time yeah? ill promise to org an outing w u to celeb ur bdae!n we will wait for u weilin!!LIN U SEE THIS??WE WILL WAIT FOR U TO COME BACK!!4TH JAN!!yeS!!celeb w U!though it will be ard 5 weeks late!hey to tink of it u will be bk soon ger!looking fwd!heh ger on a spending spree ahs?wah..so jealous cnt wait to go on my taiwan trip w shanx n meimei next june..woohoo..grad will hafta be postphoned cox gg to wait for von so we can visit darius n clarence in LONDON!wah!!dat will be in UK!!okie dat means save save save!!my NIE pay if im in!if not den hmm..die lors! heehee good den can go visit london bridge, UCL and hmm..wads darius' uni ahs?ooopss!cant wait..we will b 22/23?alas!cant believe!dun wanna believe

slpyhead's turning in..zzzzzz

ohh..fd out whus he alr..so sweet..yah thanks!nice little 'surprise':)

secret..admirer?

these pics r frm mel's blog! us at waraku!!:):):)


2nd post for today..slpy my eyes r veri dry:( tink its cos of the stupid haze:( sians!so warm outside:( so now im seated comfortably on my chair enjoying the aircon n yah gg to pia my 206 proj n pres tonight!!urghh..jus so feel lyk concussing but gtta wait for my hair to dry:P

was telling mel bt danny's engine fraN..getting a bit weird n mes gg to be on guard..in my defensive gear!haha..hopefully he doesnt try to whine to be abt how sad he is!scary:(

was greeted by a little but nice surprise this morn cox deres a mini stalk of pink rose stuck to the door..my meighbours haf them as well:) so nice to see sth so sweet earli in the morn..thot its frm the hall's welfare com to wish us good luck for exams or sth..so din bother
when me was bk deniece screamed across n happily told me tt its frm 'my bf'..hmmm..first thing first!me dun even haf a BF!not even close to anione to start ani rumours!2nd: third yr alr whu will care bt the lao zao bo?freshies first wads!so cannot be..asked daph she refused to tell me oso!haha..best lorhs!hey this is called fran?den she said hes a good catch..haha..ellos!ger ah if dat helps..wadever..but mes interested to find out whu!!jus tell me whu!!!haha..n mummy was lyk dun shout so loudly jux cox u haf a bf lehs!wah!stunned!dunno wads happening mans!haha..i wanna noe whu!!!haha

today's lunch was alritex..as funny as ever..as crappy as ever..its bt progression..i can see..doing well n perform is the priority..a pity tt its aint really wad ya wan..so sad..forcing urself?mb frm my viewpt..its hard but it aint formidable for u..wishing u well.
kill me for eating the meat mans..jus kill me!but thanks..jus saeing thanks
(heyhey pls dun reveal whus whu yeah?thanks..jus needing a little space, a little privacy..a little understanding..stay hush hush k:)thanks peeps)

thy limit is my limit

back in hall on a lazy monday mon..dreading the day's lessons at 1030 ltr..wanted to cm bk ytd but jus cant bear to drag myself back to sch..so in the end stayed at home gave tuition..first time gifing 2 tuitions at home!!bestbest!!haha..good money no transport costs at all..den finished up 306 chapter 7 n prep for todays auditing class!so this week starts again..sighh..gtta focus on the coming 2 tests n 2 presentation..boo:(

had a fulfilling weekend last fri n sat!!tok bt sat first!!

me n my dearest sweetest n telepathic zuzu--von went to the super hyped-up n highly publicised VIVO CITY!!yeah!!was telling her tt we can be counted as one of the many early birds to visit the MEGA shopping paradise!haha..cfm!!so big jus so big..all the stores some cn be fd in orchard..lyk dah!!r jus crazily humongous!wah..ranging frm forever 21 topshop espirit n to the me-cant-afford GAP!woohoo!jus so marvellous sia!haha..as a shopaholic cox me was super duper thrilled..plus the crowd was lyk wow..real surprised tt they were so many pple tt we were stuck at the mrt gantry!pengs n our dearest von gt so so excited tt she took out her cameo n started snapping pics of the 'SCENE'..haha..me fd out the STOMP add alr ger!!
yah we were so pleased w our buyings tt day!went to the mega espirit shp n cox von was gtting a lipstick for her aunt so we hanged ard the red earth counter..haha..wah..n then whu noes!!we spent 72 ++ on makeup!!haha..zuzu bought a sweet pink blusher n the lipstick whilst me still hafing my eye colour craze bot an orange n green eye shadow plus a pretty glitter powder!heehee..spent lyk at least an hr trying on and stuff..so pleased yea?we cfm had fun..after tt headed to twn cox von din managed to gt a wallet for her frans 21st..so in the end were at taka n she bot an ELLE blue wallet!not bad..the lady was super friendly..haha..gt 20% disct somemore..gd buy ya? walked ard n von finally bot the oriental slipper frm URS!gd gd wear this fri yeah?
great!we r mtg up to go bugis this fri..1st it will be movie at cathay cineplex den bugis!haha..gd gd..hopefully we cn find ya dress yea?n me shal gt mine so when we meeet to celeb ur bdae after exams we will be all clad in pretty princessy dresses!yahyah..n our beautiful makeup k?haha..so we mus find a fine rest. to be served!haha..so excited!!ger im so looking fwd!!!:):)
there r 3 veri important bdaes cming up suppose to be 4 but lin aint ard!!so outstding ive von's shan's and charmaine's!n my fav. festival!CHRISTMAS!!caroling n of cox xmas meetups n dinners!woohoo..hmm..saving up for a lot of things..of cox gifts lahs!first yr gifing xmas prezzies..so exciting!!
noeing my limits..sm things its tough to ctrl but i guess its alright..doesnt mean anything jus means care n happiness..tink its alritex:)yah its alritex:)

fri: our OG+CGL yongxiang+iris+kangjian+edmund went place waraku tgt to celeb huishans bdae!!heehee..me suggested the place!cfm!!cox its my FAV jap restaurant in town!the sashimi is quite cheap after asking iris jus now!great!i shall order the next time!heehee great idea iris!find a day we cn jio a few more peeps to go for kuishin bowl's buffet!!woohoo..i like jap!i like korean's as well!!hee
after dat we went KTV at chinatwn!mel n xiaohan went too!both of them nv sing:( fun fun!yah mel now ya noe y i was saeing yxs good!haha..sang till ard 2+ den yx drove us home in his SUV..such a big family car! comfy:)good for large grp outings:) surprisingly he remembered the way w/o me guiding him..wah impressed by his mega memory!haha//a veri gentlemanly senior indeed even offered to walk me to the lift by tt time it was alr 3 plus..these r the many little things to impress a ger sia!at least for me!haha..oopps!well was so tired after tt n jus concussed!final verdict: FUN(minus away the stupid 206 quiz which dampened my mood a bit:()

suppose to be aslp at 1045pm ytd in the end cox my sis n mum were watching pirnncess hrs esp the last 2 discs me jus cldnt bear to miss!!so stayed up till 1240am?so sorrie tt me din go online..yah
so touching so touching..sighh..it ended well or shld i sae expected..emotionally touched by wad the prince did..hey meimei..dun pretend u din cry okie?haha..caught u!!everytime laugh at me n mei..ytd u did too lorhs!!haha..best!wonder the no. of sheets of tissue we used..haha..so paiseh so old alr still lidat but wad to do?so touching so sweet so lovely!but in reality none of this will happen!whu in wrld will be so lucky to be picked to be a crown princess jus lidat!moreover, this is spore sia!where gt this kinda of things..unless its britain, japan, korea?
i mus realli commend on the outfits of the princess!best!she was nv dressed in the same dress/clothes twice!n dey were jus so so prrrrerrrrrtttyyyy!!!!!!!!!wah!!so jealous sia!n shes so sweet!!!

hmm..betta go read up on my case for 206 pres on thurs den the day will start again!sian dun feel lyk gg for 306 lect but its mon!once a week..treasure the short time..yah treasuring bfore its gone:)

korean korean korean!!

its been a few days' since ive last updated cox im totally engrossed in GOONG!PRINCESS HOURS!woohoo!!haha
of cox apart frm tt busy w tmr's 206 quiz n todays 306 killer pres..phew finally the most dreaded pres for this sem is OVER!!haha..stumbled cox was too seh till the end..aiyos where gt peep present for half hr one?cant conc animore mans..oh well its OVER!!n im glad cfm!!

tmrs quiz..sian..not totally prepared n me skipped 2 sems for auditing!pengs..but well its still within my targetted 2 sems per sem of skipping!haha

im in luf w goong..same as other idol drama..but this is in korean!haha..gt eng sub..still its quite alritex..i like the modern clothes worn by the actresses..so pretty esp by the princess!so princessy!!shes so pretty!n shes onli 22 in reality..wah..so nice to be able to act yea?but i can vouch tt acting is not joke all the stress bt memorising n stuff esp when u haf to rehearse n co-ord w ur partners..its nice when u watch but the amt of hard wrk n effort is immenwse!!really.. so sad me wun be acting next yr cox next yrs hall's production aint gg ti be a drama..nonetheless me was veri glad tt me had the experience of gg on stage n danced acted sang bfore..though 2 yrs aint long but im veri proud of myself for doing so..n thankful to my pals whu supported me for the past 2 SPs perf!!esp my council frans whu went for 2 consec yrs!!thanks alot dudes n babies!!

was quite entertained in the afternn as i was chatting to this freshie online..hes thomas..act. shldnt sae hes a freshie cos he aint frm NBS n he crashed into our OG last yr..so ya..anw he was so entertaining..bothered to play alg..haha..addressed me as princess joleen..haha..no one has played alg so well bfore..hmm..okie gt a few lahs..but he was the most gungho!!haha..i knew he wld ask whus my prince n stuff..yeah..cos he asked bfore..sian..so told him no prince lahs..so funnie..
cant understd y pple always haf e impression tt im attached..pengs..dun lehs..so stressful sia..den dey will start asking bt this n tt..like wad r my criteria etc..aiyos spare me can?hahs
looking fwd to tmr n sat!yeah!!aft celeb. shans bdae gg KTV yeah!!thanks danny for booking the rm!!i wanna sing bei feng chui guo de xia tian w yx!!heehee..he cn harmonise well!!!goodgood!!heehee
den its vivocity on sat w my dearest n sweetest zuzu!!!yeah!!so sun shall stay home n mug for next weeks stuff..okok..betta go nap awhile den wake up to try the quiz qnsn revise..concussed!!

timecheck:1056pm
location:hall 3

thankful!

i mus really thank GOD for his kindness and love for me..really really blessed!
just when i am busy looking for a paet time job on top of gifing tuition..n jus when me was bt to call up my usual tuition agency, my current tutee's mum requested me to teach his son as well!haha..of cox me agreed..w/o hesistation!first no travelling involved..no longer need to spend 3 hrs gifing tuition n travelling to bedok alr!phew!so m veri thankful tt mes financially independent to an extent again!
me dun nid a lot to keep me gg..though me do splurge now n then but hey!im a ger lehs!!haha
thankful tt mes always veri fortunate, meeting nice pple..renxing's parents n even nainai were so grateful twds me..alas..no nid to be grateful..i mean hes a clever kid whu has alot of potential n hes cfm hardwrking!but im appreciative twds them..thanks for the further pay increment!haha..hopefully he manages to get into dunman high..at least me din mk it when i was in pri 6..i can declare proudly tt my student act. made it!!yah
always thankful tt me have veri good frans!not fogetting my tk n vj mates n a few ntu pals..thanks!!but i wanna specially thank zhiwei!zhiwei thanks alot..in the end me din go..i noe ive disappointed u..n most importantly ive disappointed myself..studies or shld i be more specific..cox of next fri's test..tt's y i din go..struggled quite a bit..esp. after wad u told me ytd at KFC..thanks for letting me noe..ive let an opportunity slipped past..but im realli grateful!thanksthanks!!:):) no wonder u r my good fran!!wun disappoint myself again cox me noe deres another coming:)
thankful tt mes hafing support though not full but at least mes aware tt dere r at least peeps behind me!thanks!
my hall freshie read my palm..sceptical over wad he said cox me dun believe his skills!haha..he said tt hes jealous!cox ill be hafing veri good life!!haha..thanks leh!i really hope its lidat yea?haha..if not den ill kill u!!haha..
suppose to meet von to go vivocity on tues but after weighing the opp cost decide to change it to next sat instead..atleast me dunnid to worrie bt 306 pres n 206 test!sians..so mes gg to put in my 150% to mug these few days den haf fun on sat!!fri's gonna haf fun oso..but sat's tuition will be rather early n intensive..hopefully he can grasp wad im teaching..1 mth leading to his p3 exams..aiyos me will jus try my best ya?
cant wait to von next sat!
ytd my pres treated to sakura buffet at somerset..not too bad:P wah ngiam n winnie dey all can realli eat!!so much its jus so much..so scary mans!!me lyk the sweet n sour fish n the black chicken soup..tasty..yumyum!thanks yutian!n tt meal costed him almost 300bucks..heard frm winnie tt the past pres treated their secretaries to places posher than ours..luke treated his to pariss international..aiyos cant be compared cox lukes a rich kid!of cox lahs..n chuan teck treated his to one whicn is even more ex. than pariss!wah dat means its lyk so hotel or sth alr!!best!!haha..ai feel wads impt is the fun n socialisation not interms of which is pricer..yah..i mean so wad if its ex..u still bite/chew/swallow the food..it will still undergo the same digestive process..den exit frm the body..so wads the pt..?mb for me whus not picky wun mind lahs..haha
tmr gg to pon 304 to mug for 206!yah so tt's a lect n off to hall to mug!mus finish on tue n study n complete the slides for 306..after this week den gtta start on 304's 2nd quiz alr!den 306 again!nv ending..sighh..
im gg to wrk twds it cox when all these r over im almost done..almost dere..i noe i will be blessed!!
thank you!!

thank you shans!

thanks shan!!so happy to see u ger!!yah though it was onli 6 weeks since we last met!so nice!gd rec. Miss Clarity is great!nice food n cheap ger!heehee..n i lyk my brows!!good after exams we mus go to the PS one n trim!!!goodgood!!heehee..hope u r well ger?mb food poisoning!hey we mus go gt dresses after exams n wear for our outing k?demand tings n charms to wear oso!!heehee..mes gg to gif u babes sth real diff this xmas!!!heehee..u gers jus hafta wait yea?heehee!!cnt wait 4 exmas to be over mans!!
it was a nice shw--wrld trade center..we din plan to watch this but den jus bot the tixs cox we had nothing to do aniwae..jus cnt bring ourselves to watch chinese movie in a cinema..not worth we think..haha..quite sad but it realli mkes me reflect alot bt the vulnerability in life..sighh..when it cmes it will come so no pt..well live life to the fullest i guess..
feeling okie..but getting worried after reading..dun wish to overdo things..but its worrying..has been a prob/illness?wads happening?wanna noe/do more but wad for?can i?shall i?shld i?as a fran mb?yah as a fran..
thanks zhiwei for being so helpful..i dunno if i shld go..hafen been practising..losing confi..in everything even in the most basic..definitely not pleasing to the ears..cfm!affected n inflicted..

vivocity will b opened tmr!shall ask von to acc. me den cn go watch movue in the new GV!a way to destress?yah mb?suddenly feel lyk being drunk..haha..ts saes ive an ex way of destressing..haha..mes not rich lahs..jus so onli mahs..no harm!!

slping time!1154am..i shall do it bfore i concuss..yah bfore concussing

wanted to finish watching espisode 4 of princess' hrs but gt streaming probs..sians

suppose to finish my 206 industry analysis..but cun tk it animore..so din..

suppose to complete 206 chapters..but too seh..

tmr's a day of fun w shans!good..lunch n slack n movie but im alr so happy..so elated..so looking fwd!best!!heehee..jus cnt wait animore..

hmm..so tmr gtta wake up earli to mug first if not me will feel super guilty!!!yes!!!MUG!

shared my joy w daph she understd cox we r in the same shoe..yeah..sad case..but its alritex..nids no reciprocation..a little acknowledgement will do i guess:)

happy contented fulfilling silly stupid naive

things hafta remain this way so dere wun be sacrifices

not gg bk not turning back not looking back

tired n incapable of doing so

an opportunity a chance a hope a dream

all i wan is satisfaction happiness n assurances

reassurances

its been a long time mb a yr?mb a little lger since we chatted..its nice..thanks for the reassurances..thanks for remembering..thanks for shwing tt u care..cnt help but to be sceptical bt wad u said but i am trusting u..thanks alot! its part of my life now..a part not integral n shldnt be crucial..its aint i must tell myself..thanks anw!

as cool as ever, as cool as cucumber?cant fathom wads in e mind..cant seem to foresee anithing..useless to probe n carry on endlessly..wasting effort?wads the pt?wads my pt?ive no pt?

betta turn in alr..gtta wk up early to do 206 proj!cant wait for fri shans!!cool day!fun day!!a day when i can go all out n play n enjoy shans company..cant wait to c each other!really cant wait!my dear fran!

it gts tired sometimes..not noeing wads the aim..so stupid

chatter-boxes

had a very long and tiring day..fortunately 306's quiz was over!!great..a load off my mind but gtta prep for 206 alr!quiz wasnt tt bad i guess din finish as usual but shld be able to pass..having a veri bad headache esp during the last hr of of the day's tut..tink really lack of slp considering tt me always slp at 11+ pm at home..so im in hall now n u bet t mes gg to slp a little ltr..

trying to prep for tmr's discussion on the report evaluation for thurs team..sians cant understd y 304 is so troublesome..so mani reports to write..wad participation..waste my time mans..urghh..no choice..do lorhs..so reading the case n e report but feeling slpy alr..suppose to be doing 306 slides but guess haf to complete them tmr!!yah by tmr n prep it!!else thurs cfm die..dunno y but me can feel tt mes falling sick real soon..

went to can 14 w daph n cheryl our tk n vj junior..so funny lahs..ended up gossiping for 2 hrs at the canteen n den in daphs room when we were bk!haha..bestest!!so its all bt guys n more guys n gers again!pengs..haha..but quite enjoyable cox veri seldom can gt to suan daph till shes like 'dont lidat' lehs..haha..now u peeps understd how it feels to gt all those...

he gt electrocuted by a live wire in the dance room..luckily wasnt injured..phew..hes a devout christian..so gods on his side..

gg to watch princess hours den concuss n waking up earli again

saw him today..looked super exhuasted...cfm mus be all those mugging n stuff..yeah cfmed he mugged if not he wldnt haf completed e paper..good good dats y im always impressed..

alot of goodfrans..yesh good frans

motivated

im more motivated now!at least for the next 2 weeks!haha..y? cox all i nid to do is to pass mon's horrid test n thurs disgusting pres n start w my 206 quiz!yah den it will be over..:)

next fri gonna be fun mtg yanshan though place n time not cfm..but im definitely looking to mtg u babe!!n next sat will be our JCRC treat frm our pres!!yes our 23rd pres whus so super ons hall tt his spirit nv die!!yah so dats next sat!either lunch or dinner!n yes on thw 10th oct!!woohoo mtg another of my best best CT council buddy!!!really looking fwd to these outings w my pals!!so fun!!i mean nt tt we r gg to do some out of the wrld antics or wad but jus a simple lunch/dinner or jus walking ard..tink we r satisfied alr!hmm..hw bt watching a movie?or mb go blading?haha..me dun mind anithing!tink we jus nid a breather bahs
n shanshan!if ya r reading this..hw cm nv see u online?sighh..come online more often lehs..:(
darius is living tmr..night flight..bon voyage dude!!take care
tmrs gg to wear my new top n my heels..gg to my first mac party after passing my childhood yrs..wondering hws a 21st party held at mac will turn out to b like..interesting..shall meet daph before tt n gt prezzie for my kids..
so sad to hear tt my fran broke up w his ger for a few weeks..poor thing..gt jilted by gers?haha..recently hearing alot bt bois gtting ditched by gers..haha..ohh..so sad:( but none of my bix though shall b a busybody..else me may gt embroiled into some unnecessary trouble as well..aiyos betta shut!yah dats the way
jere mentioned him jus now again..pengs..its non-stop reminder..whilst e lead r dormant souls the rest r immersing emselves in fun n laughter..best..dunno n dun wanna sae anithing more..jus let it be bahs
jus submitted my application for an assignment based job..hopefully can gt n oso to hear frm MOE..meanwhile its still job hunting time!

my aim my goal my dreams my aspirations..my hope

it's about discipline

jus realised tt me haven been eating rice n noodles for quite sometime..todays wed n e last timee i did 'savour' rice was last sat tink it was e most 20 grains?n it was e japanese sticky kind..dis is the fifth year into e regime. frm no fried,unhealthy, creamy food to low carbo n fattening ones n now its no carbo..no wonder mes forever feeling slpy n exhausted
was reading darius' blog..all bt him busy preparing for dis fri- his departure day..feeling excited for u boy!a new phase of ur life!hey dude!!find urself a caucasian babe ya?no nid to be 'made in spore' lahs!haha..e the most break bfore u cm bk lahs!since breaking up is a trend now!!haha..oopss..no lahs jus joking yah?
read clarences entries as well..beautiful photos pretty london!n ur room is so nice..looks comfy n homely..one wrd: splendid!! glad u r hafing fun clarence! so darius u mus post photos k?
saw linnies photos as well..n korea is great as well..hey babe!issit ur super powerful cameo r issit really so nice?haha..but frm the pics we cn tell tt u r hafing fun dere!!goodgood my frans r living well..im happy for u peeps!:)
oct 1st is coming n its gonna be childrens dae..tink ill go taka sq to get the nice choco bis for my kids:) today yanyan was feeling tired..poor little ger..sorry for hafing to schedule it today..mes tired too..after 2 rds..appalled by the no. of times me hafta got to renxings place..was tinking if me can skip tmrs since he had finished 8 papers in 2 sessions..in the end jus cant cox gtta revise his compo w him..nvm a few more sessions onli..jus this few more n it will be the last session w him..i guess me will nv gt to meet him again..really feeling good tt his parents r so appreciative but mes jus doing my job as a tutor..mes doing so not cox of treats or wad..gradually i feel tt its my responsiblity to share my limited knowledge w em
his dad told him tt hes tinking of gifing me a treat..i was lyk hmm..its my job n tink aint necessary
these few days haf been flipping thru classified again..hafing been doing so for sometime..yah me nid another job..gtta be financially independent..sentosas new hotel is looking for guest relations officer me feel lyk trying mb ill jus email n ask if they r offering part time..mons deres one frm clinique, mac etc. looking for makeup artistes offering part time oso..wondering if daphs keen if so we cn go try it out!no wonder im so busy no time for this n dat..still rememberes clarence commenting tt mes a workaholic..yah i cant stp..n me cn feel the imapact..jus feel great being able to spend wad i earn..not much though but sometimes mus chong3 myself!yah
tmrs 206 mtg has been cancelled..phew no nid to head back to sch jus for it..glad tt my grp aint lyk 304 else me cfm mati the second time!more time to studi for 306..not suppose to be online now but mes super sian of mugging though me onli mugged for 3 hrs today..din touch the rest of the mod..shall start mugging for 206 next tue after mon's test..wah pengs..
looking fwd to next fri!cox finally gt to meet shan during her smu hols..din see her online often nowadays..sighh..so it will be really glad to meet u my dear:) tings oso!!n of cox charms!i shant haf ani tuition next fri jus to make it free for the meet up!tinking of gg sakae since its been a while weve been dere..or shld we try sth new?tink after this mtg weve to wait till after exams:(
was reading charmaines blog!yah my partner's blog..hmm..hope u r fine yah?lg time nv see n hear frm u alr..hope tt ur IA at exxon aint too tough yah?take care!!
thanks for ur msges..yah guess mes doing well..guess a boring n repetitive life means leading a not too bad life for me bahs
losing e shine?losing the vigour?mb wads essential is a break..a lg lg one..far far away..so far tt e peeps r total strangers..beautiful sea cooling breeze placid waters quiet n natural..a paradise to be spent w one to be treasured the most, one who understands u e best..one who noes wad ya r tinking even if u dun speak..
its 11th n counting..hopefully it will jus stp dere..no more bees n flies..jus gtta haf a butterfly for a vibrant sunflower
slping n its mugging earlier at 5 again..how not to be repetitive?

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