was queuing at bank counter this afternn..long queue but me dun haf a choice
it wasnt him, but the backview resembled his. cnt help but kept looking his way..luckily its a back. the hairstyle, the height, the dressing, the feel..its jus so him.fortunately, it aint ultimately
suddenly, the feelings were familiar, so familiar dat me dun wish to remember
issit destined?or issit a trick played on me after such a long period?
guess me wun forget dat back..
Monday, February 26, 2007
Saturday, February 24, 2007
7 weeks later
its gonna be 7 weeks later bfore me and shan can meet up again:( so sad..n 7 weeks later will be my exam week!yah mid april..sighh..haha..
todays the chingay parade so instead of our usual meetup in town, shan suggested vivocity..a bit relunctant at first but in the end thot its not a bad idea to go somewhere further away frm the city..haha..it turned out not bad:) waited for dearest shan for almost an hour haha..bfore we even started shopping mes alr tired frm walking into and out of espirit, topshop, pull n bear etc..din noe u f hafing diarrhoea ger..so poor thing hopefully will recover soon
had our super light lunch at marche(for shan its brekkie), the view was nice, good thing we sat beside the window..however, there were some food which werent available e.g. hot crepes!wah pengs and some other..so we had a fulfilling mushroom soup plus bread n plain crepes w ice cream..quite full after dat considering dat i had my brekkie..
felt depressed when me lost one side of my beloved clip on earrings..urghh!cant remember where i lost it n me mus realli admit dat mes DEPRESSED over its lost!not onli cos its expensive ..its also my first pair of earrings..:9 okie me shall go bugis n try to gt a replacement next week:) hopefully will haf! shan bot a shirt n a denim skirt frm that shop..as for me, i got myself a mini denim frm pull and bear..haha..35..was indecisive but thot that its gonna be my last shopping session n the next will be after the exams!so jus whacked and bot it!haha..wanted to gt the brown one but shan said its hard to match w tops...furthermore, me have 2 browns ones alr..im so happy with my buy n its a birthday gift for myself yea?phew, mummy nv nag at me when i showed it to her jus now..was worried dat she will sae tt its SO SHORT!yah i mus agree tt its short..but hafing compared with the other pair its of the same length..haha..oh well jus gtta be careful n alot careful..aiyas!im jus so happy with this buy!shall post a pic of it soon:):):) it sort of lifted up my mood a little after dat..
its real amazzing dat we walked for 3 hrs on our heels n i din even realised it!haha..by den it was alr 6 odd..haha..leg breaking exercise cfm!so we went to chill at a coffee bar..arghh..forgt wads the name alr!sheesh..real short term memory:( so nice to have slacked dere as usual..felt so slack so slack..oh yah n thanks SHAN for treating me to the coffee n the blueberry cheesecake!thanks babe!
so ive decide to go taiwan with shan since we r so tempted by the hana kimi show!haha..so dere goes our hk trip..its good in a way as mes wun nid to sav up for 2 trips..haha..mums nagging tt we shld go on a tour..she jus doesnt geddit!n threatened dat me cnt go..aiyos how to persuade her lehs?but shans mum allows her to do so..so unfulfilling to go on a tour lahs..go visit the memorial hall?go to the zoo?go n visit museum?wad kaos dats not our aim lahs..we wanna go shop eat walk!dun realli wan to go sightseeing lehs..sians
great!mes gg to bed now!time check 10.55pm n waking up early again to mug for jap tmr, tuition n den mug again!:) good can rest!
received the moe letter reg the postphonement of placement..so it really seems like me mus start drafting a rejection letter!wad the crap me gt myself into!go mess with moe n hafta spend time clearing up this shit!brought it upon myself..anione care to help?haha
todays the chingay parade so instead of our usual meetup in town, shan suggested vivocity..a bit relunctant at first but in the end thot its not a bad idea to go somewhere further away frm the city..haha..it turned out not bad:) waited for dearest shan for almost an hour haha..bfore we even started shopping mes alr tired frm walking into and out of espirit, topshop, pull n bear etc..din noe u f hafing diarrhoea ger..so poor thing hopefully will recover soon
had our super light lunch at marche(for shan its brekkie), the view was nice, good thing we sat beside the window..however, there were some food which werent available e.g. hot crepes!wah pengs and some other..so we had a fulfilling mushroom soup plus bread n plain crepes w ice cream..quite full after dat considering dat i had my brekkie..
felt depressed when me lost one side of my beloved clip on earrings..urghh!cant remember where i lost it n me mus realli admit dat mes DEPRESSED over its lost!not onli cos its expensive ..its also my first pair of earrings..:9 okie me shall go bugis n try to gt a replacement next week:) hopefully will haf! shan bot a shirt n a denim skirt frm that shop..as for me, i got myself a mini denim frm pull and bear..haha..35..was indecisive but thot that its gonna be my last shopping session n the next will be after the exams!so jus whacked and bot it!haha..wanted to gt the brown one but shan said its hard to match w tops...furthermore, me have 2 browns ones alr..im so happy with my buy n its a birthday gift for myself yea?phew, mummy nv nag at me when i showed it to her jus now..was worried dat she will sae tt its SO SHORT!yah i mus agree tt its short..but hafing compared with the other pair its of the same length..haha..oh well jus gtta be careful n alot careful..aiyas!im jus so happy with this buy!shall post a pic of it soon:):):) it sort of lifted up my mood a little after dat..
its real amazzing dat we walked for 3 hrs on our heels n i din even realised it!haha..by den it was alr 6 odd..haha..leg breaking exercise cfm!so we went to chill at a coffee bar..arghh..forgt wads the name alr!sheesh..real short term memory:( so nice to have slacked dere as usual..felt so slack so slack..oh yah n thanks SHAN for treating me to the coffee n the blueberry cheesecake!thanks babe!
so ive decide to go taiwan with shan since we r so tempted by the hana kimi show!haha..so dere goes our hk trip..its good in a way as mes wun nid to sav up for 2 trips..haha..mums nagging tt we shld go on a tour..she jus doesnt geddit!n threatened dat me cnt go..aiyos how to persuade her lehs?but shans mum allows her to do so..so unfulfilling to go on a tour lahs..go visit the memorial hall?go to the zoo?go n visit museum?wad kaos dats not our aim lahs..we wanna go shop eat walk!dun realli wan to go sightseeing lehs..sians
great!mes gg to bed now!time check 10.55pm n waking up early again to mug for jap tmr, tuition n den mug again!:) good can rest!
received the moe letter reg the postphonement of placement..so it really seems like me mus start drafting a rejection letter!wad the crap me gt myself into!go mess with moe n hafta spend time clearing up this shit!brought it upon myself..anione care to help?haha
Friday, February 23, 2007
being shallow isnt a crime..issit?
finally the recess is here again!boo..after tt its 6 more weeks to exams n dere!end of semester and end of my uni life!dats really fast..not tt my current sem is super hectic like previous yrs but jus wanna whine..haha..so its a jus 1/12 of my uni life left! will definitely start to miss everyone, the events, my commitments, my close frans. whom ive made during this period..etc. etc.. feels good to have good frans like daph graduating tgt with me!
daph!thanks for being dere for me when i needed ur advices, thoughts..ur presence really makes me feel much much better!thanks ger!
huishan is yet another close fran whom ive made..those times when u had to bear with my complaints, babblings etc etc.. will definitely miss those bitching sessions we had over the phone, in sch etc..haha..mus keep in contact ya?:)
of cos frans like mel,joey,kit,edmund,danny,zikai,alvin,delvin do play a crucial part during this period!i wanna thank u all n hugs too!
since its half a sem more me will enjoy it n leave the rest of my reflections till ltr:) okie..that will be cfm boring to my 'avid' blog readers i guess!haha
suppose to be studying jap now but my brains dead lahs!its sleeping time though i jus napped for an hour!wad to do?so exhausted..aim: slp early tonight n wake up earlyto mug bfore mtg shans for our light detoxifying lunch meetup!haha..hmm..okie..mes cfm gonna lose all the weight which i had gained over this festive session..swimming swimming n stop munching!back to the routine!
was updating huishan bt the recent events in my life..yah shld be 'events' i guess since i feel tt my life is jus normal..nothing real challenging or tough, unless u consider 11 hrs of sch per week, finding entertainment to spend the remaining time, pondering over the unnecessary, wondering y sthg happened/doesnt happen and dreaming over the impossible as TOUGH!haha
yah was telling her bt stuff n the conclusion(mb our conclusion:P): im shallow!told hs tt me was browsing thru one of our fran's friendster photos n wah! her new bf is cfm a good looker!not tt her previous one was bad or average..its jus tt her current one was even better looking than the previous whose alr very good looking(am i making sense here?haha..yah..it's like wow!is it in the name of jealousy?or is it jus admiration for my fran?shld be a mix bah..haha..oh well, she herself is a hottie, a pretty lass!so its pretty babe n cute hunk!where to find such a combi?cfm difficult right?haha.too bad hs cun access her site else we will be gossiping bt it alr n mb shld rope in joey as well!haha:) me really pale in comparison to her mb dats y me aint entitled to such 'good fortune'!oopps!
so it boils down to looks?hmm..i guess so bah..character, personality, communication count but c'mon lahs bfore u getta noe the person better its looks first right?get wad i mean?haha..okie i can 'hear', 'sense', 'feel' some violent objections cming my way!haha..ya can stop reading now ahs..haha..if this isnt so, den why pple bother to try to noe another via friendster?dun tell me thru friendster u will be able to noe the person better..hey its the photos lors!u tink pple will b so free to browse n b bothered to check who n who out n leave a msg asking for a meetup?oh please!dun cm n bluff ur way thru lahs..den wad bt those pple whu approach another on the streets, the train n try to ask for numbers n attempt to start a conversation..no ones so free im telling u!no one!n dey have agendas!
even in sch dere r weirdos(not pinpointing anione i stress). those whu dun gt wad ya mean n keep cming back at u..those whu try hard to impress but jus simply aint impressive at all, those whu try to attract attention but ended up being a turnoff!loads n loads more..puff!
mums worried, frans r curious. when worries n curiosity start to fade away deres no onger any excitement in waiting for any news, updates..mb the next thing i will face will be matchmking sessions!haha..
remember e other time me n hs went to the wrg tut class for our 311 module?dat mus realli b sthg to remember!not tt anithing happened during the class or wad..guess both of us took notice of the 'gang' of guys..how not to when dey move ard in grp of 5?4? how not too when at least 2 of them r prominent, tall n walk with 'an air'!hmm..dats my feeling..n how not to when me told hs tt one of them looks cute..haha..for 2 fris as we were walking to class frm can a we 'met' em on the way..n yea!dey recognised us..so paiseh lahs..MIA for so mani at least 3 sessions being seeing us again..n yah its not surprising for em to fig out dat weve either dereg frm the class or went to the wrg room..guess the former is likely possible..else it will be super embarrassing!haha..
n today, me n hs 'met' em on the way again..hmm..not on purpose i mus swear!wad to do when our tut timings r the same..we concluded dat todays dere presentation with em clad in white long sleeve shirts n jeans..untucked..looks sloppy i tink m another in a pink one..hmm..we were cfm intimidated when dey walked behind us, overtook us n tries to attract attention by speaking so loudly..hmm..hey!dere were onli me n hs earli in the morn lors..no nid to purposely act cool right?or shld i sae beng-ish?dunno y we quickened our pace as we headed to the flight of stairs at the nanyang audi..asked hs y we did dat..haha..n we admitted tt we were pressured to do so..weird feeling but frm a ger's instinct dey r trying to attract our sttention cfm!but for wad?crazi ahs?tink dey r jus bo liao..haha..hopefully wun c em on the way again when we have our next lesson..eh...den no shuai ge to bio alr..haha..besides the pt!
yawns..tink im all prepared to climb onto my bed now after chucking wads in my mind here! todays facial was not bad other than me having to 'dig' for my contacts which went out of place during the massage!haha
looking foward to mtg shan tmr n wearing my sweet pretty little match ger top tmr!!haha..yeah!n its gg to be another phototaking session!
daph!thanks for being dere for me when i needed ur advices, thoughts..ur presence really makes me feel much much better!thanks ger!
huishan is yet another close fran whom ive made..those times when u had to bear with my complaints, babblings etc etc.. will definitely miss those bitching sessions we had over the phone, in sch etc..haha..mus keep in contact ya?:)
of cos frans like mel,joey,kit,edmund,danny,zikai,alvin,delvin do play a crucial part during this period!i wanna thank u all n hugs too!
since its half a sem more me will enjoy it n leave the rest of my reflections till ltr:) okie..that will be cfm boring to my 'avid' blog readers i guess!haha
suppose to be studying jap now but my brains dead lahs!its sleeping time though i jus napped for an hour!wad to do?so exhausted..aim: slp early tonight n wake up earlyto mug bfore mtg shans for our light detoxifying lunch meetup!haha..hmm..okie..mes cfm gonna lose all the weight which i had gained over this festive session..swimming swimming n stop munching!back to the routine!
was updating huishan bt the recent events in my life..yah shld be 'events' i guess since i feel tt my life is jus normal..nothing real challenging or tough, unless u consider 11 hrs of sch per week, finding entertainment to spend the remaining time, pondering over the unnecessary, wondering y sthg happened/doesnt happen and dreaming over the impossible as TOUGH!haha
yah was telling her bt stuff n the conclusion(mb our conclusion:P): im shallow!told hs tt me was browsing thru one of our fran's friendster photos n wah! her new bf is cfm a good looker!not tt her previous one was bad or average..its jus tt her current one was even better looking than the previous whose alr very good looking(am i making sense here?haha..yah..it's like wow!is it in the name of jealousy?or is it jus admiration for my fran?shld be a mix bah..haha..oh well, she herself is a hottie, a pretty lass!so its pretty babe n cute hunk!where to find such a combi?cfm difficult right?haha.too bad hs cun access her site else we will be gossiping bt it alr n mb shld rope in joey as well!haha:) me really pale in comparison to her mb dats y me aint entitled to such 'good fortune'!oopps!
so it boils down to looks?hmm..i guess so bah..character, personality, communication count but c'mon lahs bfore u getta noe the person better its looks first right?get wad i mean?haha..okie i can 'hear', 'sense', 'feel' some violent objections cming my way!haha..ya can stop reading now ahs..haha..if this isnt so, den why pple bother to try to noe another via friendster?dun tell me thru friendster u will be able to noe the person better..hey its the photos lors!u tink pple will b so free to browse n b bothered to check who n who out n leave a msg asking for a meetup?oh please!dun cm n bluff ur way thru lahs..den wad bt those pple whu approach another on the streets, the train n try to ask for numbers n attempt to start a conversation..no ones so free im telling u!no one!n dey have agendas!
even in sch dere r weirdos(not pinpointing anione i stress). those whu dun gt wad ya mean n keep cming back at u..those whu try hard to impress but jus simply aint impressive at all, those whu try to attract attention but ended up being a turnoff!loads n loads more..puff!
mums worried, frans r curious. when worries n curiosity start to fade away deres no onger any excitement in waiting for any news, updates..mb the next thing i will face will be matchmking sessions!haha..
remember e other time me n hs went to the wrg tut class for our 311 module?dat mus realli b sthg to remember!not tt anithing happened during the class or wad..guess both of us took notice of the 'gang' of guys..how not to when dey move ard in grp of 5?4? how not too when at least 2 of them r prominent, tall n walk with 'an air'!hmm..dats my feeling..n how not to when me told hs tt one of them looks cute..haha..for 2 fris as we were walking to class frm can a we 'met' em on the way..n yea!dey recognised us..so paiseh lahs..MIA for so mani at least 3 sessions being seeing us again..n yah its not surprising for em to fig out dat weve either dereg frm the class or went to the wrg room..guess the former is likely possible..else it will be super embarrassing!haha..
n today, me n hs 'met' em on the way again..hmm..not on purpose i mus swear!wad to do when our tut timings r the same..we concluded dat todays dere presentation with em clad in white long sleeve shirts n jeans..untucked..looks sloppy i tink m another in a pink one..hmm..we were cfm intimidated when dey walked behind us, overtook us n tries to attract attention by speaking so loudly..hmm..hey!dere were onli me n hs earli in the morn lors..no nid to purposely act cool right?or shld i sae beng-ish?dunno y we quickened our pace as we headed to the flight of stairs at the nanyang audi..asked hs y we did dat..haha..n we admitted tt we were pressured to do so..weird feeling but frm a ger's instinct dey r trying to attract our sttention cfm!but for wad?crazi ahs?tink dey r jus bo liao..haha..hopefully wun c em on the way again when we have our next lesson..eh...den no shuai ge to bio alr..haha..besides the pt!
yawns..tink im all prepared to climb onto my bed now after chucking wads in my mind here! todays facial was not bad other than me having to 'dig' for my contacts which went out of place during the massage!haha
looking foward to mtg shan tmr n wearing my sweet pretty little match ger top tmr!!haha..yeah!n its gg to be another phototaking session!
photo whores!
happy valentines day!
the rose from the hillstreet guys-darren, felix, zhao, jeremiah and jingda..thANKS DUDES!
Thursday, February 22, 2007
photo whores!
the cute bear on the bouquet
the legendary bouquet of roses
my sis n i on e bus!(we r the undeniable posers!)
trying to achieve 'the perfect' shot on the bus!:)
FINALLY! a satisfied product of our endless smiles!
okie..self indulging shot!
hmm..my CNY 'dress'..haha
alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5034355422171884018" />hw to resist a close up shot esp with my makeup on??haha(too bad aint obvious:P)
heh..me daphne and winnie entertaining ourselves while waiting for the arrival of guanjun..late lahs!haha
a simple formal CNY wear for day one..haha..anything will do lahs..look nice n pretty can le!haha..grins
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HAPPY birthday DAPH!!
HAPPY BDAE DAPHNE!!! haha..tink this the 3rd time mes wishing u alr!hmm in 5 weeks' time it will be mine!eeekss!hate the 22nd yr n mes cfm dreading it to be here!!!alas!!!pls dun cm mans!!hope daph enjoyed herself n bet u did right?with us ard!haha
may all ur wishes come true n our new bdae wish: hope to find a bf a nice, sweet, thotful as ******...haha..we shall keep our fingers cross yar?haha..
todays the 3rd day of CNY n mes glad tt me went for the gathering a jeromes place..yar at bradell, far, but thot might as well since ive gt nothing on today n mes graduating soon so might as well spend more time with my hall peeps..not dat me gt nothing to do at home..jus dun feel like doing tut..hmm..me shall finish up tmr since tmrs my free day!heehee
so was at jeromes house played 2 rds of mj in a blurry n confused state den watched a bit of shws, guessed me dozed off bahs..after waiting for our mr. darren to appear which was alr 7pm we headed to junction 8's cafe cartel..ordered chicken n mushroom macaroni, not bad but since it was alr nearing nine so me din finish the food..hmm..feeling fat mans..but paiseh to order salad oso..haha..so in the end shunzhao the hungry bioy finished it..good at least not wasted!nice to be cutting cake n celeb daphs bdae dere again!haha..rd 1 was last thurs!!haha..supposed to go watch movie in the end due to e limited number of shows n the odd timings we decide to jus go home..by tt time it was alr 10pm..yawns..haha
luckily darren drove so he sent me daph n zhao home!!so nice..glad he did mans since mes hafing blisters!dunno y will haf blisters since ive worn dat pair of heels a few times le..aiyos..painful..haha..mus thank daph mans..tuo ni de fu!haha..:) a nice chap he is..thanks daph thanks darren..haha
hmm..shall go slp early swim in the afternn tmr..gt myself out of the hse mans!exercise since ive input quite a bit..n mes gg to revert back to my formal diet regime!haha..hmm...guess mes rather good at calculating n est my intake this few days..okie mus jiayou!!n so dis explains y my mum has to coax us into eating those CNY goodies!aha.
really cant wait for recess to cm n mes gg to ensure dat mes gonna go swim at least 2x n mugged for my jap, do my ge proj!veri soon its gg to be over!realli!its scary but its the reality!
gg to haf a sweet dream tonight i hope!a good dream to end this great day!!!
may all ur wishes come true n our new bdae wish: hope to find a bf a nice, sweet, thotful as ******...haha..we shall keep our fingers cross yar?haha..
todays the 3rd day of CNY n mes glad tt me went for the gathering a jeromes place..yar at bradell, far, but thot might as well since ive gt nothing on today n mes graduating soon so might as well spend more time with my hall peeps..not dat me gt nothing to do at home..jus dun feel like doing tut..hmm..me shall finish up tmr since tmrs my free day!heehee
so was at jeromes house played 2 rds of mj in a blurry n confused state den watched a bit of shws, guessed me dozed off bahs..after waiting for our mr. darren to appear which was alr 7pm we headed to junction 8's cafe cartel..ordered chicken n mushroom macaroni, not bad but since it was alr nearing nine so me din finish the food..hmm..feeling fat mans..but paiseh to order salad oso..haha..so in the end shunzhao the hungry bioy finished it..good at least not wasted!nice to be cutting cake n celeb daphs bdae dere again!haha..rd 1 was last thurs!!haha..supposed to go watch movie in the end due to e limited number of shows n the odd timings we decide to jus go home..by tt time it was alr 10pm..yawns..haha
luckily darren drove so he sent me daph n zhao home!!so nice..glad he did mans since mes hafing blisters!dunno y will haf blisters since ive worn dat pair of heels a few times le..aiyos..painful..haha..mus thank daph mans..tuo ni de fu!haha..:) a nice chap he is..thanks daph thanks darren..haha
hmm..shall go slp early swim in the afternn tmr..gt myself out of the hse mans!exercise since ive input quite a bit..n mes gg to revert back to my formal diet regime!haha..hmm...guess mes rather good at calculating n est my intake this few days..okie mus jiayou!!n so dis explains y my mum has to coax us into eating those CNY goodies!aha.
really cant wait for recess to cm n mes gg to ensure dat mes gonna go swim at least 2x n mugged for my jap, do my ge proj!veri soon its gg to be over!realli!its scary but its the reality!
gg to haf a sweet dream tonight i hope!a good dream to end this great day!!!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
sweet!
a day after ytd..glad ytds over..
it's so sweet for the hillstreet guys- darren, felix, jeremiah, jingda.zhao, to buy us flowers!nicely decorated with a heartshape card with greetings and pop-up heartshaped stickers!haha...so sweet..its the thought n effort tt count..no wonder daph said dere will be flowers frm 'downstairs'..realli comforted to have received from them!:)
supposed to have slept early as blogged but was quite affected when my called..it was 1035 odd i guess, thot me was save tt he eventually din carry out the plan..but mum called n toked bt the bouquet of flowers..ALAS!she sounded excited..but over in my room i was monotonous..such a headache explaining to her the situation explaining whu he is..aiyos!wad the crap!cld hear her excitment drifting away..n mes sullen..took me till today for things to sink in..but my stand is clear..nothings changed..
daph wasnt in her room then, aint back frm her work..suddenly me felt really lonely!realli despo to talk to a fran..someone!scrolled down the MSN list, he aint longer dere to hear me complain i guess..a pity..wad to do?i mus haf taken him for granted..brought it upon myself..so in the end left a msg for daph..nv reply..so me msged partner!thanks for replying..n i felt betta!thank u!!:)
guilty? yes cfm!dey sae its out of his own accord n deres no nid for me to reciprocate..true oso..i din force him to do anything n my stand has been tt he shld wake up alr!upon seeing the msn nick made me felt worse!mes a bitch lahs!im irritated!cfm disgusted..im really a bitch to be typing all these..urghh!wad can i really do to make him realise?zw said he gtta realise it himself so cnt do much..yah true oso..so mes not gg to gt bothered by it after this entry!so lemme carry on?haha
wad daph make sense but its hard!haha..gt attached! hmm..but how?again its bt 'my stds too high' ,'lower stds', 'dun b too picky',....the list can go on bt me n my stds etc..perfectionist?mb..dats y me von n shan r still single bah..critics?to a lesser extent i guess..but still we r critical..condemning us?yes..jus condemn as u wish!
he asked if hes a potential..alas..guess the hall mus be talking bt it bah..wad to do..since ive thot of asking him to perform ive more or less expected it to come..hopefully dey believe me tt we r really onli frans, not even those kinda clode ones u noe..treasuring the shortlived moments n im satisfied..wad more can i ask of since mes realli living hall less than 8 weeks!yah ill really haf this as part of the memories..him?haha..trying to do some love test huh?no wy m i gg to ans that qns mans!n u peeps cn go on guessing with the male n female lead keeping mum bt anything n everything..
gt quite anxious when the pink handmade flower at my door went 'missing' for a while..dunno y but it felt bad when me realised its gone..so paiseh to have msned jeremiah n ltr daph passed it back to me!mb its cox mes used to seeing them at our doors..dats y..n mb its frm him..dats y?
sighh..tmrs gg ktv when mei!so happy!!yeah!!can sing without restriction!me aint gg to think so much..gonna go to class soon n back to revise my jap for tmr n have a happy hall outing to chinatwn n geylang..hope von will haf fun gg for the first hall outing w us!!:) von enjoy k?
n mei: dun be jealous over the bouquet of flowers k? deres nothing to be sad bt..singlehood rox k? i aint happy over this side.im filled with immense guilt u noe?sighh..dunno hw im gg to face it when im back home tmr..sians..aiyas gg to treat it as a gift frm a fran since its FRAnSHIP DAY!!n i EMPAHSIZE its cox its FRIENDSHIP DAY!
a fun fun ktv session awaits!hugs ger!
it's so sweet for the hillstreet guys- darren, felix, jeremiah, jingda.zhao, to buy us flowers!nicely decorated with a heartshape card with greetings and pop-up heartshaped stickers!haha...so sweet..its the thought n effort tt count..no wonder daph said dere will be flowers frm 'downstairs'..realli comforted to have received from them!:)
supposed to have slept early as blogged but was quite affected when my called..it was 1035 odd i guess, thot me was save tt he eventually din carry out the plan..but mum called n toked bt the bouquet of flowers..ALAS!she sounded excited..but over in my room i was monotonous..such a headache explaining to her the situation explaining whu he is..aiyos!wad the crap!cld hear her excitment drifting away..n mes sullen..took me till today for things to sink in..but my stand is clear..nothings changed..
daph wasnt in her room then, aint back frm her work..suddenly me felt really lonely!realli despo to talk to a fran..someone!scrolled down the MSN list, he aint longer dere to hear me complain i guess..a pity..wad to do?i mus haf taken him for granted..brought it upon myself..so in the end left a msg for daph..nv reply..so me msged partner!thanks for replying..n i felt betta!thank u!!:)
guilty? yes cfm!dey sae its out of his own accord n deres no nid for me to reciprocate..true oso..i din force him to do anything n my stand has been tt he shld wake up alr!upon seeing the msn nick made me felt worse!mes a bitch lahs!im irritated!cfm disgusted..im really a bitch to be typing all these..urghh!wad can i really do to make him realise?zw said he gtta realise it himself so cnt do much..yah true oso..so mes not gg to gt bothered by it after this entry!so lemme carry on?haha
wad daph make sense but its hard!haha..gt attached! hmm..but how?again its bt 'my stds too high' ,'lower stds', 'dun b too picky',....the list can go on bt me n my stds etc..perfectionist?mb..dats y me von n shan r still single bah..critics?to a lesser extent i guess..but still we r critical..condemning us?yes..jus condemn as u wish!
he asked if hes a potential..alas..guess the hall mus be talking bt it bah..wad to do..since ive thot of asking him to perform ive more or less expected it to come..hopefully dey believe me tt we r really onli frans, not even those kinda clode ones u noe..treasuring the shortlived moments n im satisfied..wad more can i ask of since mes realli living hall less than 8 weeks!yah ill really haf this as part of the memories..him?haha..trying to do some love test huh?no wy m i gg to ans that qns mans!n u peeps cn go on guessing with the male n female lead keeping mum bt anything n everything..
gt quite anxious when the pink handmade flower at my door went 'missing' for a while..dunno y but it felt bad when me realised its gone..so paiseh to have msned jeremiah n ltr daph passed it back to me!mb its cox mes used to seeing them at our doors..dats y..n mb its frm him..dats y?
sighh..tmrs gg ktv when mei!so happy!!yeah!!can sing without restriction!me aint gg to think so much..gonna go to class soon n back to revise my jap for tmr n have a happy hall outing to chinatwn n geylang..hope von will haf fun gg for the first hall outing w us!!:) von enjoy k?
n mei: dun be jealous over the bouquet of flowers k? deres nothing to be sad bt..singlehood rox k? i aint happy over this side.im filled with immense guilt u noe?sighh..dunno hw im gg to face it when im back home tmr..sians..aiyas gg to treat it as a gift frm a fran since its FRAnSHIP DAY!!n i EMPAHSIZE its cox its FRIENDSHIP DAY!
a fun fun ktv session awaits!hugs ger!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
jus another day..
today's 14th feb(wed),a special day but for me its the 22nd year which im spending alone..haha..cant believe im on earth for 21 yrs+ alr!heh..today doesnt feel 'normal', mb cox its meant to be different..yet for me it shld be the same..haha..my v-day gift? free day!no class today!i tink im jus so fortunate to b spending it in my room, finished watching 5 episodes of tokyo juliet, studied for my jap n TADA!time flies n its alr nearing 8pm!so this day is gonna end soon!cnt believe mes so lethargic tt me took 2 naps!yawning away now!haha
wanted to blog on mon, tues but din, mb aint inspired enuff to 'pen' down my thots..haha..
it was a great mon i felt..nt tt my perf was damn good, i thot i enjoyed the process quite well..cant explain y i felt tt way..mb its the company?i dunno..thot its nice of him to agree so my wish was fulfilled, thot it was tough cos he aint as slack as me..thanks alot fran!one whom me dun really noe but bothered to help:) thanks!
for the past 2 weeks, me din join huishan n khakis during lecture cox von gtta leave earlier n it aint nice to be sitting in front with her eating her lunch so we sat with him..situated right at the back n i mean really at the back!the last row!haha..its really nice to be conversing like normal..its really comforting!im happy tt we r good frans??:) yah let it stay tt way ya?:) thanks alot for being part of my memories in uni!thanks!thanks for the encouragements and i wish u n her well ya!
that day he msn-ed. well true enuff its cos he needed my PA report as ref.. din noe y but i was a little irked when i sae the msg..wanted to send my gt my lappie reformatted so all i cld sae was 'im sorrie, i aint of any help'. as for u, its in the past, far away tt me cnt exactly track which day it was.thanks aniwae gor!
hopefully nothing is gonna happen back at home..hopefully wad he said was true, just a CNY card..i cant stop u frm doing anithing more, but pls tell me wad i can do to help u move on in life?aiyos..not tt mes bothered by it or wad but i jus cnt understd y u cant move on?tink its hard..but this the 5th year dude!alas!dun u gt wad i mean?uve gt ur life n ive mine!i can jus quietly pray hard tt u can gif up n mv on lehs!oh pls dun drive me nuts hor:(
spoke to mum minutes ago n im glad me called home:) looking fwd to the reunion dinner on sat!with my aunt uncle cousin n hubby n nephew!!cool!its the first time hes cming to my hse!!im so excited!bet my family is!!esp daddy who has been real busy preparing n shopping for groceries at least 2 weeks bfore!my mummy??bot toys as a gift for him..haha..y?cos its his first visit so my mum said mus gif him a welcum gift!haha..sds duh right?but oh well!pengs so cute!!hw not to pamper him with lotsa n lotsa of luf n toys!!haha
guess me wun be blogging for the next few days..so CLARENCE!if u r reading this entry..HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!haha..our best LAOS buddy!!enjoy urself ya??i noe u will!cfm!!!haha..cnt wait for u peeps to be back!!n we wan gifts!!haha..me von n lin wan!!!haha
n to darius n zhenhao as well as clarence again!happy CNY!!!
gtta go read up my notes le..cant wait for this week to end n hopefully mei can cfm the ktv on fri!!cant wait!:)
wanted to blog on mon, tues but din, mb aint inspired enuff to 'pen' down my thots..haha..
it was a great mon i felt..nt tt my perf was damn good, i thot i enjoyed the process quite well..cant explain y i felt tt way..mb its the company?i dunno..thot its nice of him to agree so my wish was fulfilled, thot it was tough cos he aint as slack as me..thanks alot fran!one whom me dun really noe but bothered to help:) thanks!
for the past 2 weeks, me din join huishan n khakis during lecture cox von gtta leave earlier n it aint nice to be sitting in front with her eating her lunch so we sat with him..situated right at the back n i mean really at the back!the last row!haha..its really nice to be conversing like normal..its really comforting!im happy tt we r good frans??:) yah let it stay tt way ya?:) thanks alot for being part of my memories in uni!thanks!thanks for the encouragements and i wish u n her well ya!
that day he msn-ed. well true enuff its cos he needed my PA report as ref.. din noe y but i was a little irked when i sae the msg..wanted to send my gt my lappie reformatted so all i cld sae was 'im sorrie, i aint of any help'. as for u, its in the past, far away tt me cnt exactly track which day it was.thanks aniwae gor!
hopefully nothing is gonna happen back at home..hopefully wad he said was true, just a CNY card..i cant stop u frm doing anithing more, but pls tell me wad i can do to help u move on in life?aiyos..not tt mes bothered by it or wad but i jus cnt understd y u cant move on?tink its hard..but this the 5th year dude!alas!dun u gt wad i mean?uve gt ur life n ive mine!i can jus quietly pray hard tt u can gif up n mv on lehs!oh pls dun drive me nuts hor:(
spoke to mum minutes ago n im glad me called home:) looking fwd to the reunion dinner on sat!with my aunt uncle cousin n hubby n nephew!!cool!its the first time hes cming to my hse!!im so excited!bet my family is!!esp daddy who has been real busy preparing n shopping for groceries at least 2 weeks bfore!my mummy??bot toys as a gift for him..haha..y?cos its his first visit so my mum said mus gif him a welcum gift!haha..sds duh right?but oh well!pengs so cute!!hw not to pamper him with lotsa n lotsa of luf n toys!!haha
guess me wun be blogging for the next few days..so CLARENCE!if u r reading this entry..HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!haha..our best LAOS buddy!!enjoy urself ya??i noe u will!cfm!!!haha..cnt wait for u peeps to be back!!n we wan gifts!!haha..me von n lin wan!!!haha
n to darius n zhenhao as well as clarence again!happy CNY!!!
gtta go read up my notes le..cant wait for this week to end n hopefully mei can cfm the ktv on fri!!cant wait!:)
Monday, February 12, 2007
today's 12 FEB!!the lg awaited night!!
wah!cant believe today's 12th FEB!!heehee..quite excited but afraid of tonights event i guess..had a short practice in his room ytd..tink we r almost dere..but he seemed tired n really needed a gd gd rest! feeling quite guilty for pulling him in jus cox me wanna haf fun..wanna enjoy the 4 mins of 'fame' on stage..poor boy..but if he were to reject den ill be jus an audience..thanks alot for agreeing n thanks a lot realli!
hopefully it will turn out well ltr on..lyk wad felix said ytd:'wads dere to be scared. we r all hall frans..its to haf fun!' yah with these in mind me will definitely try to relax haf fun n bring out our best to enjoy...to impress n to prove to myself tt ive done it!its a performance which ive lg-awaited for..one which mes yearning for..so me mus mk the best of it!yes, the jitters n the initial stage fright n stuff but at least me aint doing it alone! ive done it last year so this year i shall do it again!a treat for myself!
im really looking fwd to tonight!confidence is back!wad i need is the correct atmosphere!haha..
glad tt meis mood is becming better these days..with all the stress n stuff..ya gtta buck up!starting to feel helpless as i feel tt weve drifted apart..not as close as we were in jc..guess its gonna be worse when me start wrking..hopefully we can still find time to go out to chill shop n haf fun ya?
shall go mug for a while..been awake for 4hrs n did nothing!haha..was watching hanakimi with daph in her room n bk in mine to watch tokyo juliet..
indeed mylife is so slack compared to mei n some of my peers!BUT!!felix is slacker!7hrs per week of sch onli!!4 hrs fewer than mine!!!hey!!!bestest!!!oh well we r still the busiest peeps ard cox we r occupied with games shws frans n him..his gf..haha
thanks for the encouragement..putting up my best ltr!
hopefully it will turn out well ltr on..lyk wad felix said ytd:'wads dere to be scared. we r all hall frans..its to haf fun!' yah with these in mind me will definitely try to relax haf fun n bring out our best to enjoy...to impress n to prove to myself tt ive done it!its a performance which ive lg-awaited for..one which mes yearning for..so me mus mk the best of it!yes, the jitters n the initial stage fright n stuff but at least me aint doing it alone! ive done it last year so this year i shall do it again!a treat for myself!
im really looking fwd to tonight!confidence is back!wad i need is the correct atmosphere!haha..
glad tt meis mood is becming better these days..with all the stress n stuff..ya gtta buck up!starting to feel helpless as i feel tt weve drifted apart..not as close as we were in jc..guess its gonna be worse when me start wrking..hopefully we can still find time to go out to chill shop n haf fun ya?
shall go mug for a while..been awake for 4hrs n did nothing!haha..was watching hanakimi with daph in her room n bk in mine to watch tokyo juliet..
indeed mylife is so slack compared to mei n some of my peers!BUT!!felix is slacker!7hrs per week of sch onli!!4 hrs fewer than mine!!!hey!!!bestest!!!oh well we r still the busiest peeps ard cox we r occupied with games shws frans n him..his gf..haha
thanks for the encouragement..putting up my best ltr!
Friday, February 09, 2007
hot stuffy but fun!
just came back frm chinatwn with shan..tink this yr's trip aint fantastic cos din gt to eat the nice chee cheong fun at the market since its under renovation. now its at outram instead!of cox ots smaller..haha..in the end shan recommend this little eatery tucked at a corner of pple's park..hmm..tink the guo tie(S) were good..aint suppose to be eating those but haha..since shan has the craving n she cnt finish so me jus ate lor..haha..in the end it turned out to be satisfying..the sweet n sour pork was ex but crispy ya..its been a long time since ive eaten 'so much' red meat!haha
first time dere at chinatwn with shan..poor ger by the time we headed bk home her legs were alr hurting cox of her heels..hey!4 more days!!no matter hw tough jus bear w it ya?jiayou yah!!den its gonna be bk to sch for 3 more sems!den u will be joining me in the corporate wrld!
toking bt work!received kpmgs letter n the starting pay for me is 2.4k!yay!most prob gonna start on 1st aug:)saw alot of wrking ladies in those pretty dresses..wah..so smart so pretty!mus be like them!!stay slim..n skinny?den me can fit into those pretty dresses be it formal or informal!wah looking fwd..heh..shans saes me lost wt..yeah!so happy..so my low carb 1000 calories diets wrking!im so happy!gtta jiayou!but one prob..my skirts gtting looser so its gonna be belts n more belts!haha) but im happy..though im also feeling lethargic..attributing my frequent exhaustion to the lack of food?haha..oh well..i dun mind sacrificing!
mon is cming!im almost done with one sg..but jus in case we lose our voices on mon we have decided to have a backup sg...haha..how nt to lose our voices when weve chosen tiantian yeye by FIR?so weve jin tian ni yao jia ge wo by DT n Jolin Tsai..haha..n best!a fran of mine will be doing the same sg as us!sheesh!but jus gg to haf fun..no stress no stress..but gonna memorise lyrics first!
ahhs..so gonna be bk in hall on sun night..coincidentally deres choir practice so cn save sm warming up time i guess..
it turned out ok for ytds ktv..was a bit apprehensive when yl cum make it ytd..so its left w me n him..thot it wld be rather odd jus the 2 of us..so far other than yj nv been ktv with other guy bfore..but its cos weve gt BUSINESS to do..as pro as ever..he prepared his lappie n recorded the minus one for the sgs!realli din expect him to be so prepared!impressed?haha..mb cox hes experienced bah..feel paiseh for asking him to duet w me cos me sucks at harmonising!aaahs!me cn jus like sing the melody lahs n sm obvious harmonising..so it aint easy to sing either!dun tok bt being a singer!its gonna be worse!
tmr gg to trim my hair n yeah!no one will notice tt ive TRIMMED it!haha..but i noE!!!haha..
next week dere will be 3 hall events!cool!going to c alot of the hall peeps!hmm..haha..n dat means late nights:( oh crap!my dark rings!!:(:(
yupps!back to my lyrics memorising session!
mummy always asks this n that..whus this whus dat..haha..oh well..even if i sae she wun noe so me aint bothering to explain..always end at saeing: yah a guy n we r jus frans!haha..
first time dere at chinatwn with shan..poor ger by the time we headed bk home her legs were alr hurting cox of her heels..hey!4 more days!!no matter hw tough jus bear w it ya?jiayou yah!!den its gonna be bk to sch for 3 more sems!den u will be joining me in the corporate wrld!
toking bt work!received kpmgs letter n the starting pay for me is 2.4k!yay!most prob gonna start on 1st aug:)saw alot of wrking ladies in those pretty dresses..wah..so smart so pretty!mus be like them!!stay slim..n skinny?den me can fit into those pretty dresses be it formal or informal!wah looking fwd..heh..shans saes me lost wt..yeah!so happy..so my low carb 1000 calories diets wrking!im so happy!gtta jiayou!but one prob..my skirts gtting looser so its gonna be belts n more belts!haha) but im happy..though im also feeling lethargic..attributing my frequent exhaustion to the lack of food?haha..oh well..i dun mind sacrificing!
mon is cming!im almost done with one sg..but jus in case we lose our voices on mon we have decided to have a backup sg...haha..how nt to lose our voices when weve chosen tiantian yeye by FIR?so weve jin tian ni yao jia ge wo by DT n Jolin Tsai..haha..n best!a fran of mine will be doing the same sg as us!sheesh!but jus gg to haf fun..no stress no stress..but gonna memorise lyrics first!
ahhs..so gonna be bk in hall on sun night..coincidentally deres choir practice so cn save sm warming up time i guess..
it turned out ok for ytds ktv..was a bit apprehensive when yl cum make it ytd..so its left w me n him..thot it wld be rather odd jus the 2 of us..so far other than yj nv been ktv with other guy bfore..but its cos weve gt BUSINESS to do..as pro as ever..he prepared his lappie n recorded the minus one for the sgs!realli din expect him to be so prepared!impressed?haha..mb cox hes experienced bah..feel paiseh for asking him to duet w me cos me sucks at harmonising!aaahs!me cn jus like sing the melody lahs n sm obvious harmonising..so it aint easy to sing either!dun tok bt being a singer!its gonna be worse!
tmr gg to trim my hair n yeah!no one will notice tt ive TRIMMED it!haha..but i noE!!!haha..
next week dere will be 3 hall events!cool!going to c alot of the hall peeps!hmm..haha..n dat means late nights:( oh crap!my dark rings!!:(:(
yupps!back to my lyrics memorising session!
mummy always asks this n that..whus this whus dat..haha..oh well..even if i sae she wun noe so me aint bothering to explain..always end at saeing: yah a guy n we r jus frans!haha..
Sunday, February 04, 2007
12th feb!
12th feb will a day to remember for me!its gonna be exciting!fun!interesting!!yesh!!n mes gg to ensure dat mes gg to enjoy every moment of it!though its onli gg to b a 3 mins plus segment, im sure ill treasure those shortlived momentS!my hearts thumping..real hard..bloods rushing..so so xciting!cnt wait for 12th feb..BUT!me aint prepared for it yt!!haven chosen the song to perform..but ive gt a trump card!haha..a super zai fran to duet w me!cool..aint sure wad we will b singing..feel lyk doing the latest duet by cao ge and zhuo wen xuan: liang shan bo yu juliet..dunno hw it will be like..haha..looking forwrd to the ktv session on thurs!sds fun..
a little apprehensive to ask him to acc. me for this annual hall's MOOD FOR LOVE competition cox me dunno him afterall..gtta noe him thru hall's choir during the caroling period went out w him n yl for a ktv session,plus a trip to the esplanade to support him at his SW CDC's choir concert..yah dats all..so its a bit paiseh though..hopefully we will pull off a good performance!
yeah!tmr me shall go swim..its been 2 wks since my last swimming session..missing it!cool!:)
shan was at my hall last fri n guess we had fun watching shw..exchanging secrets??haha..n of cos our supper!( hey babe!mes hafing a terrible sorethroat mans!)haha..so almost cfmed tt we r gg for our free n easy hk trip frm the first week of july!cnt wait!n hopefully it will be well under 1K!!!we r the budget-ers!!haha..wondering hw much taiwans trip w mei n her frans will cost..hopefully within budget den me wld haf conquered both taiwan n hk in a 2 mths!haha
oh yah..kpmg recently upped the pay for associates by 200 bucks so now it stds at 2400..hmm..bfore cpf though..haha..gd gd hopefully me as a risk associate will be entitled as well!haha..
yawns..me shall go slp n swim swim swim tmr!!!:)
a little apprehensive to ask him to acc. me for this annual hall's MOOD FOR LOVE competition cox me dunno him afterall..gtta noe him thru hall's choir during the caroling period went out w him n yl for a ktv session,plus a trip to the esplanade to support him at his SW CDC's choir concert..yah dats all..so its a bit paiseh though..hopefully we will pull off a good performance!
yeah!tmr me shall go swim..its been 2 wks since my last swimming session..missing it!cool!:)
shan was at my hall last fri n guess we had fun watching shw..exchanging secrets??haha..n of cos our supper!( hey babe!mes hafing a terrible sorethroat mans!)haha..so almost cfmed tt we r gg for our free n easy hk trip frm the first week of july!cnt wait!n hopefully it will be well under 1K!!!we r the budget-ers!!haha..wondering hw much taiwans trip w mei n her frans will cost..hopefully within budget den me wld haf conquered both taiwan n hk in a 2 mths!haha
oh yah..kpmg recently upped the pay for associates by 200 bucks so now it stds at 2400..hmm..bfore cpf though..haha..gd gd hopefully me as a risk associate will be entitled as well!haha..
yawns..me shall go slp n swim swim swim tmr!!!:)
Saturday, January 27, 2007
CNY's coming!!
din really feel tt CNY is nearing till i went shpping w mei ytd n shan today!hmm..feels great afterall:) well it was the squeezing w the crowd dat made me feel this way but the atmosphere n i guess its the company bah..w mei we enter almost every single shop in far east plaza though both of us were dead tired frm the walking n me had to lug the stupid bulky bag:( haha..at least it wasnt a wasted trip, mei gt a necklace n a top whilst me gt a formal pretty white top n a black belt to go w my dress(top)! so fulfilling!
today met up w shan to shp at bugis..so mani peeps!full of youngsters, families, couples n those 'gin-nas'!haha..too crowded for my liking man!bugis street was worse!urghh..hw to browse thru the stuff?so we jus walked one rd n dats it!while waiting for shan me happened to enter little match ger n TADA!!!me cun resist the temptation of getting the white polka doti,lacy, princessy, sweet, unique top!wahs..it jus stared at me!it cmes in white red n black..thot tt reds not bad but after trying the white mes like wah me really dun wanna miss it!haha..so its gg to b my CNY clothes for the 2nd day!wahaha
legs' aching after two days of walking, me n shan chilled at starbucks n me supposed we spent ard 2 hrs plus/minus dere..haha..its been such a lg time since weve had such chilling session..with my light dinner consisting of a tall ice mocha n low carb muffin, we jus situated ourselves there:) nice feeling!superb..no stress nothing..
weve decided to go hong kong in e end..hmm..tink its not a bad idea so me cn go w mei n her frans to taiwan in may..so its most likely taiwan in may n taiwan in end june!wa..sds exciting n ive gtta go to 2 places! so these translates to rking harder!!!hopefully me cn start gifing tuition to peis fran whu lives downstairs only!n its sec sch english!wads more once per week!i really dun mind..haha..whu will mind earning more bucks right?
shan provoked my thot bt applying to banks not as internal auditors or wad but as r'ship personnel, or personal banking..its really thought provoking..sds good..hmm...me shall look ard..haha..hmm..lazy though since ive gt kpmg alr:)
next few weeks seem to be rather exciting cox apart frm schooling, there r meetups n gatherings here n there!so fun!weds gonna go out w ma treating her to nydc, fri: shan n tings n mb charms cming over to my hall to stay..haha..next next tue gg chinatwn to experience the CNY atmosphere w shan!n next next week!starting frm the week leading to CNY its even more packed! mon: hall's valentines day celeb..tue: HO closing, wed: valentines day(my rest day!) thurs: hall's midnight fiesta..n den its alr CNY!!!haha..so fast..n when it cmes fast it will soon be over!n de next thing to look fwd( tink me aint!:()to will be my bdae!urghh...hating this day! den den it will be exams n everything will be over!!fast! den im no longer an undergrad but a grad!!! woohoo!
shan n i were toking bt being profs whilst me von n huishan were toking bt being partners in the yrs to come!haha..wah..hopefully we will c the mountains n mountains of cash rolling in n this means we will c heaps of wrk for us too!oh well..sacrifices!at dat pt of time, me wun b bothering bt price tags of mere 50 bucks?haha..mb its the status bahs?one gtta look gd to feel gd n confident!:0 tink shan has gtta agree w me!
its our ninth yr of franship..same w ting n charms..its really amazing!thru these yrs weve gtten to noe one another better n im really treasuring n holding onto this tight!there wlll definitely be mani more 9 yrs to come!all the way frm sec one!cool right? im proud of this franship!really!:)
tmrs the first time mes gg to the esplanade to watch a choir concert..im really so excited n im gg w yuanling my choir n mayfair freshie!heehee..nice ger..so talented..n choir-y?haha..shld go ktv more often w ya bfore me grad..will definitely miss the ktv n tok crap days w u!!heading bk to hall afterdat n im looking fwd to wed w ma!hopefully ma will be happy w NYDC since shes nv been dere bfore..shall treat her to ben n jerry too!hmm..
actually he aint dat great afterall..seems like all my crushes r hafing shorter shelve lives!haha..oh well growing out the phase alr i guess haha..making heads turn, turning peeps' headS?haha..wadever..dun care..so long as im happy confident n comfortable aint caring wad other tink..haha
cant understd y pple haf the time to browse thru friendster profiles of strangers etc. n haf the guts to wanna meetup w pple jus basing on their profiles n mb photos!aiyos, cnt b bothered mans..
yawns!its slping time..so its jap in the morn followed by tuition n jap n concert!!dun be jealous orh!!this is call the life of a slacking yr 3 NBS GRP A student!:)
today met up w shan to shp at bugis..so mani peeps!full of youngsters, families, couples n those 'gin-nas'!haha..too crowded for my liking man!bugis street was worse!urghh..hw to browse thru the stuff?so we jus walked one rd n dats it!while waiting for shan me happened to enter little match ger n TADA!!!me cun resist the temptation of getting the white polka doti,lacy, princessy, sweet, unique top!wahs..it jus stared at me!it cmes in white red n black..thot tt reds not bad but after trying the white mes like wah me really dun wanna miss it!haha..so its gg to b my CNY clothes for the 2nd day!wahaha
legs' aching after two days of walking, me n shan chilled at starbucks n me supposed we spent ard 2 hrs plus/minus dere..haha..its been such a lg time since weve had such chilling session..with my light dinner consisting of a tall ice mocha n low carb muffin, we jus situated ourselves there:) nice feeling!superb..no stress nothing..
weve decided to go hong kong in e end..hmm..tink its not a bad idea so me cn go w mei n her frans to taiwan in may..so its most likely taiwan in may n taiwan in end june!wa..sds exciting n ive gtta go to 2 places! so these translates to rking harder!!!hopefully me cn start gifing tuition to peis fran whu lives downstairs only!n its sec sch english!wads more once per week!i really dun mind..haha..whu will mind earning more bucks right?
shan provoked my thot bt applying to banks not as internal auditors or wad but as r'ship personnel, or personal banking..its really thought provoking..sds good..hmm...me shall look ard..haha..hmm..lazy though since ive gt kpmg alr:)
next few weeks seem to be rather exciting cox apart frm schooling, there r meetups n gatherings here n there!so fun!weds gonna go out w ma treating her to nydc, fri: shan n tings n mb charms cming over to my hall to stay..haha..next next tue gg chinatwn to experience the CNY atmosphere w shan!n next next week!starting frm the week leading to CNY its even more packed! mon: hall's valentines day celeb..tue: HO closing, wed: valentines day(my rest day!) thurs: hall's midnight fiesta..n den its alr CNY!!!haha..so fast..n when it cmes fast it will soon be over!n de next thing to look fwd( tink me aint!:()to will be my bdae!urghh...hating this day! den den it will be exams n everything will be over!!fast! den im no longer an undergrad but a grad!!! woohoo!
shan n i were toking bt being profs whilst me von n huishan were toking bt being partners in the yrs to come!haha..wah..hopefully we will c the mountains n mountains of cash rolling in n this means we will c heaps of wrk for us too!oh well..sacrifices!at dat pt of time, me wun b bothering bt price tags of mere 50 bucks?haha..mb its the status bahs?one gtta look gd to feel gd n confident!:0 tink shan has gtta agree w me!
its our ninth yr of franship..same w ting n charms..its really amazing!thru these yrs weve gtten to noe one another better n im really treasuring n holding onto this tight!there wlll definitely be mani more 9 yrs to come!all the way frm sec one!cool right? im proud of this franship!really!:)
tmrs the first time mes gg to the esplanade to watch a choir concert..im really so excited n im gg w yuanling my choir n mayfair freshie!heehee..nice ger..so talented..n choir-y?haha..shld go ktv more often w ya bfore me grad..will definitely miss the ktv n tok crap days w u!!heading bk to hall afterdat n im looking fwd to wed w ma!hopefully ma will be happy w NYDC since shes nv been dere bfore..shall treat her to ben n jerry too!hmm..
actually he aint dat great afterall..seems like all my crushes r hafing shorter shelve lives!haha..oh well growing out the phase alr i guess haha..making heads turn, turning peeps' headS?haha..wadever..dun care..so long as im happy confident n comfortable aint caring wad other tink..haha
cant understd y pple haf the time to browse thru friendster profiles of strangers etc. n haf the guts to wanna meetup w pple jus basing on their profiles n mb photos!aiyos, cnt b bothered mans..
yawns!its slping time..so its jap in the morn followed by tuition n jap n concert!!dun be jealous orh!!this is call the life of a slacking yr 3 NBS GRP A student!:)
Thursday, January 25, 2007
nice outing
back from KTV at jurong east..hmm..still not too late i guess as we were able to catch one of the last bus bk to hall..yah..this session weve gt daph n deniece w us!so it aint the 4 of us onli!!really glad dat both of them came alg:) hmm..hopefully we cn org another one soon..if aint gg overseas animore cn consider hafing one during the term break??!!haha..shall see yah..din really sing much today but its the company which makes it fun i guess..
dunno y but flt a bit off today..haha..mb too tired bahs..
the week starting feb 12th will be an ultra packed week!n as mes typing me jus realised its the week of CNY!!oh my!!!dats lyk next next next week!cool! so many hall activities happening every night starting frm the 12th feb n with a break on 14th feb!wahs..scary n mes gg to spend this special ( meaningless to me though) mugging my jap!haha..
hmm..cnt seem to study ani more of jap so shld go slp now!yawns shall wake up earli tmr to revise, tk my bf before me go for my 10 o'clock class:)
fridays cming n im so looking fwd cos im gg twn w meimei!lg time nv go shp w her alr!!hope we cn gt sthg nice n gtta buy my nice dress!!:)
ran the 199 route today n im so so satisfied w myself!haha..shall go for another rd next mon since me wun be gg swimming..will be bk in hall on sun night after shannons concert at the esplanade!haha..first time gg esplanade to watch a choir concert n im so excited..hmm..shall ask if hes keen to tk part in this hall's duet competition..feel lyk singing n performing lehs..once in a lifetime..oh well..hopefully will gt this chance to 'play' n enjoy the attention..haha...
thot of watching phantom but shans sae its too arty farty for her..hmm..haha..shall see hw lahs..haha
whenever theres gatherings their will always be conversations bt whus tgt w whu etc..haha..n so another of our bros gt hitched recently n best!!ultra low key again..our side aint tt bad either, at least one of us r bt there too!haha..right ger??as for mine?no where to be found..haha..its gods will n i believe hes keeping the best n hes somewhere out there:)
dunno y but flt a bit off today..haha..mb too tired bahs..
the week starting feb 12th will be an ultra packed week!n as mes typing me jus realised its the week of CNY!!oh my!!!dats lyk next next next week!cool! so many hall activities happening every night starting frm the 12th feb n with a break on 14th feb!wahs..scary n mes gg to spend this special ( meaningless to me though) mugging my jap!haha..
hmm..cnt seem to study ani more of jap so shld go slp now!yawns shall wake up earli tmr to revise, tk my bf before me go for my 10 o'clock class:)
fridays cming n im so looking fwd cos im gg twn w meimei!lg time nv go shp w her alr!!hope we cn gt sthg nice n gtta buy my nice dress!!:)
ran the 199 route today n im so so satisfied w myself!haha..shall go for another rd next mon since me wun be gg swimming..will be bk in hall on sun night after shannons concert at the esplanade!haha..first time gg esplanade to watch a choir concert n im so excited..hmm..shall ask if hes keen to tk part in this hall's duet competition..feel lyk singing n performing lehs..once in a lifetime..oh well..hopefully will gt this chance to 'play' n enjoy the attention..haha...
thot of watching phantom but shans sae its too arty farty for her..hmm..haha..shall see hw lahs..haha
whenever theres gatherings their will always be conversations bt whus tgt w whu etc..haha..n so another of our bros gt hitched recently n best!!ultra low key again..our side aint tt bad either, at least one of us r bt there too!haha..right ger??as for mine?no where to be found..haha..its gods will n i believe hes keeping the best n hes somewhere out there:)
Saturday, January 20, 2007
craze/stress?
can fathom n decide if its a jap craze or stress..was quite excited when registering for jap this sem but after 2 lessons mes feeling super stressed up!i mean i do noe frm e start tt learning a new language is indeed tough..so y m i complaining bt it?uurghh..kept tinking how slack me will be if me were to tk another slacker ge suc has choir!i mean its my interest wah..not tt im nt interested in jap but its diff when u mix interes n stress tgt..with stress the amt of interest will jus diminish a little..get wad i mean?urghh..considering the fact tt im taking w a bunch of 5 other khakis..mes gg to perserve n mug for at least a b!yes!else my transcript will cfm b destroyed by a GE!!!eeks!
thot this sem is pretty slack n pass w a breeze..looks lyk it aint gg to be tt smooth n carefree..nonetheless, mes enjoying my time in hall esp at night when me will be drawn to the lounge n fix myself dere for the 7pm n 10pm shw!entertainment..n in e day n afternn r my mugging times..w my naps in between..seems free right?hmm..tink so too..haha..think this sems diff cox me gt to c von every week!twice somemore..haha..gd gd!!hope vons enjoying herself in hall n with the activities cming up hope she will gt a feel of the hall culture n spirit!..:)
suppose to go shp w mei today but cox she haven finished her wrk so the trip was shelved..oh well me gtta slogged for jap too..so much to learn..so its a blessing in disguise!hmm..decided tt we shld go this cming fri after class..
guess both of us r tempted by the many dresses which we see!im so so tempted to gt a pretty dreamy white dress esp after ytds urban published a picture of the latest korean fashion!so pretty!!!OMG~~~ n bestest!its 39.9! hmm..mummy asks y me wanna gt so mani dresses..but me onli haf one on my wardrobe now!haha
oh well shall try them on on fri!!!cool!
ytd was quite an embarrassing day for us..me n hs actually went to the wrg tutorial class!!n happily waited, 'debated' over sms tt we were in the correct class!funny!to refrain frm embarrassing ourselves we stayed thruout n decided to join the correct on next week!haha..cfm blur..i mus haf infected hs w my 'blurry' state!haha..hmm..everything has its good n bad side..theres this cute n tall guy in the class which we attended..part of jacks clique but nv c him in sch bfore..haha..so its gg to be a one off thing..gd gd change bk to the correct class cn conc better!!haha
its not being selfish i guess..planning a trip aint easy..hafta accomodate this n dat..no wonder clarence gv up planning last year!shan cnt mk in may n mei cnt mk it during the end of june as previously agreed upon cox shes tinking of doing special sem..den me how??split into 2 mehs?if i decide to accomodate shan, den im seen as selfish n place more importance on frans n hafta disappoint mei..if mes choosing mei den wad bt shan?kaozs..its so hard to be caught in bet!if me cn afford two trips one in may one in june den dats gd..but where do i find the bucks?damn!
how now?i dunno!feel lyk gg w mei cox we cn go in may n promised to spend her bdae with her in taiwan last yr..but shan cnt!its so unreasonable to ask mei to not do her special sem as it concerns her future n i noe me wun do tt jus to force her to go in june..pengs..another alternative go in june during sch hols n pay more? pengs!i dunno lahs..nothing wrks out den cancel lorhs..sians..hating this game of accomodation!
thot this sem is pretty slack n pass w a breeze..looks lyk it aint gg to be tt smooth n carefree..nonetheless, mes enjoying my time in hall esp at night when me will be drawn to the lounge n fix myself dere for the 7pm n 10pm shw!entertainment..n in e day n afternn r my mugging times..w my naps in between..seems free right?hmm..tink so too..haha..think this sems diff cox me gt to c von every week!twice somemore..haha..gd gd!!hope vons enjoying herself in hall n with the activities cming up hope she will gt a feel of the hall culture n spirit!..:)
suppose to go shp w mei today but cox she haven finished her wrk so the trip was shelved..oh well me gtta slogged for jap too..so much to learn..so its a blessing in disguise!hmm..decided tt we shld go this cming fri after class..
guess both of us r tempted by the many dresses which we see!im so so tempted to gt a pretty dreamy white dress esp after ytds urban published a picture of the latest korean fashion!so pretty!!!OMG~~~ n bestest!its 39.9! hmm..mummy asks y me wanna gt so mani dresses..but me onli haf one on my wardrobe now!haha
oh well shall try them on on fri!!!cool!
ytd was quite an embarrassing day for us..me n hs actually went to the wrg tutorial class!!n happily waited, 'debated' over sms tt we were in the correct class!funny!to refrain frm embarrassing ourselves we stayed thruout n decided to join the correct on next week!haha..cfm blur..i mus haf infected hs w my 'blurry' state!haha..hmm..everything has its good n bad side..theres this cute n tall guy in the class which we attended..part of jacks clique but nv c him in sch bfore..haha..so its gg to be a one off thing..gd gd change bk to the correct class cn conc better!!haha
its not being selfish i guess..planning a trip aint easy..hafta accomodate this n dat..no wonder clarence gv up planning last year!shan cnt mk in may n mei cnt mk it during the end of june as previously agreed upon cox shes tinking of doing special sem..den me how??split into 2 mehs?if i decide to accomodate shan, den im seen as selfish n place more importance on frans n hafta disappoint mei..if mes choosing mei den wad bt shan?kaozs..its so hard to be caught in bet!if me cn afford two trips one in may one in june den dats gd..but where do i find the bucks?damn!
how now?i dunno!feel lyk gg w mei cox we cn go in may n promised to spend her bdae with her in taiwan last yr..but shan cnt!its so unreasonable to ask mei to not do her special sem as it concerns her future n i noe me wun do tt jus to force her to go in june..pengs..another alternative go in june during sch hols n pay more? pengs!i dunno lahs..nothing wrks out den cancel lorhs..sians..hating this game of accomodation!
Sunday, January 14, 2007
24hrs is TOO LONG!
cant believe it cn be rather hard to pass a day! either sleep eat watch tv read a bit n have still some time left!wahs..m i slacking or issit really too long?hmm..
me n von were so bored tt we decided to meet in town n shp..in the end we did minimal shopping..zhenhao cm t meet us n we chilled at the NYDC outside heerens..hes still the same..as vain as ever..haha..with his rebonded fringe n dyed hair..haha..oh well he will not b our zhenhao le..haha
walked down twn as usual n ended up at PS..at least it wasnt really a wasted trip as von managed to gt a G2000 top at a super low price cos it was hafing a clearance sale..so our day ended jus like dat...haha..so u see dats hw we r leading our life..haha
today, at least me finished reading my 311 chapter one n me mus really start my mugging n studying routine cum engine!if not..ill die!haha..okie so its finishing tut bfore me meet shan for lunch at raffles place n heading bk to hall:P suppose to go swim tmr but its raining like crazi these few days n its gonna be damn cold!!me shall make it up by jogging on tue, wed n thurs n next mon hopefully it wun rain again!!urghh..excuses leading to procrastination..aiyos!
great to noe tt me aint as tanned as bfore n pple do realise it!haha..dats gd!yay!!shall keep it up!
too lazy to go ard shpping for CNY clothes..since ive gtten one dress alr tink me shall jus make do w my shirts n skirts..anw my new yr is jus slacking n resting at home..shall save the dollars n wear my wrking shirts at least i noe ill feel good n look good in them!haha..vainpot?cfm!!!
me n von were so bored tt we decided to meet in town n shp..in the end we did minimal shopping..zhenhao cm t meet us n we chilled at the NYDC outside heerens..hes still the same..as vain as ever..haha..with his rebonded fringe n dyed hair..haha..oh well he will not b our zhenhao le..haha
walked down twn as usual n ended up at PS..at least it wasnt really a wasted trip as von managed to gt a G2000 top at a super low price cos it was hafing a clearance sale..so our day ended jus like dat...haha..so u see dats hw we r leading our life..haha
today, at least me finished reading my 311 chapter one n me mus really start my mugging n studying routine cum engine!if not..ill die!haha..okie so its finishing tut bfore me meet shan for lunch at raffles place n heading bk to hall:P suppose to go swim tmr but its raining like crazi these few days n its gonna be damn cold!!me shall make it up by jogging on tue, wed n thurs n next mon hopefully it wun rain again!!urghh..excuses leading to procrastination..aiyos!
great to noe tt me aint as tanned as bfore n pple do realise it!haha..dats gd!yay!!shall keep it up!
too lazy to go ard shpping for CNY clothes..since ive gtten one dress alr tink me shall jus make do w my shirts n skirts..anw my new yr is jus slacking n resting at home..shall save the dollars n wear my wrking shirts at least i noe ill feel good n look good in them!haha..vainpot?cfm!!!
Friday, January 12, 2007
morphing into a slacker
first week of sch zoomed past jus lidis n im still in my slacking mood considering the extent of 'schwrk' which ivw done..to be truthful guess they constituted less than 5%! oh well as for classes wise me only went for half a lecture n a lecture for my GE!guess everything will fall into place proper next week:) hmm..hopefully wrk as a facilitator will commence as well!if not den ill haf to really plan my finances:P
hmm..slacking in hall last week felt good though me cnt foresee myself doing so for the cming weeks..guess theres not much fulfuilment?hmm..guess me wun be eventually given tt me gtta really mug for my jap lang!cool!mus adopt the primary sch method to learn hw to read n write jap!so exciting..its fun to be gg down to the lounge to watch tv prog noeing tt my freshies will be dere..if not its gd to haf the entire lounge to myself!haha..supporting gmes n attending events will become part of my life as well..to top them of will b my regular jog twice per week!:) cool!!
me n daph went suki for lunch cum dinner buffet!first time dere!me shant go sakae buffet animore!nice stuff with the baby octopuses, the scallop, jellyfish salmon, ebi temura softshell crap etc etc..wah..really more worthwhile compared to sakae lahs!went window shpping n we cun resist ourselves to try on the pretty dresses! truly love the white dress..so pretty, classy, elegant!!haha..wah..so tempted!urghh
daph told me a secret which she had kept for a while..hmm..mb u shld haf mentioned or hinted earlier so me noe wads happening..haha..oh well:P mes adopting a dun care attitude..or shld i sae im in the hack care mode..aint sure either..mb it aint either..wadever!enjoying my last sem n nt pinning any hopes or anything..daph noes well:)i wish u well ger!!a bit too slw alr but haha..no use rushing into things..initiating aint our cup of tea so mb dat explains
this weekend is gonna be quite slack..me shall finish the first chapter of 311 as well as the tut:p hmm dens its all bt tuition n mtg lin von n zhenhao on sat n slacking on sun..haha..next week is week 2 n so the routine begins again:) looking fwd to chinese new yr so me cn wear my nice dress/es n the week after which is recess week..the hs n lh trip to cameron..hopefully we r gg..haha:P
(commiting, gifing up, forgetting, withdrawing r stages to be experienced...pple sae' once bitten, twice shy', true enuf, when withdrawing is tough, deres no one to blame but urself)
hmm..slacking in hall last week felt good though me cnt foresee myself doing so for the cming weeks..guess theres not much fulfuilment?hmm..guess me wun be eventually given tt me gtta really mug for my jap lang!cool!mus adopt the primary sch method to learn hw to read n write jap!so exciting..its fun to be gg down to the lounge to watch tv prog noeing tt my freshies will be dere..if not its gd to haf the entire lounge to myself!haha..supporting gmes n attending events will become part of my life as well..to top them of will b my regular jog twice per week!:) cool!!
me n daph went suki for lunch cum dinner buffet!first time dere!me shant go sakae buffet animore!nice stuff with the baby octopuses, the scallop, jellyfish salmon, ebi temura softshell crap etc etc..wah..really more worthwhile compared to sakae lahs!went window shpping n we cun resist ourselves to try on the pretty dresses! truly love the white dress..so pretty, classy, elegant!!haha..wah..so tempted!urghh
daph told me a secret which she had kept for a while..hmm..mb u shld haf mentioned or hinted earlier so me noe wads happening..haha..oh well:P mes adopting a dun care attitude..or shld i sae im in the hack care mode..aint sure either..mb it aint either..wadever!enjoying my last sem n nt pinning any hopes or anything..daph noes well:)i wish u well ger!!a bit too slw alr but haha..no use rushing into things..initiating aint our cup of tea so mb dat explains
this weekend is gonna be quite slack..me shall finish the first chapter of 311 as well as the tut:p hmm dens its all bt tuition n mtg lin von n zhenhao on sat n slacking on sun..haha..next week is week 2 n so the routine begins again:) looking fwd to chinese new yr so me cn wear my nice dress/es n the week after which is recess week..the hs n lh trip to cameron..hopefully we r gg..haha:P
(commiting, gifing up, forgetting, withdrawing r stages to be experienced...pple sae' once bitten, twice shy', true enuf, when withdrawing is tough, deres no one to blame but urself)
Saturday, January 06, 2007
5 HRS of fun!
cnt imagine hw 5 hrs jus flew past when we were KTV-in at clementi ytd!it was great!absolutely fun!haha..after 4 weeks of NO ktv days, it felt great to be bk to the 'familiar' ground..haha..wonderful sgs!haha..n of cox voices?haha..cox we r all frm choir..yuanling n me sang our favourite sop part n rock the room w our high notes..guessed shannon mus be deafened!haha..too bad that he fell ill n gt a sore throat so cnt shw off his powerful tenor voice..haha.oh well more sessions to come!
accompanied pei to gt her edusave scholarship this morn at macpherson sec sch..so many students so many parents..were dere early, was observing the peeps the surroundings etc etc. remembered myself in those uniforms..it felt great to see students in HGS TKGS uniform..my schs..reliving those days..then imagined myself as a teacher.it felt awkward, cnt fathom why suddenly i felt dat way..students nowadays r different frm then. i dunno dem but jus felt uncomfortable when i see some with dyed hair, the 'attitude face', the potential beng n lian face..haha..of cox dere r those w the goody kuai kuai look..sighh..gg bk to sch does feel foreign now
schs starting on tuesday..last sem alr! hmm..veri fast activities will be cming up..at least for now im looking fwd to shannons choir concert at the esplanade on jan 28th!nice! 23rd jan will b HO opening..12th feb in the mood for love..
resting today n enjoying the hrs while it lasts..it will be long..
accompanied pei to gt her edusave scholarship this morn at macpherson sec sch..so many students so many parents..were dere early, was observing the peeps the surroundings etc etc. remembered myself in those uniforms..it felt great to see students in HGS TKGS uniform..my schs..reliving those days..then imagined myself as a teacher.it felt awkward, cnt fathom why suddenly i felt dat way..students nowadays r different frm then. i dunno dem but jus felt uncomfortable when i see some with dyed hair, the 'attitude face', the potential beng n lian face..haha..of cox dere r those w the goody kuai kuai look..sighh..gg bk to sch does feel foreign now
schs starting on tuesday..last sem alr! hmm..veri fast activities will be cming up..at least for now im looking fwd to shannons choir concert at the esplanade on jan 28th!nice! 23rd jan will b HO opening..12th feb in the mood for love..
resting today n enjoying the hrs while it lasts..it will be long..
Friday, January 05, 2007
favouritism or independence?
thot ive mple sleep for the past few days yet im still yawning..haha
todays the 5th jan..5th day into the new year and its great to know tt our dearest weilin is back frm korea!!cool!!welcum back ger!so it will not onli b me n von alr!now its me lin n von!haha..shall meet up w zhenhao bfore he flies off to US again on the 15th!
next tues will be the start of another term..its fast!my veri last term in sch!wah!i jus cnt imagine the number of yrs ive been in case. compared to my peers, they have jus entered uni a sem ago..wad to do?its their NS..haha..i will enjoy my last sem wrking mugging n hafing fun in hall! will be bk in hall with von on mon night..tink shes quite excited and me too!!haha..n im looking fwd to gg bk to hall this sem!haha..veri free veri slack with frans like daph, winnie, qianyi, deniece ard..and von!its gonna be more fun i guess! of cox my main aim is to mug n earn more cash apart frm my tuition fees!money aint enuf given all my aims goals n wants!haha
went out w ma n sis for the past 2 days..was it all bt favouritism?or was it cox its a sign of independence?mb im jus tinking too much..hate the idea when i saw sthg which i like n it suits me, she will ask her if she wants n buy for her..its lyk huh?dun mind paying by myself...ill definitely do so if im nt saving up for taiwan trip, not cox of her bdae treat..sians..mood was thoroughly ruined cox of those instances..tink its seen as independence? i dunno..nt really i guess..
its an irony, i yearn for independence n ive sort of gtten it. now?im questioning if im liking it..oh well, moving on to a life of a 22 yr pld, i guess, yah this is the sacrifice..consoling myself tt it aint favouritism..its a sign of independence..im feeling more comforted!
wanna gt a pair of heels frm charles n keith, yt me stopped myself.
wanna gt the nice collared top frm iora, n i restrained myself again
wanna gt the leather handbag at the robinsons sale, me drew further frm those displays
wanna gt the lather frm bodyshp, me resisted the temptation of entering the shp
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the list can go on..nvm..aint necessities..dey r wants!haha
changed my mind, instead of treating ma to kuishinbo me shall bring her to nydc instead..haha..had enuf of kuishinbo, after visiting it twice in a month!wah..n me wanna puke out the sofshell crab, tempura etc etc..so its gtta me a lg while bfore me were to go bk dere again..this the diminishing marginal rate of return!haha..but me shan n charmx did haf fun eating on the 3rd!haha..de phototaking of the food drew curious stares..but hack!we jus enjoyed ourselves as we marvelled at them!cool!wonder when the four of us will gt to meet up again..hmm..shall go find shan for lunch during one of my free days!haha
was reading the papers daily be it chinese or straits times. todays life reported bt brazilians being bulimic and aneroxic..yah..i read w fear of ending up like dem..but i cnt control..day in day out ill be counting the calories im taking..its become a routine..a routine which ive grown used to..yea i confess its an obession with wt loss, bt looking good..its like ive been programmed..i dun believe ive achieved wad i wanna achieve, still not enuff..mums true bt putting myself thru all these but me aint convinced tt im suffering..haha..yah i aint!after next wed's sukis me wun wanna eat buffets for a while..den dere wun be excuses for me to throw out wad ive eaten..its becming out gross n it happened for the 3rd time..issit uncontrollable?or issit me whu doesnt wanna ctrl? hate tking dinners..haha
oh well, sacrifices have to be made n im a willing party..no forcing at play..im nt an aneroxic nor a bulimic i assure..
surprised tt keith msned me tt day..glad to hear tt hes doing veri well at the royal bank of scotland!wah..cool!haha..hmm..he said tt i looked as if ive lost wt!yea!dats it!!BINGO!!haha..but apart frm tt..he said tt he was impressed tt me gt all the 4 offers..yah..tink it aint tt impressive..i mean i noe of frans whu have all offers as well!like lijing n linda..so yah..furthermore my results aint great!not dat great at all..if not me wun be gtting such shitty results for this sem!hmm..a little disappointed i mus sae, but i wun wanna go thru all the trouble of appealing n stuff..so well..wads more, ive gt a job..dats wad shan saes..sighh..no lahs..2nd upper is still betta den lower on paper right?nvm..shall live life as it is..i guess..
yawns..feel lyk sleeping again n its onli 11am!!but cnt gtta go prep for ktv which ive been longing for since the last session which was a mth plus ago!woohoo..ktv-in w my sop junior n cool choir junior..so weird to be calling him junior when hes of the same age as me..
its the ktv which im looking fwd..sians gtta meet him n pass him my sis book bfore dat..its gonna be awkward..cfm..hopefully, no stunts nothing..urghh..treating it as doing my sis a favour i guess..pray n pray hard..gonna rush off to meet yuanling at clementi!hmm..no stunts no stunts no stunts!god bless joleen!haha
good dat mei is recovering well frm her repeat double eyelid op!good good!!
yawns..haha
todays the 5th jan..5th day into the new year and its great to know tt our dearest weilin is back frm korea!!cool!!welcum back ger!so it will not onli b me n von alr!now its me lin n von!haha..shall meet up w zhenhao bfore he flies off to US again on the 15th!
next tues will be the start of another term..its fast!my veri last term in sch!wah!i jus cnt imagine the number of yrs ive been in case. compared to my peers, they have jus entered uni a sem ago..wad to do?its their NS..haha..i will enjoy my last sem wrking mugging n hafing fun in hall! will be bk in hall with von on mon night..tink shes quite excited and me too!!haha..n im looking fwd to gg bk to hall this sem!haha..veri free veri slack with frans like daph, winnie, qianyi, deniece ard..and von!its gonna be more fun i guess! of cox my main aim is to mug n earn more cash apart frm my tuition fees!money aint enuf given all my aims goals n wants!haha
went out w ma n sis for the past 2 days..was it all bt favouritism?or was it cox its a sign of independence?mb im jus tinking too much..hate the idea when i saw sthg which i like n it suits me, she will ask her if she wants n buy for her..its lyk huh?dun mind paying by myself...ill definitely do so if im nt saving up for taiwan trip, not cox of her bdae treat..sians..mood was thoroughly ruined cox of those instances..tink its seen as independence? i dunno..nt really i guess..
its an irony, i yearn for independence n ive sort of gtten it. now?im questioning if im liking it..oh well, moving on to a life of a 22 yr pld, i guess, yah this is the sacrifice..consoling myself tt it aint favouritism..its a sign of independence..im feeling more comforted!
wanna gt a pair of heels frm charles n keith, yt me stopped myself.
wanna gt the nice collared top frm iora, n i restrained myself again
wanna gt the leather handbag at the robinsons sale, me drew further frm those displays
wanna gt the lather frm bodyshp, me resisted the temptation of entering the shp
....
the list can go on..nvm..aint necessities..dey r wants!haha
changed my mind, instead of treating ma to kuishinbo me shall bring her to nydc instead..haha..had enuf of kuishinbo, after visiting it twice in a month!wah..n me wanna puke out the sofshell crab, tempura etc etc..so its gtta me a lg while bfore me were to go bk dere again..this the diminishing marginal rate of return!haha..but me shan n charmx did haf fun eating on the 3rd!haha..de phototaking of the food drew curious stares..but hack!we jus enjoyed ourselves as we marvelled at them!cool!wonder when the four of us will gt to meet up again..hmm..shall go find shan for lunch during one of my free days!haha
was reading the papers daily be it chinese or straits times. todays life reported bt brazilians being bulimic and aneroxic..yah..i read w fear of ending up like dem..but i cnt control..day in day out ill be counting the calories im taking..its become a routine..a routine which ive grown used to..yea i confess its an obession with wt loss, bt looking good..its like ive been programmed..i dun believe ive achieved wad i wanna achieve, still not enuff..mums true bt putting myself thru all these but me aint convinced tt im suffering..haha..yah i aint!after next wed's sukis me wun wanna eat buffets for a while..den dere wun be excuses for me to throw out wad ive eaten..its becming out gross n it happened for the 3rd time..issit uncontrollable?or issit me whu doesnt wanna ctrl? hate tking dinners..haha
oh well, sacrifices have to be made n im a willing party..no forcing at play..im nt an aneroxic nor a bulimic i assure..
surprised tt keith msned me tt day..glad to hear tt hes doing veri well at the royal bank of scotland!wah..cool!haha..hmm..he said tt i looked as if ive lost wt!yea!dats it!!BINGO!!haha..but apart frm tt..he said tt he was impressed tt me gt all the 4 offers..yah..tink it aint tt impressive..i mean i noe of frans whu have all offers as well!like lijing n linda..so yah..furthermore my results aint great!not dat great at all..if not me wun be gtting such shitty results for this sem!hmm..a little disappointed i mus sae, but i wun wanna go thru all the trouble of appealing n stuff..so well..wads more, ive gt a job..dats wad shan saes..sighh..no lahs..2nd upper is still betta den lower on paper right?nvm..shall live life as it is..i guess..
yawns..feel lyk sleeping again n its onli 11am!!but cnt gtta go prep for ktv which ive been longing for since the last session which was a mth plus ago!woohoo..ktv-in w my sop junior n cool choir junior..so weird to be calling him junior when hes of the same age as me..
its the ktv which im looking fwd..sians gtta meet him n pass him my sis book bfore dat..its gonna be awkward..cfm..hopefully, no stunts nothing..urghh..treating it as doing my sis a favour i guess..pray n pray hard..gonna rush off to meet yuanling at clementi!hmm..no stunts no stunts no stunts!god bless joleen!haha
good dat mei is recovering well frm her repeat double eyelid op!good good!!
yawns..haha
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
fortunate blessed timely
woke up so early as usual cox me jus cnt fall bk to slp at 6+..as usual took a light breakfast today to prep for kuishinbo ltr!!haha..was rather excited to spot a few potential job which i cld tk up..was pondering whether me shld jus gv em a try..THEN
!!me jus checked my mail n TADA!me gt a reply frm a job which me applied via NTU's careermall!cool!!million thanks to daphne for reminding me!!thanks babe!!haha
so hopefully me will hear frm em real soon so ill be employed and earn $..n with $ me can spend n save more for my taiwan trip!haha..blessed child i guess:) really looking fwd to be a faciliator..haha..im viewing this job as a hobby to pass time, free time during my non sch days so instead of jus slacking and lazing for 2 days in hall me cn go wrk!haha..
read meis blog, n i can really cfm tt shes really more mature than me..her thoughts n reflections.thanks for the most current entry..me din realise those if ya nv mantion it in the entry..i have to agree with u..im feeling real guilty for not even realising it n its really shameful to onli realise it now..but wanna thank u for this enlightenment!yes i will definitely reflect more on myself
was talking to mum ytd..she told me alot of things..she can be quite understding i thot..hmm..mes gonna sign her up for a facial prog so we cn go tgt when i earn $..gd investment!n when shes happy i will be happy too!mummys bdaes cming in less than a mths time..n shes gonna be 47..dats fast..hmm, since me haf class on thurs me shall treat her to kuishinbo's buffet lunch on wed instead!so its twice expensive jap food in a mth!wah..cfm mus earn bucks..but as long as mas happy..its okie..i can scrimp n save..i really dun mind..:) splunging on my family..its okie:)
have been eating alot of jap stuff recently..mum realised too..haha..wad to do me luf jap stuff!heh:) last fri waraku, today kuishinbo, next wed suki sushi w daph..den me shall fast till 31st jan for the next rd of kuishinbo..wah seems like mes an avid fan of kuishinbo!
im gg to run n make an effort to swim every mon n jog with daph on tues n thurs!!we mus persevere daph!!lose weight!!haha..dun mind jogging in the morn n night!since so free ma..haha
hmm..going out with mai n ma to shp before mtg shan n charm at 7pm:)
tmr with b out w mei n ma again at eye center n bugis!
(he aint feeling well as usual..always dunno hw to tk care of himself..luckily his girl is dere..so nt tt bad afterall..doing well academaically..which is good too:P)
its gonna be a great 2007 considering the number of positive things happening to my pals, myself etc. even if dey arent, i choose to believe 2007 will be a good year, a yr when miracles, happiness and fun set in
!!me jus checked my mail n TADA!me gt a reply frm a job which me applied via NTU's careermall!cool!!million thanks to daphne for reminding me!!thanks babe!!haha
so hopefully me will hear frm em real soon so ill be employed and earn $..n with $ me can spend n save more for my taiwan trip!haha..blessed child i guess:) really looking fwd to be a faciliator..haha..im viewing this job as a hobby to pass time, free time during my non sch days so instead of jus slacking and lazing for 2 days in hall me cn go wrk!haha..
read meis blog, n i can really cfm tt shes really more mature than me..her thoughts n reflections.thanks for the most current entry..me din realise those if ya nv mantion it in the entry..i have to agree with u..im feeling real guilty for not even realising it n its really shameful to onli realise it now..but wanna thank u for this enlightenment!yes i will definitely reflect more on myself
was talking to mum ytd..she told me alot of things..she can be quite understding i thot..hmm..mes gonna sign her up for a facial prog so we cn go tgt when i earn $..gd investment!n when shes happy i will be happy too!mummys bdaes cming in less than a mths time..n shes gonna be 47..dats fast..hmm, since me haf class on thurs me shall treat her to kuishinbo's buffet lunch on wed instead!so its twice expensive jap food in a mth!wah..cfm mus earn bucks..but as long as mas happy..its okie..i can scrimp n save..i really dun mind..:) splunging on my family..its okie:)
have been eating alot of jap stuff recently..mum realised too..haha..wad to do me luf jap stuff!heh:) last fri waraku, today kuishinbo, next wed suki sushi w daph..den me shall fast till 31st jan for the next rd of kuishinbo..wah seems like mes an avid fan of kuishinbo!
im gg to run n make an effort to swim every mon n jog with daph on tues n thurs!!we mus persevere daph!!lose weight!!haha..dun mind jogging in the morn n night!since so free ma..haha
hmm..going out with mai n ma to shp before mtg shan n charm at 7pm:)
tmr with b out w mei n ma again at eye center n bugis!
(he aint feeling well as usual..always dunno hw to tk care of himself..luckily his girl is dere..so nt tt bad afterall..doing well academaically..which is good too:P)
its gonna be a great 2007 considering the number of positive things happening to my pals, myself etc. even if dey arent, i choose to believe 2007 will be a good year, a yr when miracles, happiness and fun set in
Monday, January 01, 2007
!ST day 2007!
todays the first day of 2007!!haha
woke up at 615pm today n had my refreshing swim w my sis!thot there wun be mani peeps..but pple drove there n were as early as us!!haha..okie..fortunately weve gt space to swim..nice 45mins relaxed exercise,haha..n tmr shld be round 2!
haf been staying at home for these 2 days..nice feeling..breakfast papers sleep youtube tv sleep again..n e routine continues..so nice to b slacking the week bfore sch reopens..oh well..me aint compalining cox this wed me shan n charm r gg for our much awaited kuishin bos dinner!so its gonna be diet n exercise before wed!hmm..thurs will be gg eye center w sis n ma n den bugis!fri?swim in the morn my beloved ktv session w yuanling n the super zai n cute looking tenor freshie!haha..cnt wait..n im learning this new sg!cool!sat?accompany my ygest sis to gt ger scholarship at macpherson..so these will bring this week to an end!
my resolution?wanna exercise during my free days in sch..jog frm hall to src n den rd the tracks!n swim on mon morn bfore me go bk to hall w von..mei asked wad kinda of resolution is this..haha..to think of it..quite true hor..haha..hmm..den another resolution?hmm..
guess this yr will be a betta yr ahead considering the slacker modules which im taking this sem..n tada!after 19th april..i wld haf graduated!yah!dad asked if im graduating this july..yah n i proudly answered!YES!n its in april!dad n mum will be proud yes n if ive get a 2nd upper hons dere will be damn proud of me!haha..though dey may nt noe exactly wads the diff..n off ill be out wrking in the corporate wrld!wah..dats realli fast my frans!next yr during this time i wld haf wrked for half a yr!wow..
gonna finish watching some shws n immerse myself in music!
wad will happen this yr i wun noe..at the back of our minds..i guess we r hoping for things to happen to occur..whether or not they r cming true..we shall sit bk n wait..n ill be waiting n yearning quietly silently n patiently..
a brand new 2007!!!muckzs!
woke up at 615pm today n had my refreshing swim w my sis!thot there wun be mani peeps..but pple drove there n were as early as us!!haha..okie..fortunately weve gt space to swim..nice 45mins relaxed exercise,haha..n tmr shld be round 2!
haf been staying at home for these 2 days..nice feeling..breakfast papers sleep youtube tv sleep again..n e routine continues..so nice to b slacking the week bfore sch reopens..oh well..me aint compalining cox this wed me shan n charm r gg for our much awaited kuishin bos dinner!so its gonna be diet n exercise before wed!hmm..thurs will be gg eye center w sis n ma n den bugis!fri?swim in the morn my beloved ktv session w yuanling n the super zai n cute looking tenor freshie!haha..cnt wait..n im learning this new sg!cool!sat?accompany my ygest sis to gt ger scholarship at macpherson..so these will bring this week to an end!
my resolution?wanna exercise during my free days in sch..jog frm hall to src n den rd the tracks!n swim on mon morn bfore me go bk to hall w von..mei asked wad kinda of resolution is this..haha..to think of it..quite true hor..haha..hmm..den another resolution?hmm..
guess this yr will be a betta yr ahead considering the slacker modules which im taking this sem..n tada!after 19th april..i wld haf graduated!yah!dad asked if im graduating this july..yah n i proudly answered!YES!n its in april!dad n mum will be proud yes n if ive get a 2nd upper hons dere will be damn proud of me!haha..though dey may nt noe exactly wads the diff..n off ill be out wrking in the corporate wrld!wah..dats realli fast my frans!next yr during this time i wld haf wrked for half a yr!wow..
gonna finish watching some shws n immerse myself in music!
wad will happen this yr i wun noe..at the back of our minds..i guess we r hoping for things to happen to occur..whether or not they r cming true..we shall sit bk n wait..n ill be waiting n yearning quietly silently n patiently..
a brand new 2007!!!muckzs!
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