today's 12 FEB!!the lg awaited night!!

wah!cant believe today's 12th FEB!!heehee..quite excited but afraid of tonights event i guess..had a short practice in his room ytd..tink we r almost dere..but he seemed tired n really needed a gd gd rest! feeling quite guilty for pulling him in jus cox me wanna haf fun..wanna enjoy the 4 mins of 'fame' on stage..poor boy..but if he were to reject den ill be jus an audience..thanks alot for agreeing n thanks a lot realli!
hopefully it will turn out well ltr on..lyk wad felix said ytd:'wads dere to be scared. we r all hall frans..its to haf fun!' yah with these in mind me will definitely try to relax haf fun n bring out our best to enjoy...to impress n to prove to myself tt ive done it!its a performance which ive lg-awaited for..one which mes yearning for..so me mus mk the best of it!yes, the jitters n the initial stage fright n stuff but at least me aint doing it alone! ive done it last year so this year i shall do it again!a treat for myself!
im really looking fwd to tonight!confidence is back!wad i need is the correct atmosphere!haha..

glad tt meis mood is becming better these days..with all the stress n stuff..ya gtta buck up!starting to feel helpless as i feel tt weve drifted apart..not as close as we were in jc..guess its gonna be worse when me start wrking..hopefully we can still find time to go out to chill shop n haf fun ya?
shall go mug for a while..been awake for 4hrs n did nothing!haha..was watching hanakimi with daph in her room n bk in mine to watch tokyo juliet..
indeed mylife is so slack compared to mei n some of my peers!BUT!!felix is slacker!7hrs per week of sch onli!!4 hrs fewer than mine!!!hey!!!bestest!!!oh well we r still the busiest peeps ard cox we r occupied with games shws frans n him..his gf..haha

thanks for the encouragement..putting up my best ltr!