firstly i would like to thank yanshan yiting and charmaine for celebrating me 20th birthday with me at billy bombers yesterday!
its has been years and its so sweet dat we still meet up!haha..
hmm..next will ya our dearest tingx and charmx bdae!
me and shanx mus tink of a place and gifts already dearies!
haha..me LOVE the visor!on top of that its PINK!yes its soft baby pink!so so sweet!
heh now ive a white cap a puma reddish pink cap and a soft pink visor!suddenly its caps overload!haha..
i LOVE E GIFT!!thanks babes!heehee
todae had vj clas gathering and as usual a few of us paiseh us again!wadever!urghh!
yah..and as usual jon is still as crappy and hes always disturbing..he is a nice guy lah..talented..excellent speaker!and actually to be truthful hes actually a charismatic boy..if hes not so vulgar tink hes a nice bf!haha..tink he shud be lah..
e guys still look the same btw..haha..a bit awkward after looking at those in uni!haha..uni guys are lots more mature and yah more gentlemanly bah!haha
me status?nw?
i dun care about guys/no guys!they are not gg to be part of my life!
as what i had blogged before..i am in the state of recovery..yah..i am immersing meself in joy and laughter..to forget the hurt the pain the depression and shit which were with me for months..i am learning to let go slowly..n i dont care anymore!
joleen is joleen!i love myself!
my vj frans are a bunch of weirdos lyk to ask questions especially if i am attached or not?do i look like those who will get attached?haha..yah i do hope so but my prince charming has not appeared yet..haha..why u pple keep on asking? dont ask already kaex?i understand till i am numb already!and i am going to be numb going to turn cold!
yah it will be hard to move this partially frozen mountain!any brave soul can attempt to melt her!but let me warn you!she pricks when she is frozen..it is not going to be easy when she really turn into an iceberg..yah..very soon i guess..it is really not going to be easy..and once she is frozen ahe is going to be hard!yah 'heartless'!dont try to mess with her yeah!
hope?
i wish joleen will not be turning COLD!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Thursday, May 12, 2005
tanNED BLAckenED suN-KisseD babe!
haha..tink this title sds gd yeah?
sunkissed babe!haha..sounds good yea?
yah mes so tanned after me resort trip!and today i went swimming!haha..after many months!haha..will go more often if i still cannot find a job!haha..
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not much to blog today actually..and i felt great after penning down my thoughts in my book of secrets!haha..yah i do have such a book!and its only for meself!yah!its a book which i have my 'darkest' secrets!haha..
maybe im not really feeling how i shud be feeling..what i need is time i guess..a bit more time for my wounds to heal..for my injuries to be gone!yah to be gone with e wind!
im longing to be emotionless..learning not to feel..i had no such problems in jc!why when i come to uni ive such shit to handle?mayb its bcoz in uni dere are more pple
who care more who show more who r frank..or was i just a blur sotong yrs ago?
i rather to feelingless..dunno anithing!den i can be jus me!haha
issit it great?lifes was simpler den!sighh..haha
getting tired!and im lking fwd to meeting shanx tingx n charmx!haha..and our neoprints!
sunkissed babe!haha..sounds good yea?
yah mes so tanned after me resort trip!and today i went swimming!haha..after many months!haha..will go more often if i still cannot find a job!haha..
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not much to blog today actually..and i felt great after penning down my thoughts in my book of secrets!haha..yah i do have such a book!and its only for meself!yah!its a book which i have my 'darkest' secrets!haha..
maybe im not really feeling how i shud be feeling..what i need is time i guess..a bit more time for my wounds to heal..for my injuries to be gone!yah to be gone with e wind!
im longing to be emotionless..learning not to feel..i had no such problems in jc!why when i come to uni ive such shit to handle?mayb its bcoz in uni dere are more pple
who care more who show more who r frank..or was i just a blur sotong yrs ago?
i rather to feelingless..dunno anithing!den i can be jus me!haha
issit it great?lifes was simpler den!sighh..haha
getting tired!and im lking fwd to meeting shanx tingx n charmx!haha..and our neoprints!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
sLeePY priNCess!!
yesh!me jus gt meself a new nick name!a sleepy PRINCESS!haha...all e pochahontas e lilo e mulan and stuff..i wanna b a PRINCESS!!ONE TO B PAMPERED and showered wif lotsa love care and concern!
haha
jus gt bk frm perhentian,kota bahru yesterdae morn!and me thot mes gg johore bahru!happily told me mum dat im taking a 10hrs bus ride to johore bahru!cant std myself!'clever'as usual!
haha..slpt on the bus..then i act. sat on a speed boat to cocohut e resort where we stayed for 3 daes 2 nights:)haha..basically jus eat snorkel and relax n bask under the sun!of cox!ive bcm more tanned!haha
went snorkelling!was super scared esp seeing the corals and rocks!guess wad me saw huge turtle,baby shark!nemo!!clown fish!wow!!!but i was super frightened of the sea dat i held on to hanyan's hand lyk no ones business!haha
at night watched em play mahjong..soccer and jus laze ard!haha
rather relaxing!and me bought meself a pink puma cap and a top and a pair of res sandals!haha
okie!relaxing trip..
jeremiah helped me fd a job for the cming wrld bk fair!haha at least cn earn a bit more on top of tuition fees!haa
yeah!gg swimming tmr!!yippee!!
haha
jus gt bk frm perhentian,kota bahru yesterdae morn!and me thot mes gg johore bahru!happily told me mum dat im taking a 10hrs bus ride to johore bahru!cant std myself!'clever'as usual!
haha..slpt on the bus..then i act. sat on a speed boat to cocohut e resort where we stayed for 3 daes 2 nights:)haha..basically jus eat snorkel and relax n bask under the sun!of cox!ive bcm more tanned!haha
went snorkelling!was super scared esp seeing the corals and rocks!guess wad me saw huge turtle,baby shark!nemo!!clown fish!wow!!!but i was super frightened of the sea dat i held on to hanyan's hand lyk no ones business!haha
at night watched em play mahjong..soccer and jus laze ard!haha
rather relaxing!and me bought meself a pink puma cap and a top and a pair of res sandals!haha
okie!relaxing trip..
jeremiah helped me fd a job for the cming wrld bk fair!haha at least cn earn a bit more on top of tuition fees!haa
yeah!gg swimming tmr!!yippee!!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
yawnx
yah i jus woke up after napping..yawnxs..n me mum was nagging dat im up to disturb pple while dad n sis r sleeping alr..sighh
suppose to b in sentosa now for my nbs camp but den yann cheng didnt book chalet whatsoever n tadah!we get to come home!the best thing was that the camp ended 5hours earlier!heehee..thanks mel for being so understanding that me dun need to go sentosa again tmr!thanks gal!
gor suddenly appeared out of no where during the last part of today's camp!
sighh..i was dressed sloppily in a red sleeveless top and 37 degress shorts..yucks!i hate dressing lyk this!urghh..!hate wearing shorts except fbt..mb thats y dun realli lyk camps!dun care im jus gg to b myself and wear me fbt during camps from nw on:)
talking about camps makes me want to faint(weilin if u r reading this im alr trying my best to type full alr!)haha..
yah talking about camps!!??!!me have to clear 5 more camps--2 actual and 3 precamps!haha
and the 'best' thing is that they all clash!ok lah..its like one after another!and its really one day after another!i dunno how im going to survive!haha but its a great opp for me to control my diet!haha
great i can be noisy again!but must bao chi xing xiang so that wont leave a bad impression and be called an air head again!but haha they eventually changed their impression on me!which is good!
and danny how can u say that im noisy?im me!haha.
yah!its true that i love attention!yes i agree sometimes that im an attention seeker!maybe its because i am trained since sec 1 to be loud!yah loud!but one has to understand it was because of my unhappy past..shant mention them...that's y i love attention!
when people give me their attention i just feel great..maybe that's y i feel great performing in front of others bah!FUN FUN FUN and ,making frans..pple may tink that im a bimbo!but im not okay?my close frans can vouch for me i hope!
JOLEENS NOT A BIMBO!NOT AN AIRHEAD!
but if you guys think so..ive nothing to say also:(
tmr mes going perhentian..but ive not packed or anything..so slack..will jus pack light and do it last minute when i wake up tmr bah..yawnxs..haha..going to sleep again!
and gor said that ive become more tanned!haha..oopps!i swear that i didnt do anything to get darker except walking under the super hot sun on tue when i went to sentosa with the gals to check out the fright nite's route...
haha..gg to get worse when i come back from me trip..gg to get sun block but from experience whether block or dun block will still be a burnt joleen lah..haha
n yah i become another disney character alr!this time round im not only pocohantas but also lilo!haha im getting all the funny disney characters!am i really this funny looking?so weird!im very conscious of my looks and please i need assurance if all these resemblance are good or not?i hope so!please tell me yes!haha
see the vain side of me emerging again?haha
oh yah went to kbox with sis ytd!and yesh!me and me sis onli super shiok!we sang for 3.5 hours!haha..so shiok!think i can sing celest songs and we had fun singing FIR's songs practically bringing the room down!haha..me is in love with yi shi de mei hao!so nice!and i finally saw tong hua's mtv!so sad but i din cry lah jus shocked over the story..sighh!
sang landy's zu wo shen ri kuai le..yah its so nice..when i was singing this..i thought of the day i spent in hall alone trying to mug and yah..wishing myself shen ri kuai le..so depressing huh?haha.. this is part of the song:
还爱你 带一点恨 还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生 祝我生日快乐
and this is my favourite song at the moment:
海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到
i just cant wait to start my singing course again!i love to sing and i have a dream!yesh!i shall call it a dream!a dream to make singing my career!haha..yah see!that is y i call it a dream!its so far fetch ritex?so unattainable ritex!just let me continue dreaming and maybe one day this dream may come true!haha..oh no!joleens is really thinking too much!haha
linnie!if u managed to survive till here..haha..guessed i did a good job for this entry rite?i give myself 3 pats on my shoulders!haha maybe today im in a neutral mood thats y!haha
oh great! me the sleeping princess is sleepy again!oh great!i shall go back to lala land and quickly walk up to pack my stuf tmr morn!yawnxs!so sian only teck seng talking to me on msn..haha..wad a sianx dae..haha..but i get a peaceful time to blog all this!dun complain its too long coz ill only be back on tue!
DUN MISS JOLEEN YEAH!
I BEtta go and sleep and not be crappy anymore else u peeps cannot take it animore!so sorrie!haha this is JOLEEN!!
HAHA
suppose to b in sentosa now for my nbs camp but den yann cheng didnt book chalet whatsoever n tadah!we get to come home!the best thing was that the camp ended 5hours earlier!heehee..thanks mel for being so understanding that me dun need to go sentosa again tmr!thanks gal!
gor suddenly appeared out of no where during the last part of today's camp!
sighh..i was dressed sloppily in a red sleeveless top and 37 degress shorts..yucks!i hate dressing lyk this!urghh..!hate wearing shorts except fbt..mb thats y dun realli lyk camps!dun care im jus gg to b myself and wear me fbt during camps from nw on:)
talking about camps makes me want to faint(weilin if u r reading this im alr trying my best to type full alr!)haha..
yah talking about camps!!??!!me have to clear 5 more camps--2 actual and 3 precamps!haha
and the 'best' thing is that they all clash!ok lah..its like one after another!and its really one day after another!i dunno how im going to survive!haha but its a great opp for me to control my diet!haha
great i can be noisy again!but must bao chi xing xiang so that wont leave a bad impression and be called an air head again!but haha they eventually changed their impression on me!which is good!
and danny how can u say that im noisy?im me!haha.
yah!its true that i love attention!yes i agree sometimes that im an attention seeker!maybe its because i am trained since sec 1 to be loud!yah loud!but one has to understand it was because of my unhappy past..shant mention them...that's y i love attention!
when people give me their attention i just feel great..maybe that's y i feel great performing in front of others bah!FUN FUN FUN and ,making frans..pple may tink that im a bimbo!but im not okay?my close frans can vouch for me i hope!
JOLEENS NOT A BIMBO!NOT AN AIRHEAD!
but if you guys think so..ive nothing to say also:(
tmr mes going perhentian..but ive not packed or anything..so slack..will jus pack light and do it last minute when i wake up tmr bah..yawnxs..haha..going to sleep again!
and gor said that ive become more tanned!haha..oopps!i swear that i didnt do anything to get darker except walking under the super hot sun on tue when i went to sentosa with the gals to check out the fright nite's route...
haha..gg to get worse when i come back from me trip..gg to get sun block but from experience whether block or dun block will still be a burnt joleen lah..haha
n yah i become another disney character alr!this time round im not only pocohantas but also lilo!haha im getting all the funny disney characters!am i really this funny looking?so weird!im very conscious of my looks and please i need assurance if all these resemblance are good or not?i hope so!please tell me yes!haha
see the vain side of me emerging again?haha
oh yah went to kbox with sis ytd!and yesh!me and me sis onli super shiok!we sang for 3.5 hours!haha..so shiok!think i can sing celest songs and we had fun singing FIR's songs practically bringing the room down!haha..me is in love with yi shi de mei hao!so nice!and i finally saw tong hua's mtv!so sad but i din cry lah jus shocked over the story..sighh!
sang landy's zu wo shen ri kuai le..yah its so nice..when i was singing this..i thought of the day i spent in hall alone trying to mug and yah..wishing myself shen ri kuai le..so depressing huh?haha.. this is part of the song:
还爱你 带一点恨 还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生 祝我生日快乐
and this is my favourite song at the moment:
海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到
i just cant wait to start my singing course again!i love to sing and i have a dream!yesh!i shall call it a dream!a dream to make singing my career!haha..yah see!that is y i call it a dream!its so far fetch ritex?so unattainable ritex!just let me continue dreaming and maybe one day this dream may come true!haha..oh no!joleens is really thinking too much!haha
linnie!if u managed to survive till here..haha..guessed i did a good job for this entry rite?i give myself 3 pats on my shoulders!haha maybe today im in a neutral mood thats y!haha
oh great! me the sleeping princess is sleepy again!oh great!i shall go back to lala land and quickly walk up to pack my stuf tmr morn!yawnxs!so sian only teck seng talking to me on msn..haha..wad a sianx dae..haha..but i get a peaceful time to blog all this!dun complain its too long coz ill only be back on tue!
DUN MISS JOLEEN YEAH!
I BEtta go and sleep and not be crappy anymore else u peeps cannot take it animore!so sorrie!haha this is JOLEEN!!
HAHA
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
had FUN
haha..slept and forgot abt ytd alr..haha..realli? tink not so..
anw woke up super early this morn so dat i can be at harbour front to meet huishan and mel..went sentosa to check out the fright nitexs route!wow!walked at least 5 km i think!walked n walked n poor mel got injured coz she jumped off the tram before we can even stop her!oh no!
as usual we are so sen dat we managed to find the route in 2.5 hrs!yes!walked dat number of hours!not bad huh!im zai okie!haha
den rushed home to bathe and went to meet charmaine..heh!finally treated her to sakae buffet!me?had sakae buffet in like 4 days!so paiseh same peeps served us..haha
but yet again i dun puke sushi!heehee..yahyah..gd gd!
we went heerens to take neoprints!yupx its the same machine..e $10 machine!so nice as usual!haha w me ard of coz nice lah!n both of us?haha best pic sia!haha
ooppss being bitchy yeah!haha
but e photos were gd k?we had fun editing!and hey!charmaine pinks nice kaex!haha..shall save up and go n take more of em!heehee...
me is sleepy
and im so proud of my mango skirt!my mango shocking pink jacket!my shades and my belt!haha
oh no!mes becoming vainer?haha..no such word i guess!
haha..
sianx dun realli like to go orchard esp e orchard mrt area..its e 2nd/3rd time dat i got approached by wad talent scounters and stuf..haha..todaes one veri funny..char helped me to siam them..haha..
hmm..morale booster number 2/3?haha..no lah..not really a big deal..lots of babes around also
whatever!dont wanna tink of unhappy stuf and am going to sleep now!yawnxs
i really like prints me took with huishan mel and charmaine..haha..shanx tingx n charmx we go take oso k?
haha!
feeling betta today!heh..thanks thanks!
anw woke up super early this morn so dat i can be at harbour front to meet huishan and mel..went sentosa to check out the fright nitexs route!wow!walked at least 5 km i think!walked n walked n poor mel got injured coz she jumped off the tram before we can even stop her!oh no!
as usual we are so sen dat we managed to find the route in 2.5 hrs!yes!walked dat number of hours!not bad huh!im zai okie!haha
den rushed home to bathe and went to meet charmaine..heh!finally treated her to sakae buffet!me?had sakae buffet in like 4 days!so paiseh same peeps served us..haha
but yet again i dun puke sushi!heehee..yahyah..gd gd!
we went heerens to take neoprints!yupx its the same machine..e $10 machine!so nice as usual!haha w me ard of coz nice lah!n both of us?haha best pic sia!haha
ooppss being bitchy yeah!haha
but e photos were gd k?we had fun editing!and hey!charmaine pinks nice kaex!haha..shall save up and go n take more of em!heehee...
me is sleepy
and im so proud of my mango skirt!my mango shocking pink jacket!my shades and my belt!haha
oh no!mes becoming vainer?haha..no such word i guess!
haha..
sianx dun realli like to go orchard esp e orchard mrt area..its e 2nd/3rd time dat i got approached by wad talent scounters and stuf..haha..todaes one veri funny..char helped me to siam them..haha..
hmm..morale booster number 2/3?haha..no lah..not really a big deal..lots of babes around also
whatever!dont wanna tink of unhappy stuf and am going to sleep now!yawnxs
i really like prints me took with huishan mel and charmaine..haha..shanx tingx n charmx we go take oso k?
haha!
feeling betta today!heh..thanks thanks!
PISSED
yes im pissed!
simply..extremely pissed!jus pissed!dunno jus PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!
morning was still fine..
maybe its because he called to arrange to meet ytd( lin i just cannot type full lah!so mafan!)
will try again next time mes not in the mood todae!
so sorrie
yah..as i was saying..yah im pissed coz promises r broken yes made and broken!
wad e hell sorrie for the swearing..but i cnt take it animore!pls dun make empty promises if u dun intend to keep em!
pls i beg u!
he called to arrange to meet up,,yah when i was bt to slp ytd nitex..okie lah..meet up den meet up lor..i dun mind lah..
hey c'mon lor..me intended to meet up w lin n von n esp thot dat it shud b alrite to meet in the evening since u r so insistent to meet!specially brought the cookies..who noes as usual ganna pangse..nt as if im desperate to meet u but u r e one who said so!
mood was lousy upon receiving ya msg..yah was affected n ewas half sianx alr..luckily von n lin were ard else i wld realli jus flare up man!yes!
dis me..ganna pangse is nt gd!
the feeling suxs!yes suxs!
u wan me to make time for u?yah i did!nt dat i didnt make time..i did todae..too bad u missed the chance..yes frans im dis mean...dun incur me wrath!i cn b nasty oso!yes when i wan to be...i dun wanna be the angelic joleen whom one noes..im sorrie..im PISSED IM PISSED REALLI PISSED!!
i had enuf of ur sweet talking.yes i had enuf!stp toking to me bt the crap!
yah!
i hate guys at the moment!including u!i dun care hw much u sae bt gor n mei!
i jus dun care!hope dat i cn jus burst out crying nw!yes nw!teas brimming again!i jus cnt cry nw..parents everyone is at hm..no i cnt..
wad tim sum?wad wanna go out wif mei?a piece of shit!sorrie im swearing again:(i cnt stand it animore!u hafta wait?yah!u haf to wanna ask me out is nt easy u noe!im lyk hw pked!im sorrie!u jus hafta wait n i noe u will jus forget!n yah forgt kor!i dun care!i dun wanna care!im me
i love myself!jus myself!i dun wanna get hurt!im gg to be selfish!joleen is gg to be selfish!its gg to b me n onli me!
u made me upset!u made me despair!u made me bcome sm1 whom i dun even dare to noe!u r the c
simply..extremely pissed!jus pissed!dunno jus PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!
morning was still fine..
maybe its because he called to arrange to meet ytd( lin i just cannot type full lah!so mafan!)
will try again next time mes not in the mood todae!
so sorrie
yah..as i was saying..yah im pissed coz promises r broken yes made and broken!
wad e hell sorrie for the swearing..but i cnt take it animore!pls dun make empty promises if u dun intend to keep em!
pls i beg u!
he called to arrange to meet up,,yah when i was bt to slp ytd nitex..okie lah..meet up den meet up lor..i dun mind lah..
hey c'mon lor..me intended to meet up w lin n von n esp thot dat it shud b alrite to meet in the evening since u r so insistent to meet!specially brought the cookies..who noes as usual ganna pangse..nt as if im desperate to meet u but u r e one who said so!
mood was lousy upon receiving ya msg..yah was affected n ewas half sianx alr..luckily von n lin were ard else i wld realli jus flare up man!yes!
dis me..ganna pangse is nt gd!
the feeling suxs!yes suxs!
u wan me to make time for u?yah i did!nt dat i didnt make time..i did todae..too bad u missed the chance..yes frans im dis mean...dun incur me wrath!i cn b nasty oso!yes when i wan to be...i dun wanna be the angelic joleen whom one noes..im sorrie..im PISSED IM PISSED REALLI PISSED!!
i had enuf of ur sweet talking.yes i had enuf!stp toking to me bt the crap!
yah!
i hate guys at the moment!including u!i dun care hw much u sae bt gor n mei!
i jus dun care!hope dat i cn jus burst out crying nw!yes nw!teas brimming again!i jus cnt cry nw..parents everyone is at hm..no i cnt..
wad tim sum?wad wanna go out wif mei?a piece of shit!sorrie im swearing again:(i cnt stand it animore!u hafta wait?yah!u haf to wanna ask me out is nt easy u noe!im lyk hw pked!im sorrie!u jus hafta wait n i noe u will jus forget!n yah forgt kor!i dun care!i dun wanna care!im me
i love myself!jus myself!i dun wanna get hurt!im gg to be selfish!joleen is gg to be selfish!its gg to b me n onli me!
u made me upset!u made me despair!u made me bcome sm1 whom i dun even dare to noe!u r the c
PISSED
yes im pissed!
simply..extremely pissed!jus pissed!dunno jus PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!
morning was still fine..
maybe its because he called to arrange to meet ytd( lin i just cannot type full lah!so mafan!)
will try again next time mes not in the mood todae!
so sorrie
yah..as i was saying..yah im pissed coz promises r broken yes made and broken!
wad e hell sorrie for the swearing..but i cnt take it animore!pls dun make empty promises if u dun intend to keep em!
pls i beg u!
he called to arrange to meet up,,yah when i was bt to slp ytd nitex..okie lah..meet up den meet up lor..i dun mind lah..
hey c'mon lor..me intended to meet up w lin n von n esp thot dat it shud b alrite to meet in the evening since u r so insistent to meet!specially brought the cookies..who noes as usual ganna pangse..nt as if im desperate to meet u but u r e one who said so!
mood was lousy upon receiving ya msg..yah was affected n ewas half sianx alr..luckily von n lin were ard else i wld realli jus flare up man!yes!
dis me..ganna pangse is nt gd!
the feeling suxs!yes suxs!
u wan me to make time for u?yah i did!nt dat i didnt make time..i did todae..too bad u missed the chance..yes frans im dis mean...dun incur me wrath!i cn b nasty oso!yes when i wan to be...i dun wanna be the angelic joleen whom one noes..im sorrie..im PISSED IM PISSED REALLI PISSED!!
i had enuf of ur sweet talking.yes i had enuf!stp toking to me bt the crap!
yah!
i hate guys at the moment!including u!i dun care hw much u sae bt gor n mei!
i jus dun care!hope dat i cn jus burst out crying nw!yes nw!teas brimming again!i jus cnt cry nw..parents everyone is at hm..no i cnt..
wad tim sum?wad wanna go out wif mei?a piece of shit!sorrie im swearing again:(i cnt stand it animore!u hafta wait?yah!u haf to wanna ask me out is nt easy u noe!im lyk hw pked!im sorrie!u jus hafta wait n i noe u will jus forget!n yah forgt kor!i dun care!i dun wanna care!im me
i love myself!jus myself!i dun wanna get hurt!im gg to be selfish!joleen is gg to be selfish!its gg to b me n onli me!
u made me upset!u made me despair!u made me bcome sm1 whom i dun even dare to noe!u r the culprit!
I HATE YOU!I JUS HATE YOU!!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE WILL YOU!!
N DUN PROMISE WHEN U NOE U CANT KEEP IT!
joleen u r nuts u r a failure..thot u gt over it alr?u didnt did u?u r confused bt ur feelings arent u?even u cnt help urself who can?u r starting to hate to loathe to forgt to ignore..the feeling..u keep denying..but do u mean it?
pple ask u said no..yah confidently...but u realli mean it..u seem excited when u tok bt it..y?when u rceive e msges u r over the moon..y?hw cm?yah he cares..but does he mean it?u r jus a spare tyre joleen!yes!u r theirspare tires!
onli my yanshan my yiting my tkgs charmaine my yvonne my weilin..my zhiyu r my true frans..my soulmates..my everything.dey r always dere for me!
yanshan!i miss toking to you!i need ur listening ears!i wanna cry out loud u noe yanshanx..i cnt!im depressed!onli u noe me well!yes well enuff!
i hate the wrld!i hate my present life..i hate everything..yah i may seem happi on the outside..i try to be!try nt to affect others..coz i dun wanna affect me impression as a cheerful gal..but inside every cheerful gal..joleen cn b veri miserable..im still a fragile person..i do break dn..n esp ever since last yr dis feeling has been grabbing me for a long time..it jus cnt disappear..yah cnt disappear..
god pls gif me sm enlightenment!i need sm!im suffocating!
n rem!promises r realli meant to b kept!
simply..extremely pissed!jus pissed!dunno jus PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!PISSED!
morning was still fine..
maybe its because he called to arrange to meet ytd( lin i just cannot type full lah!so mafan!)
will try again next time mes not in the mood todae!
so sorrie
yah..as i was saying..yah im pissed coz promises r broken yes made and broken!
wad e hell sorrie for the swearing..but i cnt take it animore!pls dun make empty promises if u dun intend to keep em!
pls i beg u!
he called to arrange to meet up,,yah when i was bt to slp ytd nitex..okie lah..meet up den meet up lor..i dun mind lah..
hey c'mon lor..me intended to meet up w lin n von n esp thot dat it shud b alrite to meet in the evening since u r so insistent to meet!specially brought the cookies..who noes as usual ganna pangse..nt as if im desperate to meet u but u r e one who said so!
mood was lousy upon receiving ya msg..yah was affected n ewas half sianx alr..luckily von n lin were ard else i wld realli jus flare up man!yes!
dis me..ganna pangse is nt gd!
the feeling suxs!yes suxs!
u wan me to make time for u?yah i did!nt dat i didnt make time..i did todae..too bad u missed the chance..yes frans im dis mean...dun incur me wrath!i cn b nasty oso!yes when i wan to be...i dun wanna be the angelic joleen whom one noes..im sorrie..im PISSED IM PISSED REALLI PISSED!!
i had enuf of ur sweet talking.yes i had enuf!stp toking to me bt the crap!
yah!
i hate guys at the moment!including u!i dun care hw much u sae bt gor n mei!
i jus dun care!hope dat i cn jus burst out crying nw!yes nw!teas brimming again!i jus cnt cry nw..parents everyone is at hm..no i cnt..
wad tim sum?wad wanna go out wif mei?a piece of shit!sorrie im swearing again:(i cnt stand it animore!u hafta wait?yah!u haf to wanna ask me out is nt easy u noe!im lyk hw pked!im sorrie!u jus hafta wait n i noe u will jus forget!n yah forgt kor!i dun care!i dun wanna care!im me
i love myself!jus myself!i dun wanna get hurt!im gg to be selfish!joleen is gg to be selfish!its gg to b me n onli me!
u made me upset!u made me despair!u made me bcome sm1 whom i dun even dare to noe!u r the culprit!
I HATE YOU!I JUS HATE YOU!!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE WILL YOU!!
N DUN PROMISE WHEN U NOE U CANT KEEP IT!
joleen u r nuts u r a failure..thot u gt over it alr?u didnt did u?u r confused bt ur feelings arent u?even u cnt help urself who can?u r starting to hate to loathe to forgt to ignore..the feeling..u keep denying..but do u mean it?
pple ask u said no..yah confidently...but u realli mean it..u seem excited when u tok bt it..y?when u rceive e msges u r over the moon..y?hw cm?yah he cares..but does he mean it?u r jus a spare tyre joleen!yes!u r theirspare tires!
onli my yanshan my yiting my tkgs charmaine my yvonne my weilin..my zhiyu r my true frans..my soulmates..my everything.dey r always dere for me!
yanshan!i miss toking to you!i need ur listening ears!i wanna cry out loud u noe yanshanx..i cnt!im depressed!onli u noe me well!yes well enuff!
i hate the wrld!i hate my present life..i hate everything..yah i may seem happi on the outside..i try to be!try nt to affect others..coz i dun wanna affect me impression as a cheerful gal..but inside every cheerful gal..joleen cn b veri miserable..im still a fragile person..i do break dn..n esp ever since last yr dis feeling has been grabbing me for a long time..it jus cnt disappear..yah cnt disappear..
god pls gif me sm enlightenment!i need sm!im suffocating!
n rem!promises r realli meant to b kept!
Friday, April 29, 2005
finally HAD sakae!
yah todae finally had sakae..din haf dinner ytd bf n lunch todae n no dinner no bf tmr n lunch..den will b gg for ctc mini gathering at marina bay..gg to eat a bit n mostly veggie bah..
mus lose wt!
hhaa
spent quite alot of money dese few daes but still gt lotsa things to buy!
urghh!!! haha
kkie!
cnt blog for too lg...so dats it..
btw bought a mango skirt..a belt..a fox top..a pair of shoes
needa buy a cap..sports shoes
more skirts surf shorts a tangini..hahaso mani hw broke i cn gt
haha
mus lose wt!
hhaa
spent quite alot of money dese few daes but still gt lotsa things to buy!
urghh!!! haha
kkie!
cnt blog for too lg...so dats it..
btw bought a mango skirt..a belt..a fox top..a pair of shoes
needa buy a cap..sports shoes
more skirts surf shorts a tangini..hahaso mani hw broke i cn gt
haha
itS finALLy pLAy tIMEx
yah!its finalli play timex!
all the hell the shit the sucki life has past!finalli its over!gone gone gone!im feeling much lighter nw..at least im at hm..slacking slping gg out..getting rid of eye bags and stuf..coz opp cost is the nagging i get frm me mummy!but she means well lah
act.!its nt easy..for those who r an 'AVID' reader of me entries u guys shld noe dat me lifes is nt a bed of roses...
it lked lyk it was in the beginning..as in yah the new pple..environment n stuf..the hall the studies the results n stuf..gradually the feeling jus vanquished..esp when it cmes to matters of the heart im lyk a plain smooth piece of paper..nw scratched..
mb its cox of being too uptight bt stuf bah..mb i jus cnt let go of sm stuf..haha..hope mes feeling a bit betta nw..
btw jus sm updates..
gor helped me settle dat joker desmond guy!
hes nt bothering me animore..act. i feel dat he means no harm jus e timing n mb nt fated lah..he scared me off!yah hes jus too frank..direct bt his feelings n im frightened!haha...gutless joleen:)
hes trying to 'date' me out but mes realli packed dear!haha..dun realli wanna go out w him act. hes jus trying to find sth to do to forgt bt her n im his hou lu!yucks!its always lidat..but hes me fran yah his fan or wat he lyks to refer as his sweetest *** haha..yah his sweetest his best his watever..gtta gif him sm moral support though..hes nt too bad aft all huh!haha
gg for sakae w huishan n mel!we r the 3 maskateers?is this the spelling..haha..cnt rem alr!haha..den sagt will be stembt w councillors at marina bay..eeks smelly place leh!haha..den sun tuition n its me n me sis' timex!haha
next mon meeing vonnie n mb in the evening meeting him bah..seehw tue..sentosa den tuition wed learn hw to cycle n k box n tuition thurs n fri camp fri to tue overseas den bk for tuition wed meeting zhiyu..thurs n fri free at the moment sat vj clas gathering sun tk sec 2 clas gathering...
so u guys see y mes short of time?
haha
den mes gg to find wk!
haha
yah..me act. gt lotsa more to blog..but mental block yah..
oh ya charmaine(chikini) aft e 15th den jio u for sakae k?
i dun forgt me promise lyk guys do!
n i mean realli!guys dun forgt wad ya promise k!coz we guys haf ultra mem!n well rem all details u saed!a promise is a promise n once uve promised n its broken!!sorrie u r nt forgiven!
so rem!promise r meant to be kept if nt it wnt be called a promise!
all the hell the shit the sucki life has past!finalli its over!gone gone gone!im feeling much lighter nw..at least im at hm..slacking slping gg out..getting rid of eye bags and stuf..coz opp cost is the nagging i get frm me mummy!but she means well lah
act.!its nt easy..for those who r an 'AVID' reader of me entries u guys shld noe dat me lifes is nt a bed of roses...
it lked lyk it was in the beginning..as in yah the new pple..environment n stuf..the hall the studies the results n stuf..gradually the feeling jus vanquished..esp when it cmes to matters of the heart im lyk a plain smooth piece of paper..nw scratched..
mb its cox of being too uptight bt stuf bah..mb i jus cnt let go of sm stuf..haha..hope mes feeling a bit betta nw..
btw jus sm updates..
gor helped me settle dat joker desmond guy!
hes nt bothering me animore..act. i feel dat he means no harm jus e timing n mb nt fated lah..he scared me off!yah hes jus too frank..direct bt his feelings n im frightened!haha...gutless joleen:)
hes trying to 'date' me out but mes realli packed dear!haha..dun realli wanna go out w him act. hes jus trying to find sth to do to forgt bt her n im his hou lu!yucks!its always lidat..but hes me fran yah his fan or wat he lyks to refer as his sweetest *** haha..yah his sweetest his best his watever..gtta gif him sm moral support though..hes nt too bad aft all huh!haha
gg for sakae w huishan n mel!we r the 3 maskateers?is this the spelling..haha..cnt rem alr!haha..den sagt will be stembt w councillors at marina bay..eeks smelly place leh!haha..den sun tuition n its me n me sis' timex!haha
next mon meeing vonnie n mb in the evening meeting him bah..seehw tue..sentosa den tuition wed learn hw to cycle n k box n tuition thurs n fri camp fri to tue overseas den bk for tuition wed meeting zhiyu..thurs n fri free at the moment sat vj clas gathering sun tk sec 2 clas gathering...
so u guys see y mes short of time?
haha
den mes gg to find wk!
haha
yah..me act. gt lotsa more to blog..but mental block yah..
oh ya charmaine(chikini) aft e 15th den jio u for sakae k?
i dun forgt me promise lyk guys do!
n i mean realli!guys dun forgt wad ya promise k!coz we guys haf ultra mem!n well rem all details u saed!a promise is a promise n once uve promised n its broken!!sorrie u r nt forgiven!
so rem!promise r meant to be kept if nt it wnt be called a promise!
Sunday, April 17, 2005
HAPPY birthday DAPH!!
HAPPY BDAE DAPHNE!!! haha..tink this the 3rd time mes wishing u alr!hmm in 5 weeks' time it will be mine!eeekss!hate the 22nd yr n mes cfm dreading it to be here!!!alas!!!pls dun cm mans!!hope daph enjoyed herself n bet u did right?with us ard!haha
may all ur wishes come true n our new bdae wish: hope to find a bf a nice, sweet, thotful as ******...haha..we shall keep our fingers cross yar?haha..
todays the 3rd day of CNY n mes glad tt me went for the gathering a jeromes place..yar at bradell, far, but thot might as well since ive gt nothing on today n mes graduating soon so might as well spend more time with my hall peeps..not dat me gt nothing to do at home..jus dun feel like doing tut..hmm..me shall finish up tmr since tmrs my free day!heehee
so was at jeromes house played 2 rds of mj in a blurry n confused state den watched a bit of shws, guessed me dozed off bahs..after waiting for our mr. darren to appear which was alr 7pm we headed to junction 8's cafe cartel..ordered chicken n mushroom macaroni, not bad but since it was alr nearing nine so me din finish the food..hmm..feeling fat mans..but paiseh to order salad oso..haha..so in the end shunzhao the hungry bioy finished it..good at least not wasted!nice to be cutting cake n celeb daphs bdae dere again!haha..rd 1 was last thurs!!haha..supposed to go watch movie in the end due to e limited number of shows n the odd timings we decide to jus go home..by tt time it was alr 10pm..yawns..haha
luckily darren drove so he sent me daph n zhao home!!so nice..glad he did mans since mes hafing blisters!dunno y will haf blisters since ive worn dat pair of heels a few times le..aiyos..painful..haha..mus thank daph mans..tuo ni de fu!haha..:) a nice chap he is..thanks daph thanks darren..haha
hmm..shall go slp early swim in the afternn tmr..gt myself out of the hse mans!exercise since ive input quite a bit..n mes gg to revert back to my formal diet regime!haha..hmm...guess mes rather good at calculating n est my intake this few days..okie mus jiayou!!n so dis explains y my mum has to coax us into eating those CNY goodies!aha.
really cant wait for recess to cm n mes gg to ensure dat mes gonna go swim at least 2x n mugged for my jap, do my ge proj!veri soon its gg to be over!
may all ur wishes come true n our new bdae wish: hope to find a bf a nice, sweet, thotful as ******...haha..we shall keep our fingers cross yar?haha..
todays the 3rd day of CNY n mes glad tt me went for the gathering a jeromes place..yar at bradell, far, but thot might as well since ive gt nothing on today n mes graduating soon so might as well spend more time with my hall peeps..not dat me gt nothing to do at home..jus dun feel like doing tut..hmm..me shall finish up tmr since tmrs my free day!heehee
so was at jeromes house played 2 rds of mj in a blurry n confused state den watched a bit of shws, guessed me dozed off bahs..after waiting for our mr. darren to appear which was alr 7pm we headed to junction 8's cafe cartel..ordered chicken n mushroom macaroni, not bad but since it was alr nearing nine so me din finish the food..hmm..feeling fat mans..but paiseh to order salad oso..haha..so in the end shunzhao the hungry bioy finished it..good at least not wasted!nice to be cutting cake n celeb daphs bdae dere again!haha..rd 1 was last thurs!!haha..supposed to go watch movie in the end due to e limited number of shows n the odd timings we decide to jus go home..by tt time it was alr 10pm..yawns..haha
luckily darren drove so he sent me daph n zhao home!!so nice..glad he did mans since mes hafing blisters!dunno y will haf blisters since ive worn dat pair of heels a few times le..aiyos..painful..haha..mus thank daph mans..tuo ni de fu!haha..:) a nice chap he is..thanks daph thanks darren..haha
hmm..shall go slp early swim in the afternn tmr..gt myself out of the hse mans!exercise since ive input quite a bit..n mes gg to revert back to my formal diet regime!haha..hmm...guess mes rather good at calculating n est my intake this few days..okie mus jiayou!!n so dis explains y my mum has to coax us into eating those CNY goodies!aha.
really cant wait for recess to cm n mes gg to ensure dat mes gonna go swim at least 2x n mugged for my jap, do my ge proj!veri soon its gg to be over!
Saturday, April 16, 2005
I LOVE MY MEI !
'I LOVE MY MEI !'
dats wad he typed todae when he initiated on msn..haha..
it sds sweet..realli sweet..coz it cm frm him..*grinx*
i tink its onli for dat moment when i read it..haha..wads the meaning of 'love' in his dictionary?its veri vague..realli veri vague..he cn sae he love this mei a few times in a wk n hw sweet this mei is..im immune..numbed after awhile..nt sinking in n nt takin these wrds literally as bfore..hes jus another better fran jus dat we r much closer?closer?nt exactly i shud tink so..
to me..love is a sacred wrd which i wnt use so freely..its nt ani 4letter wrd..it means a lot..onli reserved for 'the one'. so i wnt use it unless..having said so..means dat i wnt waste it on him..yah..I WONT!!
mayb im jus too conservative over such matters but wad to do?w me upbringing...haha..
he cfmed broke up her..i suppose so..i mean its e other wae..she broke up w him..hes super depressed i guess..me try nr to ask too much oso..dun let his current state destroy me mood to studi n lyk wad charmaine said..its silly to let his burden bcm mine..nt dat ill ignore him/shw less concern but jus nt as much..it hurts n its tiresome to constantly do so..joleen is halfwae up the shithole..haha
ytd.he said:'dun leave me mei' i was taken aback a little'mes trying to protect meself..me dearest xxx! nt dat i wanna desert u..but ive had me share of ur troubles n thoughts..ur life..strenuous!so do spare me for once...i guess u cn manage ritex..i cn onli acc u dis much..hard to carry on..i wan a life too!
ritex nw..concentrating on studies..one ge paper dn!!todae left earli...first time in me life dat i left 45 mins earli in an exam!haha..will end on the 26th..but nt prepared for it..next wed!!heehee..gg redang for 4 daes!yippee!w hall mates to relax!heehee n oso had palns here n dere alr..to meet w pals all over!of coz me beloved pal!yanshan!!!haha
nt forgetting me dearest zuzu..li n vonnie!!ct mates..weinee n me triplet babe!!!haha..oh yah..oso mus rem to treat charmaine to sakae..aiyo if nt start wrk no time to do all dese!oh yah!!
gg to take up singing classes again!heehee its gg be 4 times per mth for 150 bucks in a sch near bugis area..singing is me interest..a passion..its jus so nice to be indulging in music..close frans will noe me dreams:)
haha..was tinkin of me 21st bdae!!!
yah n act onli wanted to bk a chalet n invite frans to celeb..but gt a shock of me life!!im gg entend invitation to ard 160 peeps!most frans whom ive met in me life!
cox inclusive of me family members n relatives lah!!wow!will be holding on the 25th march..which is a sat!!so dose who haf access to me blog..u r privileged to noe bt di bforehand!!!start saving up n prepare for me da sou bah!
me needa save up lotsa more!!!dunno hw..tiking of hafin a bdae committee to help me out!ani volunteers? i need a venue n stuf..mb its too earli..but if dun start earli den no time..haha..cn tell me if ya r interested to help me out k?thxs thxs!!!
haha..gg for a portfolio shoot which will cost ard 200 odd oso..die mes a spendthrift dear..but me mentality is that..since im yg i shud do wadever i feel lyk..im afraid to grw old..im afraid to see meself wither..im afraid to mature..i dread 20..but im alr 20..i wanna lk yg!
din wanna blog dis part..but since u guys managed to survive thus far..its jus a bit more bfore i revisit me lala land!
went jogging on tue..n was utterly surprised dat a guy named desmond approached me for directions..as gullicle n blur as ever..shwed him e wae..he claimed he has a tuition agency n thus gave him me contact..i was silly enuf to gif it to him!!!!me dear frans..dun scold me but dis is the joleen u noe..so paiseh..feel lyk digging a hole n bury meself in it!!urghh...
he said hes frm nus yr 4..doing ee..lives in blk 6 which is lyk e blk opposite mine..lyk i care..den suddenli he msged n called me but i din pick up..he keep asking me to meet up..but i refued n gave him excuses dat i needa mug..nw me frans sae i mus avoiod him n nt reply..yah i din when he msged me dis morn to wish me gd luck for the ge paper..
he said dat he wans to noe me..wan me to gif him a chance to noe me better!wad crap is this..thot dis kinda thing onli happens in movie shws?dunno wad sincere..first time noeing a gal lyk dis..hes sorrie n stuf..huh?wad dis?
tink im cursed to meet strange n despo pple..its scaring me..n ive to keep a constant lkout so dat he wnt appear within me vicinity..esp when i go jogging..gg to jog tmr..crossing me fingers real tight!oh no!!
though its lyk a confidence booster for me..but c'mon!dis kinda of thing is hw sucky!aiyo!!thot leaving hall for hm will be betta but nw it doesnt seem like it..lyk worse leh..at least sch pple nt so direct n frightening..dis case is serious n i tink hes real serious too!help help!!jiu wo bah!!
din dare to tell me mum!shell definitely freak out..nw shes lyk nagging over stuf lyk me dressing n stuf..short skirt..n most of the time..im lyk hafing sex education at hm!oh man!!!wad the hell!haha..if i were to tell her..tink shell acc me everywhere as if im much protected overgrown kid!jus praying hard dat hell forgt bt me n nt do anithing funni..
yah..its nice to haf admireres but nt when its lyk dis..
dear all!
to those who r hafing exams:all the best for ya papers n we shall meet up sn!
to those who haf finished!: start tinking n quickly 'book' me k?im real busy...!!haha..
to those who r troubled over sae..r'ship/other personal stuf: god will lk after us as lg as we persevere..we will survive thru!
nitex!me gg to lala land!!
huggies!!!
dats wad he typed todae when he initiated on msn..haha..
it sds sweet..realli sweet..coz it cm frm him..*grinx*
i tink its onli for dat moment when i read it..haha..wads the meaning of 'love' in his dictionary?its veri vague..realli veri vague..he cn sae he love this mei a few times in a wk n hw sweet this mei is..im immune..numbed after awhile..nt sinking in n nt takin these wrds literally as bfore..hes jus another better fran jus dat we r much closer?closer?nt exactly i shud tink so..
to me..love is a sacred wrd which i wnt use so freely..its nt ani 4letter wrd..it means a lot..onli reserved for 'the one'. so i wnt use it unless..having said so..means dat i wnt waste it on him..yah..I WONT!!
mayb im jus too conservative over such matters but wad to do?w me upbringing...haha..
he cfmed broke up her..i suppose so..i mean its e other wae..she broke up w him..hes super depressed i guess..me try nr to ask too much oso..dun let his current state destroy me mood to studi n lyk wad charmaine said..its silly to let his burden bcm mine..nt dat ill ignore him/shw less concern but jus nt as much..it hurts n its tiresome to constantly do so..joleen is halfwae up the shithole..haha
ytd.he said:'dun leave me mei' i was taken aback a little'mes trying to protect meself..me dearest xxx! nt dat i wanna desert u..but ive had me share of ur troubles n thoughts..ur life..strenuous!so do spare me for once...i guess u cn manage ritex..i cn onli acc u dis much..hard to carry on..i wan a life too!
ritex nw..concentrating on studies..one ge paper dn!!todae left earli...first time in me life dat i left 45 mins earli in an exam!haha..will end on the 26th..but nt prepared for it..next wed!!heehee..gg redang for 4 daes!yippee!w hall mates to relax!heehee n oso had palns here n dere alr..to meet w pals all over!of coz me beloved pal!yanshan!!!haha
nt forgetting me dearest zuzu..li n vonnie!!ct mates..weinee n me triplet babe!!!haha..oh yah..oso mus rem to treat charmaine to sakae..aiyo if nt start wrk no time to do all dese!oh yah!!
gg to take up singing classes again!heehee its gg be 4 times per mth for 150 bucks in a sch near bugis area..singing is me interest..a passion..its jus so nice to be indulging in music..close frans will noe me dreams:)
haha..was tinkin of me 21st bdae!!!
yah n act onli wanted to bk a chalet n invite frans to celeb..but gt a shock of me life!!im gg entend invitation to ard 160 peeps!most frans whom ive met in me life!
cox inclusive of me family members n relatives lah!!wow!will be holding on the 25th march..which is a sat!!so dose who haf access to me blog..u r privileged to noe bt di bforehand!!!start saving up n prepare for me da sou bah!
me needa save up lotsa more!!!dunno hw..tiking of hafin a bdae committee to help me out!ani volunteers? i need a venue n stuf..mb its too earli..but if dun start earli den no time..haha..cn tell me if ya r interested to help me out k?thxs thxs!!!
haha..gg for a portfolio shoot which will cost ard 200 odd oso..die mes a spendthrift dear..but me mentality is that..since im yg i shud do wadever i feel lyk..im afraid to grw old..im afraid to see meself wither..im afraid to mature..i dread 20..but im alr 20..i wanna lk yg!
din wanna blog dis part..but since u guys managed to survive thus far..its jus a bit more bfore i revisit me lala land!
went jogging on tue..n was utterly surprised dat a guy named desmond approached me for directions..as gullicle n blur as ever..shwed him e wae..he claimed he has a tuition agency n thus gave him me contact..i was silly enuf to gif it to him!!!!me dear frans..dun scold me but dis is the joleen u noe..so paiseh..feel lyk digging a hole n bury meself in it!!urghh...
he said hes frm nus yr 4..doing ee..lives in blk 6 which is lyk e blk opposite mine..lyk i care..den suddenli he msged n called me but i din pick up..he keep asking me to meet up..but i refued n gave him excuses dat i needa mug..nw me frans sae i mus avoiod him n nt reply..yah i din when he msged me dis morn to wish me gd luck for the ge paper..
he said dat he wans to noe me..wan me to gif him a chance to noe me better!wad crap is this..thot dis kinda thing onli happens in movie shws?dunno wad sincere..first time noeing a gal lyk dis..hes sorrie n stuf..huh?wad dis?
tink im cursed to meet strange n despo pple..its scaring me..n ive to keep a constant lkout so dat he wnt appear within me vicinity..esp when i go jogging..gg to jog tmr..crossing me fingers real tight!oh no!!
though its lyk a confidence booster for me..but c'mon!dis kinda of thing is hw sucky!aiyo!!thot leaving hall for hm will be betta but nw it doesnt seem like it..lyk worse leh..at least sch pple nt so direct n frightening..dis case is serious n i tink hes real serious too!help help!!jiu wo bah!!
din dare to tell me mum!shell definitely freak out..nw shes lyk nagging over stuf lyk me dressing n stuf..short skirt..n most of the time..im lyk hafing sex education at hm!oh man!!!wad the hell!haha..if i were to tell her..tink shell acc me everywhere as if im much protected overgrown kid!jus praying hard dat hell forgt bt me n nt do anithing funni..
yah..its nice to haf admireres but nt when its lyk dis..
dear all!
to those who r hafing exams:all the best for ya papers n we shall meet up sn!
to those who haf finished!: start tinking n quickly 'book' me k?im real busy...!!haha..
to those who r troubled over sae..r'ship/other personal stuf: god will lk after us as lg as we persevere..we will survive thru!
nitex!me gg to lala land!!
huggies!!!
Monday, April 11, 2005
me purrfect match!
me haf been taking lotsa online quizzes n stuff!haha..self entertaining i guess..
haf been slping more den mugging..yawnx jus cm bk frm mac at bras basah where me n huishan mugged..haha
gg to studi again..
this test i tk todae after reading me dearest tingx blog!haha..
so ya suit the following traits u shall be e purrfect guy!haha....
Your dating personality profile:
You matched the following traits:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:
You match with men who have following traits:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Stylish
3. Big-Hearted
4. Liberal
5. Romantic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Traditional
8. Adventurous
9. Shy
10. Intellectual
Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Big-Hearted
3. Practical
4. Outgoing
5. Stylish
6. Traditional
7. Adventurous
8. Intellectual
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Conservative
haf been slping more den mugging..yawnx jus cm bk frm mac at bras basah where me n huishan mugged..haha
gg to studi again..
this test i tk todae after reading me dearest tingx blog!haha..
so ya suit the following traits u shall be e purrfect guy!haha....
Your dating personality profile:
You matched the following traits:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:
You match with men who have following traits:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Stylish
3. Big-Hearted
4. Liberal
5. Romantic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Traditional
8. Adventurous
9. Shy
10. Intellectual
Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Big-Hearted
3. Practical
4. Outgoing
5. Stylish
6. Traditional
7. Adventurous
8. Intellectual
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Conservative
me purrfect match!
me haf been taking lotsa online quizzes n stuff!haha..self entertaining i guess..
haf been slping more den mugging..yawnx jus cm bk frm mac at bras basah where me n huishan mugged..haha
gg to studi again..
this test i tk todae after reading me dearest tingx blog!haha..
so ya suit the following traits u shall be e purrfect guy!haha....
Your dating personality profile:
You matched the following traits:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:
You match with men who have following traits:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Stylish
3. Big-Hearted
4. Liberal
5. Romantic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Traditional
8. Adventurous
9. Shy
10. Intellectual
Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Big-Hearted
3. Practical
4. Outgoing
5. Stylish
6. Traditional
7. Adventurous
8. Intellectual
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Conservative
haf been slping more den mugging..yawnx jus cm bk frm mac at bras basah where me n huishan mugged..haha
gg to studi again..
this test i tk todae after reading me dearest tingx blog!haha..
so ya suit the following traits u shall be e purrfect guy!haha....
Your dating personality profile:
You matched the following traits:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:
You match with men who have following traits:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Stylish
3. Big-Hearted
4. Liberal
5. Romantic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Traditional
8. Adventurous
9. Shy
10. Intellectual
Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Big-Hearted
3. Practical
4. Outgoing
5. Stylish
6. Traditional
7. Adventurous
8. Intellectual
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Conservative
Sunday, April 10, 2005
tink its really TRUE!!
Every Gals R born Different....
Some's up to your taste, some's not.
& out of millioNs of Gals, there's bound to be the
Right One
juz for you.
Do you know?
Gals= cute, sweet, faithful, determined,
caring and
has a beautiful side which no one else
other den
her Prince can see.
Gals= When they cry, it would means tat
their
heart is really bleeding and tat you have
hurt her
too deeply.
Gals=They smile the sweetest when you
made
them really happy...
Gals= They are really beautiful...even if
they're not
facially perfect, they're beautiful in the
inside...
Lastly................
Girls........
could really love a guy for who they
are.............
They could learn to forgive & forget their
guy's
mistakes..............
That's just how noble they are................
But guys don seems to understand.........
That's just their surface...................
Being strong is juz their surface...............
They need you around to be there for
them..........
That's why they would miss you badly
when you're
not there.............
Love might not be important for the
guys...........
But it's everything to a gal.............
The taste of love is the same taste as
Chocolates.....
It's sweet and bitter...........
All they wants is a perfect sweet ending
in their
relationship.........
Don hurt them...........Gals are fragile.......
Love your loved ones with true love........
Not pityness.............
SMS an " I Love You" to your gf..........
She'll be surprised and happy............
Only then could you be able to see.........
Her sweetest smile........
The most beautiful side of her...........
Feel the love and care she showered on
you.......
Until this, you'll find Love.........
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
Some's up to your taste, some's not.
& out of millioNs of Gals, there's bound to be the
Right One
juz for you.
Do you know?
Gals= cute, sweet, faithful, determined,
caring and
has a beautiful side which no one else
other den
her Prince can see.
Gals= When they cry, it would means tat
their
heart is really bleeding and tat you have
hurt her
too deeply.
Gals=They smile the sweetest when you
made
them really happy...
Gals= They are really beautiful...even if
they're not
facially perfect, they're beautiful in the
inside...
Lastly................
Girls........
could really love a guy for who they
are.............
They could learn to forgive & forget their
guy's
mistakes..............
That's just how noble they are................
But guys don seems to understand.........
That's just their surface...................
Being strong is juz their surface...............
They need you around to be there for
them..........
That's why they would miss you badly
when you're
not there.............
Love might not be important for the
guys...........
But it's everything to a gal.............
The taste of love is the same taste as
Chocolates.....
It's sweet and bitter...........
All they wants is a perfect sweet ending
in their
relationship.........
Don hurt them...........Gals are fragile.......
Love your loved ones with true love........
Not pityness.............
SMS an " I Love You" to your gf..........
She'll be surprised and happy............
Only then could you be able to see.........
Her sweetest smile........
The most beautiful side of her...........
Feel the love and care she showered on
you.......
Until this, you'll find Love.........
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
tink its really TRUE!!
Every Gals R born Different....
Some's up to your taste, some's not.
& out of millioNs of Gals, there's bound to be the
Right One
juz for you.
Do you know?
Gals= cute, sweet, faithful, determined,
caring and
has a beautiful side which no one else
other den
her Prince can see.
Gals= When they cry, it would means tat
their
heart is really bleeding and tat you have
hurt her
too deeply.
Gals=They smile the sweetest when you
made
them really happy...
Gals= They are really beautiful...even if
they're not
facially perfect, they're beautiful in the
inside...
Lastly................
Girls........
could really love a guy for who they
are.............
They could learn to forgive & forget their
guy's
mistakes..............
That's just how noble they are................
But guys don seems to understand.........
That's just their surface...................
Being strong is juz their surface...............
They need you around to be there for
them..........
That's why they would miss you badly
when you're
not there.............
Love might not be important for the
guys...........
But it's everything to a gal.............
The taste of love is the same taste as
Chocolates.....
It's sweet and bitter...........
All they wants is a perfect sweet ending
in their
relationship.........
Don hurt them...........Gals are fragile.......
Love your loved ones with true love........
Not pityness.............
SMS an " I Love You" to your gf..........
She'll be surprised and happy............
Only then could you be able to see.........
Her sweetest smile........
The most beautiful side of her...........
Feel the love and care she showered on
you.......
Until this, you'll find Love.........
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
Some's up to your taste, some's not.
& out of millioNs of Gals, there's bound to be the
Right One
juz for you.
Do you know?
Gals= cute, sweet, faithful, determined,
caring and
has a beautiful side which no one else
other den
her Prince can see.
Gals= When they cry, it would means tat
their
heart is really bleeding and tat you have
hurt her
too deeply.
Gals=They smile the sweetest when you
made
them really happy...
Gals= They are really beautiful...even if
they're not
facially perfect, they're beautiful in the
inside...
Lastly................
Girls........
could really love a guy for who they
are.............
They could learn to forgive & forget their
guy's
mistakes..............
That's just how noble they are................
But guys don seems to understand.........
That's just their surface...................
Being strong is juz their surface...............
They need you around to be there for
them..........
That's why they would miss you badly
when you're
not there.............
Love might not be important for the
guys...........
But it's everything to a gal.............
The taste of love is the same taste as
Chocolates.....
It's sweet and bitter...........
All they wants is a perfect sweet ending
in their
relationship.........
Don hurt them...........Gals are fragile.......
Love your loved ones with true love........
Not pityness.............
SMS an " I Love You" to your gf..........
She'll be surprised and happy............
Only then could you be able to see.........
Her sweetest smile........
The most beautiful side of her...........
Feel the love and care she showered on
you.......
Until this, you'll find Love.........
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
("V")
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
e lAsT laP
finalli it proj is over!dread it!yucks!
but finalli its over..super duper tired nw!haha..jus had dinner n yesh! half a pk of maggie egg 2hotdogs n jap mushrm..haha..gd diet!haha
slept at 2 but woke up at 530..coz of his stupid msg at 430am..so bright dat i woke up..
finalli dn w me single rm application..fine w all five rms n yeah!of cox gtting mayfair will be nice as in me first choice n nt depriving hanyan of her rm!mb gg redang this hols!!!haha,,great first time gg on trip w frans and guess wad!!mummy act. agreed!haha
nw mugging hard!
yeah!!but i tink nt as hard as last sem i mus still buck up joleen!
toking bt mugging..went out to mug after tuition at orchard..haha..suppose to meet charmaine at 530 in e end me skye n her ate at cartel..had salad as usual..haha..
wanted to go mac at ymca to studi but it was alreadi ard 8 when we were done. went heerens spinelli instead..open air n full of cigar smoke!i swear me nt gg to mug in dat kinda of environment again!
enjoyed toking to ya n fd out a lot frm u partner..i mean u r definitely more experienced since uve been thru a lot den me..glad dat u nic sds happier dese few daes..n dun tink too much!nice to haf a nice senior lyk u!interesting person n crappy at times..tink lyk wad u sae u can feel more for..dats y its comfortable to tok to ya..n analyse me probs.
thanks thanks!will try to heed yr advice bt him..yah..its nt realli worth it..passed him the prez n asked him if he noes mine..haha...n he frankly asked when!haha..yes partner..i shld consider wad im realli doing..silly me!yesh i need scolding..i need to wake up!u mus help me..haha..
hols cming!but hafta settle exams..wanna meet up w shanx n stuf..
me tink im gtting more n more vain..which is bad..im nt the joleen frm tk n vj animore..smtimes i dunno wad im tinkin..its nt wad i shld do..i mean..i cnt understd meself..mb im deprived of close frans..shanx tingx charmx!y mus we split..if onli u all r by me side..
mb ive been in a gal sch for too lg n gg into a jc n nt having a bf are affecting me..haha..nt dat im deprived or wad..but seeing frans gtting attached so fast makes me realli wonder wads happening to me.haha..ill b left alone?haha..no lah..
problems will surface in a r'ship too..n i tink im nt dat kind h who cn tk such things..im will luf him dearly..hold him close to me heart..gor kept saeing im e sweetest in earth!haha..u realli tink so?i dun..mb onli u tink so..me jus wan to see pple smilex so i dun mind spending a little more time n effort to shw close frans more concern..hope pple wnt gt e wrg idea..
even if i lyk sm one i wnt tk e initiative..hes gtta tell me!though its the 21st century but mes nt this kind..me gal leh..haha..out of pt! i noe..
pARtner..ur theory:its all abt feeling seems to set in..one cnt force another..if its here its here, we cnt stop it frm cming..im beginning to understd wad dis means!:)
time to nap n mug for acc ltr!no more msn n its studi time!!!
but finalli its over..super duper tired nw!haha..jus had dinner n yesh! half a pk of maggie egg 2hotdogs n jap mushrm..haha..gd diet!haha
slept at 2 but woke up at 530..coz of his stupid msg at 430am..so bright dat i woke up..
finalli dn w me single rm application..fine w all five rms n yeah!of cox gtting mayfair will be nice as in me first choice n nt depriving hanyan of her rm!mb gg redang this hols!!!haha,,great first time gg on trip w frans and guess wad!!mummy act. agreed!haha
nw mugging hard!
yeah!!but i tink nt as hard as last sem i mus still buck up joleen!
toking bt mugging..went out to mug after tuition at orchard..haha..suppose to meet charmaine at 530 in e end me skye n her ate at cartel..had salad as usual..haha..
wanted to go mac at ymca to studi but it was alreadi ard 8 when we were done. went heerens spinelli instead..open air n full of cigar smoke!i swear me nt gg to mug in dat kinda of environment again!
enjoyed toking to ya n fd out a lot frm u partner..i mean u r definitely more experienced since uve been thru a lot den me..glad dat u nic sds happier dese few daes..n dun tink too much!nice to haf a nice senior lyk u!interesting person n crappy at times..tink lyk wad u sae u can feel more for..dats y its comfortable to tok to ya..n analyse me probs.
thanks thanks!will try to heed yr advice bt him..yah..its nt realli worth it..passed him the prez n asked him if he noes mine..haha...n he frankly asked when!haha..yes partner..i shld consider wad im realli doing..silly me!yesh i need scolding..i need to wake up!u mus help me..haha..
hols cming!but hafta settle exams..wanna meet up w shanx n stuf..
me tink im gtting more n more vain..which is bad..im nt the joleen frm tk n vj animore..smtimes i dunno wad im tinkin..its nt wad i shld do..i mean..i cnt understd meself..mb im deprived of close frans..shanx tingx charmx!y mus we split..if onli u all r by me side..
mb ive been in a gal sch for too lg n gg into a jc n nt having a bf are affecting me..haha..nt dat im deprived or wad..but seeing frans gtting attached so fast makes me realli wonder wads happening to me.haha..ill b left alone?haha..no lah..
problems will surface in a r'ship too..n i tink im nt dat kind h who cn tk such things..im will luf him dearly..hold him close to me heart..gor kept saeing im e sweetest in earth!haha..u realli tink so?i dun..mb onli u tink so..me jus wan to see pple smilex so i dun mind spending a little more time n effort to shw close frans more concern..hope pple wnt gt e wrg idea..
even if i lyk sm one i wnt tk e initiative..hes gtta tell me!though its the 21st century but mes nt this kind..me gal leh..haha..out of pt! i noe..
pARtner..ur theory:its all abt feeling seems to set in..one cnt force another..if its here its here, we cnt stop it frm cming..im beginning to understd wad dis means!:)
time to nap n mug for acc ltr!no more msn n its studi time!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
jus to update..
busy wk?nah..nt realli..skipped tut on thurs morn..jus cnt wake meself up to go sch..
its gg to b to n fro for this last wk den cmes the exams n break!
haha..mugging hard.am?
econs, biz law and it still more /less on time..but acc..im scared..everywk do tut dun haf xtra time to mug..
todae tuition ended earli..went parkwae to gt gor his bdae prez..gt him a pierre cardin 'metal' pen w his name engraved on it!!haha..hope he lyks it!had a hard time tinking of wad to gt him..
m i too nice to him?
i jus cnt help it!
u noe wad..he din even msg me to wish me on me birthdae..act. i expected bfore dat..i expectd him to forgt n nt do anything...
luckily i was prepared else ill b super miserable that he din msg me..
but who cares ive gt lotsa other msges!!thxs babes n dudes for the msges..n thxs huishan n mel for the macro mini puremilk skirt..its damn short...omg!!!
haha..dun realli dare to wear it...haha..
wanna thank u guys for remering!at least my dream for a peaceful n quiet nitex was realised!haha..though i spent it mugging in me rm the whole nitex..i was happy..deres serenity in me..he wished me happie bdae n we chatted for quite a while..me moving to mayfair if realli successful n hes trying to gt himself out of the gl thing so i tink its fate daft we will nt haf a chance to find out more bt each other..haha
wanna thank him for e e-card he created using 'paint' n the msn's bdae cake n candles..thank u u guys for 'keeping' me online..yesh!its indeed a satisfactory nitex
wanna thank twin n huifen for the wishes..thanks alot..
wanna thank u charmaine for 'singing'me bdae sg over sms!haha..dats sweet..
wanna thank charmx,tingx n shanx for remering!luf u n miss u babes..
wanna thank ct frans for ur wishes!realli surprised dat zhenhao, kirit n even zhixian remered..
wanna thank nee,ginny,zhiwei n triplet oso!!oh no!!so mani to thank
COZ cnt forgt me closer councillors!!clarence for calling..von n darius..
wanna specially mention me mum n dad for this dae..me sis for the new bags!!me mum oso..me sis pei for the pen..haha..u silly gal..
though it was a hooha this year but i dun mind..coz i was mugging for 2 tests!!n jus let me shw off a bit!!haha..gt 72.5% for it n 95%for econs!haha...see im smart!!jeremiah n darren!!!i dun need smarties!
haha..
hafing thanked so mani pple..cnt believe dat gor u r nt included in the list..u shld b at the top of e list act.!
as ur mei!i wanna thank u for being me gor..i noe this sounds silly but u r still me gor n i noe u will always treat me as ur mei yesh!ur onli mei for ur troubles onli...but at least u pour ya em onto me..it may b a burden on me but as lg as u r ok..i wish u all e best..
cnt wait to pass ya ur prez!n ur reaction!but guess i wnt b able to see dat..
cnt wait for exams to b over
cnt wait to reside in me lalala land for daes
cnt wait to do lotsa of things during the hols!!
so in order to enjoy..ill mug hard for gs results!!!
AABC is me GOAL!!!
take care frans!
its gg to b to n fro for this last wk den cmes the exams n break!
haha..mugging hard.am?
econs, biz law and it still more /less on time..but acc..im scared..everywk do tut dun haf xtra time to mug..
todae tuition ended earli..went parkwae to gt gor his bdae prez..gt him a pierre cardin 'metal' pen w his name engraved on it!!haha..hope he lyks it!had a hard time tinking of wad to gt him..
m i too nice to him?
i jus cnt help it!
u noe wad..he din even msg me to wish me on me birthdae..act. i expected bfore dat..i expectd him to forgt n nt do anything...
luckily i was prepared else ill b super miserable that he din msg me..
but who cares ive gt lotsa other msges!!thxs babes n dudes for the msges..n thxs huishan n mel for the macro mini puremilk skirt..its damn short...omg!!!
haha..dun realli dare to wear it...haha..
wanna thank u guys for remering!at least my dream for a peaceful n quiet nitex was realised!haha..though i spent it mugging in me rm the whole nitex..i was happy..deres serenity in me..he wished me happie bdae n we chatted for quite a while..me moving to mayfair if realli successful n hes trying to gt himself out of the gl thing so i tink its fate daft we will nt haf a chance to find out more bt each other..haha
wanna thank him for e e-card he created using 'paint' n the msn's bdae cake n candles..thank u u guys for 'keeping' me online..yesh!its indeed a satisfactory nitex
wanna thank twin n huifen for the wishes..thanks alot..
wanna thank u charmaine for 'singing'me bdae sg over sms!haha..dats sweet..
wanna thank charmx,tingx n shanx for remering!luf u n miss u babes..
wanna thank ct frans for ur wishes!realli surprised dat zhenhao, kirit n even zhixian remered..
wanna thank nee,ginny,zhiwei n triplet oso!!oh no!!so mani to thank
COZ cnt forgt me closer councillors!!clarence for calling..von n darius..
wanna specially mention me mum n dad for this dae..me sis for the new bags!!me mum oso..me sis pei for the pen..haha..u silly gal..
though it was a hooha this year but i dun mind..coz i was mugging for 2 tests!!n jus let me shw off a bit!!haha..gt 72.5% for it n 95%for econs!haha...see im smart!!jeremiah n darren!!!i dun need smarties!
haha..
hafing thanked so mani pple..cnt believe dat gor u r nt included in the list..u shld b at the top of e list act.!
as ur mei!i wanna thank u for being me gor..i noe this sounds silly but u r still me gor n i noe u will always treat me as ur mei yesh!ur onli mei for ur troubles onli...but at least u pour ya em onto me..it may b a burden on me but as lg as u r ok..i wish u all e best..
cnt wait to pass ya ur prez!n ur reaction!but guess i wnt b able to see dat..
cnt wait for exams to b over
cnt wait to reside in me lalala land for daes
cnt wait to do lotsa of things during the hols!!
so in order to enjoy..ill mug hard for gs results!!!
AABC is me GOAL!!!
take care frans!
Friday, April 01, 2005
cool analysis of mmmmme111
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficultYou are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficultYou are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
cool analysis of mmmmme111
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficultYou are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficultYou are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
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