freed!

todays finally the day!
the lg-awaited day!!my last day in E&Y dis marked the end of my internship!yah..dat means im really left w 2 more exams n dats it!no more yah..

i hate mking decisions esp. when i aint prepared at all..i aintt prepared to accept the job offer..din expect the offer to join EY's GST department right after my pa or even on my last day!yah im shocked but elated cox i feel that its an indication of my performance during this period.ill consider really! told the director n my managers that if i were to choose EY ill cm bk to GST!yah..GST being so specialised will haf its pros in the next 10 yrs at least! 10 yrs seems long..mb not so for guys.as for me i feel that its 2 long..10 yrs ltr im 31..oh no!ill be so old..so old..i dun wanna tink bt it..tink its inevitable hafta start frm scratch!bear w the nonsense n yah ive learnt that we gotta haf 4Ps:patience, perserverance, passion and...haha..i forgt..yah passion?i aint sure to accept cox i cnt guarantee the passion i haf in GST..

gave out my namecard to the fellow interns..haha..gt lyk 200 lahs!so might as well gif them away!din expect that my seniors oso wanted and dats indeed great news so in the end gv the seniors, the assistant managers n my senior manager..yah my senior manager..ive gt his namecard and my mentors too!it was a really touching n costy feeling esp when they gathered tgt to wish me good luck..haha..business manager is really a bix manager..he cm over to join the seniors as well..thanks everyone!thanks!n im extremely glad that the case which i was involved had finally cm to a close!i cld see the delight frm my senior.she had wrked hard n thanked me a million times..seriously i tink i din really help much either..its wrk i guess and i did learn sth frm it..thanks for the experience i shld sae! n so i left EY..

next week activities r rather cfmed!yippi!
mon: KTV w ZHIYU!woohoo 2 to 7pm!
tue: swimming in the morning
wed: KTV w sis n shopping!
thurs: Swimming!
fri:tuition n gtta go bk to hall for mtg

the rest of the time shall be spent slacking watching tv, drafting n finalising my PA report!..so i realise im nt really dat packed oso..its alrights!cox mes gtta haf time to sleep n rest!back to the good old days..

well of cox,ive my challenge, a challenge for myself..a test of how far i can go..no matter wads the outcome, ive gtta try cox if i dun try ill nv haf the chance..yah ITS NEVER!!!!ive made a promise to myself n i shall fulfill it on my own!i can only do it on my own..a test of ability..
its here and its finally here..i aint exactly prepared but me shall mk use of the time now to prepare myself..

a quote which ive gtten frm the shw today: 'if one hessitates to sae wad he wanna express, there may not be a chance to do so in the future'

n this is mine:'if one hessitates and ponders over too much to do sth, the chance may jus slip away and nv be available again'