CNY's coming!!

din really feel tt CNY is nearing till i went shpping w mei ytd n shan today!hmm..feels great afterall:) well it was the squeezing w the crowd dat made me feel this way but the atmosphere n i guess its the company bah..w mei we enter almost every single shop in far east plaza though both of us were dead tired frm the walking n me had to lug the stupid bulky bag:( haha..at least it wasnt a wasted trip, mei gt a necklace n a top whilst me gt a formal pretty white top n a black belt to go w my dress(top)! so fulfilling!
today met up w shan to shp at bugis..so mani peeps!full of youngsters, families, couples n those 'gin-nas'!haha..too crowded for my liking man!bugis street was worse!urghh..hw to browse thru the stuff?so we jus walked one rd n dats it!while waiting for shan me happened to enter little match ger n TADA!!!me cun resist the temptation of getting the white polka doti,lacy, princessy, sweet, unique top!wahs..it jus stared at me!it cmes in white red n black..thot tt reds not bad but after trying the white mes like wah me really dun wanna miss it!haha..so its gg to b my CNY clothes for the 2nd day!wahaha
legs' aching after two days of walking, me n shan chilled at starbucks n me supposed we spent ard 2 hrs plus/minus dere..haha..its been such a lg time since weve had such chilling session..with my light dinner consisting of a tall ice mocha n low carb muffin, we jus situated ourselves there:) nice feeling!superb..no stress nothing..
weve decided to go hong kong in e end..hmm..tink its not a bad idea so me cn go w mei n her frans to taiwan in may..so its most likely taiwan in may n taiwan in end june!wa..sds exciting n ive gtta go to 2 places! so these translates to rking harder!!!hopefully me cn start gifing tuition to peis fran whu lives downstairs only!n its sec sch english!wads more once per week!i really dun mind..haha..whu will mind earning more bucks right?
shan provoked my thot bt applying to banks not as internal auditors or wad but as r'ship personnel, or personal banking..its really thought provoking..sds good..hmm...me shall look ard..haha..hmm..lazy though since ive gt kpmg alr:)
next few weeks seem to be rather exciting cox apart frm schooling, there r meetups n gatherings here n there!so fun!weds gonna go out w ma treating her to nydc, fri: shan n tings n mb charms cming over to my hall to stay..haha..next next tue gg chinatwn to experience the CNY atmosphere w shan!n next next week!starting frm the week leading to CNY its even more packed! mon: hall's valentines day celeb..tue: HO closing, wed: valentines day(my rest day!) thurs: hall's midnight fiesta..n den its alr CNY!!!haha..so fast..n when it cmes fast it will soon be over!n de next thing to look fwd( tink me aint!:()to will be my bdae!urghh...hating this day! den den it will be exams n everything will be over!!fast! den im no longer an undergrad but a grad!!! woohoo!
shan n i were toking bt being profs whilst me von n huishan were toking bt being partners in the yrs to come!haha..wah..hopefully we will c the mountains n mountains of cash rolling in n this means we will c heaps of wrk for us too!oh well..sacrifices!at dat pt of time, me wun b bothering bt price tags of mere 50 bucks?haha..mb its the status bahs?one gtta look gd to feel gd n confident!:0 tink shan has gtta agree w me!
its our ninth yr of franship..same w ting n charms..its really amazing!thru these yrs weve gtten to noe one another better n im really treasuring n holding onto this tight!there wlll definitely be mani more 9 yrs to come!all the way frm sec one!cool right? im proud of this franship!really!:)
tmrs the first time mes gg to the esplanade to watch a choir concert..im really so excited n im gg w yuanling my choir n mayfair freshie!heehee..nice ger..so talented..n choir-y?haha..shld go ktv more often w ya bfore me grad..will definitely miss the ktv n tok crap days w u!!heading bk to hall afterdat n im looking fwd to wed w ma!hopefully ma will be happy w NYDC since shes nv been dere bfore..shall treat her to ben n jerry too!hmm..
actually he aint dat great afterall..seems like all my crushes r hafing shorter shelve lives!haha..oh well growing out the phase alr i guess haha..making heads turn, turning peeps' headS?haha..wadever..dun care..so long as im happy confident n comfortable aint caring wad other tink..haha
cant understd y pple haf the time to browse thru friendster profiles of strangers etc. n haf the guts to wanna meetup w pple jus basing on their profiles n mb photos!aiyos, cnt b bothered mans..
yawns!its slping time..so its jap in the morn followed by tuition n jap n concert!!dun be jealous orh!!this is call the life of a slacking yr 3 NBS GRP A student!:)

nice outing

back from KTV at jurong east..hmm..still not too late i guess as we were able to catch one of the last bus bk to hall..yah..this session weve gt daph n deniece w us!so it aint the 4 of us onli!!really glad dat both of them came alg:) hmm..hopefully we cn org another one soon..if aint gg overseas animore cn consider hafing one during the term break??!!haha..shall see yah..din really sing much today but its the company which makes it fun i guess..
dunno y but flt a bit off today..haha..mb too tired bahs..
the week starting feb 12th will be an ultra packed week!n as mes typing me jus realised its the week of CNY!!oh my!!!dats lyk next next next week!cool! so many hall activities happening every night starting frm the 12th feb n with a break on 14th feb!wahs..scary n mes gg to spend this special ( meaningless to me though) mugging my jap!haha..
hmm..cnt seem to study ani more of jap so shld go slp now!yawns shall wake up earli tmr to revise, tk my bf before me go for my 10 o'clock class:)
fridays cming n im so looking fwd cos im gg twn w meimei!lg time nv go shp w her alr!!hope we cn gt sthg nice n gtta buy my nice dress!!:)
ran the 199 route today n im so so satisfied w myself!haha..shall go for another rd next mon since me wun be gg swimming..will be bk in hall on sun night after shannons concert at the esplanade!haha..first time gg esplanade to watch a choir concert n im so excited..hmm..shall ask if hes keen to tk part in this hall's duet competition..feel lyk singing n performing lehs..once in a lifetime..oh well..hopefully will gt this chance to 'play' n enjoy the attention..haha...
thot of watching phantom but shans sae its too arty farty for her..hmm..haha..shall see hw lahs..haha
whenever theres gatherings their will always be conversations bt whus tgt w whu etc..haha..n so another of our bros gt hitched recently n best!!ultra low key again..our side aint tt bad either, at least one of us r bt there too!haha..right ger??as for mine?no where to be found..haha..its gods will n i believe hes keeping the best n hes somewhere out there:)

craze/stress?

can fathom n decide if its a jap craze or stress..was quite excited when registering for jap this sem but after 2 lessons mes feeling super stressed up!i mean i do noe frm e start tt learning a new language is indeed tough..so y m i complaining bt it?uurghh..kept tinking how slack me will be if me were to tk another slacker ge suc has choir!i mean its my interest wah..not tt im nt interested in jap but its diff when u mix interes n stress tgt..with stress the amt of interest will jus diminish a little..get wad i mean?urghh..considering the fact tt im taking w a bunch of 5 other khakis..mes gg to perserve n mug for at least a b!yes!else my transcript will cfm b destroyed by a GE!!!eeks!
thot this sem is pretty slack n pass w a breeze..looks lyk it aint gg to be tt smooth n carefree..nonetheless, mes enjoying my time in hall esp at night when me will be drawn to the lounge n fix myself dere for the 7pm n 10pm shw!entertainment..n in e day n afternn r my mugging times..w my naps in between..seems free right?hmm..tink so too..haha..think this sems diff cox me gt to c von every week!twice somemore..haha..gd gd!!hope vons enjoying herself in hall n with the activities cming up hope she will gt a feel of the hall culture n spirit!..:)
suppose to go shp w mei today but cox she haven finished her wrk so the trip was shelved..oh well me gtta slogged for jap too..so much to learn..so its a blessing in disguise!hmm..decided tt we shld go this cming fri after class..
guess both of us r tempted by the many dresses which we see!im so so tempted to gt a pretty dreamy white dress esp after ytds urban published a picture of the latest korean fashion!so pretty!!!OMG~~~ n bestest!its 39.9! hmm..mummy asks y me wanna gt so mani dresses..but me onli haf one on my wardrobe now!haha
oh well shall try them on on fri!!!cool!
ytd was quite an embarrassing day for us..me n hs actually went to the wrg tutorial class!!n happily waited, 'debated' over sms tt we were in the correct class!funny!to refrain frm embarrassing ourselves we stayed thruout n decided to join the correct on next week!haha..cfm blur..i mus haf infected hs w my 'blurry' state!haha..hmm..everything has its good n bad side..theres this cute n tall guy in the class which we attended..part of jacks clique but nv c him in sch bfore..haha..so its gg to be a one off thing..gd gd change bk to the correct class cn conc better!!haha
its not being selfish i guess..planning a trip aint easy..hafta accomodate this n dat..no wonder clarence gv up planning last year!shan cnt mk in may n mei cnt mk it during the end of june as previously agreed upon cox shes tinking of doing special sem..den me how??split into 2 mehs?if i decide to accomodate shan, den im seen as selfish n place more importance on frans n hafta disappoint mei..if mes choosing mei den wad bt shan?kaozs..its so hard to be caught in bet!if me cn afford two trips one in may one in june den dats gd..but where do i find the bucks?damn!
how now?i dunno!feel lyk gg w mei cox we cn go in may n promised to spend her bdae with her in taiwan last yr..but shan cnt!its so unreasonable to ask mei to not do her special sem as it concerns her future n i noe me wun do tt jus to force her to go in june..pengs..another alternative go in june during sch hols n pay more? pengs!i dunno lahs..nothing wrks out den cancel lorhs..sians..hating this game of accomodation!

24hrs is TOO LONG!

cant believe it cn be rather hard to pass a day! either sleep eat watch tv read a bit n have still some time left!wahs..m i slacking or issit really too long?hmm..

me n von were so bored tt we decided to meet in town n shp..in the end we did minimal shopping..zhenhao cm t meet us n we chilled at the NYDC outside heerens..hes still the same..as vain as ever..haha..with his rebonded fringe n dyed hair..haha..oh well he will not b our zhenhao le..haha

walked down twn as usual n ended up at PS..at least it wasnt really a wasted trip as von managed to gt a G2000 top at a super low price cos it was hafing a clearance sale..so our day ended jus like dat...haha..so u see dats hw we r leading our life..haha

today, at least me finished reading my 311 chapter one n me mus really start my mugging n studying routine cum engine!if not..ill die!haha..okie so its finishing tut bfore me meet shan for lunch at raffles place n heading bk to hall:P suppose to go swim tmr but its raining like crazi these few days n its gonna be damn cold!!me shall make it up by jogging on tue, wed n thurs n next mon hopefully it wun rain again!!urghh..excuses leading to procrastination..aiyos!

great to noe tt me aint as tanned as bfore n pple do realise it!haha..dats gd!yay!!shall keep it up!

too lazy to go ard shpping for CNY clothes..since ive gtten one dress alr tink me shall jus make do w my shirts n skirts..anw my new yr is jus slacking n resting at home..shall save the dollars n wear my wrking shirts at least i noe ill feel good n look good in them!haha..vainpot?cfm!!!

morphing into a slacker

first week of sch zoomed past jus lidis n im still in my slacking mood considering the extent of 'schwrk' which ivw done..to be truthful guess they constituted less than 5%! oh well as for classes wise me only went for half a lecture n a lecture for my GE!guess everything will fall into place proper next week:) hmm..hopefully wrk as a facilitator will commence as well!if not den ill haf to really plan my finances:P

hmm..slacking in hall last week felt good though me cnt foresee myself doing so for the cming weeks..guess theres not much fulfuilment?hmm..guess me wun be eventually given tt me gtta really mug for my jap lang!cool!mus adopt the primary sch method to learn hw to read n write jap!so exciting..its fun to be gg down to the lounge to watch tv prog noeing tt my freshies will be dere..if not its gd to haf the entire lounge to myself!haha..supporting gmes n attending events will become part of my life as well..to top them of will b my regular jog twice per week!:) cool!!

me n daph went suki for lunch cum dinner buffet!first time dere!me shant go sakae buffet animore!nice stuff with the baby octopuses, the scallop, jellyfish salmon, ebi temura softshell crap etc etc..wah..really more worthwhile compared to sakae lahs!went window shpping n we cun resist ourselves to try on the pretty dresses! truly love the white dress..so pretty, classy, elegant!!haha..wah..so tempted!urghh

daph told me a secret which she had kept for a while..hmm..mb u shld haf mentioned or hinted earlier so me noe wads happening..haha..oh well:P mes adopting a dun care attitude..or shld i sae im in the hack care mode..aint sure either..mb it aint either..wadever!enjoying my last sem n nt pinning any hopes or anything..daph noes well:)i wish u well ger!!a bit too slw alr but haha..no use rushing into things..initiating aint our cup of tea so mb dat explains

this weekend is gonna be quite slack..me shall finish the first chapter of 311 as well as the tut:p hmm dens its all bt tuition n mtg lin von n zhenhao on sat n slacking on sun..haha..next week is week 2 n so the routine begins again:) looking fwd to chinese new yr so me cn wear my nice dress/es n the week after which is recess week..the hs n lh trip to cameron..hopefully we r gg..haha:P

(commiting, gifing up, forgetting, withdrawing r stages to be experienced...pple sae' once bitten, twice shy', true enuf, when withdrawing is tough, deres no one to blame but urself)

5 HRS of fun!

cnt imagine hw 5 hrs jus flew past when we were KTV-in at clementi ytd!it was great!absolutely fun!haha..after 4 weeks of NO ktv days, it felt great to be bk to the 'familiar' ground..haha..wonderful sgs!haha..n of cox voices?haha..cox we r all frm choir..yuanling n me sang our favourite sop part n rock the room w our high notes..guessed shannon mus be deafened!haha..too bad that he fell ill n gt a sore throat so cnt shw off his powerful tenor voice..haha.oh well more sessions to come!

accompanied pei to gt her edusave scholarship this morn at macpherson sec sch..so many students so many parents..were dere early, was observing the peeps the surroundings etc etc. remembered myself in those uniforms..it felt great to see students in HGS TKGS uniform..my schs..reliving those days..then imagined myself as a teacher.it felt awkward, cnt fathom why suddenly i felt dat way..students nowadays r different frm then. i dunno dem but jus felt uncomfortable when i see some with dyed hair, the 'attitude face', the potential beng n lian face..haha..of cox dere r those w the goody kuai kuai look..sighh..gg bk to sch does feel foreign now

schs starting on tuesday..last sem alr! hmm..veri fast activities will be cming up..at least for now im looking fwd to shannons choir concert at the esplanade on jan 28th!nice! 23rd jan will b HO opening..12th feb in the mood for love..

resting today n enjoying the hrs while it lasts..it will be long..

favouritism or independence?

thot ive mple sleep for the past few days yet im still yawning..haha

todays the 5th jan..5th day into the new year and its great to know tt our dearest weilin is back frm korea!!cool!!welcum back ger!so it will not onli b me n von alr!now its me lin n von!haha..shall meet up w zhenhao bfore he flies off to US again on the 15th!

next tues will be the start of another term..its fast!my veri last term in sch!wah!i jus cnt imagine the number of yrs ive been in case. compared to my peers, they have jus entered uni a sem ago..wad to do?its their NS..haha..i will enjoy my last sem wrking mugging n hafing fun in hall! will be bk in hall with von on mon night..tink shes quite excited and me too!!haha..n im looking fwd to gg bk to hall this sem!haha..veri free veri slack with frans like daph, winnie, qianyi, deniece ard..and von!its gonna be more fun i guess! of cox my main aim is to mug n earn more cash apart frm my tuition fees!money aint enuf given all my aims goals n wants!haha

went out w ma n sis for the past 2 days..was it all bt favouritism?or was it cox its a sign of independence?mb im jus tinking too much..hate the idea when i saw sthg which i like n it suits me, she will ask her if she wants n buy for her..its lyk huh?dun mind paying by myself...ill definitely do so if im nt saving up for taiwan trip, not cox of her bdae treat..sians..mood was thoroughly ruined cox of those instances..tink its seen as independence? i dunno..nt really i guess..

its an irony, i yearn for independence n ive sort of gtten it. now?im questioning if im liking it..oh well, moving on to a life of a 22 yr pld, i guess, yah this is the sacrifice..consoling myself tt it aint favouritism..its a sign of independence..im feeling more comforted!

wanna gt a pair of heels frm charles n keith, yt me stopped myself.
wanna gt the nice collared top frm iora, n i restrained myself again
wanna gt the leather handbag at the robinsons sale, me drew further frm those displays
wanna gt the lather frm bodyshp, me resisted the temptation of entering the shp
....
the list can go on..nvm..aint necessities..dey r wants!haha

changed my mind, instead of treating ma to kuishinbo me shall bring her to nydc instead..haha..had enuf of kuishinbo, after visiting it twice in a month!wah..n me wanna puke out the sofshell crab, tempura etc etc..so its gtta me a lg while bfore me were to go bk dere again..this the diminishing marginal rate of return!haha..but me shan n charmx did haf fun eating on the 3rd!haha..de phototaking of the food drew curious stares..but hack!we jus enjoyed ourselves as we marvelled at them!cool!wonder when the four of us will gt to meet up again..hmm..shall go find shan for lunch during one of my free days!haha

was reading the papers daily be it chinese or straits times. todays life reported bt brazilians being bulimic and aneroxic..yah..i read w fear of ending up like dem..but i cnt control..day in day out ill be counting the calories im taking..its become a routine..a routine which ive grown used to..yea i confess its an obession with wt loss, bt looking good..its like ive been programmed..i dun believe ive achieved wad i wanna achieve, still not enuff..mums true bt putting myself thru all these but me aint convinced tt im suffering..haha..yah i aint!after next wed's sukis me wun wanna eat buffets for a while..den dere wun be excuses for me to throw out wad ive eaten..its becming out gross n it happened for the 3rd time..issit uncontrollable?or issit me whu doesnt wanna ctrl? hate tking dinners..haha
oh well, sacrifices have to be made n im a willing party..no forcing at play..im nt an aneroxic nor a bulimic i assure..

surprised tt keith msned me tt day..glad to hear tt hes doing veri well at the royal bank of scotland!wah..cool!haha..hmm..he said tt i looked as if ive lost wt!yea!dats it!!BINGO!!haha..but apart frm tt..he said tt he was impressed tt me gt all the 4 offers..yah..tink it aint tt impressive..i mean i noe of frans whu have all offers as well!like lijing n linda..so yah..furthermore my results aint great!not dat great at all..if not me wun be gtting such shitty results for this sem!hmm..a little disappointed i mus sae, but i wun wanna go thru all the trouble of appealing n stuff..so well..wads more, ive gt a job..dats wad shan saes..sighh..no lahs..2nd upper is still betta den lower on paper right?nvm..shall live life as it is..i guess..

yawns..feel lyk sleeping again n its onli 11am!!but cnt gtta go prep for ktv which ive been longing for since the last session which was a mth plus ago!woohoo..ktv-in w my sop junior n cool choir junior..so weird to be calling him junior when hes of the same age as me..

its the ktv which im looking fwd..sians gtta meet him n pass him my sis book bfore dat..its gonna be awkward..cfm..hopefully, no stunts nothing..urghh..treating it as doing my sis a favour i guess..pray n pray hard..gonna rush off to meet yuanling at clementi!hmm..no stunts no stunts no stunts!god bless joleen!haha

good dat mei is recovering well frm her repeat double eyelid op!good good!!

yawns..haha

fortunate blessed timely

woke up so early as usual cox me jus cnt fall bk to slp at 6+..as usual took a light breakfast today to prep for kuishinbo ltr!!haha..was rather excited to spot a few potential job which i cld tk up..was pondering whether me shld jus gv em a try..THEN
!!me jus checked my mail n TADA!me gt a reply frm a job which me applied via NTU's careermall!cool!!million thanks to daphne for reminding me!!thanks babe!!haha
so hopefully me will hear frm em real soon so ill be employed and earn $..n with $ me can spend n save more for my taiwan trip!haha..blessed child i guess:) really looking fwd to be a faciliator..haha..im viewing this job as a hobby to pass time, free time during my non sch days so instead of jus slacking and lazing for 2 days in hall me cn go wrk!haha..

read meis blog, n i can really cfm tt shes really more mature than me..her thoughts n reflections.thanks for the most current entry..me din realise those if ya nv mantion it in the entry..i have to agree with u..im feeling real guilty for not even realising it n its really shameful to onli realise it now..but wanna thank u for this enlightenment!yes i will definitely reflect more on myself

was talking to mum ytd..she told me alot of things..she can be quite understding i thot..hmm..mes gonna sign her up for a facial prog so we cn go tgt when i earn $..gd investment!n when shes happy i will be happy too!mummys bdaes cming in less than a mths time..n shes gonna be 47..dats fast..hmm, since me haf class on thurs me shall treat her to kuishinbo's buffet lunch on wed instead!so its twice expensive jap food in a mth!wah..cfm mus earn bucks..but as long as mas happy..its okie..i can scrimp n save..i really dun mind..:) splunging on my family..its okie:)

have been eating alot of jap stuff recently..mum realised too..haha..wad to do me luf jap stuff!heh:) last fri waraku, today kuishinbo, next wed suki sushi w daph..den me shall fast till 31st jan for the next rd of kuishinbo..wah seems like mes an avid fan of kuishinbo!

im gg to run n make an effort to swim every mon n jog with daph on tues n thurs!!we mus persevere daph!!lose weight!!haha..dun mind jogging in the morn n night!since so free ma..haha

hmm..going out with mai n ma to shp before mtg shan n charm at 7pm:)
tmr with b out w mei n ma again at eye center n bugis!

(he aint feeling well as usual..always dunno hw to tk care of himself..luckily his girl is dere..so nt tt bad afterall..doing well academaically..which is good too:P)

its gonna be a great 2007 considering the number of positive things happening to my pals, myself etc. even if dey arent, i choose to believe 2007 will be a good year, a yr when miracles, happiness and fun set in

!ST day 2007!

todays the first day of 2007!!haha

woke up at 615pm today n had my refreshing swim w my sis!thot there wun be mani peeps..but pple drove there n were as early as us!!haha..okie..fortunately weve gt space to swim..nice 45mins relaxed exercise,haha..n tmr shld be round 2!
haf been staying at home for these 2 days..nice feeling..breakfast papers sleep youtube tv sleep again..n e routine continues..so nice to b slacking the week bfore sch reopens..oh well..me aint compalining cox this wed me shan n charm r gg for our much awaited kuishin bos dinner!so its gonna be diet n exercise before wed!hmm..thurs will be gg eye center w sis n ma n den bugis!fri?swim in the morn my beloved ktv session w yuanling n the super zai n cute looking tenor freshie!haha..cnt wait..n im learning this new sg!cool!sat?accompany my ygest sis to gt ger scholarship at macpherson..so these will bring this week to an end!
my resolution?wanna exercise during my free days in sch..jog frm hall to src n den rd the tracks!n swim on mon morn bfore me go bk to hall w von..mei asked wad kinda of resolution is this..haha..to think of it..quite true hor..haha..hmm..den another resolution?hmm..
guess this yr will be a betta yr ahead considering the slacker modules which im taking this sem..n tada!after 19th april..i wld haf graduated!yah!dad asked if im graduating this july..yah n i proudly answered!YES!n its in april!dad n mum will be proud yes n if ive get a 2nd upper hons dere will be damn proud of me!haha..though dey may nt noe exactly wads the diff..n off ill be out wrking in the corporate wrld!wah..dats realli fast my frans!next yr during this time i wld haf wrked for half a yr!wow..
gonna finish watching some shws n immerse myself in music!
wad will happen this yr i wun noe..at the back of our minds..i guess we r hoping for things to happen to occur..whether or not they r cming true..we shall sit bk n wait..n ill be waiting n yearning quietly silently n patiently..

a brand new 2007!!!muckzs!