tell me how not to be stressed?

finally left w 2 presentaions to go for next mon!

jus finished with the slides for 205 and the main slides for 112! ahhs!

wanna freak out alr!

next mon gg be the last full day in school!at least i choose to take it this way!n wad a way to end my last dae in sch:( with a written test that ive yet to study!a mktg proj presentation and another presentation in the afternn!!
im definitely looking fwd to the end of mon so i can haf a peaceful time to rush n studying at full fledge for my exams!till now im onli done with 3 chapters of mktg!wad the crap!!my life is screwed!

as i typing this entry, im discussing two presentations with my group mates!!mans!tmr haf 2 tuitions to go now its 12:24 am!!im supposed to be in bed alr!!mus slp soon sia!!

was at the brink of tears again jus now..oh mans!but no!i din cry..thot it was useless and this hell period will be over in 25 more days!but wads the point cos im not even prepared for my papers!! apart frm the urban planning ge.. the rest lyk screwed sia!i dunno wad im doing!!i guess aft the last 2 presentations my life will be better

my body is giving way, my mind too..i dunno..haf been having flu for the past 2 weeks or at least one..kept gg ard with a box of tissues..i also dunno hw..dun wanna see doctor..so stressful to do so mani things..depressed over the unnecessary, worry over the least? or maybe not?i dunno im veri vexed!maybe its jus this period!sighh..

hafing constant migraine which i dunno why and how?veri drained n exhausted..i mus focus dats all i can say...
i guess ive gtta bear with these!all will be over!n i shall pray hard to god that i will be blessed!
pressurized to perform, to do well, to maintain my grades..at least all Bs!

not a good daughter, a substandard sister, not up to standard fran, a poor leader, a lousy person..

maybe lyk wad dey sae..im nothing but jus a bimbo..an airhead..a bitch?

so whus joleen?an empty shell whus jus dere to mug, to chiong projs n presentations..aimless..a worry freak...screwed up n stressed up!!