back in hall

this week seems lyk mes gg to travel bk n forth bet sch n home...
gg hm on thurs again for a religious dinner at bedok
n fri will be a nite when im supposed to waste time!!alas!really waste my time mans..sit in car or lorry to watch the rest cycle..its the nite cycling for hall threeians..sians..next dae will haf 3 tuitions again..mus pia my 205 tut tmr aft ge..else cfm madi!n projs n projs!wad the...oopps!haha

waiting for my senior to call me to call me for an intervv..its a bo liao waste time again thingy..im jus gg to concuss if she doesnt call bfore i finish this entry..830 class tmr lorhs..so slpy!alas!

okie tink im jus gg to slp now!
thot of a new item..

I WAN A ZARA DENIM SKIRT!!

ponned again

yah..todays the first day of sch aft my term break..but instead of gg for the 830 to 1230 classes..im stuck in my room trying to revise my wrk for the test at 3pm ltr!urghh..supposed to be holidays last week when i could finally rest play n mug!however, due to my hall pdtion i had rehearsals everyday till late n nw im so so glad that its finally OVER!!haha..
oh ya wanna thank my family, vonnoe, clarence n darius for cming to watch..n of cox charmaine and gf:) thanks alot!its not veri nice i agree n sorry for making u peeps cm dn especially..nvm me will treat treat k?haha

jus completed my company law essay n gtta go revise my risk management asap!
had jcrc mtg ytd..dats y no no time to finish!!haha..the thot of gg home after the test jus perks me up!!yeah!tmr's free day but gtta go bk n gif tuition n be bk w my normal routine!yippe!the sleep earli mugger's routine!!

super excited for the taiwan trip with ct peeps..mentioned to me mummy but she din object..hey hey if my sis wanna go can she cm alg?tinking of bringin her alg lehs:)heehee..n i really hope this will nt be another jus mention n forgt holiday..

oh yah gtta check out if i gt the placement in ernst n young..if i m den ill be extra happy n nt worry bt nt gtting a pa!!

looking foreward to march cox my bdae will be cming..nt becos im gg to be 21..urghh..old alr!!but its cox me will be mtg with my frans again!!yeah!!

oh yah jus to update after gtting feedbk frm vonnie n clarence..no more kenny rogers for councillors k? we will be gg to changing appetite at marina square..im proposing 24th march which is a fri..dinner..if ani of ya cnt can let me noe earlier?cox if gg to be ltr den it will be very near to our exams alr:(

as for shanx tingx n charms..hw hw?26th march or ltr?or our usual after bdae celebration in june?haha..dat will be lylk damn late!haha

hmm..charmaine..wad bt u?27th march?tuesday?me haf no sch on that day..mb lunch or sth?heehee provided u haf no classes...

so happy dat my beloved sis will be contributing to the cost of my personal portfolio!yeah!!thanks babe n we ll decide where to go k?

okie..so here goes my updated version of my wishlist

1) a working bag for my PA
2) a leather wallet
3) an adidas/nike sports bra
4) a pair of shades
5) a personal portfolio
6) a denim jacket..
.....

alritex..betta go back to wrk else ltr so die!!

my first formal interview..

still dun seem to noe why i cnt view the updated version of my blog frm my hall's comp..sighh..nvm so lg as u peeps can view den im alright:)

now slacking in hall suppose to haf sp rehearsal but dunno why director nv call..so ill jus slp aft i finish dis entry den wk up n mug..

yah jus had my first formal PROFESSIONAL ATTACHMENT at ernst n yg..wah luckily my mummy sponsored my cab fare down to faffles place if ill haf to dig frm my own pocket..was e arly n i thot ill be late..dey lady cindy was friendly n that calmed me down alot..n guess wad we began chatting lyk lg lost frans..haha..tink its jus me lahs so chatty..haha..n the finalist for superhost..zhen tao is in ey's audit too!haha..n she told me hes cute!haha
oh man..phew its over..haha..den cm bk to hall w yj aft his dinner at jp..haha..gd gd gt pple help me carry my barang barang!

ytd had 4 sessions of tuition w one ending at 1130pm..haha..yah i wasnt kidding..
wad made me so happy was dat me n tingx n charmx n shans met!so seldom cn we all meet!had been spending a lot these few days..or for the past week..3 tops n a pair of shoes!heehee..wow

n yes ive thot of the places to treat my buddies..do let me noe if ya peeps object k?
n ive come up with 3 items on my bdae wish list..haha..
tmr onwrds will be rehearsals rehearsals n more rehearsals n ive gtta study for tests n chiong reports n projS!alas!
okie..shall quickly nap nap nw..
heehee..eating my healthy apple chips nw:) whee:)

shans tings charms: waraku restaurant
lin von clarence darius zhenhao emma:kenny rogers
charmaine:sizzler
family:crystal jade

wishlist in the making..haha..hmm..in case u all dun noe..haha..me prefer bright colours:)
1) formal working bag
2) nice leather wallet
3) an adidas/nike sports bra(orange,pink,purple)
4)?
5)?
6)?
the list shall be updated!:)

pissed with blogspot!

dun understd y i jus cnt publish wadever ive blog 2 days ago!hopefully thid can gt thru mans!

haha..as im typing im lking at my orange finger nails!haha..its as if ive used the highlighter as a nail polish..haha
its a colour which mel gave it to me for vdae gift!haha..nice colour n im wrking twds gtting a funky colour specs!haha

lking forwrd to sat so dat me cn go hm slp mug at least a chap for my quiz and den go bugis w sis n my hall uncle- yongjie den we will head twds daphnes bdae party!den quckly cm bk..wads needa clear tuts, projests and study for 205 quix mans..AND my hall's play is jus next fri n sat!after this ill really be a bit freer!heehee..den exams will be cming alr!yeah!

i gt into earnst n yg's interview..hopefully me cn make it and i wish i can gt the one at citibank oso!however, too much a choice will mk deciding difficult!urgghh..but tink ill be hard to gt in..

tmr is 830 lesson again..yawns betta slp early..yah..n yes!gtta see tingx n shans on sun!:)whee..gtta slp soon:)

i luf 14th feb 06

i really luf ytd!cox i was so slack!
haha..dun gt the wrg idea!im din go out on ani hot dates..i jus simply slacked in my condo like hostel!haha..no sch todae for me..so slack so slack..

todaes wed..haha..i was done wif the last event for my portfolio!!heehee..feeling super good!yeah!now jus gtta support the rest onli..dat means im more or less freed!
haha..the thot of mving bk home is great but i tink ill miss some pple here!

was reading clarence's, linnie's, vonnie's and darius' blogs..mostly bt 21st bdae..so me shant continue the trend!
went to our 'beloved' laos partner-clarence bdae on sun..not too bad as dere werent lotsa pple..it was comfortable jus sitting ard n tok eat and entertain myself..tink it had been a lg time since my weekends r always spent clearing my tuiton sessions n rushing bk to sch for rehearsals n mtgs at night..felt really great dat sun!

THANKS CLARENCE!!HAPPY 21ST BDAE IN ADVANCE!!(betta blog dn..else if i din msg u on the 17th..will b in the same fate as vonnie..haha)

this sets me tinking of my bdae..haha..darius its alritex..mes nt tking it to heart..i really gtta confess i cnt really rem frans' bdaes...till nw me still dunno a few..im sorrie dearies!

as im typing this entry..ive cfmed nt to haf a party..cnt seem to find a place to hold n if im gg to haf one..too mani pple lahs..dun wan to keep jumping ard and entertain..veri tiring..tink ill jus settle on treating grps of frans....haha..of cox those closer ones onli..
grp 1) shanx tingx n charmx
grp 2) von lin clar darius zhenhao emma?(provided he comes)
3) mel n huishan
4) charmaine aka chikini
and of cox my FAMILY!

so heyhey!start tinking of where u peeps prefer n ill start tinking of my wishlist!haha
(hmm..ive places in mind alr!)

ytd was vdae..franship dae i feel..suppose to go out w my beloved sis but in e end she went of w her bf..feeling happy dat she finally gt attached w smone she lyks..finally..meimei..tears no more k?dis time rd u won me!yah..finally we aint on par!finally u r ahead of me!im glad n hope dat u relationship will blossom gal!jie will be strger:) ill support u..

feeling guilty cox he still bot me flower n a gift though i rejected his date..im sorrie..i jus cnt bring myself to go out with u..go find a better gal whu will reciprocate ur care n concern..im jus so sorry..sighh..every vdae mus haf sth funny happen..aiyos..haha

tink its time for me to go..wats the pt of holding on when pple dun appreciate u..u r jus a small fry..nt taken seriously..tink ill live better in my own wrld..w my own franss..yah its set that ill leave..ill jus go..ill go..

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

ill keep this entry short and sweet since i needa go off n head for home in 5 mins time!haha..

it had been a horrendous week for me..with all the shit and stuff.and wad made it worse was that i cun conc on my role..jus cun haf the feel of being enthu in my role..or shld i sae that particular part of the scene..alas..broke down n stress is partly the reason..

i noe alot of frans are veri concern!thanks alot!thanks for shwing, asking n leaving msges for me!thanks alot..i believe its another phase that ive to cm to terms with..yah..

okie..enuff of the sad n sobby stuff..jus wanna rest during the new yr n hols n mug n do proj!yeah!

hey happy new yr to one n all..
luf ya frans!

smiley face?so cute!!

hey charmaine!
so sorrie to make u come all the way to my room just to wake me up for dinner just now..feel so bad esp when u r in crutches:( so sorrie..luckily deres lift..but still i noe its really hard for u..

wanna say a big big THANK YOU for the gift!its so cute!haha..its a smiley face!n i tink it really great to haf it as it reminds me to smile more!thanks yeah!hope u will smile too!

today he was in sch again..i was on my way to meet mek n kah hon during lunch..saw him n wanted to jus pretend i din see n tried to walk speedily away..failed he called out for me once..i jus pretended i din hear..den he called out again dis time trying to stop me frm the back..no choice we chatted..her girl was jus standing behind..n the freshie whom we dun realli lyk was dere..no choice had to put on a good show..n dere my acting skills cm in useful!haha..aft a few exchanges me siam asap!

'u wan me to go meh?'
'yes!i wan you to go!'
dats wad i said n i actually spurted it out this aft..not hafing second thots bt it..
aft tmr..yah

glad that ive nice frans ard..thanks yj, keith, kah hon n charmaine for ur concerns..thanks for the listening ears..n i jus realised dat apart from charmaine im closer to the guys in hall..so weird..so weird..dey seem to noe more than the gals..

im slacking in my room nw..waiting for my hair to dry den concuss!yeah!tmr is free day shall finish my company law tut..memorise my lines..settle my pa..yeah!great..hw slack this week yeah?cny is cming me cn jus slack n slp thru n pia tut!!

always rem to smile:)

oh pls be careful!

tinking of blogging as im still waiting for my files to be downloaded!urghh..dunno y cant open!

thanks zhiyu for ya comment!thanks alot!
im so glad dat ive a fran lyk u!

ytd was mugging and halfway i heard a collison jus outside my block..i looked out of my rooms window..and i din realised they were my hall pple..mb i cun recog the guy whu was facing me..
i was really shocked partner!realli shocked that its you whu gt involved in the accident!
alas..was so stunned..cun help u in anw..im so sorrie..
hmm..pls be careful!u r still young dun jus expose ya life to such risk yeah?so worrying..sighh..

nw im so vexed..dunno which company to choose for my prof attachment this sem..sians..tink ill choose pwc and a bank..citibank?

yawns...sians tink ill try to dl tmr..its still nt done..so pissed!

charmaine!get well soon yeah?pls pls be careful!!

joleen, i hate you..

i cant seem to concentrate on my tut..

warning:frans! this is gg to be another shitty entry..if ya peeps r too sick of wads happening to me..tink ya r dun carry on reading k? i beg u...

a pleasant surprise?i thot it was..NO!i rather not haf that 'surprise'..its not a pleasant one..NO!not at all!the wrd 'substitute'?i truly understd this word..a word which i refused to face..a wrd that hurts lyk hell!a wrd dat is jus so painful..a wrd that cuts deep into me..yah!this is the wrd!

the card he held was for..the waiting was for..

heart sank in again!
not as deep as bfore but bad enuff to trigger the tears..
weak?yah i am..

n all the suanings i gt in hall r not helping..yah..i laughed it off..yah..but do u peeps noe somethings r nt funny at all?not at all i tell u!simply rubbish..but i cnt lose my cool..nt in front of u..of cox not..dunno hw much u r to me..but jus nt in front of u..i dun mind as lg as u r happy..im alritex yeah?

n my door is definitely shut for u..im so sorry..i apologise..im really sorry..impossible is jus the wrd..im really sorry..i noe saeing sorry will not help but im really sorry..

never hated joleen so much..used to be so proud of her..shes so full of confidence..now shes nt only a piece of shit i tink shes jus worse than dat..i look down on her..i hope she can jus disappear to somewhere no one noes..

mummy..y do i haf to go thru this?
mummy!

nice feeling

today jus passed w/o me really noeing wads happening..
no lessons today..wk up to finish my tut..n was so lking fwd to the ktv session..thay r jus jokers lahs..haha..jus felt veri relaxed when we were tgt..haha..the three of us jus crapped n as usual gt suaned again n again!haha..

cant really fig out y im lyk one of the closer gals to the hillst guys..even the freshies..mb im jus so kaypoh..haha..

its a sweet feeling that im hafing n hope the ktv session was longer..din really sing enuff!haha..as usual!

CNY is coming!yeah..gg to chinatwn w my mum n sis dis sat..haha..next thurs will b gg w hall..haha..interaction time again..

jus had sp rehearsal n is disappointed cox ive memorised the lines but when im supposed to recite em..i actually stumbled..urghh!gtta buck up more sia!yucks!

n charmaine if ya r reading this..ya gtta take care of yaself yeah?dun be too hard on yaself..take it easy..tink betta conc on studying n wrking cn wait till we grad ritex..else u will fall sick very easily ya noe:( lets grad tgt next year okie?so we gtta wrk twrds that!!

okie..tmrs class at 830pm n its gg to be a super lg day..concussing alr..nitexnitex!

theres a limit in wad we can do in Life!

i can only do so much..the rest is really up to you..its both ways..
maybe not..but im still waiting and a miracle may happen..if never?im contented with the current status..yah..am contented..cox yearning for sth impossible is gonna to inflict pain..n its stupid lahs!!(my insulating power)

now sitting comfortably in my new room in the replacement hall..jus finished reading my company law chapters and the rewritten assignment to be handed in next mon!haha..tmr gtta wake up early to pia law tut den off me go ktv with felix and yongjie at clementi's kbox..wanted to go with felix since last yr but in the end cmi, hopefully tmr none will pangse!

my new room is small but comfy lahs..haha..quite cooling at nice!i mean Freezing esp last week when the weather was so super cold!!practically in aircon room..
apart from the longer distance from nbs and the inconveniece of hafing to walk up the nie slope..tink this environment here is better as weve more privacy..my side has only 5 single rooms lahs..haha..quite and serene..not so exposed i tink..

guess wad due the wet weather last week n my 'no grip' slipper i actually slipped n fell on the slope..alas..luckily nt mani peeps at that time yeah?if not ill be too embarrassed to go to sch alr!haha

recently, dunno y suddenly gt quite close to this bunch of tut mates whom me huishan n mel used to be wary of..dey will talk behind our back and some times even dio us?i dunno..but since sch reopens, we do haf lunch tgt..joke n mess ard..sit tgt during lect..haha..n we r known as SHE cox we always appear in threes!haha..so funny!
they r nice peeps lahs..n im happy for mel for being attached again..hey gal!u seem to be in bliss whenever u mention him..tink though hes nt dat gd interms of looks..he indeed has a kind heart..really surprised..u really changed a lot gal..used to be so critical of guys!alas!haha..
and thanks for asking me to gif me a lift back to hall and drive us ard..and kah hon oso..thanks for ya lift dat dae..

haha..its so nice to be ferried ard esp in sch when travelling is lyk..wah!

todays mon and a week from now hell be in holland..yah..hope he'll do fine..aft 6 mths?hope things will change on my part yah..definitely as i wld haf completed my professional attachment..celebrating my 21st bdae..had my photoshoot..taken my yr 2 exams and starting my last year in NTU..!

suddenly everything is gg so fast!last year?i jus remembered vividly the camp i went thru..the NBS camp, the hall camp which i ponned a no. of days..the hall life in year one..the beauty wrld production i went thru..hw i gt to noe my frans..cindy,hanyan..the seniors..qianyi,charmaine..the hillst and ladyhill christmas party we had for the past 2 yrs!oh man n im in the 3rd week of the 2nd sem of year 2!thats fast!so fast!FOC will be coming agin..n this time rd im a 3rd year and ill be able to spot any of my guy frans if they r cming to NBS!haha..very soon ill grad..very soon

im waiting for miracles..mb not..

its slping time!
gd nitex!
haha..tinking of my wish list sia!!haha

moving hall blues..

its quieter than usual..
mayfair hasnt been so quiet before..
suddenly faced w this' peacefulness' is hw scary or shud i sae lonely..
my cute freshies..e chatterboxes..the babes(inclu me?)oopps!r gone..
HAll 3 is gg to be torn down..suddenly deres a sense of melancholy to have to see this bldg cm to an end..
on the other hand..its really exciting to be able to live in a new rm!(nt hte cleaning part!!)
separation frm mf will mean a really serene place to stay..c'mon lahs..hw nt to 'enjoy' such 'comfort' when i have to pay 240 mthly?aiyos!
tonitex is the last nite in this Hall 3..i treasure this moment and the memories which i had here

ytd was marcus' bdae!lemme wish him: HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MARCUS!!!

gg to slp sn..tmr will be fun cox mtg yanshan but me gtta go gif tuitions first..urghh!haha..

new rm..here i come

new resolution:i wanna be a superstar!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 06!!

its a wet new year today!haha..

me n von din slp ytd n was entertained by darius' brother..darren n his videos..dozed of several times during the shws..haha
in the end we slp for a while n went for mac breakfast at hougang central den bk hm..haha..

me cm bk n was fast aslp frm 1230pm!!haha

hmm..gg to enjoy meself for the next few daes bfore my tuts r gg to start in week two..haha..this week onli lect so me cn play till wed!

gg go blade w sis on wed!heehee..n slack :)

me gt 3 white belts on hand

im gg to be realli busy w 3 tutees n wrk n sch n hall..wah..hw to live..haha..

p.s.:darius thanks for offering ya help..hmm..its okie..at least i noe ive frends ard!thanks!

IN DARIUS" HOUSE!!

heyhey!!

me n von r currently in darius' hse!!
we jus had our usual birthday cum new year celebration!!haha..this time round at his place!!all the way here---at hougang!!haha

me n vonnie were stranded in orchard...n we din even buy his prezzie lahs!haha...den in the end went topman to get him a wallet!haha

N guess wad both of us were both late!!super late!haha..4 hrs late...oopps n we caused everyone to wait for us:(

so sorry peeps!!realli!!ooppss..me n von will be on time the next time k?haha

n im lking fwd to the 8th!!KTV!!
realli hope we will haf fun!!

a new year a new hope..a new heart..n realli hope that me will nt feel sad again...haha..n i realli hope so..hope his departure will mark the end of this crap!!yupps

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABES N DUDES!!!
best wishes...

u aint worth the tears

slept at 4.15am and now im awake at 7.38am..
wanted to sleep more but thot i shuld blog instead..

im tired but i tink if i were to go back i cant slept either..or ill jus oversleep cox i gtta wake up at 830am aniwae to meet mel for subject reg. at 930am

mtg charmaine ltr!hee..finally mtg her and YESH! passing her her prezzie which i bot 1 mth bfore xmas and now its lyk xmas' over...yah..

my room is quiet now only the sds of morning crickets outside...

if only i din wake up and read the msges..if only i din saw him online ytd..it felt so familiar yet so distant..couldnt really reply his msn msges properly as i was chatting with my freshie frm 12 odd to 4 odd..yah..in my room..

im blessed with a lot of things..its only when it comes to this issue dat im lyk
thrown apart..

it was a msg which was super long..had to clear 3 of my xmas greeting msges bfore me could read the entire one..

'whus the boy whu made u cry?'
i couldnt sae hes you..

'you still haven told me whu made ya cry?'
i really cant tell ya hes you..

'hw cn ya not tell me somethings?'
cox ya r simply him..

its been a long time since i last thot of him..was on the bus home the day before when the nostalgia came and was relishing those moments..tears whelmed but i didnt tear..i was strong..i din wan to tear and i thot that u really aint worth the tears..

din noe u went taiwan..im sorry i thot u forgt bt things or to be direct forgt that u haf a mei..yah..im sorry..

lyk i say if ya were to disappear it may be easier for me to gt over things..nw uve made things harder for me again..i mean yeah..things can be changed but not the memories..

i hate to tear but ur msges made me so..jus so..i haf weakened..retreated frm my battle..but im nt withdrawing..yah great that u r gg off for an exchange..dat will be a piece off my mind..im not sure..mayb u will cm bk will more gals or shld i sae new gals..im caring less..

suddenly fel lyk slping again..its okie that u din gt to wish me merry xmas..i had a lonely xmas eve walking dn orchard rd...its alrite u cnt meet me bfore u leave..i tink its better that we dun meet..its alrite that u dunno whus the boy..its no big deal..its okie that u dont noe hw things r on my side..i dun blame you..its alrite not to bring bk anw presents..cox u never did..its okie that u r busy w lotsa stuff..its typical you...its okie that u dun fulfill wad ya promise..cox u seldom did..

ive survived the last few mths and im sure i cn win the battle in the months to come..'promise ya to work hard and be good?'..of cox ill do that but thats nt a promise to you..its wad i as my parents' daughter must do..n its wad im suppose and will do..

i will not promise ya anything cox i...

nvm..running out of thoughts..but i noe this msg is for me to keep for the mths to cm..its one which will bring bk the memories..the sadness..his happiness..his words..his wishes..mb i shld jus delete..mb not..mb delte ltr?i dunno..

enuff..im gg to nap for another 15 mins mans..tired alr..

where r u xmas?

im now slacking un my room..falling asleep soon..so i gtta quickly blog wadever is on my mind!haha

these 3 days have been rather fulfilling i tink..actually i cant actually recall what happened on mon..orhh!i remember!had hall's xmas party on mon's nitex..den ytd was..hmm..(pausing to tink hard again
orhh..had rehearsal for my hall's special project..at least dey saed i improved on my bitchy self!haha..dunno whether dats gd news or bad!haha
den supported takraw n we won!next was caroling at jurong pt n off to CTC chalet at pasir ris park!!haha..thanks CLARENCE!!thanks alot for booking the place yeah!!so sorrie cnt join u peeps on the first day however felt veri relaxed when i was dere as in back with familiar pple n with frans whom ive known for 4 years?wow!dats lyk hw fast ritex?heehee
rushed back to sch for carom umpiring den off to JP to carol again..great!we r left with 2 days of caroling 3 places n dats the end for this year's caroling session!heehee..hw nice!

wasd toking to von on the train back to school..its been so long so long since weve met and toked..hw nice if we cn meet up more often yeah?

xmas is here but i dun realli feel the mood!where r u xmas?

these few days gonna be lyk feasting so me gtta be careful of wad im ordering..one meal per day..starting tmr!!
tmr's mtg shanx, tingx n charms..hope we cn gt seats at swensens..den fri shld be gg for xmas party den sat mtg w ctc at sizzler n next week mtg w charmaine still tinking of where we shld go..n heys ur prezzie is rotting alr lahs!!haha..all these feasting will cfm make me grow fatter!urghh!no no no!!

MY FOREVER DIET PLAN!!!
haha..kkie tmr gtta wk up early again n its gonna be an exciting weekend ahead!heehee
COOL!!
haf fun n MERRY MERRY XMAS DEAR ALL!!

mes a 'bitch'

mes a bitch mes a bitch..a bitch a bitch and a bitch...

this is wad i mus haf in mind frm nw till the feb 24 n 25!
yah!mus act as a highclass snobbish rich educated curt BITCH!!

really tough man!
n im really feeling the stress!the stress!the lines n the expressions actions..wah!!
a bitch is no joke..really hafta put in a lot of effort n..yah let go!let go..thrw face!no face!
but yah ive restrictions..i tink im no aftall nt a bitch..i tink..i mean if ya tink otherwise u cn let me noe..

a bitch..alas..i will hafta chant n chant so dat it will be ingrainrd into me!!

I AM A BITCH!!

in hall again!

yah dis is the 2nd consecutive sat which im in hall!
todae is sheares hall exchange..last was Past n present..N next week will be another cox fri gt the co.'s DnD..wah!hw 'nice' ritex?

alas..wanna blog this down 'chopchop'

will be super busy dis cming n next week w caroling n hall..so cnt really go out..n CT chalet is cming..die me jus cnt fig out hw to shuffle here n dere...n i foresee myself dying..alas..tink i cnt make it..sianx...gt carrom to umpire in the day for 3 days n nitexS?carol!alas!hw hw??die die..

urghh n den frm the 23rd?

MOVE hall!aiyos..all the wae to the 28th..wad the HELL!!!

btw m lking fwd to my highlighted hair..haha

in hall on a sat morn!

yah dis is the 2nd consecutive sat which im in hall!
todae is sheares hall exchange..last was Past n present..N next week will be another cox fri gt the co.'s DnD..wah!hw 'nice' ritex?

alas..wanna blog this down 'chopchop'

will be super busy dis cming n next week w caroling n hall..so cnt really go out..n CT chalet is cming..die me jus cnt fig out hw to shuffle here n dere...n i foresee myself dying..alas..tink i cnt make it..sianx...gt carrom to umpire in the day for 3 days n nitexS?carol!alas!hw hw??die die..

urghh n den frm the 23rd?

MOVE hall!aiyos..all the wae to the 28th..wad the HELL!!!

btw m lking fwd to my highlighted hair..haha

left w no choice!

no wonder people say its needless to think so much for the future..sometimes preparing ahead will actually be fruitless..the efforts will go down the drain..when it comes it comes...and it WILL come no matter how we try to stop it!no nid to stop or do further..it is just our fate!

yah..i cant say wad happened as yet coz of politics..yah..
after the release of the news i can safely blog it down..

so i guess we've to really treasure the present, reminisce the past and maybe pray for the future?

wad future are we toking abt?theres no future for us to think about alr..in less than a years time..everything will be in memory and YES!in order to paint a better future i musnt slack now!
its different..i used to hate it to loathe it to complain bt it..but now..a sense of sadness is settling in..slowly n slowly..BUT im sure we r gg to do our best to keep the present n inspire the rest..hw much inspiration?
i do not noe..i jus noe that ive my duties to fulfill..live n cherish watever i haf now..

emotional?yah i am..tgt w the rest..i will be stronger..memories will always be dee no matter hw we try to avoid hw to forget..till den my heart will be sinking...but we will SURVIVE!!