an end to my rottin daes..

yah..tmr will be e start of the daes ahead..cox of hall stuff:P
yah im complaining..on the other hand..im lyk slacking..

n yah...no more job for me during the weekends..super sad..the job sds so interesting but gtta haf lotsa guts!as in its really a public performance in twn!imagine gtting paid n acting in the public!in orchard..wow!
but everything went dn the drain cox ive gtta handle my caroling sessions n clashes w jcrc..no choice..i see my opportunity to perform gg dn the drain..whoosh!DOWN THE DRAIN!

nvm i guess..wad more cn i do?as for money wise...depend on tuition..no choice..my passion?stick to my hall performance!and yah..in case u peeps do not noe im in my hall's production next year..so support support kaex?
toking bt passion?wads passion?im losing passion for a lot of things..im not as enthu as bfore..mb im gtting old..NO NO!!cant cant!

gtta quickly save up for my photoshoot next march..yah..its a gift frm me to me!for my 21st bdae..haha..so peeps!prepare!haha..joking onli:) tink i shall siam..see hw:p

was so bored dat i resorted to reading pples' friendster's testimonials..haha..read a few..n chanced upon his..shudnt haf read..wad e hell..but whu cares?

the thot of gg bk to hall irks me..but nvm get to mix ard w peeps in hall n enjoy life..gtta go for training..n instead of slacking n gtting pple tok behind my nack..i shall be a 'good' princess n train for netball n volleyball..n since onli gtta handle tuition..me will find activities and meet up wif frans!

phew..me pals' exams r ending n finally cn meet up!!yeah!
finally finally!

n im still struggling to understand myself..my life..

sometimes i wonder..mb time shuld freeze at the jc time..though tough yet memorable..though less freedom yet im freed..though less interesting yet im satisfied..though dull yet its fulfilling..

an end to my rotting daes..
a start to forgt..to mingle..to live..for miracles..to dream