whee!

jus had a long morning of project!skipped 206 again n poor kenneth was dere alone..hes our super leader mans!!haha..of cos hes the MAN!!planned everything alr..goodgood!the rest of us r jus slackers..cant wait for thurs to be over n can jus conc on mugging,,tink wad kept us gg is the grp's crankiness n of cox how slack how slack!haha..we enjoyed one another's company i guess!n bestest!!tink after our pres on thurs we r gg KTV!!!haha..y? to celeb!!haha..so cool right?n we all lyk to K!!!woohoo..haha..n fri mes gg w sis in the morning!wah stress relievers bfore exams!cant wait cant wait!todays debbies' 22nd bdae..n kenneths so sweet to go help buy card n cake n went to gt an empty tut room to celeb for her..simple!jus sing song n crapped!hmm..guess tt's hw we bond tgt?haha..oh well we had fun though..kenneths so thotful!cant stand!!haha..mb hes mu ji no. 2?haha..*winks*

in the midst of the crowd when i was gg bk to hall!guess wat!!i saw charmaine!!!my PARTNER!!haha..so long nv see u alr!!!so glad to see u heh!!:):) so sad din gt to tok much..hmm..but u still look e same yeah?haha..thanks for telling me ive lost wt!haha..me nid the assurance!:)shall catch up soon yeah?

back in my little cosy room:)

jus realised when mes filling up the app forms dat daddy's approaching his 50th!dats lyk how fast!!oh mans!!the big 5!!urghh..me n mei is planning sth!shall bring pa to eat good food..chinese rest i guess den tinking of wad to buy..

was quite stunned ytd when i heard wad ma said while ranting at pei..shocked mans!she actually said tt eating at hawker centers is low class!!wah!!was practically shutting myself frm her naggings as well but when she said tt me jus woke up apparently!!wah best..since when she gt dis kinda mentality?hmmm..hawker=low class?wah..cant believe cant believe still..wah..mb too angry w my sis alr..dats y..

doctor doctor

stopped revision for 306..pengs..crossing my fingers for tmr's test..haven filled up any of the app forms..shall do it tmr after the sickenig test..hmm..great gg to my fav cafe to mug for 304 aft sch tmr!!!goodgood..so depressed tt me have lost my sense of smell n taste:( sighh..

was uplaoding pics onto friendster n happened to re- read the testimonials..
so here's one..

My dearest mei,
Never believed in the sister brother
thing.. thought it was very cheena.. but..
you are my first ever and most beloved
adopted sister.
Thanks for all the times you make
breakfast for me... the messages you
send me.. the herbal drinks you make
me swallow when i have sore throat =)
All the good luck messages, the
reminders and concern you have
showed me in uni. Eh guys, trust me,
this girl will make ur fairytale gf, but
she's extremelly picky so try hard =)

its slping time!off to sch tmr again:P sians

overdose..overdozed

overdose of 306..its 306 day in day out but dun realli seem to master em completely..als..bestest?closed book quiz..pengs:( jus checked results for 206..phew at least okie lahs..but can definitely do better!!:p gtta buck up:)
waiting for mon for veri long..den she told me she din noe its this mon!best lorhs..hating to tok to her..tell her stuff..she jus din pay attention..always hafta repeat myself like crazy!urghh..im not a tape recorder mans!keep repeating?exams cming..no more ktv..after 306's quiz shall study for 304's exam!!banking in all my time n energy into my studies..gtta buck up!
ktv's my life..gtta wait..yah no choice..
stressed up..not well..betta go see doc soon..sians..waiting money..1000cal per day..hmm..so afr so good..headache..its tking effect..panadol, sorethroat pills, flu tablets, vitamin pills..hmm..any more medication?lemme tk more?haha..
gonna slp n wake up earli for 306 again..sians..but no choice!
so mon shall go n mug at my fav cafe after test n den shp for a pair of low heels:) dis wad i call destressing via shopping..yah shpping
decided to continue keeping my room in hall..vons cming over so she cn stay w me for a few days when shes here!cool!den we cn go find lin in nus when we r free!!heehee..den we cn 'gather' again!so nice!another reason..afraid of the nagging..third..mving out is a chore..4th: fun?hmm..mb? 5th: underlying reason..so the 'hedging instrument' shall depend on this hedged item!yah hedged item:P
gg crazi cox of wrk..
sis managed a position of 9/110 in her express stream..8th in class..shes in the first class..best class in her sch..w all the stress which weve given her she g t this result..can foresee further pressure on her..its gonna increase nv decrease..we r setting her goals for her.issit correct?or r we doing it wrgly? vons right..weve nv in their sch..weve nv been so rebellious bfore..weve nv been in a neighbourhood sch before..weve always been at the top..we wun noe wads the feeling of being below..wun understd their feeling..we r afraid our kids,if ever we have, wun be able to make it to the top like us..wad if they lag behind?gosh?hw hw?we dunno..sighh..so much stress..no wonder its reported tt singaporeans r not happy peeps at all..hw to when we r faced w so many responsibilties?
kj was telling me n hs tt ministers earn much lesser than partners of EY..wah best lahs..senior partners can earn $2m per year whereas junior partners can earn 250k per year..dats alot alot of money but gtta slog lyk shit..ltr becm shit hw?haha..
its betta to do things which uve passion for..its a lg term thing..not jus for the $..$ can buy alot of material things..can help to destress..can mk pple happy..but $ cant buy love, precious time, interest
dats y dere r artists/artistes out dere whu r able to forsake $ for interests...

difficult choice..lost..life juncture..

short but nice

met up w zuzu for the 3rd time for e 3rd consecutive week!haha..but seems lyk we haven met up for a lg time..hahaha..today meetup was a short one..both of us were tired..haha..poor von had sch for the entire day n had to invigilate her juniors..aiyos..den had to lug her stuff:P
haha..cnt believe we r always so good!!haha..we r the best of pals mans!telepathic!n aiyas!we r jus so zai!!always manage to choose the right thing n at the right time..last week chances upon a taiwan snack shp near bugis n today went cineleisure n ate at a little eatery..jappie fd..wanna go for korean at the basement of le meridian but we were jus so exhausted..hmm me dunno y so tired oso..sians..muged the whole day..n since exams r cming!im prepared for my mugging days whereby ill jus mug n do nothing!!no life sia!!no choice!mugging days=mugging daze!!
cnt wait for mon to come dat means 306 quiz will be over n me cn happily go meet meimei for ktv!its been at least 7 wks seince we last k-ed tgt!haha..shall train up again!try out my new sgs!!haha..n one month's time me will be gg w von!!mb when lins bk!we will go again lin!well of cox during hols ill jus go lyk crazy!!i wana go harks cafe!!hmm..shall ask yx alg!haha
meanwhile gtta mug hard..so far most or less haf some plans for hols alr!
0) after xmas celeb!
1) celeb vons bdae
2)celeb shans bdae
3) celeb zhiyus bdae
4) celeb pengs bdae
5) jc class gathering
6) shans tings charms xmas celeb
7) xmas celeb w von
8) xmas w zhiyu
9)blading sessions w meimei, hs,kj?
10) ktv sessions
11) caroling camp
12) caroling sessions

relaxing at home?vexed

supposed to be at aunties place now..decided not too cox if i were to go..ill jud die for my quiz next mon!betta not..finished reading the chapters but gtta practised n gt organised n my 206 report..wah..supposed to start my 304..but 306 is bugging me!!
cant breathe..cant taste, cant smell..wadever i eat is tasteless..tink shld see a doc soon:( pengs..sorethroat n cough too..best!jus let me fall sick?but exams cming!
not as good as it seems..not as perfect as it mus be..a perfectionist?yah mb..n dere goes my nv ending quest to achieve the veri veri best..its tough..taken a toll on myself but no choice..ive no choice
slping cures..shld sleep more, mug more..less of it..dats the life ive

the 21st century independent women!!

YES!!me n vonnie agreed tt we r the 21st century INDEPENDENT woman!!yes!we r CFM!!

mugged a bit den went to meet von at cityhall!!best!!went for bodyshop sale at suntecs convention hall n guess wad we spent again..irresistable mans!!von bot makeup bershes purple mascara n a super unique lipgloss named prism!haha..pretty name ritex?as for me?haha..jus cnt resist the purple mascara as well n bot another set of SHIMMERY GLITTERY SHINY EYE COLOUR!!wahhahaa..cool mans!!okie great mes gg to put em on!!!dun care mus use!!!im so happy w my buy!n oh ya a bottle of cuticle oil as well..so after our satisfactory buy..we trotted to smu to von's locker to leave my comp n stuff den made our way to cathay cineplex to watch Departed the eng version of wu jian dao..not too bad cox me din watch the chinese trilogy.e shw was so lg dat we had no choice but to leave halfway to the toilet!haha..good good onli 6.6 for the tixs for a 2.5HRS SHW!im gg to start using my mini debit card frm NOW on!!hmm..i mean during my xmas spending n stuff!heehee..but mus mk sure gt money first!!haha
proud to sae tt we walked alot ytd!woohoo..gd exercise!after movie walked to bras basah wanted to intro von to ms clarity but den waited for 40mins still gt no seats so went to the stretch of shops at ICON n guess wad we fd a nice taiwan little shp!nice bubble tea n iced crushed mango..the fd isnt ex quite nice given tt mw cnt smell/taste well:( sighh..but we had our fill so headed to bugis which was supposed to be the highlight cox von nids to gt a pretty dress for her bdae party on the 10th nov!!heh..me wun be dere but nvm mines special..hey ger ahs!!quickly choose k?great planning my schedule after my exams alr!cool!!so 4th dec will be crossed out to celeb vonnies bdae!!yeah!!!:)
it was so funnie ytd..was toking bt guys whom we consider r ultimate BASTARDS esp when dey gt attached right after a breakup!yah!she was telling me bt her fran whu gt tgt w a ger cox she comforted him after he broke up w his ex!wah best!!can forgt so fast one mehs?yah we cm to a consensus tt they r BASTARDS cfm!!n yah we were toking bt gers doing likewise oso!but din bother to tink of a classification for this kinda of gers..but both will be condemned bahs..haha..so ger n guy the same!rd 1:on par..den we saeing gers in ntu nbs haf a higher depreciation rate cox of the shorter dep life compared to SMU babes!yah n im left w 16.5% to be depreciated!haha..den we jus simply burst out laughing mans!!so funnie lahs..n if im gg NIE den ive gtta agjust to reflect my fair value n uselife to 4yrs dat is a prospective adj!!haha..best rights?haha..but WE dun care if its 4 yrs 3 yrs or hw many % lahs..if it cmes it cmes..if notgt on w/o lahs!!21st century liaos..guys or no guys its the same lahs!no wonder me n von r so alike..so telepathic dat explains our closeness!haha..n if lin were w us!!cfm!!another of us!!m i right lin????help u ans ya?yah we r right!!haha
so we had our fun over dinner!:)
cn feel the stress alr but its inevitable..after this sem will be fine will be better alr..great!von applied for an exchange to ntu next sem!!cant wait to see u in ntu ger!!we shall tk the same ge n me shal shw u ard n most prob keeping my rm so u cn cm n stay over dearie!!:) we will haf fun n me shall intro u to my khakis in hall..e.g. my friendly neighbours dey will be glad to mahjong w ya!u can join us for our fun n activities..den the few hunks in hall!!hey lets go bio guys mans!!haha..n my og mates..shw u whus darren n felix..n if u dun mind mb jeremiah zhao//my grandfather guanjun, mother qianyi..haha..cool right?me bet u r all ready to dive over alr!!cant wait!but of cox mus quickly start mugging for my exams n urs too..

suddenly me jus realised my nephew will be turing 2 on the 15th dec!!woohoo!!cool!!so dat makes it 5 bdaes!!heh!

though its tough, its a challenge..not onli applicable to me..its exp. by everyone so gtta hang on!yes!hanging on hard..

GOD noes

din noe tt my belief in GOD has been so strg..hes the father of all mankind..hes plans for everyone..he guides us in our life..he has his plans for me n i noe

its hard to realli explain why im starting to believe this..ive forsaken him cox of conflicts in the family..my familys a taoist family..yah..feeling as if im a traitor now..so guilty. mb im attributing all my failings..my problems..troubles to fate..to destiny cox of my incapability in achieving/solving em..mb

was BIG 4 netwrking night ytd in sch..the auditors were so agreesive..y?cox dey nid us..dey r despo for pple..PWC portrayed a gd image but dey aint as approachable i feel..the largest n most pop!wad to do?wanted to miA asap after the pres..in the end no one did so n me hanged ard w kj hs joey so we mingled n managed to tok to a few peeps..one of deloittes' manager kpmg's joseph n partner frm risk management..pwc's tax n oh well was toking to my gst partner!!best he still remembered my name!so paiseh me forgt his lorhs..luckily gt nametag so big somemore!!haha..yah hes kaieng n the super duper elegant n pretty tax partner hhmmm..her name is...sheesh:(all were eagerly promoting their wrk their firms..its their passion?r dey realli realli enjoying??shant doubt their sincerity etc. me hope im lyk em..tok w pride bt wad dey r doing..its hard wrk i mus sae..everyone starts frm scratch when we grad..no ones superior to another..so dat explains the equal platform?
thot i was a little wavered over my nie decision after hearing n learning more bt big 4..as i 'limped' back to hall..me had the little time to think thru again..the ccompetitiveness, the hecticness the long nv-ending hrs..the agreesiveness jus seem so alien to me..well..ive been 'competing' for my past 14 yrs as a student..tink ill die jus to carry on..its not an easy wrld outside alot of backstabbing bad mouthing..etc..its jus complicated..tink ill go crazy dere..oh well if tt's the plan for me ive to accept it n tk up this challenge which ive to overcome..mb ill becm a betta person?
nv thot bt gg into risk or advisory services..bt after toking to joseph n the partner..its lyk hey!!!deres sth out there still!!so this n opening for me?a sign?i wun noe till ltr..but if its really this!den i mus sae im realli blessed cox dun nid to go thru the entire tedious process!gtta noe the partner so its more or less cfm direct into kpmg's!dats if im gg to kpmg..another choice?ey?
hmm..shant tink too much..gg to enjoy my dae w vonnie ltr!shpping movie n fun!!woohoo..betta finished my readings now!!haha..den its play time bfore i start my weekend mugging hard for my quizzes!!!aiyos!!
von!!!so excited!!

feeling at ease when i see the little flower..so sweet..mb its cox its pink n mb its cox its frm ya

jus for ZHIYU!!!

hey ger!!as promised this entry is for u!!me knew ya bdaes on the 29th NOV!!!heH!dun angry k?we will celeb WILDY when u r bk in mid DEC n we can also celeb XMAS tgt babe!!!aint u excited?as im typing ive sth in mind alr!!!:):):)mes gtting excited!!hoping tt u r doing fine in shanghai!all the travelling to mongolia ..u noe wad?im afraid me cnt relate to u when u share ur experiences w me ltr on:( so sad!but i wanna listen ger!!!listen to u describe while i imagine as usual!!t all ears..wish im lyk u travelled to US..china etc..seen so mani things..me felt so small..reclused on this little island:( so sad..wait for u to be bk ger!!n do tk care of ur health yeah?missing U!!!:)

btw gt this frm ur blog..tink it means alot to me as well..so dun mind mes gg to copy n paste it in mine too!!!haha..alot of things to tell u dear ..but when u r bk k?now u haf a lot to share w me oso!!so here it goes...

When there was me and you..

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

moodless

was in a rather good n relaxed mood minutes ago till my mum the 'nagging machine' started again!yes!yet again..ISt target: daddy 2nd target: me, reason relating to contributions me hafta gif when i grad again 3rd target: my sis, reason for trying to stand up for me. poor ger..thanks for trying to speak up for me but in the end ganna scolded as well:( poor thing!next time jus keep quiet lyk me n jus ren!!
mb ive made the right decision to keep my room in hall..at least me can haf some peace..yes some peace..contemplating to continue next sem given my situation mb even if i gt into NIE?i dunno..jus so tired of hearing everything again n again..repeatedly..everytime im home every weekend..thot supposed to be the opposite?supposed to show more concern? vexed..

exams cming..stressed so stressed..betta start..else cfm die!fortunately dere r tests cming up so at least can force me to study now!!yah!NOW!
its off to Mac with huishan n mug again!miss mugging w u!!haha

tmrs gonna wake up early to read 304 text..den back to sch den off to MOE den back to hall again..all the travelling..sighh..but nvm

looking fwd to fri cox gg out w von!hey babe!jus read ya latest entry!heehee..yah shpping w u is so fun ya?a bit ge xi if we cn haf lunch me can intro u to miss clarity near ur sch!!haha..gd place rec by yanshan:) nvm next time yeah? ill promise to org an outing w u to celeb ur bdae!n we will wait for u weilin!!LIN U SEE THIS??WE WILL WAIT FOR U TO COME BACK!!4TH JAN!!yeS!!celeb w U!though it will be ard 5 weeks late!hey to tink of it u will be bk soon ger!looking fwd!heh ger on a spending spree ahs?wah..so jealous cnt wait to go on my taiwan trip w shanx n meimei next june..woohoo..grad will hafta be postphoned cox gg to wait for von so we can visit darius n clarence in LONDON!wah!!dat will be in UK!!okie dat means save save save!!my NIE pay if im in!if not den hmm..die lors! heehee good den can go visit london bridge, UCL and hmm..wads darius' uni ahs?ooopss!cant wait..we will b 22/23?alas!cant believe!dun wanna believe

slpyhead's turning in..zzzzzz

ohh..fd out whus he alr..so sweet..yah thanks!nice little 'surprise':)

secret..admirer?

these pics r frm mel's blog! us at waraku!!:):):)


2nd post for today..slpy my eyes r veri dry:( tink its cos of the stupid haze:( sians!so warm outside:( so now im seated comfortably on my chair enjoying the aircon n yah gg to pia my 206 proj n pres tonight!!urghh..jus so feel lyk concussing but gtta wait for my hair to dry:P

was telling mel bt danny's engine fraN..getting a bit weird n mes gg to be on guard..in my defensive gear!haha..hopefully he doesnt try to whine to be abt how sad he is!scary:(

was greeted by a little but nice surprise this morn cox deres a mini stalk of pink rose stuck to the door..my meighbours haf them as well:) so nice to see sth so sweet earli in the morn..thot its frm the hall's welfare com to wish us good luck for exams or sth..so din bother
when me was bk deniece screamed across n happily told me tt its frm 'my bf'..hmmm..first thing first!me dun even haf a BF!not even close to anione to start ani rumours!2nd: third yr alr whu will care bt the lao zao bo?freshies first wads!so cannot be..asked daph she refused to tell me oso!haha..best lorhs!hey this is called fran?den she said hes a good catch..haha..ellos!ger ah if dat helps..wadever..but mes interested to find out whu!!jus tell me whu!!!haha..n mummy was lyk dun shout so loudly jux cox u haf a bf lehs!wah!stunned!dunno wads happening mans!haha..i wanna noe whu!!!haha

today's lunch was alritex..as funny as ever..as crappy as ever..its bt progression..i can see..doing well n perform is the priority..a pity tt its aint really wad ya wan..so sad..forcing urself?mb frm my viewpt..its hard but it aint formidable for u..wishing u well.
kill me for eating the meat mans..jus kill me!but thanks..jus saeing thanks
(heyhey pls dun reveal whus whu yeah?thanks..jus needing a little space, a little privacy..a little understanding..stay hush hush k:)thanks peeps)

thy limit is my limit

back in hall on a lazy monday mon..dreading the day's lessons at 1030 ltr..wanted to cm bk ytd but jus cant bear to drag myself back to sch..so in the end stayed at home gave tuition..first time gifing 2 tuitions at home!!bestbest!!haha..good money no transport costs at all..den finished up 306 chapter 7 n prep for todays auditing class!so this week starts again..sighh..gtta focus on the coming 2 tests n 2 presentation..boo:(

had a fulfilling weekend last fri n sat!!tok bt sat first!!

me n my dearest sweetest n telepathic zuzu--von went to the super hyped-up n highly publicised VIVO CITY!!yeah!!was telling her tt we can be counted as one of the many early birds to visit the MEGA shopping paradise!haha..cfm!!so big jus so big..all the stores some cn be fd in orchard..lyk dah!!r jus crazily humongous!wah..ranging frm forever 21 topshop espirit n to the me-cant-afford GAP!woohoo!jus so marvellous sia!haha..as a shopaholic cox me was super duper thrilled..plus the crowd was lyk wow..real surprised tt they were so many pple tt we were stuck at the mrt gantry!pengs n our dearest von gt so so excited tt she took out her cameo n started snapping pics of the 'SCENE'..haha..me fd out the STOMP add alr ger!!
yah we were so pleased w our buyings tt day!went to the mega espirit shp n cox von was gtting a lipstick for her aunt so we hanged ard the red earth counter..haha..wah..n then whu noes!!we spent 72 ++ on makeup!!haha..zuzu bought a sweet pink blusher n the lipstick whilst me still hafing my eye colour craze bot an orange n green eye shadow plus a pretty glitter powder!heehee..spent lyk at least an hr trying on and stuff..so pleased yea?we cfm had fun..after tt headed to twn cox von din managed to gt a wallet for her frans 21st..so in the end were at taka n she bot an ELLE blue wallet!not bad..the lady was super friendly..haha..gt 20% disct somemore..gd buy ya? walked ard n von finally bot the oriental slipper frm URS!gd gd wear this fri yeah?
great!we r mtg up to go bugis this fri..1st it will be movie at cathay cineplex den bugis!haha..gd gd..hopefully we cn find ya dress yea?n me shal gt mine so when we meeet to celeb ur bdae after exams we will be all clad in pretty princessy dresses!yahyah..n our beautiful makeup k?haha..so we mus find a fine rest. to be served!haha..so excited!!ger im so looking fwd!!!:):)
there r 3 veri important bdaes cming up suppose to be 4 but lin aint ard!!so outstding ive von's shan's and charmaine's!n my fav. festival!CHRISTMAS!!caroling n of cox xmas meetups n dinners!woohoo..hmm..saving up for a lot of things..of cox gifts lahs!first yr gifing xmas prezzies..so exciting!!
noeing my limits..sm things its tough to ctrl but i guess its alright..doesnt mean anything jus means care n happiness..tink its alritex:)yah its alritex:)

fri: our OG+CGL yongxiang+iris+kangjian+edmund went place waraku tgt to celeb huishans bdae!!heehee..me suggested the place!cfm!!cox its my FAV jap restaurant in town!the sashimi is quite cheap after asking iris jus now!great!i shall order the next time!heehee great idea iris!find a day we cn jio a few more peeps to go for kuishin bowl's buffet!!woohoo..i like jap!i like korean's as well!!hee
after dat we went KTV at chinatwn!mel n xiaohan went too!both of them nv sing:( fun fun!yah mel now ya noe y i was saeing yxs good!haha..sang till ard 2+ den yx drove us home in his SUV..such a big family car! comfy:)good for large grp outings:) surprisingly he remembered the way w/o me guiding him..wah impressed by his mega memory!haha//a veri gentlemanly senior indeed even offered to walk me to the lift by tt time it was alr 3 plus..these r the many little things to impress a ger sia!at least for me!haha..oopps!well was so tired after tt n jus concussed!final verdict: FUN(minus away the stupid 206 quiz which dampened my mood a bit:()

suppose to be aslp at 1045pm ytd in the end cox my sis n mum were watching pirnncess hrs esp the last 2 discs me jus cldnt bear to miss!!so stayed up till 1240am?so sorrie tt me din go online..yah
so touching so touching..sighh..it ended well or shld i sae expected..emotionally touched by wad the prince did..hey meimei..dun pretend u din cry okie?haha..caught u!!everytime laugh at me n mei..ytd u did too lorhs!!haha..best!wonder the no. of sheets of tissue we used..haha..so paiseh so old alr still lidat but wad to do?so touching so sweet so lovely!but in reality none of this will happen!whu in wrld will be so lucky to be picked to be a crown princess jus lidat!moreover, this is spore sia!where gt this kinda of things..unless its britain, japan, korea?
i mus realli commend on the outfits of the princess!best!she was nv dressed in the same dress/clothes twice!n dey were jus so so prrrrerrrrrtttyyyy!!!!!!!!!wah!!so jealous sia!n shes so sweet!!!

hmm..betta go read up on my case for 206 pres on thurs den the day will start again!sian dun feel lyk gg for 306 lect but its mon!once a week..treasure the short time..yah treasuring bfore its gone:)

korean korean korean!!

its been a few days' since ive last updated cox im totally engrossed in GOONG!PRINCESS HOURS!woohoo!!haha
of cox apart frm tt busy w tmr's 206 quiz n todays 306 killer pres..phew finally the most dreaded pres for this sem is OVER!!haha..stumbled cox was too seh till the end..aiyos where gt peep present for half hr one?cant conc animore mans..oh well its OVER!!n im glad cfm!!

tmrs quiz..sian..not totally prepared n me skipped 2 sems for auditing!pengs..but well its still within my targetted 2 sems per sem of skipping!haha

im in luf w goong..same as other idol drama..but this is in korean!haha..gt eng sub..still its quite alritex..i like the modern clothes worn by the actresses..so pretty esp by the princess!so princessy!!shes so pretty!n shes onli 22 in reality..wah..so nice to be able to act yea?but i can vouch tt acting is not joke all the stress bt memorising n stuff esp when u haf to rehearse n co-ord w ur partners..its nice when u watch but the amt of hard wrk n effort is immenwse!!really.. so sad me wun be acting next yr cox next yrs hall's production aint gg ti be a drama..nonetheless me was veri glad tt me had the experience of gg on stage n danced acted sang bfore..though 2 yrs aint long but im veri proud of myself for doing so..n thankful to my pals whu supported me for the past 2 SPs perf!!esp my council frans whu went for 2 consec yrs!!thanks alot dudes n babies!!

was quite entertained in the afternn as i was chatting to this freshie online..hes thomas..act. shldnt sae hes a freshie cos he aint frm NBS n he crashed into our OG last yr..so ya..anw he was so entertaining..bothered to play alg..haha..addressed me as princess joleen..haha..no one has played alg so well bfore..hmm..okie gt a few lahs..but he was the most gungho!!haha..i knew he wld ask whus my prince n stuff..yeah..cos he asked bfore..sian..so told him no prince lahs..so funnie..
cant understd y pple always haf e impression tt im attached..pengs..dun lehs..so stressful sia..den dey will start asking bt this n tt..like wad r my criteria etc..aiyos spare me can?hahs
looking fwd to tmr n sat!yeah!!aft celeb. shans bdae gg KTV yeah!!thanks danny for booking the rm!!i wanna sing bei feng chui guo de xia tian w yx!!heehee..he cn harmonise well!!!goodgood!!heehee
den its vivocity on sat w my dearest n sweetest zuzu!!!yeah!!so sun shall stay home n mug for next weeks stuff..okok..betta go nap awhile den wake up to try the quiz qnsn revise..concussed!!

timecheck:1056pm
location:hall 3

thankful!

i mus really thank GOD for his kindness and love for me..really really blessed!
just when i am busy looking for a paet time job on top of gifing tuition..n jus when me was bt to call up my usual tuition agency, my current tutee's mum requested me to teach his son as well!haha..of cox me agreed..w/o hesistation!first no travelling involved..no longer need to spend 3 hrs gifing tuition n travelling to bedok alr!phew!so m veri thankful tt mes financially independent to an extent again!
me dun nid a lot to keep me gg..though me do splurge now n then but hey!im a ger lehs!!haha
thankful tt mes always veri fortunate, meeting nice pple..renxing's parents n even nainai were so grateful twds me..alas..no nid to be grateful..i mean hes a clever kid whu has alot of potential n hes cfm hardwrking!but im appreciative twds them..thanks for the further pay increment!haha..hopefully he manages to get into dunman high..at least me din mk it when i was in pri 6..i can declare proudly tt my student act. made it!!yah
always thankful tt me have veri good frans!not fogetting my tk n vj mates n a few ntu pals..thanks!!but i wanna specially thank zhiwei!zhiwei thanks alot..in the end me din go..i noe ive disappointed u..n most importantly ive disappointed myself..studies or shld i be more specific..cox of next fri's test..tt's y i din go..struggled quite a bit..esp. after wad u told me ytd at KFC..thanks for letting me noe..ive let an opportunity slipped past..but im realli grateful!thanksthanks!!:):) no wonder u r my good fran!!wun disappoint myself again cox me noe deres another coming:)
thankful tt mes hafing support though not full but at least mes aware tt dere r at least peeps behind me!thanks!
my hall freshie read my palm..sceptical over wad he said cox me dun believe his skills!haha..he said tt hes jealous!cox ill be hafing veri good life!!haha..thanks leh!i really hope its lidat yea?haha..if not den ill kill u!!haha..
suppose to meet von to go vivocity on tues but after weighing the opp cost decide to change it to next sat instead..atleast me dunnid to worrie bt 306 pres n 206 test!sians..so mes gg to put in my 150% to mug these few days den haf fun on sat!!fri's gonna haf fun oso..but sat's tuition will be rather early n intensive..hopefully he can grasp wad im teaching..1 mth leading to his p3 exams..aiyos me will jus try my best ya?
cant wait to von next sat!
ytd my pres treated to sakura buffet at somerset..not too bad:P wah ngiam n winnie dey all can realli eat!!so much its jus so much..so scary mans!!me lyk the sweet n sour fish n the black chicken soup..tasty..yumyum!thanks yutian!n tt meal costed him almost 300bucks..heard frm winnie tt the past pres treated their secretaries to places posher than ours..luke treated his to pariss international..aiyos cant be compared cox lukes a rich kid!of cox lahs..n chuan teck treated his to one whicn is even more ex. than pariss!wah dat means its lyk so hotel or sth alr!!best!!haha..ai feel wads impt is the fun n socialisation not interms of which is pricer..yah..i mean so wad if its ex..u still bite/chew/swallow the food..it will still undergo the same digestive process..den exit frm the body..so wads the pt..?mb for me whus not picky wun mind lahs..haha
tmr gg to pon 304 to mug for 206!yah so tt's a lect n off to hall to mug!mus finish on tue n study n complete the slides for 306..after this week den gtta start on 304's 2nd quiz alr!den 306 again!nv ending..sighh..
im gg to wrk twds it cox when all these r over im almost done..almost dere..i noe i will be blessed!!
thank you!!

thank you shans!

thanks shan!!so happy to see u ger!!yah though it was onli 6 weeks since we last met!so nice!gd rec. Miss Clarity is great!nice food n cheap ger!heehee..n i lyk my brows!!good after exams we mus go to the PS one n trim!!!goodgood!!heehee..hope u r well ger?mb food poisoning!hey we mus go gt dresses after exams n wear for our outing k?demand tings n charms to wear oso!!heehee..mes gg to gif u babes sth real diff this xmas!!!heehee..u gers jus hafta wait yea?heehee!!cnt wait 4 exmas to be over mans!!
it was a nice shw--wrld trade center..we din plan to watch this but den jus bot the tixs cox we had nothing to do aniwae..jus cnt bring ourselves to watch chinese movie in a cinema..not worth we think..haha..quite sad but it realli mkes me reflect alot bt the vulnerability in life..sighh..when it cmes it will come so no pt..well live life to the fullest i guess..
feeling okie..but getting worried after reading..dun wish to overdo things..but its worrying..has been a prob/illness?wads happening?wanna noe/do more but wad for?can i?shall i?shld i?as a fran mb?yah as a fran..
thanks zhiwei for being so helpful..i dunno if i shld go..hafen been practising..losing confi..in everything even in the most basic..definitely not pleasing to the ears..cfm!affected n inflicted..

vivocity will b opened tmr!shall ask von to acc. me den cn go watch movue in the new GV!a way to destress?yah mb?suddenly feel lyk being drunk..haha..ts saes ive an ex way of destressing..haha..mes not rich lahs..jus so onli mahs..no harm!!

slping time!1154am..i shall do it bfore i concuss..yah bfore concussing

wanted to finish watching espisode 4 of princess' hrs but gt streaming probs..sians

suppose to finish my 206 industry analysis..but cun tk it animore..so din..

suppose to complete 206 chapters..but too seh..

tmr's a day of fun w shans!good..lunch n slack n movie but im alr so happy..so elated..so looking fwd!best!!heehee..jus cnt wait animore..

hmm..so tmr gtta wake up earli to mug first if not me will feel super guilty!!!yes!!!MUG!

shared my joy w daph she understd cox we r in the same shoe..yeah..sad case..but its alritex..nids no reciprocation..a little acknowledgement will do i guess:)

happy contented fulfilling silly stupid naive

things hafta remain this way so dere wun be sacrifices

not gg bk not turning back not looking back

tired n incapable of doing so

an opportunity a chance a hope a dream

all i wan is satisfaction happiness n assurances

reassurances

its been a long time mb a yr?mb a little lger since we chatted..its nice..thanks for the reassurances..thanks for remembering..thanks for shwing tt u care..cnt help but to be sceptical bt wad u said but i am trusting u..thanks alot! its part of my life now..a part not integral n shldnt be crucial..its aint i must tell myself..thanks anw!

as cool as ever, as cool as cucumber?cant fathom wads in e mind..cant seem to foresee anithing..useless to probe n carry on endlessly..wasting effort?wads the pt?wads my pt?ive no pt?

betta turn in alr..gtta wk up early to do 206 proj!cant wait for fri shans!!cool day!fun day!!a day when i can go all out n play n enjoy shans company..cant wait to c each other!really cant wait!my dear fran!

it gts tired sometimes..not noeing wads the aim..so stupid

chatter-boxes

had a very long and tiring day..fortunately 306's quiz was over!!great..a load off my mind but gtta prep for 206 alr!quiz wasnt tt bad i guess din finish as usual but shld be able to pass..having a veri bad headache esp during the last hr of of the day's tut..tink really lack of slp considering tt me always slp at 11+ pm at home..so im in hall now n u bet t mes gg to slp a little ltr..

trying to prep for tmr's discussion on the report evaluation for thurs team..sians cant understd y 304 is so troublesome..so mani reports to write..wad participation..waste my time mans..urghh..no choice..do lorhs..so reading the case n e report but feeling slpy alr..suppose to be doing 306 slides but guess haf to complete them tmr!!yah by tmr n prep it!!else thurs cfm die..dunno y but me can feel tt mes falling sick real soon..

went to can 14 w daph n cheryl our tk n vj junior..so funny lahs..ended up gossiping for 2 hrs at the canteen n den in daphs room when we were bk!haha..bestest!!so its all bt guys n more guys n gers again!pengs..haha..but quite enjoyable cox veri seldom can gt to suan daph till shes like 'dont lidat' lehs..haha..now u peeps understd how it feels to gt all those...

he gt electrocuted by a live wire in the dance room..luckily wasnt injured..phew..hes a devout christian..so gods on his side..

gg to watch princess hours den concuss n waking up earli again

saw him today..looked super exhuasted...cfm mus be all those mugging n stuff..yeah cfmed he mugged if not he wldnt haf completed e paper..good good dats y im always impressed..

alot of goodfrans..yesh good frans