sp audition!

decided that o shud enter this part by creating a new entry in case u peeps r too bored w the previous entry bt him..haha

after tax quiz n lect at 1030 ytd went bk n napped frm 1 to 5 plus so shiok!haha...aft blogging this i shall napp again..slpt 3 hrs dis morn onli lorhx but luckily senses cming n dat means all wrk will end alr..n im gg to mia!

tax quiz was sighh..mus studi n read more tomes to rem n capture the facts into my head..

mus study alr..

ytd was e lg-awaited hall's special project audition!haha..so fun!i went down..last year i went alone..this year charmaine accompanied me..haha..
asked to read a script, an impromtu part regarding a person w conflicting identity n a stubborn gal..
i was quite resistant act. to act out the part bt the conflicting part..
partner: hope ya r nt offended k?

after dat had to sing a sg n all i cun tink of is angela zhang's yi shi de mei hao..haha
as if i was ktv-ing so nice!

oh ya bfore i forgt..hey was surprised bt the marshmallow..thanks alot!

hope that both of us cn act in special proj...be on stage again..i lyk the feeling of performing...i luf embracing the audience..i love i love...

gtta gt my beauty slp nw...gd nitex!

stupidity!

yah..

decided that i should blog this matter down after reading yiting's blog bt her putting her hotmail add online.

mine was worse dear!
i din tell shanx..so shanx:if ya happen to read this s a bonus and yah i apologise that i choose not to tell ya..

it all started when i was happily on my way to somerset to meet shanx aft tuition last fri..as usual took a train there. was rather crowded nearing to twn..noticed a guy when he entered n he happened to 'squeeze' to my front..the picture: i was clinging on for my dear life aka holding on to the handle and den he was standing back facing me..side view?ok..bk view?okie..haharelection okie..
thot its another of the look see bio session..but its not all..
aft i gt off the train..quickly rushed to the toilet..den as i was bt to push open e door..sighh..guess wad happened?

1) i tripped?
2) met someone i noe?
3) the door was locked?
4) none of the abv?

if ya ans is 4..u r correct man!

' im so sorry but is it possible for me to have ur no.?i really wanna make friends with u....' thats wad he said..stunned!
c'mon lor!im rushing into the toilet..damn urgent!and u r telling me this shit..though nt the first encountering..but please!not again!i had enuff..

i wanted desperately to go away..can desperately see dat hes trembling and i jus wanna go toilet!gave in the end tinking that no harm though!yes!!!this is ultimate stupidity!but..oh well..JOLEENS STUPID..

oh nv intro male lead..hes the one whu stood in front of me when i was on the train..that one lah..

he was so fast..the moment i gt his msg..saeing hes this n that..traumatised..wadever..asked me out..jus gg to ignore manx
though older than me by a yr..in army..frm poly gg to sans francisco aft ord-ing..but...i dunno wad i shud do..
wad irks me is the msges he sent..hellos!i dun even noe u n u r asking if u std a chance?go away lah..nt stop tokin bt lkes n attraction..im cfm blacklisting u!
gosh man!dunno wad i had dn in my past to gt all these frm strangers..mb shudnt go out..
haha..sth times do feel comforted though..constant encounters make me wanna puke..no freedom..even gg to orchard is lyk..urghh..

dats hw i cm up w the conclusion:guys r shallow!

when its up on my msn..the guys frm my ex-bro wing, frans frm whereever started to rebutt!
haha..even asked me why..haha..too bad..

too bad guys r certainly more shallow!

a long time..

it has been a month since ive updated this blog..

cant claim that ive experienced a lot..but i guess it suddenly dawned onto me that i should live life as i am now!
ive been miserable for months..yah..quite i tink..always trying to put up a cheerful and happy go lucky front when im w peeps..sighh..
I SWEAR I WASNT LIKE THIS BEFORE!

joined jcrc and the work is not too shiong..realised dat some pple act. changed their attitude twds me!i mean i may be too sensitive but as far as i know yah..i sort of sensed it!

last week was my recess week and guess wad i spent my fri and my weekends bfore the break wrking damn long hours at the natas fair for citibank..no doubt that i had fun n met nice pals but it was definitely tough wrk!i earned $0!all to hall or at least managed to get 50 bucks back!nt gg to canvas animore manx!
met pple lyk vincent and ivan, alvin qiming jinhe etc. haha..quite nice to tok too. and yah gt to noe our rec n A rec secs betta oso..so funny!

mon and tues were 2 full days for course..not too bad i guess!den wed i quickly gt out of hall and went to visit my dearest baby cousin!so cute!so adorable!heehee...ahhhh!babies...hw wonderful dey r!

thurs went kbox w sis n had fun!so high!nv felt so so high for a lg time!so nice!thanks a lot mei!watched sound of thunder w charmaine in the evening..nt too bad but a bit disappointing i guess..overall?ok lahx..

fri went to wrk for a day n quited aft dat..haha..so ultra boring..cant stand!
the rest of the days?tuition n mug..and tadah!end of hols and im back in sch nw...sitting in front of my comp after hafing my one n only meal for each day..typing this entry!
and yesh!trying to complete my IT proj!mys be done by today manx!

hmm..im trying to do soul searching n gt enuf rest!so i shall go slp bfore my next lesson at 230pm...yawns!

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