e Year is ending!!!

havin been blogging for the past 4 daes...n ya guys mus be saeing:'she din update her blog!'
haha...

todae went out with my zuzu von n my grand zuzu lin!!!haha though we jus saw each other last fri,it still so wonderful to see em todae!!! whendid we gt so close to one another? our council daes n he uob daes!!!haha..lin...i admire her determination n her decisivenes n of coz her humour!!haha...von?forever
so hilarious...esp todaes zuo n you!haha..
really hope dat our frienship will last for eternity!!!!cheers to our 2 yrs friendship!!!heehee....(gotta see one another on fri again!!!)haha...im looking to it!hope u guys r too!

so sianx!schs starting sn....everything is gonna start all over again!but after comparing w lin...tink im in a better position:) phew! lin jia you!!!!(dis is nt meant to suan you k:)

btw,the yr has finally come to an end and i can proudly sae dat this holiae is a really memorable n well spent one!though hectic, its great! meant gd pple...nice companion n interesting activities!

sighh...im feeling a bit nervous nw!we onli haf 6 more wks to our perfomance!hope wnt gt stage fright...gosh!

jus in case ive no time to blog these few daes....jus wanna wish one n all a happy new year ahead!!!bye to 2004 n welcum 2005!!!oso do treasure n make full use of the last few daes!!!seeya guys sn!!!!best wishes!

wat a coincidence!!!

yeah! ge xams over!!!haha shld b able to gt a c n abv bah!!haha...

bro-sis wing was last nitex...found out dat hes act. my direct direct senior...he was frm 00s44!! i was really really surprised!!!wad a coincidence!!!haha...hes so funny...

tink e guys r up to sth...haha...take photos oso so xcited...haha...n jerome is behaving xtremely weird...hey ya r gonna b my daddy..as in hall's daddy...my mummy qianyis 'husband'!haha....n thxs for the compliment though..but i wnt b a jiu mei!!!haha..

realised i do haf nice seniors...as in vj seniors...he msged me to wish me gd luck for ge n merry xmas n stuf...a helpful soul...a good FRIEND!yah...i mean FRIEND....

din wanna reply his msg..hes trying to keep the conversation but im gtting irritated by his continuos pocohantas n jungle n nonsense...urghh...hope he will noe his limit!pls ive a limit too...can u get wad i mean? the impossible but fran fran bskt!

kkie..todaes xmas eve...meeting up w ct pals ltr!phew..im letting myself slip into comfort zone again:):)

hope sth will blossom soon....haha...schs gonna start sn!!!

blah...will gt more skirts frm mango if ive gt xtra bucks:)

Xmas Time!!!

hmm...its finally Xmas!!!so xcited coz it means dat we r finally gg to meet up!lin, von clarence darius....gosh!so fun! haha...this yrs xmas is extremely cool...coz gt to juggle lotsa stuf...nw haf to mug for my ge exam on thurs....but im still takin it easy....haha...hope everythinake ang will b fine...

act.wanted to take the singing ge but huishan n mel decided on the elementary chinese...looks lyk ive gtta minor in chinese...hahai dun mind though...:)busy w trgin...im nt xactly trgin as in im nt in the team...jus the manager...so a bit fake when i tell pple ive gt trgin...smoked my wae thru...i enjoy xcercisng but nt the competitive type...so stressful!

but nw the most shiong activity is the numerous rehearsals for my halls special production next feb 18,19 sat,sun.....

hey gals n guys...mus go support me k!!!!!! buy tixs frm me!im selling...haha....its really a challenge as ive to sing live! no prior recording!haha plus mus learn hw to dance to 3 songs...haha...so u guys mus cm n support my virgin shw...though its tough i din regret gg for the audition:) haha

next...my diet plan...haha....im suppose to SQUEEZE into this skin tight orangr striped dress...gosh...dey saed i look good but i tink i mus still lose wt n tone up if nt....eeee...thurs suppose to go tg pagar to try out outfits...this bridal shp is sponsoring us:P haha...u guys see the pt....so these explain the diet plan...worse still! CNY no need to makan anithing alreadi....haf to protect my throat n coz figure:)

haha...hope that thurs will cm sn...i mean the time after the xam at 4pm...haha...den go try clothes n bro-sis wing dinner:) its a gift xchange session oso...haha..fri will be eventful oso....haha..its swimming dae plus tuition n dinner w councillors!!!

haha...watever...i will haf to b bk on sun for gm...next wk is shiong esp at nite....dance, song, act rehearsals...sn it will b sch reopen...

dat dae i tried to update this..but i cant continue...i was afraid of him...after they all told me bt it..tried nt to b so close n nt lead him on...its jus so scary..tink its partly coz hes nt my jerry yens type...act. i hate myself but this kind of thing realli cnt force one...dun tell me if i cn tok to the persn fairly well ill haf to lyk him...its one wae nt mutual! i dun haf the feeling n hes nt in my basket of the possible...

haha he realises my msn nic....dese few daes we tok for sm time n he noes bt him....haha...hes nice but as a fran i tink...haha...qianyi!ill b ya matchmaker!he shld b a gd catch!haha..dun sae i nv gif ya gd lobang!ur nu er veri filial rite!

hahahe was frm vj....rep of my bro wing...sporty?ok lah in softball n hockey...in halls dance...nt bad lking...humorous...haha...in the possible bsktdin act notice or felt anithing till dat halls bash when seniors n frans were super obvious...i do feel quite nice when they suan...but sm times its off n cn b rather irritating when dey will link watever i sae to him....haha...for the past 2 daes we tok...as in went dn w daph to hillstreet,,,dey were doing their dnd stuf so i jus went dn to lk see lk see...haha...hey!u r a meanie!wat me to help else gt me a tighter dress!!!wat a threat!

haha...im jus gg to take it easy n see whether it will lead to anithing...halleluah!

merry xmas 2004! :>

We finally met!!!!!

it yet another week!thot it will b quite a slack one whereby i cn go hm on thurs but apparently i cnt!!!! i jus cnt !!!! tinking of running off n nt support the bball gm on sun! urghh....
hafta cm bk jus for it!
n the worst thing is that im hafin a terrible headache!
i jus hate myself! i needa DIET!!!!!

haha...meet up w my tk cum vj kakis on sun!
we went to tingxs restaurant at bugis...hmmm..i mean the rest which shes wking for but the katong branch!haha...we gt free fd!!!sushi n handroll n her fran sharon was so nice....instead of ice water she gave us orange:) haha...we tok alot!
it so comfortable to see em!esp tingx n charmx!!!coz coz shanx shanx too!!!though i last saw her lyk on thurs! shanx is my best of buddy! dat dae was so comfy though we were complaining hw tired we were...we were bk to our usual mode...i felt as we were bk in jc daes whenwe hang ard twn lyk nobody's biz lazing ard cafes....gosh im allowing myself to be transformed to 2 yrs or 3 yrs ago!!!????

i jus wanna sae theres really everlasting friendship!!!!at least we managed to maintain it till nw!!! i never regretted gg to tk!realli ! n coz vj!!!where i gt to noe frans lyk weilin von...angela..clarence...darius emma....?dey r great pple! oh ya nt forgetting zhiyu!!!!!haha...this gal rocks! she n her boyfran....r in wonderland....haha

FRANS R FOREVER!!! TO ALL my frans outdere!!!esp these grps of pals ive mentioned!!!!ill try my best...my veri best to b a gd fran!!seriously speaking im nt willing to let go of our franships!never n i PROMISED:)

toking bt boyfran!!!im happy for my meimei!!!shes currently gg out w her gor....trying out n seeing whether deres a possibility of getting tgt...i cn tell dat shes veri xciting n hoping dat they cn gt tgt:P meimei jiayou!!! though everyone saes uni has mani guys tink ur sis is nt dat fortunate lah...tink this applies to nus onli...btw im nt realli despo nw to find one...i dun mind being single...aniwae i have a lot of flaws n i dun tink i deserve to find one:( (sobx sobx) i may seem jovial n happy go lucki most of the time but no one act noes hw i feel...it act. hurts n i mean apparently it hurts...it hurts!!!badly....its really painful....painful...i dunno y....im again falling into a state of depression....but y?i dunno...i jus dunno...mayb im jus lonely... lonely.....

this yrs christmas is gonna b real interesting!!!3 christmas parties/gatherings 21st hall's one....23rd bro-sis wing...24th!!!meeting up w councillors!!!haha..hope the bro-sis wing's wnt b boring n realli pls pls seniors pls dun keep bringing up darren...so paiseh...n qianyi my dear mummy...i dun believe wat ya said dat dae...i jus dun!though its nice to hear dat n hes nt a bad choice...:P

its realli weird to hear his name popping up everytime i tok to u guys...even minute stuf can b easily linked to him!!!gosh....u gals ah...wanna b mei po oso dun be so obvious leh....aniwae ive no time for all dese:)haha...but seriously the feeling is nice...

though in hall ive heard of other pple liking n sm behaving oddly when im ard...but..i jus dun care lah...its jus so so tiring to bother...even walking the sch is so so tough...the stares the gazes....nt stand it...as if im an alien walking ard w my fram huishan.....!!!urghh...no freedom!sianx...smtimes even walking hm is a horror too:( bad!!!its bad! no wonder me mum has started to warn me n interfere w my dress co
is this part of growing up? n mei's frans..can ya guys stp asking y im nt attached yet?im realli nt dat great...k?though in hall dere r lotsa possibilities but i mus lyk oso wat...dun tell me gt pple admire den jus anihw accept meh?no no dats not me!!!my standard is jerry yen's haha....no wonder i still cant find one!!!haha......

2nd wk of hols trgin

i jus ant understand y time passes so rapidly when exams r over...haha
ing ro
this is my second wk of hall trgin...n all my other activities lyk choir, rd relay,vball trgins...ge, cming up will be the hall's musical beauty world...im xcited coz ive nv acted before...im acting as rosie i tink...haha...though nt the lead but shld b quite fun...since its a musical so gt to sing!!!
haha!im afraid ill gt stage fright!
ive so mch to write!i mean type....
haha i shall start w last wed...
went for my hall's bash at boom boom room at china sq....sighh...suppose nt to drink in the end drank two mugs of beer coz ganna sobohed by seniors to play a stoopid gm!
urghh...my partner was supposed to blow up 3 balloons n burst em while the gals r suppose to drink....shit lah...the balloons r of gd quality lah!!!!in the end i finished the 2 mugs n he in even burst one..haha...thot i wld throw up terribly but i din...onli puke foam disgusting...
throughout the whole nitex dey were trying to pair darren n me...gosh!
i acted as if i was drank so i dun care...but dey continued even up till nw!!!
yes!!!i mean nw!!!
in hall!!!haha...act. i do tink dat hes a nice guy was frm vj.. hill street's floor rep...jovial n responsible....hahai mus agree dat i haf quite a positive impression of him...at least till nw...haha...for vonnie:if ya r reading dis entry...i can tell ya dat hes in the'possible' basket...haha..seniors r realli trying to bring us together which is lyk quite awkward lah...haha but im letting things be n taking it easy...haha
im so xcited!mei's prom is on thurs n me n shanx r gg dn to help her do her makeup!
haha...so late n im still nt slpin...yawnx...i mus finish this entry first!

yah as i was saeing...mei's dress is veri pretty...a black tube assymmetrical dress which cost onli 49 n a choker 14.9!haha...i choose one leh!!!heehee...ill gt to borrow frm her!yeah...onli if ive a chance to wear them!
oh yah!!!im on a diet n i betta stick to it!!!!urghhh!!!!

hmmm...5th dec is finally cmin!!!
charmx n tingx n shanx we r finally meeting again!!!i realli realli realli miss ya guys alot!!!!realli alot!!!hope u guys r feeling this wae too!i jus simply cnt wait for sun to cm!!!!!realli!!!

this wk gt carolling aon fri n sat n im super xcited n worried dat it wnt turn out well cox its my first time having a public performance....scared!haha

i wanna buy clothes...i mean skirts...haha..but gt no money so hope that tuition will start sn!!!

yawnxx...tired nw...sleeping le...:)

to sch again?

i realli dun understand why time past xtremeli fast when exams r over...last sat was jus the start of my 1 wk HONEYMOON n nw ive to b bk in sch on mon again...

haha..but i chose it wad!U STUPID joleen!!!!
pple hols enjoy can slack at hm...but u? chose to participate 'actively' in hall stuf?
haha...jus can't stand u!!!!

haha...nw im toking to weinee on msn!!so so happy! haha...
also dun haf the mood to carry on mayb next time bah...haha
cnt wait for em to finish their exams!!!i wanna meet my FRIENDS!!!!

to sch again?

its freedom again!!!

hey!!!
haha...todae is vonnie's bdae!!!jus cm bk after meeting my ct pals!!!real glad to meet them!!!haha..

4 weeks+ ago i was still muggin n nw its finally over!!!
though i know its been hard,the results will not turn out well:(
seriously speaking,i dunno y it was lyk dat....anw its back to freedom n im enjoying every moment of it!
phew!!!let me get sm rest n start the next sem afresh!!!!

before i cm bk....(suppose to bus)met grace,jon,kelvin,nick n zhao...haha...dey looked the sm...as cheeky as ever...haha....dun understd wat nic said- go lah he ask u le...n suddenly...jon / ? mentioned THE name!!!!the name which me n vonnie most dread---stanley!!!!
gosh!hope watever fiona said wnt be true im scared!urghhh....
act. im hafin 2nd doubt abt next meeting next wkend....wat if he appeared?coz zhiwei, tecko, maybe shaun n him are in the same clique....eee....im realli fearful....haha..shld i act as if nothing is gg on?haha....watever...tink will ask whos gg lah....but vei bad le...he din do anything oso wat:P
never mind lah jus go n meet n see hw...e most dun care him lor...

im waiting for all my pals to finish their exams so dat we cn haf fun together!!!!haha...yeah....but ill b super immersed in hall stuf frm 22 nov onwards...choir,sp,ihg,ge...aiyo....haha
but anything is betta then mugging for exams

hee....may everything turn out well!!!haha....

btw im in von's bachelorette club!!!y? mei ren yao...haha
act. im yearning for my first r'ship but tink i wnt b able to commit n ill lose the freedom which im enjoying nw...haha,wat an irony!!!!
wat if keith takes the first move?haha...hope nt...

New Life in NTu!!!

HMM....

haha..this is onli my third entry since the other dae...
jus had my med check up this morning!heehee...really glad that yanshan accompanied mr there or else ill b bored to death on my way there...
actually i felt that smu is not that bad after going smu this afternoon for yanshan's matri...haha,but i was too lazy to submit my docs the other time....im not regreting though!
actually wanted to shop after everything but both of us were simply too tired...bumped into tingz at taka sq...that gal huh...become more tan haha after her camp last week...hope the four of us can meet up real soon!
talking about camps and stuff...i have two camps nbs n the hall camp...
still waiting for the nbs pple to call to confirm whether im in or not....wat kind of system is this?gosh ...wait and wait ask me to wait till when...aiya further more changed boss so taking leave is ultra difficult!haha...so ive to see tmr and hope every will b more or less confirmed...VEXED!!!actualli dun mind stop wking til this sat jus that my bank acc will run dry!!!haha...
yah...the other day we were doing ot n i suddenly realised that wed was the last time me n von were wking togethre at that moment there was a sense of lost...it came too fast n i wasnt prepared....haha...u zuzu leave zuren ur xiao zuzu at card centre...haha...but the most impt is that u r happi there...HEY GAL!DUN FORGET OUR TREAT HOR!!!!BET ME N LIN WNT!!!!hahaha....
we mus realli meet up including tk frends and w zhiyu!!!dat gal so poor thing...aiya...hope shell get to settle dwn sn...at the moment i shall see whether ive gt camp n settle everything asap...tmr gt new boss hope he is nt too demanding!!!
nw i shall go do sm xcercises n zzzzzzz cos tmr may b the last dae i do my ot!!!
ill kempete!!!n struggle to continue but i can feel that my stamina is running low le....zem me ban....??????

I'm Sick!!!

Aiyah....y am i so unfortunate to fall ill? haha...gt block nose and i tink got slight fever....:( mayb its due to my overdose of my fav. mamee! haha...dats the staple for my colleagues and i!
Today never go to work...very loogee leh...cn u hear my heartbreaking? pingping piangpiang!!haha...never mind i shall b back at uob tomorrow:p Lin n Von must wait for me sia...haha
Don't noe y oso, i have been feeling quite lousy this few weeks. its neither because of my wk place nor my friends...AIYAH...WHY?mayb its b'coz of uni?hostel?i dunno....tink i betta not tink too much else ill go crazy...
talking bt my frends...im realli grateful dat im still in cntact with my tk pals(though less often nw dat we r busy), a few of my clasmates and ctc pals! me nw wking with yvonne and weilin!von my zuzu and lin my zuzu's zuzu so in one way or another we r a family. tink if we din wk together we wnt b this close! realli treasure this period and thus its goin to b painful if we were to lose contact when we r going our separate ways in a mth's time....i can feel the pain growing....

my first attempt!!!

heyhey!!!finally set up my blog after such a lg time tinkin of doin so....haha...succeeded at last..will try to update as and when im able to!
hope dat u guys(those who have e access)will get to share watever ive posted on this blog!!!hee...
a little update of wat im doing recently---for frends whom ive nt cntacted for a period of time....:p sorrie lah...busi sloughing at wk:)
me currently wking at e uob's card centre at novena.umm veri near jons hse(if u noe where)a rather well-paid job but gtta wk frm 9 to 6 + overtime till 10 usualli...dats y my pals kepyt sayin im veri pia...haha
will be wking till 15 july den gg for the various camps lor...ey wait...me gg ntu's acc. n gonna b a hostelite!!!haha...one gd thing is dat i haf lots of pals gg dere too...i wnt b too loneli den!!!great!!!
to those reading....we mus cntact cntact k??cn meet up too!!!!